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absolutely dreading the finale at this point, like I don't want to assume it'll be bad but rtd finales are not it. oh no, just realised we're going to have to deal with them until the next showrunner arrrrgggghhhhh
guess i'll just try to be happy for everyone who enjoys these spectacles where rtd writes himself into a corner and has to deus ex machina his way out then takes far too long to wrap the episode up
#bad wolf/parting of the ways is the only good rtd finale#army of ghosts/doomsday is annoying i don't like the doctor getting into romances of any kind#i do enjoy the sound of drums but last of the timelords is uhhh#i guess not the worst but its not like good#stolen earth/journey's end is enjoyable but i do have significant issues with it#end of time is god awful#and i thought the giggle was crap#i understand people enjoy these but they are not for me#and i don't have a lot of hope for this series because we've got one episode till the finale#and i still don't really care about who ruby's mother is#whatever#optimism#try and keep optimistic
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"RIP to KaiShin shippers" this
"My sincerest condolences to the KaiShin nation" that
FOOLS! You think it will stop us or prevent us from shipping KaiShin?
I won't lie, the revelation hit us badly but we will rise like the phoenix, stronger than ever, and keep shipping them and making and enjoying content about them, no matter what movie 27 revealed.
The KaiShin nation will go on!
#detective conan#dcmk#dcmk spoilers#kaishin#kudou shinichi#kaitou kid#kuroba kaito#detective conan spoilers#movie 27#I'm trying to be optimistic because honestly those spoilers are freaking me out haha#of course I think some people will stop shipping them#maybe even delete their content#I understand#I can't tell it makes me happy but I understand#I won't force these people if shipping kaishin make them feel bad#but it's important than other fans will keep shipping and making content#the kaishin side of the fandom must not disappear
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What did/do you like about Pharah?
Uh, gameplay-wise, I really love characters in shooters who rely on three-dimensional movement techs. Chaining together hover and jump to stay in the air for as long as possible and keep momentum is so satisfying, and picking enemies off from the sky made me feel like a bird of prey. I was a good Pharah main.
Story-wise, there unfortunately isn't much to canonically go off because Pharah is so underutilized and neglected. Her personality's pretty boilerplate "heroic hero" (she's literally inspired by Captain America).
But it's the crumbs/bits and pieces that I really latched onto. Pharah's a confirmed lesbian; her short story with Baptiste implies she harbors a crush on Mercy (fucking thank you.). She's biracial Egyptian/First Nations. She has major mommy issues, having grown up both admiring and resenting Ana. She's the bridge between Old Overwatch, inspired by the idealized heroes who surrounded her childhood, and New Overwatch. She's one of the only inter-generational characters in the cast; someone whose experiences span the gap, which is why I seriously believe Pharah would make a great main character.
There isn't much to go off of, though; she's a very uncomplicated character (she's a soldier for a private military corporation, lol.). But that just means she's a blank slate character, so I've seen fanfic writers run wild and create some really interesting takes on her. My favorite interpretation of her's a dense, herbo gym-bro type (a lot of her liens are about work outs, exercising, and playing sports) who's easily excitable under her seemingly self-serious, armored visage. We see how she tends to gloat and hype herself up when she's on a streak too, so Pharah definitely has a competitive and boastful side under her more professional and militant performance.
Now Mercy? Mercy is a real complex character.
#i was a diehard pharmercy shipper back then btw#the inherent homoerotic experience of pharmercy gameplay.#the homoerotic experience of looking to the skies to fly to safety under the protection of your knight in shining armor#the homoerotic experience of feeling white hot murderous rage at an enemy trying to pick off your pocket mercy#i still kinda despise gency lmao. you cannot convince me mercy would be in love with genji. at all.#he'd make her feel so uncomfortable and guilty. in my head. the canon is obviously different#gency is sexless. absolutely zero bite or tension.#i could go on about mercy and how her character has so much missed potential#i'm no longer in my overwatch fandom phase but#i still think about that new flirty line they added in ow2 where mercy goes “ahh you're like my knight in shining armor!”#and pharah goes “that's what i'm goin for ;)” and i sigh dreamily#really happy that pharah outright says she's a lesbian too but it's hard to feel good about rep when you know blizzard uses it for pr#to be honest i'm willing to bet cash that blizzard's keeping pharmercy in their back pocket as ammo for the next controversy#last year we already saw logs about pharah fretting and taking care of mercy and the two talking about how good it is to see each other#tbh pharah has the same energy/demeanor as applejack. cheerful and competitive in a can of whoopass#but yeah overall pharah's a pretty shallow character. i have IDEAS on how i'd go about deepening her but. whatever#that's sorta what happens when you have to juggle a cast of 40 characters. a lot get left with the bare minimum#ok so i wrote this entire post up saying that pharah isn't in ow2's storymode when she is. she's in the story i just. forgot#because she doesn't do or contribute anything interesting#ok i'm stopping here. overwatch's story is such an interesting narrative mess i could go on for hours#i dunno how you come up with such incredible character designs and give them such an unincredible story#it's also so so so interesting seeing the conflicting takes on characters the writers have#mercy in gameplay and voicelines is peppy and cheerful and optimistic#but mercy in the storymode journal logs is tired. jaded. a total shut in who forgets to leave her room and social#and YES! THAT'S WHAT I WANT!!! THAT'S MERCY TO ME!!! THE DOCTOR WHO FORGETS TO TAKE CARE OF HERSELF#ask me#anon
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So, about 5 days back YouGov released poll results for a very comprehensive public opinion poll they did for the US, which you can see here: https://d3nkl3psvxxpe9.cloudfront.net/documents/econTabReport_tT4jyzG.pdf The poll itself asks about a lot of different topics, but the section I wanna focus on here is the section between pages 96 to 112, which focuses on Antisemitism and Israel. Most polls with questions like these tended to only survey around 100~200 people, and had really depressing results, so I was really hoping going into this study that we'd see some more cheerful statistics. Maybe those small sample sizes caused some bias, I dunno. Maybe the numbers were off.
I kept being disappointed by how many people denied the holocaust in those studies. I didn't want to believe those numbers were real, quite frankly.
Well.
Of a poll of 1500 people, give or take, 7% say the holocaust is a myth, with another 16% saying they "don't know" whether it is or isn't, with people in the 18-29 age group having even more alarming numbers than that: 20% think the holocaust is a myth, and 30% that they don't know. Conversely, in the 65+ age group, not a single responder denies the holocaust.
If you take this poll as being representative, then out of 331.9 million people living in the US, that gives us about 23.2 million people (rounded down) in the US alone who think the holocaust did not happen.
For reference, there are only 16.2 million jews in the entire world, with 7.1~ million of them in Israel.
Turns out the numbers I saw previously were representative.
Fuck, dude.
#judaism#jumblr#antisemitism#politics#this is.#this is fucked#i legitimately have no idea how to process it#i keep trying to be optimistic yknow#trying to think “nah it's not all bad”#I still refuse to give in to the rhetoric that we are only safe in israel#only safe in a gilded cage onto our own#but what the fuck can i do here dude#you can read the numbers as well as I do#this is#fuck.#ישראבלר
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TDP S7 ending really said "If the world faces a great crisis, the most important thing you have to care about is not resolving it, but keeping your hands nice and clean. no, we aren't saying that there IS a way to solve the crisis without dire methods, we are saying that someone else (who is conveniently stained already) will eventually show up to do the dirty work INSTEAD of you. and you'll be good for letting them do it."
#like. aaravos was still stopped violently. the love and pacifism agenda did not work (not like anyone even tried to apply it tbh). the fact#it wasn't the protags changes nothing. the global issues behind aaravos were never addressed.#no answer for peace in xadia was actually found (well#none fitting the message and promises of the show. i suppose#we have a more 'gray' answer of a cold war#considering the nukes of duren). tdp just. legitimately didn't deserve its happy ending. (unless its message isn't#'trying a lot to make the world better to then give up is good and common'#which is. well#definitely the case that started popping up in western children's media more often recently#tdp critical#newt's whining#i guess this ending has smth to do with sarai's 'optimistic realism'#and it's probably about the protags keeping their 'true hearts' and freedom of childhood#but like#it feels so cheap and hypocritical#tdp continues its tendency to make some sense metaphorically but be nonsense on the surface level i guess
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Pluto entering Aquarius
imagine me screaming this whole post mama
I may be a bit excited about Pluto entering Aquarius happening on March 23rd.. however..
GOODBYE fake it til you make it energy 👋🏽 🖕🏽✌🏽
HELLO the birthing of more actual people living in their truth ☺️🥰🫶🏽💋🗣️
GOODBYE people just copying each other / influencer-culture ✌🏽👎🏽👎🏽
GOODFUCKINGBYE hustle culture 😭🖕🏽
MORE PRESENCE MORE LIFE MORE LOVE MORE CONNECTION
GO OUTSIDE 🧚🏽🧖🏽♀️🦋🦚🌱🪸🌍🫧✨🥥🤍♻️
THE STRUCTURES ARE SHATTERING 🗣️🔊🔊
LET THE REAL MASTERS OF THEIR CRAFT RIISSSSEEE
LET THE PEOPLE WITH REAL PRINCIPLES RIIISSEEAAAHHHHHHH
#don’t come on this post trying to impose your weird ass miserable energy on my fly ass frequency#I’m a sag rising I understand I can be optimistic but my optimism keeps me savvy.. bitch..#pluto in aquarius#astrology#astro notes#astrology observations#aries#taurus#gemini#cancer#leo#virgo#libra#scorpio#sagittarius#capricorn#aquarius#pisces#pluto entering aquarius
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I was watching the fall for me music video again (yes, on purpose. Yes, i cried. Why do i keep doing this to myself 😅 )
Extremely heart wrenching, soul crushing, gut punch of a song + mv combination aside- the part where he goes "oh god I wish you were here" is actually so cinematic and well edited?? The back and forth between the text and the close up of him yelling into the camera??? makes me wonder if Vessel had any help with the editing of the music video. I like to think that he did.
#director sad wet cat man#sleep token#worshitposting#fall for me#this place will become your tomb#tumblr user lifemod17 is yelling about Fall For Me AGAIN#im cleaning out my drafts. this was written on march 11. i was Going Through It but was trying to keep optimistic.#won't queue fall for me
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Thinking of making a list of fics that can be stand ins for season/series 3 if it comes down to it 🤔
#good omens#ineffable husbands#crowley#aziraphale#I'm trying to not be devastated since noting is official but it's not really in my nature to be optimistic#especially where companies where netflix is concerned#it will be infinitely easier to cancel season 3 than to deal with the inevitable backlash#cuz think about it#no matter how much they try to get rid of ng from go it was co created by him and his name will be on the project in some way shape or form#there's no way around it#easier to just cancel and keep ownership of the screenplays so no one else can make season 3 either#i won't be shocked but I'll be really heartbroken#just speaking into the void
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I really love hope is a thing with feathers and I also really LOVE the hope as a sewer rat poem too but I wish it was not explicity written as "well actually" against Dickinson asgvsjnk. The imagery is SO GOOD but this whole vibe of "my metaphor is better than your metaphor" kinda sours it for me
#i dont like the patronizing usage of ''Emily'' like theyre explaining something to a child#admittedly dickinson has been dead for over a century so its probably huge deal to talk about her flippantly in terms of poetry#this is just me personally. how i feel about it#i dont like her being namedropped like that#it has this energy of ''haha lemme school this bitch''#when the poem itself was never supposed to see the light of day. she never consented to it being published. girl was 5 years in the grave#it feels like making fun of somebodys diary#i also dont like how it kinda makes fun of dickinson's imagery of hope as something ''beautiful delicate'' thing#i always interpreted as it is told. a little bird. i pictured a fat fluffy thing like the ones i see outside my window#ive known them to be stubborn and mischivious#when we leave out seeds on the lawn the little ones are always bullied away by the crows and magpies#but they keep trying. theyll attempt to sneak over and peck away before the crows notice them#they ARE optimistic and resilient little things. tougher than they look#so i always found the metaphor apt#sewer rat also fits just as well. but i think it depends on the angle from how youre looking at it#so i dont like this vibe of ''it should be more RAW it should be UGLIER'' cuz even tho i love that style of writing#it just feels like unnecessary one-upping here#especially considering dickinson was severely depressed and tons of her poems reflect it#god forbid she dabble around with the occasional light hearted poem about seeing hope as a silly little bird#asgsjsnk sorry im not trying to make a statement or anything. ill delete this later probably
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after moving back into my parents house to save money post grad, i noticed myself going back into bad habits and routines from high school i worked hard to break in college… anyway blah blah blah now i’m forcing myself into new routines to make sure i take care of myself and keep myself healthy and make plans with friends to move out and setting goals blah blah blah something something maturity and growth 🙂↕️
#just talking into the void#angsty but with an optimistic outlook!!#making myself eat better and do some form of exercise and keep my spaces organized!!#can’t wait for bestie apartment!!#if you’re reading this and feel similar… YOURE DOING GREAT AND IT WILL GET BETTER!!#doing the best you can is all that matters#and if you can’t do it today try again tomorrow but never give up#(this is a pep talk for myself but if it reaches anyone else yippee)
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I know most of us ain't too happy about the decisions on SwordAF but seeing the new artworks has me very excited 😭
#guys even if we don't really like their decisions try your best to support the series 🥺#i have a feeling this season is gonna be the end of the campaign but#if we show it enough support maybe they'll keep doing more stuff like it :')#trying to stay optimistic...#smosh#sword af#g chat
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seeing these two pieces of news back to back has made me truly face up to just how fucked up entertainment companies are in korea, and how terrifying it is that they give in to the minority of harmful voices. we cant keep catering to these people, but companies will continue to for the sake of profit and good-standing, and it feels impossible for anything to change while that remains the priority.
#i sat with this for a long time#i ranted more i said more things#but i ultimately wanted to be concise with this#i hate being negative and bringing negativity to a space#but ive been thinking about this for 3 hours now and it just kind of feels impossible#no matter how i try to phrase things i cant seem to find the good way to look at this#or the way to be optimistic in the face of it#when its been made so blatantly clear that my voice and the voices of others dont matter#and its hard to not feel like this is oh so silly think about real issues#but it all stems back to the same thing: power keeps on being given to those causing harm#and its infuriating#infuriating bc these things would have real impact if you let them#seunghan returning to riize wouldve set an incredible precident that hateful fans wont win#a queer piece of media with a big korean name in its main role is such a big deal its so great but it cant be pushed and have the impact it#could have#all bc companies need money and good reputation and dont care that it comes from harm and hate#im just so done
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hi everyone :’) i havent been on tumblr much lately because i am 1) not watching anything and 2) still dealing with the effects of a bunch of fun medical stuff! i am doing ok but my body hates me so so so much lately. i have the energy and ability(?) to do only a few very specific things right now (play elden ring, let youtube forcefeed me kpop videos, languish) and that does not include watch show or make gif or even write no matter how much i might want to. so. this is how it is haha. miss u guys
#it feels silly to make a post like this when im still on here nearly every day but i Feel disconnected. yknow#like i rb something once a day. i hardly talk to my mutuals. idk#i post vaguely often about my Medical Situation but. i think it might be good if i clarify so#this year since april ive been dealing with a sudden and long-term resurgence of pain that ive had before#originally we thought it was ovarian cysts (which ive been troubled by before)#but that got ruled out mostly. so#my doctor ‘diagnosed’ it as endometriosis (note quotes; it’s apparently not possible to diagnose endo without a surgery which i havent had)#(and so this is just an educated guess on her part and on mine. but a decent one)#i went on hormone meds for that which dont seen to be working for the endo but do regulate other things#but that significantly worsened my depression#so im on ssris now#theres also some other issues with me i dont care to disclose here#and its really just been A Lot#right now the ssris are on a very low dose but they are making me brutally dizzy and nauseous also.#i keep trying to be optimistic and then i get dunked on. but i will keep hoping#it will pass but fuck could it pass faster#rowan chatter#i have actually managed to write some despite all this. but show watching has fallen to the wayside
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Wanted to drop a little update on things
I meant to be back here a month ago on this blog and others, but things have unfortunately taken a turn and I am again without a job. No one at home is working right now so I've been spending most of my time trying to apply places and visiting youth centers for job help.
Bills have been piling up and it's not looking good, but for now, we still have internet for the time being. I wanted to come back but have been trying to desperately find work.
Hopefully we can manage to keep the internet going, because any escape is welcome at this point In any case, I need a lot of distraction with everything going on, and once I can at least figure out my financial situation and try to get it in order.
I'll probably try to pop in for a few things this weekend, just need to shop and save what I can with my last paycheck tomorrow.
Hoping things start to look up.
Thank you everyone for the continued patience, I know many have waited a lot already. But it means so much to the people who still continued to follow me and still want to interact with me. The more people Vergil meets, the better he becomes as a muse and the many bonds he's made still remain so special to me, especially the ones already planned and the ones that are still to come.
Anyway this post is already long enough. Thanks again for continuing to support and interact with this blog. Here's to at least a good weekend.
#oᴜᴛoғpʜᴀɴᴛᴏᴍbʟᴀᴅᴇs (ooc)#mobile#I don't like many ooc posts#But I prefer to keep the people still interested in my Vergil informed#Life continues to get difficult but I'm trying to stay as optimistic as I can#Again thank you all so much
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I love horror/thriller/survival manga, but reading them can be so frustrating because there's always that one fuck who acts as a comically evil antagonist who makes things harder for everyone else. This is especially the case in death game/survival manga, which are like contractually obligated to have someone who is unrepentantly evil and fucks over everyone else.
But the protagonists are always like "Noooo, we need to work together with them! If we kill them we'll be just as bad as them!!!" No bitch, gang up on them and fucking murder them lmao. Stop pissing me off.
#if I were in that situation and it's ONE person who keeps ruining everything and wants to kill me I would simply kill them first#like it's one thing if they're just annoying but if they're ACTIVELY villainous and keep hurting people/fucking everyone over#and the characters are in a life or death situation#JUST FUCKING KILL THEM JESUS CHRIST STOP TAKING THE HIGH ROAD LMAO#I'm reading this death game manga right now and it's literally just ONE GUY who is trying to destroy everyone else#and his only weapon is a crowbar#there are like 20 other people and they haven't ganged up on him yet??? what the fuck???#I may be an optimistic magical girl but I'm also pragmatic as fuck lol#like seriously just fucking kill him your misplaced naivete is not going to save you#manga#rant
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studying public health in the us right now is just a constant every day "we can't mutual aid/state government/community care our way out of this one boys" and then for me personally several times per day "maybe i could move back to vancouver if i doubled the dose on my antidepressants." it is not looking good
#last night we had a lecture in class from the chief of infection prevention at the hospital associated with our university#and he got a question about trump and he said he's terrified...like he's trying to stay optimistic but he's terrified#i have so much respect for mutual aid groups right now but we can't “we keep us safe” out of hospital acquired infections#like i don't usually post about politics on this blog because like two people read it but this is a diary post#how am i supposed to study in these conditions#at least things mostly aren't literally on fire anymore
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