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Leaving this up for one day because the conference is tomorrow, make sure to reblog to help the sample size grow in time!

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Fuck you pay a million dollars to live in a parking lot

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is being alone simultaneously your favorite and least favorite thing?

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if you need glasses, have you ever avoided wearing them specifically because you don’t like how they look?

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hey man, I need to call out today. yeah, sorry, I just suffer from a profound exhaustion whose source is not purely physical, making it impossible to truly cure. yeah I'll be in tomorrow. thanks.

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do you leave kudos on most if not all ao3 fics you read as some kind of impulse?

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When you've been a writer for long enough, commas become more of a spiritual practice than a grammatical one.

Could I explain the actual rules of how they’re used? Absolutely not.

Do I rely on sensing a tremor in the force to tell me where to use them? Yes and this has never failed me even once.

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So the haikyuu movie Talent and Sense. Overall just a recap movie, but i read that it had some extra scenes at the end for the aoba johsai 3rd years, so i fast forwarded to that spot and. Oh my god?????

"I couldn't be prouder to have you as my partner" says known Tough Guy whose hobby is insulting oikawa. It's. So sweet honestly??? They're allergic to being upfront about their feelings with each other, but at the end of the day, they're still childhood best friends and they Love each other 🥺🥺🥺 so it's so sweet to see iwaizumi saying such genuinely supportive things. He gives oikawa shit all the time for having a crappy personality, but he ultimately does love him. Partners 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

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Imagine.

You're just going to bed when you walk out of the bathroom and see this

Just sitting there. Waiting for you. What do you do?

So baby though ❤️

Also here's some pics of Tally hanging out with my machete. I had to put it away bc she started trying to roll on it (she was feeling agitated and wanted to play again. And so i pulled the feather toy back out after this)

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OCD symptom i struggle with but don't see talked about a lot: inability to trust your own memory and/or perception.

as an example: i put my headphones in my bag. i say im sure they're in my bag, but what if i imagined putting them in my bag? i have to check, so i stick my hand inside and grab them. but then i have to check *again* because what if i just so happened to have another object shaped and sized exactly like my headphones that i just forgot about? so i have to pull them out of my bag and look directly at them to fully confirm they were in my bag

this is a fairly benign example but this also happens with other worse scenarios for me and it's. not fun

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✨ shine bright, circus man ✨

y’all i nearly cried making this

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I love, love, LOVE it when I can tell a fic author has integrated their specialized knowledge in a fic. I was reading a fic that at some point included the character going to visit an art therapist, and it's so clear that the author is an art therapist themself, and the details included are just immaculate and I love it. I've previously read about a character doing fencing for no other reason than the author clearly wanting to write a sport they understood. A character being given a hyperfixation on bugs just so the author can infodump themselves.

I eat it up every time, it brings such a smile to my face

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sorry but someone assuming you have "left a fandom" when you don't post about it a lot anymore feels like bilbo coming home to the sackville bagginses having him presumed dead and selling all his stuff. girl i was just on a little quest????

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Im doing a lot better than i was before, thankfully. At this point im just like. Man. What a mean and awful thing to do to someone. And the only thing I actually "did" to "deserve" that was... having a feminine legal first name.

How fucked up is that? Can't ever doubt that misogyny is alive and well when shit like this happens

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My blocklist is a spectrum with "this person has literally called me subhuman" on one end and "this person seems fine but blocking them makes my favorite fandom tags 999% more navigable" on the other

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Anyways, for nicer things,

I've been watching haikyuu anime season 3 and been so into the game. Fuckin cheering and clapping and everything like it's a real volleyball game I'm watching. And when it was getting Tense, I was legit standing up. As part of my engagement.

This is relevant with the pics bc Tally, there in my coffee table, started trying to attack my pants. I think I was riling her up with all the movement and noise, so she wanted to Play. And after like 3 times of her catching her claws on my pants, I went and grabbed the feather toy to shake it at my side for her as I watched and cheered at the game. And it worked 👍 this was my life today 😂

Also June was there too just looking cute. She also enjoyed the feather toy coming out.

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The human spirit is unbreakable. Just an hour and a half after I got the shit scared out of me, im back to my smut rps like I never stopped. 🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡