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#personal#im stressed the fuck out about everything#and depressed as hell#again#i tried to go back to the psych office i used to go to but bc its been so long they consider me a new client#so i filled out all the new client paperwork and turned it in online like they asked and they said after that they would call me back#and schedule the appointment#well its been over a week and they never called or emailed me back and work has been so rough that i havent been able#to get out of work early enough before their office closes to call and be like wtf can i make a fucking appointment#so i dont know when ill get this damn appointment and on top of that the 1st appointment will cost double bc im now a new client i guess#and the office is like an hour drive away but none of the other offices near me have good reviews#maybe they just had a backload from winter breaks idk#but yeah stressed about that and i can never fucking sleep well#cant fall asleep cant stay asleep dont feel well after rest its bs#and im eternally broke#really need a new bed thats bigger so i can maybe sleep better with my bf#i could ask my parents for money help but i hate doing that im almost 25 i shouldnt be so fucking broke and dependent right#also ive been feeling ugly for over a year#and this weather has me fucked up#and bills have me fucked up#ugh
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#palo alto#girlblogging#this is a girlblog#girlhood#just girly things#depressing shit#im so tired#hell is a teenage girl#lana del rey#emma roberts#tumblr girls#2014 tumblr#girl interrupted#this is what makes us girls#sylvia plath
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#girlblogging#girlhood#this is what makes us girls#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#im going insane#tumblr girls#cigarette#hell is a teenage girl#lana del rey#nympette#nymph3t#lana del ray aesthetic#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#maybe in another universe#maybe in another life#im just a girl#girly stuff#just girly thoughts#just girly posts#just girly things#whisper girl#the virgin suicides#thought daughter#depressing shit#this is a girlblog#losing the idgaf war#igaf#girl things#thoughts
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#⛪.images#⛪.spilled blood#trauma memes#actually traumatized#trauma holder#actually mentally ill#actually bpd#actually borderline#mentally fucked#mental illness#tw depressing thoughts#tw depressing stuff#tagging for reach#because i need attention :<#mentally unstable#mentally exhausted#post traumatic stress disorder#anger holder#actually traumagenic#ventcore#vent meme#ragecore#angercore#bpd#bpd vent#bpd meme#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#hell is a teenage girl
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a moment of silence for all us disabled ones who had to watch each of their friends move on with their lives without you and get jobs, go to school, have partners come and go, get engaged and move house etc.
shout out to my fellow struggling people who are still sitting in the same bedroom they grew up in. the ones who can't get a job, can't make new friends, can't find a partner or partners, can't move house and can't go to school.
I hope one day we can all find someone to at least sit with us in our rooms. I see you and I understand... and I'm sorry we can't be that person for each other
#hell o void#hell o hadal#disabled#disability#invisible disability#nuerodivergent#nuerodiversity#mental health#agoraphobia#depression#anxiety#chronic pain#chronic fatigue#autistic#autism#i know this applies to more people but i am too tired to think of more tags and i really need to stop posting and do other things#but this is something i struggle with constantly and cant get over so#about#it hurts even more knowing that my friends who have done this are also disabled#like.... what do you mean they can overcome their disabilities and have lives why the fuck cant i do that
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There's just something so fascinating about the way the Exandrian pantheon has decided to handle the Aeor Situation™ - by electing a few of their kind to be born as mortals in order to infiltrate the city.
The first to bring herself low was Ioun, and I can only imagine how lonely that must have been for her. To feel infinite wisdom creeping into her adolescent mind? To rise through Aeor's ranks knowing what they'd do to her if the authorities discovered the truth of her existence? Waiting, hoping, perhaps even praying that the other gods would follow through with the plan.
Sarenrae has a husband and children as Trist. I can't help but consider the parallels to Liliana Temult, with a 'higher calling' pulling a mother away from her family. The conversations in the temple suggest that she would have been aware of what she was by the time she started her family. Yet she loves them, cherishes them, even knowing that she might not see them again. Will Amaris, Haylie, and Topher learn that Trist is a goddess? Or will that only be discovered when they find their way to her realm in Elysium?
The Matron was once mortal, and she willingly returned to that form in order to help her newfound siblings dismantle the Aeorian threat. Her steward since childhood was Purvan, helping raise and guide her despite his old age. Imagine being a little girl, guarded by the Champion of Ravens himself and his wolven companion, completely unaware of your own divinity until later in life. Imagine the night she woke up, remembering her ascendency, seeing Purvan and recognising him.
And what of the families that gave birth to and raised the four Betrayer Gods? What of the halfling family who watched their precocious daughter scale a fence with far too much ease than it should be? The day the tortle's parents found him crying in pain and tearing at his skin to distract himself from a memory so distant and yet so real? Or Milo, who became a priest, not to follow in the light of the Dawnfather (like his parents may have thought), but to mock his brother even as a mortal?
These gods spent entire childhoods with families and friends, taking refuge from the skirmishes caused by their other siblings. Who, despite those similarities, have very different opinions of humanity, of Aeor, and themselves.
#it's late but i'm in my feels about this#like i thought it was mildly depressing how dynasty kids wake up one day with dreams of their old lives#but imagine realising you're a god in the body of a 15-year-old boy and you need to find your siblings so you can infiltrate a hostile city#critical role#critical role spoilers#cr spoilers#cr meta#exu downfall#cr downfall#the prime deities#betrayer gods#ioun#the knowing mistress#arcadia#sarenrae#the everlight#cr trist#the matron of ravens#cr emhira#asmodeus#the lord of the hells#milo cowst#the spider queen#umleta
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#female depression#the cure#holding him would fix me#i miss him#girlblog#girlblogger#girlblogging#hell is a teenage girl#girl interrupted syndrome#im just a girl#this is a girlblog#just girly things#female manipulator#female rage#divine feminine#divine female#female hysteria#future husband#femcel#the virgin suicides#girl interrupted#this is what makes us girls#girl hysteria#feminine hysteria#feminine rage#girl rage#girl interupted syndrome#girl gone crazy#sad girl autumn#autumn depression
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no fr i think TOO much
#lana del rey#tumblr#coquette#girlhood#lizzy grant#elizabeth woolridge grant#sparkle jump rope queen#this is what makes us girls#just girly thoughts#just girls being girls#im just a girl#hell is a teenage girl#girl thoughts#girlblog#overthink#overthinking#thinking too much#female rage#female hysteria#alana champion#alanabc#girlblogging#this is depressing#this is my life
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a glass sun 1/2
#my art#my stuff#this is really fucking long so im gonna have to break it up into multiple reblogs#(howling) WAUGHHHHHHH#i love aishang by xiaoshiguniang#i love to implicate my alma mater in my art about being gay in the shittiest most conservative corner of singaporean society#by some terrible trick of fate i ended up in the conservative chinese christian cishet circuit from primary school to end of hs#obviously i am not most of these things but there i was. Depressed#and there i was after that at Liberal Arts College. the 4 years i spent there were a clusterfuck#but like a good and outrageous and lively clusterfuck#and i graduated in may this year and when i came back it was for the first time in 10 months. it was like. what da hell#like i love being here in specific ways but there is also the pain of being seen as something you're not constantly#can i blame them? i ask myself this every day. for most of my ex classmates and relatives i Am the only not cis person they know#idk my lottery number was bad this corner of society really is that bad#and so its like. idk dawg anyway i aint offering solutions but u get it like it fucks with your head to be misgendered either which way 24/#but to leave them behind would be to leave the only people who knew me for the first 19 years behind. and thats a lot of my life#i am 23!!!!!! ough#anyway. whatever. if u liked it i have a ko-fi#reblogos appreciated
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#girlblogging#bpd yandere#bpd core#irl yandere#obsessed#obsession#obsessive yandere#yanderecore#love#yandere#daddy's good girl#girlhood#hell is a teenage girl#bpd fp#bpd vent#actually bpd#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#bpd blog#bpd problems#bpd stuff#bpd safe#bpd#depressing shit#tw depressing thoughts#borderline personality disorder#narcissistic personality disorder#princesscore#1cky princess
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#a break from the depressing ass gifs#peter krause you are....embarrassing as hell#911verse#911edit#tuseraurore#911 abc#tvedit#tvgifs#cinemapix#tuserdaria#userkimmy#userlauren#peter krause#angela bassett#bobby nash#athena grant#bathena#bathenaedit#mio#gifset#2024#911#m:911#m:bathena
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#girlblogging#hell is a teenage girl#lana del rey#girlhood#just girly things#this is a girlblog#this is what makes us girls#tumblr girls#girl interrupted#cinammon girl#girl blogger#depressing shit#lana del ray aesthetic#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#love quotes
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#this is a girlblog#girlblogging#just girly things#girlhood#this is what makes us girls#lana del rey#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#hell is a teenage girl#female manipulator#im just a girl#girls just want to have fun#girl interrupted#manipulate manifest masturbate#daddy's good girl#angel dust#coquette angel#coquette dollete#angelcore#lana unreleased#depressing life#thought daughter#just girlboss things#i’m just a girl#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#pink coquette#pinterest#tumblr girls#elizabeth woolridge grant#sparkle jump rope queen#coney island queen
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Somehow they are all me
#2014 grunge#american horror story#coquette#effy stonem#evan peters#female insanity#girl interrupted syndrome#girlblogging#girlhood#living-dead-girlllll#black swan#girl hysteria#this is a girlblog#this is what makes us girls#coqquette#hell is a teenage girl#i miss 2014#2014 indie#2014 tumblr#depressing shit#i believe in unicorns#skins uk#skins effy#cassie skins#the virgin suicides#thirteen 2003#buffalo 66#layla buffalo 66#old tumblr#tumblr grunge
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#real#girlblogging#girlblogger#girly things#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#female hysteria#whisper girl#femcel#girlboss#lana del rey#female manipulator#this is what makes us girls#escapism#existentialism#female rage#my year of rest and relaxation#born to die#childhood trauma#hell is a teenage girl#just girly things#the feminine urge#the bell jar#the virgin suicides#tumblr girl#tw depressing stuff#tw depressing thoughts#tw depressive#mentally unstable#mental illness#actually mentally ill
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I once killed a plant by giving it too much water. I worry that love is violence.
#depressing shit#tw depressing thoughts#depressing life#sad thoughts#self h@rm#quotes#i'm sad#im sorry#suic1de#trauma#su1cide#su1c1dal#su1c1d3#tw self destructive behavior#hell is a teenage girl#tw self destruction#tw depressing stuff#tw abuse#bpd thoughts#toxic love#im so tired#toxic relationship#i’m not okay#im not okay#daddy issues#family issues#bpd vent#actually bpd#bpd#breakup
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