#I AM STABBED I AM BLEEDING OUT
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
happy valentine's day to those who celebrate, remember to tell your love(s) to keep warm, bring a sweater, and let them take it home <3
#BUKOWSKI IS THE SONG EVER#moose blood#bukowski#valentine's day#TO KEEP WARM I'LL BRING A SWEATER/YOU CAN HAVE MINE IT LOOKS BETTER/AND HONESTLY YOU CAN TAKE IT HOME#crying weeping sobbing .... the sweetest lyrics screamed like he'll die if he doesn't express himself as loudly as possible#AND THEN HE SINGS IT SOFTLY RIGHT BEFORE THE MUSICAL OUTRO#I AM STABBED I AM BLEEDING OUT#snowswords
0 notes
Text
"Just a Gift to prepare your mind and body for the Unspeakable to abuse, priest. "
I just wanted to draw Gary being evil... So I did. But Steampunk. Because yes.
Little variants under cut.
goggles off, in game version.
#faith the unholy trinity#john ward#gary miller#steampunk#he is a bit more simple in design sorry#also i don't know what's wrong with me#why he look like that#i've never drawn him like tHAT.#my art#tw blood#just a little#but have you seen the size of those old needles#a man could risk to bleed out from getting stabbed as hard as he did with one of those I am telling you#tw needle
89 notes
·
View notes
Text
jason's roman vs greek identity crisis in the books is comparable to troy bolton in which it was really about being bisexual all along
#jason’s pov is just ‘oh this is the Plot. but am i Greek or Roman? also i really miss nico. our Special Talks mean so much to me. anyways’#bro was literally bleeding out from a stab wound within the first few chapters of BoO (i’m listening to the audiobook)—#& he was using his dying thoughts to think about both piper & nico 🤨#highly suspicious i would say#jason grace#jasico#pjo#hoo
63 notes
·
View notes
Text
I'm sorry did oluwande just 'long term,long distance, low commitment, casual girlfriend' Zhang yi Sao?????
#shes literally thr pirate QUEEN ?#shes gonna get him and i am so here for it#sorry but i am simping SO much for zheng yi sao#she could gut stab me kick me across the face and leave me to bleed out and i would still kneel befkre her and pledge my allegiance to her#sorry my lesbianism took over my whole being goddamn#ofmd s2#our flag means death#stede bonnet#zheng yi sao#oluwande boodhari#jim ofmd#edward teach#lucius spriggs#frenchie#wee john feeney#roach#izzy hands
33 notes
·
View notes
Text
CRASHING THE FUCKKKKKK OUT GET ME PUT OF HERE GET ME OUT OF HER EGET ME OUT OF HERE
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
I feel alone forgotton hated isolated
I feel like I don't know anyone I'm just a stranger
#puppets thoughts#The mental is illnessing#I need to sink my teeth into someone#or stab someone and watch them bleed out#caffine and my meds should *not* mix#I don't know who I am anymore
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
A frustrating thing about media perceptions of violence is that there are a ton of ways I want to write Cybertronians experiencing war and violence in terms of "what are the physical limits they can take" but it seems less extraordinary than it actually is because media already tends to portray even regular humans in combat with improbable or impossible abilities.
Like, how can I say something interesting about "oh Cybertronians have more stamina in battle because they don't bleed [in my headcanon] which means getting cut won't inevitably take them out of a fight in a few minutes" except when was the last time mainstream action media ever took bleeding into account. What about the fact that Cybertronians can break limbs or lose them completely and just get a replacement put on, but human characters losing limbs or getting prosthetics are rarely shown getting physical therapy or anything that would come with losing a limb. Even something as basic as "Cybertronians can be in direct combat for hours without tiring" falls flat when so many media portrays human combat as this crazy thing where people have the stamina to do flips and shit for minutes on end which isn't accurate at all.
#squiggposting#the first thing you learn about fighting (in research or in practice) is that fighting is fucking tiring#and that the smallest of injuries can fuck you up badly#see humans suck because there's a lot of pain points or vital structures on our body that are very exposed and easily targeted#but to me the appeal of cybertronians is that they. they don't have those weaknesses or at least can take far more punishment#it's hard for me to look at human anatomy the same way any more once i was taught that stabbing someone in the inner thigh#can bleed them out in seconds#or you can throat chop someone and crush their windpipe and make them basically suffocate#humans are so fragile man it's kind of terrifying#anyways. basically what i am saying is that all cybertronians by default are superhumans in terms of athletic ability and stamina#but like beyond superhuman because machines work in a completely different way than organics do#machines can hypothetically run forever as long as they're given fuel but organics just can't do that
21 notes
·
View notes
Text
NOOOOOOOOOOOO YOURE TELLING ME I HAVE TO WAIT FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER OF RETURN OF THE MOUNT HUA SECT
#FUCKKKKKKKKKK NO NO NO NO NO YOU CANT TAKE AWAY MY CHARACTERS AND SCENARIOS WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITHOUT THEM DYDUGLBJFIGDIDIYFIYDIYFIHF#WHY NOT JUST STAB ME SND LET ME BLEED OUT STFUGI GOD FUCKING DAMN IT#IM SO DISTRAUGGT#MY CONTENT#MY BLORBOS#MY BABYS AND THEIR ETERNAL SUFFERING#I NEED THEM YOU DONT UNDERSTAND#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH#IGCIHFIHFIYDIHCJ HE IGRRIGFBFBFUGEITEIGFBFBDUTWUTWIGDBFBFUGEURWUTWIGDBFJ DHVEGUWUTWUTWOYFPJGHKDJGDHTWURQYRWOYRPUFHODNGDN BC HFSURAOGDOGFKVDN#return of the mount hua sect
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
Whenever i see a photo of me from when i was 15 i get major whiplash GOD 2020/2021 sucked balls as a year
#if i didnt start doing drugs during that time then im probably gonna never start doing drugs no matter what happens#like.. between quarantine me seeing someone get stabbed and bleed to death my anxiety culminating in an ED and being actively groomed#i am surprised i. came out relatively normal i coulve ended up worse#i did end up having to leave the scout camp earlier that year because my mental health got so bad#that i was constantly crying and pulling my hair out (and i also acted like a major asshole to basically everyone which i still want to#punch myself for)#but now i am doing way better lol
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
Me painting my nails all black at almost 5 am when I have to be up by 10 to work at 11
Thinking to myself, "Ah. I really am not doing okay."
#speculation nation#negative/#i guess.#i keep wavering on whether im coping fine or not#im trying. trying to not linger too much. trying to just live my life and continue pursuing my interests#tricking myself that everything is okay. smiling and laughing and enjoying the little things#and then it's nearly 5 am and im remembering the time my uncle came into my bubble tea shop while i was working#a surprise visit. and i got to take his order & recommend him things. a nice little thing.#im remembering trips with him. him driving and me being a little wallflower. but my family expects this so it's okay#im remembering my birthday. this year. where i was free from school and so looking forward to the summer#and then like a week later i got the news that my uncle had cancer. and a week after that my cat died.#and i got through it. i worked on getting better. i was starting to get better. & then i got the call from my dad#that my uncle was in the hospital again. and a week and a half later he was dead.#and here i am now. nearly 3 weeks later. and what do i have to show for it?#with cassy i cried 14 times in one night. it felt like a stab in the chest. a horrible wound. one i still flinch from remembering.#with my uncle... i had time to prepare myself. i began grieving well before he died. so it wasnt such a horrible shock to my system#instead... it feels like ive been slowly bleeding out. a gaping wound that isnt closing no matter how much i desperately try to.#bc the fact of the matter is that this is family. my uncle. who ive known my entire life. & who i was pretty close to#at least compared to my aunts on my mom's side. ive always been closer to my family on my dad's side.#it's not going to go away so soon. i know this. and it doesnt help that ive been away from my family for so much of this.#the memorial is in a week. im hoping it will help to heal the wound. at least a little bit.#i hate living life feeling like i have a hole in my chest. i hate losing people i love.#animal death ment/#death/#regardless. my nails are black. and it's time to go to sleep.
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
Omg, so ever since I found out about the whump community I've been reading whump stories and...
!!!!!
Some of the situations you guys write and put your characters in are so freaking brutal and messed up. (I say this with both distraught horror and affection)
Absolutely don't get me wrong, I eagerly await all of the new chapters people write and hungrily gobble them down when they're posted, but oh my god. Sometimes I read stuff and am just aghast.
I took a "what kind of whumper are you" quiz a while back and my result was "lmao you're a caretaker, not a whumper". I sat there was was like "How could that be?! I can whump characters! Come on!
And then I proceeded to realize that half the time I'm so invested in people's whump fics it's because I desperately hope for a happy, comforting ending for these poor, poor fellows and I want to see how they cope with/get out of their situations. Put them through hell, but ohhhh my goodness I just want them to be happy again in the end (or if not happy, then at least some semblance of safe/okay.)
Idk man, late night whump thoughts I'm just shouting into the void. I hope you all keep writing because I really do enjoy your works, even if I'm costantly reading them looking like this:
#I laugh because after reading whump fics now when I DO whump my own characters what they go through looks so innocent and easy by comparison#“hey buddy you were stabbed once and are bleeding out? Trust me it could be WAY *WAY* WORSE”#“oh you died? YOU HAD THE LUXURY OF DYING? YOU ARE LUCKY”#lmao I'm so messed up now#whump#whump writing#whump thoughts#not me reading a whump fic full of horrific torture and noncon then just going about my day casually#I would be genuinely interested to know what the overlap of the whump community and true crime fans is bc they seem similar to me sometimes#I won't say which fic I'm reading rn but I am just BEGGING AND PLEADING for the mc to simply be given a single blanket or something soft#SOME COMFORT#ANY COMFORT#I BEG#deedoo original
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
im actually crying ive cried over cocktail prince multiple times already and i really dont cry over media often as much as id like to. they care about each other and they hate each other and they were developing but.. its not there for anyone to actually see anymore
#and ill never get to see the conclusion of all that itll just stab me in the fucking heart and ill be left out to bleed#no matter how silly it is or lighthearted#and it ISNT theyre SAD. im being dramatic!!! i fucking know i am!!!!!!#i know im getting weirdly attached but i cant HELP it. theyll never have a player to use their stupid dumb#menu greeting lines at again#theyll never have new events to hang out in#theyre just in the vfucking void and now these ninja people are joining them#and for what? we dont even know#the devs whim i guess#what cruel creators you must be. to have this much power#and these characters arent even half assed theres so much to them.......#so what the fuck went WRONG devs!!!!!
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
Don’t leave it in the comments darling
sexual knifeplay is indicative of weak character. I could never get aroused from being stabbed because that would mean that I failed to parry it
#shitpost#fleshparry#did I get stabbed or am I so skilled I intercepted a blade with my face#bleeding out
54K notes
·
View notes
Text
#by palpatine i mean i was gonna write donit and then i remembered him going donit soni was going to write palpatine voice do it but that was#too long. i think you could just assume thats the do it option since the other isndont you can figure it out. i just wanted to out it here#in case anyone needed#anywayss. i just am not sure bc ive already been ummm weird today and these past couple of days have been generally weird andor bad andor#scary and such and weed sometimes makes that far worse. and also theres the stabbing/lung collapsing/internal bleeding which probably#wouldnt make me feel Much better but consider: i could be high. so much to think about in this world#also when i say beautiful woman answer i always worry my beautiful women mutuals which is most of you will pick that. its just the me option#sry. you can press it i guess though but its just the connor/skip snd the other choices r also available to beautiful women. if that wasnt#clear...
0 notes
Text
had a dream where gay people were finally real!!
#lu guang and cheng xiaoshi held hands and kissed and had this whole little build-up it was awesomee#strangely no time travel was present and i wont. go into how it went later#who am i. yes i will.#ok couple established right? throw them out they wont be mentioned again.#for some reason lu guang has to kill this lady because ~she knows~ so he stabs her in the neck with a scalpel to bleed out in bed. whatever#her son goes up and finds out. mother is a big piece of shit so he doesnt reallly care. BUT. dad comes up aswell..........#son says “ill handle this” and. starts undressing.#lu guang sprints to the door to escape etcetc whatever.#but the way the son handles it is. claiming hes a serial killer. and in love (+ fucking) THE MOM. who'se been helping him murder.#which is why she is currently dieing in bed ig. the end.#sillyposting#then i woke up whateverr........#ITS WILD... i do not know how tf my brain comes up with shit this is crazy.#it was genuinely so cute to see the boys get together. free fanfic =w=bb AND THEN THAT HAPPENS.#ok but during the dreaming i thought 'SEE I KNEW THEY WERE CANON' which is. weird bc i am the one making it up.#dreaming is funn =w=bb
0 notes
Text
hc that no one on the JL (or any of the teams) will let bats do the heavy lifting, ever
Like one day they need to carry an unconscious Flash after a battle and someone else (who has a broken arm) is like “who is well enough that they can carry him” and Batman, ceo of ignoring his injuries™️, is like “I got this” but his mouth starts leaking blood while he’s carrying flash. Superman (who was holding up a building) x-rays him & is like “YOU HAVE THREE BROKEN RIBS AND INTERNAL BLEEDING. WHY ARE YOU CARRYING FLASH?” “…I am well enough to carry flash”
anyway this applies to all bats. Someone asks if someone else can volunteer to help them lift something and, no matter what, Kon puts his hand over Tim’s mouth bc of the broken leg incident™️. Tim will never even be allowed a chance to make a case or attempt to answer the call.
Someone asks if Robin can help to carry something and Jon immediately replies “no he can’t. I’ll do it tho.” bc Damian once tried to conduct cleanup (lifting pieces of broken buildings and concrete) post alien-invasion with a stab wound (it was multiple stab wounds but only Jon figured that out)
Someone asks nightwing if he can carry stuff to the car and all of a sudden you have eight people shouting “NO” bc he once offered to carry someone’s old 60 pound box TV to storage while he had a gunshot wound. They only learned about the gunshot wound after he fainted & the tv fell on top of him.
Jason leaves before anyone can ask him to help with anything
Edit:
Steph and Cass fight over who carries the thing for the other person, but usually neither of them volunteer. They're gone the second the battle is over. Babs never has to carry shit even if it's a loaf of bread because she goes "wow, really? have the wheelchair bound girl carry shit for you, sure" so the person stammers and she gets away with it every single time.
Duke is allowed to carry things. (Other teams have yet to find out about his injuries.) In fact, they compliment him on being responsible enough to not over-exert himself. He smiles back. (He's trying not to laugh.)
#just to clarify bc i saw some tags ab it:#duke gets away w it BC OF his accelerated healing#sophia rants#batfam#dc#batfamily#batman#jason todd#damian wayne#robin#dick grayson#young justice#timothy drake#batbrothers#batman and robin#nightwing#teen titans#justice league#batbros#superman#red hood#kon el#jonathan kent#robin x superboy#Superboy x robin#tim drake#tim drake wayne#red robin#implied#timkon
9K notes
·
View notes