#hell o hadal

[nocternal]

a moment of silence for all us disabled ones who had to watch each of their friends move on with their lives without you and get jobs, go to school, have partners come and go, get engaged and move house etc.

shout out to my fellow struggling people who are still sitting in the same bedroom they grew up in. the ones who can't get a job, can't make new friends, can't find a partner or partners, can't move house and can't go to school.

I hope one day we can all find someone to at least sit with us in our rooms. I see you and I understand... and I'm sorry we can't be that person for each other

[cherryberg]

ok heres a real quastion why do you find your current blorbos so compelling. can u tell me abt their themes. would u get along with them in real lifes

my bones crunching teeth. my gripping hand on your shoulder, drawing blood.

ned flanders .. where to fucking start .. in the shortest way possible, that is

well, quickly. me? getting along with ned flanders? In Real Life? hell no! simply by virtue of me being the person i am. perhaps the band Dr. Colossus put it one way when they said “Stupid Sexy Flanders / Republican at best / Politically to the right / Dexterity to the left” (haloes .. my Dr. Colossus mention) but who’s to say how accurate that is now. i too am lefthanded you know. and we all saw him kiss fat tony. and he missed him too

anyway, simple put. i think ned flanders is like. a deep character - thanks in part to his religiousness. now you can throw your hands up about like his, well, flanderisation - from the homer simpson perfect neighbour foil to unbearably devout christian - but it does effect multiple aspects of his life in really interesting ways

so you’re telling me this man hates his beatnik parents? (Hurricane Neddy) what, did he cling to religion as a way to other himself from them? carelessly raised by them without discipline? repressing his anger for years? and how does that reflect upon his own kids, brought up in a strict christian household. his own kids he’ll be overprotective of because he can’t afford to lose them like he lost their mother (Bart Has Two Mommies), but who are still harshly scorned and punished when their faith in christ waivers? (Todd, Todd, Why Hast Thou Forsaken Me?)

and what if when he doubts? when god takes both of his wives? (Alone Again, Natura-Diddly, O C’mon All Ye Faithful) his wives who he loved and will continue to grieve for? (I’m Goin’ to Praiseland, Diary Queen) and what of his second wife, huh? fourth grade teacher krabappel? how he learns to lower his religious guards for her? (Ned ‘n Edna’s Blend Agenda) how happy they were, however brief, with these compromises they made for each other? (The Man Who Grew Too Much) and krabappel’s relationship with rod and todd, did she have an effect on them? is it her influence whenever they speak out? (Bull-E) then again, we all know how impressionable those two are on a whim .. (Bart the Lover) and, goodness fucking gracious, so on and so forth. and they replaced his wives with a dog

sighs .. i can admit he can get Dead Wife Guy with it sometimes but i do think flanders is like .. a bit of a tragic man? i dunno, that “And I did something I hadn’t done in, I don’t know how long. God help me, I smiled.” in The Many Saints of Springfield lives sorrowfully in my brain. dude, after losing so much - his wives, his business he went bankrupt for (When Flanders Failed), his teaching job (Left Behind). like .. man. i dunno

i think it’s a little hard to watch a flanders-centric episode without wondering what it means for ned and his family on a deeper level, even for an episode as innocuous as Fland Canyon (what do you mean todd has night terrors that maude held him through? and that it’s todd’s nightmare of forgetting maude’s face that made him stop believing in christ?)

and, hey. if you’re really crazy enough, you could squint and make out some sort of aquatic sea creature motif with the Jellyfish Festival and song in A Star Is Born Again and his profound emotional processing in faith down in the hadal zone in O C’mon All Ye Faithful

regardless, all this to say. yeah .. i may be a bit of a nedhead :]

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& btw .. he pulls, like, constantly. did you know this? like, constantly

[feralrreverie]

if there's a choice to be indoors or outdoors im usually gonna pick outdoors if the weather won't immediately kill me. like pls let me see the sky dont trap me inside im gonna lose it like a bird that pulls out its own feathers

[suckfaggot]

😍🥰😍🥰 when bae says she's bringin drugs home 💕💕💕

[ritualis]

A MAN WANTS HIS DREAM OF COFFEE AT THE BEACH

[nocternal]

plural culture is two boyfriends being out at the same time and the love is so healing, and they laugh and joke with each other and help each other and yes there is hand holding

[nocternal]

I think it should be known this is a bumper sticker on my car

[nocternal]

chat you're not gonna believe this.

i made baklava for the first time.

what do we think chat?

[nocternal]

on a whim I decided to go to this burger place. I've been to the business before, but they've moved and also it's been like 7 years since I've been.

anyways it's fucking EMPTY. I'm getting to chit chat with the owner, and sip a beer while I eat alone. it's lovely. 100000 fuckin stars. thank you self for stopping

[nocternal]

ur daily reminder that liking a post does nothing but leave it sitting in its grave rotting

[nocternal]

my rabbit is dead because I decided to go to two concerts instead of taking him to the vet

[nocternal]

the internet makes me want to play disco elysium

[nocternal]

guess who has 8 years clean from heroin irl

this vessel does

[nocternal]

me: might stop vaping

also me: might stop vaping cause I went back to cigarettes

[nocternal]

the beach is beautiful btw I think I'm in love with the ocean

[nocternal]

cringe isn't real fuck off