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Sometimes I forget that no one in my family actually likes me.
#they all think I’m strange#and dumb#it’s probably because they don’t know I’m autistic#which is probably for the best#they would most likely treat me worse if they knew#I wish I had the means to live on my own#if I ever move out of my mom’s house I’ll probably almost never speak to any of them again#and I doubt they’d reach out to me#tw rant
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Recently been playing the Life is Strange games, rn I’m playing Before the Storm . I might draw something regarding that.
I also experimented with a different style with this one because I think type-casting yourself to one style is boring
#life is strange#pricefield#chloe price#max caulfield#art#digital art#digital illustration#digital drawing#I’m also really mad about a bag I bought at the charity shop#it was like the perfect bag#it was big enough for my to fit in all the junk I need for college#got home and guess what#the zips don’t work properly#did the people at the charity shop not think to check if the zips work#at the charity shop I volunteer at this would not happen#lis fanart#fanart#wlw#sapphic#sapphic art
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It probably won’t (it will)
#hallariel seacaster#sklonda gukgak#sandra lynn faeth#you guys don’t get it. the fallinel trip. the trip. something about the trip. (gesturing to an empty conspiracy board)#the world is ending and the only thing that can save us is three middle aged mothers in love with each other#but in like a weird way where they really probably shouldn’t date#I cannot express how funny I think it is to pretend Sklonda Gukgak has a crush on Hallariel Seacaster#they are absolutely not compatible in any way#sklonda watching hallariel start a house fire while making breakfast and thinking ‘I need to kiss that strange woman.’#they would never happen in a million years but that’s the fun of it#on the other hand Sandra Lynn and Sklonda are actually soulmates and it’s a wonder to me that they haven’t fallen madly in love yet#but I’m patient and hopeful#telling me anything about the fantasy high parentcule is like letting a starved cow loose in a maize field#you can’t just show me a bunch of deeply flawed middle age parents and expect me not to make them all kiss each other y’know??#fantasy high#d20#sklonda fantasy high#d20 fantasy high#dimension 20#d20 fanart#fh#d20 fh#fantasy high fanart#fhjy#the bad parents#polyamory#d20 fhjy#fantasy high junior year#undescribed#my art
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spoilers for chapter 429
idk if you guys remember but ochako does have parallels with All Might, specifically as the side who saves. It’s not that he feels the same for them both or something like that, they serve to represent the type of heroism he naturally goes to; his friend is not his love interest, from his perspective she’s out there having a crisis over not being able to save her, and Izuku reminds her that she is a hero bc she is his hero -she saved him multiple times, and she should be able to feel like a proper hero.
This conversation is not about the nature of their relationship, is about heroism; Izuku relates to a conflict between being a hero who saves and failing to save someone, and doesn’t want to see Ochako ending spiraling because she couldn’t also fulfill that role as expected. She’s his hero not because he loves her romantically -he’s a nerd I’m sure he would be way more nervous and blushing if he was confessing anything he thought was romantic- but because she’s able to go and do what All Might does to Izuku, save him physically and emotionally.
He knows she hides her feelings in order to not be a burden, yet he doesn’t talk about his own feelings outside of his guilt in heroics -what does he feel about losing OFA? About his own failures? About the people he personally lost? He can’t talk for others and claim Ochako is everyone’s hero, but he can speak for himself, and that’s his personal perspective -she is a hero to him, she’s his hero. And then the class appears to make sure she’s able to get support and understand she’s not alone, and she’s important to them too.
but Izuku doesn’t get support. Izuku cries a little and talks a little about himself, but he doesn’t get supported. If this was meant to be romantic, I don’t understand why he would hold back what’s inside of him.
the end of the chapter reveals that boy is going to be helped by that woman who regretfully ignored Tenko, and they both witness it and are happy about it while hearing izuku inspired that change, and iida wonders what’s up with them -this is the conclusion to their relationship. In their hearts these two are saviors who struggle to be heroes who save others, and they are happy there are appearing more people who want to be heroes like them. Heroes who save. Save like All Might.
That grandma for example, interpreting the narrative as what I think is intended, would be that boy’s All Might; she’s his hero.
Izuku and Ochako are heroes who save, and Deku is here to remind her at least she did save him many times, that she is still a hero because she is his hero. I don’t believe is meant to be interpreted as romantic, not that Izuku sees that phrase as it neither -after all, he said he does want to be like All Might and feels good to imitate him, but he doesn’t love him.
Ochako’s All Might hair moment, the parallels with Toshinori telling him he can be a hero, the trying to save from black suffocating quirks, the we can do it and do your best…
Do I need to remind you heroes arent a romantic thing for Izuku Midoriya?
#grrr talking#bkdk#dkbk#bakudeku#dekubaku#I’m not saying I’m happy with the chapter#I have my criticisms#But I don’t want to keep seeing ppl say this is romantic and “izu///ocha canon we won bkdk dead”#First of all no it’s not even if it was canon we would still ship them and make content about them#Second of all this chapter was about ochako getting comfort not a boyfriend#Are we really sitting there believing they are together when ochako doesn’t struggle nor think about her crush at all#And her character goes way beyond liking him or not#And izuku hero nerd midoriya calls her his hero bc he sees all might savior qualities in her???#Bitch where’s the romance#And you know what? I don’t get it now#Bc ppl were all like “yeah it’s platonic” when izuku said he admired all might but katsuki was just right there closer to him#But now they see the whole “you are my hero” as a romantic confession? Fuck off#Personally I always felt kinda strange about that scene in bk vs dk 2#It focuses on the closeness and and it’s strange bc izuku doesn’t strive to be like him at all#He doesn’t want to be the victorious hero side nor want to be a angry and disrespectful when he gets angry#He just is#So. Yeah#ochako is part of the saving chain and she saved him multiple times since the beginning#This is his experience with her and she deserves to be acknowledged as the hero she is#Even if nobody else sees her as that including herself he sees it#She deserves to hear it#When she saved him during black whip with shinso’s help everyone else saw a romantic moment#Mina teased her about it and made things weird for them always trying to look into it as a romantic gesture#And it wasn’t. That was ochako being the hero she is and Izuku confirms that to her#She is a hero not a love interest
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The idea that some people still think Nesta’s main traits are supposed to be bitchy, mean, and a hater…idk what to tell you but the whole point of her healing journey is to not be those things because all it did was hurt everyone around her and herself.
#nesta archeron#nessian#she herself thought it was wretched of her to behave this way because of her unhealed trauma#that she’s STILL working through#SHE didn't like being that way.#sometimes it's strange to see how people will glorify those traits of hers like it’s a good thing.#it’s not. that’s the whole point of acosf#why reduce her to some of her worst moments?#let her grow damn it#she can be a badass while not being an asshole#especially to the people who love her#and I’m not inviting hate or rude comments with this post.#if you’re not going to polite - save it. I’m not going to argue with you#and before any of you get offended thinking this is about you#it's not lol.#It's something I've seen more on instagram/tiktok than here but still see it and it's weird.#She can be firm and stand up for herself and a warrior and all those amazing things without reducing her to just being a bitch lol.#gp#random monday thoughts#I love my girl Nesta SO MUCH but she's so much more than her mean girl moments.#also knock it off with the weird cassian hate#he's the love of her life and her literal soulmate#'she's better off without him'#actually no she isn't lol. he's one of the MAIN reason she's able to get better and help herself#have some nuance and calm down lol
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New AU idea is eating me alive
Ok, theater kid here. I haven’t seen the Wicked movie yet, but it’s release has sent me straight back down the wicked rabbit hole.
so…I’ve reached the point where my hyperfixations are merging…so MelJayVik nation..I give you this offering:
MELJAYVIK WICKED AU
like my brain is screaming it works so well. Like
Viktor: Elphaba
Mel: Galinda/Glinda
Jayce: Fiyero
It works so well. Also like Viktor as Elphaba EATS like I need to draw this sassy little man in a black and green suit like RIGHT NOW.
Mel and Jayce I feel could kinda go either way storywise for who is Fiyero and who is Galinda, but dynamic wise this works best. Like, it’s so good, I’ve been listening to the soundtrack and just picturing them and screaming lol
#I love this idea so much!!! I cannot express it!!#Wicked isn’t my all time favorite musical but it’s 100% in top 3#The dynamic just works so well!#Mel and Viktor with the Gelphie dynamic does feel a little strange and funny cause if their limited contact in the show#but MelVik nation enjoy the idea of Gelphie MelVik!!!#If you prefer MelVik as platonic that’s fine too! Gelphie is technically platonic in Wicked so!!#Have fun!!#ok#but this has been making me think of who the other characters would be in relation to the plot of Wicked and MelJayVik#And all my brain could think of for the wizard (in relation to Viktor being Elphie) was Singed#And now I just have the image of Viktor and Singed singing Wonderful and I’m cackling!!#meljayvik#melvik#arcane#arcane au#MelJayVik Wicked AU#Not sure if this has been done already#but if it has…great minds am I right??#wicked
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Peak PE teacher moment
#I think about this often#high physique build harry is a trip and a half#I did an all red run and it was WILD#well I say ‘all red’ but it’s just high red because I’m a coward#I always end up doing high psych high motor idiot no constitution build#my comfort build. as it were#I feel intellectually connected to him when that happens. how strange. how weird. how inexplicable#harry du bois#disco elysium spoiler#disco elysium#de#disco elysium screenshot
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PONGTONG!!!
(context 1 / 2) I saw this.. idk man I'm not saying it's not real and I'm not trying to kill the vibe but it strikes me as kind of weird that none of this has come from Pong or Tong themselves, you know? the video was posted by Pond and is of him questioning them and it was Pond that confirmed it on social media and idk, it just feels kinda off to me that there’s been no word from either of the people actually involved.
I hope that anything that’s been posted has been posted with full permission, but from what I’ve seen there’s no confirmation that this is the case and I’m gonna be just a lil apprehensive about it until we hear anything from Tong and Pong themselves
#radio silence from tong is unusual. idkkk#i’m not accusing anyone of anything and i’m not saying that it’s not real.#i just think it’s strange that it’s all come from pond with no word from tong or pong#however! if everything is well then i am of course delighted for them#pongtong#ask#tong thanayut#pong pongsakorn
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The plight of fictional mothers is something that will always stick out to me. Like either you die for the plot or you are forgotten by it. Fathers are something to be chased after a mystery to be solved. Mothers are a blimp that was once there and is now simply not.
She has no identity outside of mother sometimes barely even a name.
#one piece#specifically cause that’s the show I was actually thinking about#because fathers carry all this legacy and power and will and mothers simply didn’t exist#or have no other character except dying for child#amc I’m talking about this more on the biological front because while less so the adoptive moms have more character#but also this is a problem with fictiOn at large. mothers are Often nothing g but sacrifices for the plot am inciting incident#it’s so strange and really feels like it encapsulates that most people have trouble remembering that mothers are people outside of motherin#thoughts to the void#fandom#fandom misogny#fandom meta#mothership#mother#fiction
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i get time to draw again and i decide on the twink who created an alter ego so he could take it up the ass and said guy who takes it up the ass
#jekyll and hyde#dr jekyll and mr hyde#the strange case of dr jekyll and mr hyde#been thinking about them a little bit…#so sorry the wuality is shit. i’ve been hit with art block HARD but i’m hoping with all the time i have i can pick it back up again :)#i know the arm looks weird btw i just don’t wanna change it.#if you remember my og jekyll and hyde art you deserve a veterans discount
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Happy Storm Week! Chloe and I spent October 7 at the lighthouse… It’s been 11 years since the storm, on October 11. 11:11? This year is the storm’s golden birthday… so here are some lighthouse photos during the golden hour <3 (And just after it… 😅)
#Max posts#I can’t believe storm week this year is 11:11!!#Something special HAS to happen!#But I don’t think anything will :(#All I know is that I’ve been up until 6 am editing the photos and videos… and I’m not even finished 😅#I’m not wearing my usual jeans because it was FAR TOO HOT! We were DRENCHED 😅#And Chloe will be gone for most of tomorrow :(#life is strange#max caulfield#max caulfield blog#life is strange cosplay#max caulfield cosplay#chloe price cosplay#lis#pricefield#chloe price#storm week#lighthouse#lighthouse photography#golden hour
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Thinking of him again
#idk I’ve been trying for the longest to figure out how Johan looks shirtless#yes we’ve seen him in a dress but it’s at an angle and he’s always wearing his big coats#to me it’s quite strange drawing him like this I’m just used to figuring out what his body type is in the manga#I also thought it might be similar to epsilon’s because they lol look the same besides the big coat and long hair#I don’t think he is built at all but he has broad shoulders.#I have two versions of his body type but idk what looks better to me#Johan has a similar build to Nina’s but I know she has more muscle than him so I don’t believe it would show at all#he’d be lanky but not sickly thin#enough of my rambling lol#fanart#johan liebert#sketches#monster fanart#naoki urusawa's monster#monster
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Woahg, that’s a lot—
Explanations under a cut :3
This is Simon like immediately after defeating Dracula. Just sitting on his knees, hands on his face. He needs a minute, but he’s not gonna get a long one cause the castle is collapsing—
Wow! What a nice happy family :3. I sure hope nothing happens to them! :3 I’ve always liked to arrange the series of events like first Selena and Simon met and got married, then the Dracula stuff went down, so uh yeah uh fan interpretation of their (currently) unnamed kids.
The text here says “where’s momma?”, said by his daughter (who by this point is 2-3 about). Shout out to the artist ability to make yourself really sad—
Just Simon and the kids chillin. He probably was a really good dad, just kinda struggling.
Little quick doodle of the designs of the kids. Agh I need to name both of them (TwT ). It’s hard, I feel like they gotta have nice but cool names, but I just haven’t found any I like yet. Anyway, the one on the left is the older daughter and the one on the right is the younger brother and as of Simon’s quest they are 10 and 7 respectively. The brother would’ve been born the year of CV1 if I have my math right, so when Simon was 22.
Sobbing! It be like that sometimes 💀. This might count as like one part vent art and one part just expression and emotion practice :O.
This one also kinda counts as vent art I guess lol idk. It says “I did everything right”. I was thinking of a specific audio while drawing this and tbh I might actually have to animate something hmmm. Or just still images cause animation is hardddddddd oof. The text isn’t like from the audio or anything either (>< ;).
This one is based on an old insert character here kind of meme :D. The text says “step 1: establish character with a little worry but a lot of determination. Step 2: inflict soul crushing trauma Step 3: inflict soul crushing trauma—“ and that repeats until step 5 lol. The original meme only had two images, but each of these are supposed to be based on specific events so yeah. First one is just pre CV1, then the moment he got hit, then shortly after leaving the castle, then in the graveyard 6 years later, then somewhere in the middle of his quest.
This one is fun!!!!!! It’s an idea for like a double sided keychain :D!!!!! One side has the like CV1/CV4 era Simon swinging on one of those loops and the other is Simon’s Quest!!! And it’s supposed to be the Hanged Man tarot card!!! So cool!!! Idk how making keychains works so if I actually did this I’d probs just make one in shrink plastic tbh. But ough it would be so cool to actually make and sell little fan keychains and stuff (TwT ).
This one I don’t remember if I’ve posted or not but it’s never getting finished 💀💀💀. Gotta love drawing The Character in increasingly dynamic poses and surreal ways.
Ok it’s super late I have to sleep 💀👍
#castlevania#castlevania games#akumajo dracula#akumajou dracula#simon belmont#castlevania simon’s quest#castlevania nes#simon’s quest#art post#my art#yay doodle page yay#I need to actually figure out a concrete plan for Selena as a character cause oaughjaofosjalfjak#I’m going the ‘she is the mysterious woman’ route but that leads to a lot of strange questions I don’t know how to answer or if I should#like the uh not telling about the fang of Vlad thing that’s uh#there could be some wild implications there hmm#I’ve seen a lot of really good takes on her and what happens to her though#I think about that one theory I saw once that she’s the werewolf in Chronicles sometimes#I also need to find out exactly how I’m gonna portray the kids aough#trying to write a fan comic is hard#all I know is that it’s gonna be really sad 👍#regularly scheduled Simon covered in blood drawing#oh shit it’s 12:12 💀💀💀💀💀 goodnight tumbl
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I think it’s kinda hilarious that even though Zuko is not allowed in his own country, he still gets to be the crown Prince.
That is a bold move of Ozai, that is like putting an “assassinate me and put the child I kicked out on the throne as a figure head” sign on his back.
Genius strategist this guy, wonder why he didn’t win the war.
#avatar the last airbender#Zuko#Ozai#I think about this a lot#historically weren’t banished royalty taken off the line of succession?#also I’m not just thinking about other nations murdering Ozai and controlling a child to get what they want#the fire nation has many ambitious people after all#it’s just a strange move#but this is the man who didn’t think through killing the moon#or burning down the largest content and destroying many resources not available to the fire nation
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reading world of thedas for the dragon age au i’m writing and man. it has me yearning for a version of veilguard that didn’t come to pass…
#like tbc i am enjoying the hell out of veilguard#but also. man what if it actually reckoned with this wealth of worldbuilding in interesting ways#i’m not mad about the move from the gritty + grimdark—god knows the broodmothers weren’t handled well ever—but like. show how we got there!#idk. i’m not done with it yet (i think i’m still like. early. i’m in the siege of weisshaupt rn but i’ve also seen all the memories so ???)#it feels like it overcorrected from the lack of care by just not going into any topics that would require it#and also just SUCH modern language?? strange choice to retcon qun acceptance of trans people when you have a kossith nonbinary character#okay anyway all that to say i’m going to make my dragon age au raphtav dive into tevinter lore that the game didn’t. as a treat#tav’s gonna talk aboht llomerryn and raphael’s gonna say something snotty and horrible about it <3#my life rn#sarah plays veilguard#idr if i have a tag going or not. so i do now
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the misbegotten are sooo underrated its insane
#elden ring#i’m one of maybe two people i’ve seen who have a misbegotten oc#so much art i’ve managed to find of ‘em on like. sites (havent actually checked tumblr lol) is like. just treating them like monsters OR jus#just drawing them completely off model as Generic Muscular Furries#(i haven’t posted anything of my oc here since i’m still putting her together and am shy and stuff.#she was adopted by nobility as a baby and trained in Fundamentalism. eventually ‘banished’ / ‘evacuated’ to the lands between when her#adopter’s social stability was threatened. eventually -like six or seven ‘story arcs’ in - ends up joining forces with a#finger maiden who went rogue over the whole kindling idea and ended up joining the bloody fingers of all fuckin groups.#varre let her join as a laugh. she nearly died getting the blood for the fuckin induction ritual lol)#(i just find the idea of an insecure as shit finger maiden who ends up straying from the wierd groomed selflessness path and ends up joining#a strange blood-fertility cult whose primary activities include murdering finger maidens to be neat. she eventually breaks off from them too#though. still holds a spiritual loyalty to them but not an ideological or practical one djtjhktkjgg.)#she & the as of yet unnamed misbegotten fundamentalist -who ends up going more towards Miriel-esque omnism bc i’m bias- do get gay)#oh also i think misbegotten lay eggs probably. it just makes sense. idk maybe they don’t or it like varies between them#maybe its a kangaroo situation where they do give live birth but its extreeeemely premature#do they have enough room for pouches? hm
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