#shadow introject

[the-fictive-haven]

Having fictives is so weird sometimes. Our little sibling is playing Minecraft and put on a weird Shadow skin and kept saying goofy/mildly incoherent stuff about him (this kid's absolutely AuDHD like we are), well of course Shads gets front triggered by that and I had to mentally restrain him from telling off this 9 year old for disrespect 😭

We had to leave the room lmao

[sonicattos]

I REALIZED SOME PEOPLE MIGHT NOT KNOW THIS SO I NEED TO SHARE

shadow has puppets of sonic and amy and they tell him how cool and pretty he is

[wittness]

hi. have an elpis ( + elpis w helios. but i didn’t make the helios myself.. ).

[the-orange-solace]

Somethiing that allows us to heal as a system is writing interactions that happen in headspace or place into words what we're doing as individual people and how that affects others

It's similar to a diary, which we also have, but more narrative

Here's an example from one of our recent entries that embody the two types pretty well:

“You haven’t eaten. The body is fatigued.”  Silence.  “Bakugo threatens to force feed you,” Shadow continues, arms crossed naturally upon his chest, the white puffs of his fur hugging the limbs, thick and fluffy for the winter.  Atreus senses remnants of adoration and affection from afar regarding the change in look. They smile softly at another’s emotions as their own spike of anxiety burns the back of the reincarnate’s throat. “There isn’t anything he can make right now.”  “There is plenty,” Shadow reasons, images of ramen, eggs and seasonings appearing in their mind's eye. 

Guilt washes over Atreus, their eyes boring holes into the circular wooden table before them, Shadow watching them intently as images flicker of well cooked meals, soups and rice before they promptly disappear. Shadow says nothing about the quick closing of their imagery-based communication, an action much too common much to everyone’s chagrin when interacting with their Warden about anything regarding themselves.  Though, it frankly makes reading them easier at times. It was all pattern and recognition, the endless repeating tells. The lack of their bird-like features, hidden away so no one could gaze at their uncared for state, their lack of eye contact and words easily testaments to bubbling shame, guilt, and fear, tense body ridged from unease, frustration and stress.  It wasn’t new, unfortunately. But the light banter and response meant it wasn’t as bad as it could be. Such times usually meant that no one could reach them, find them. Headspace and their abilities intertwined more tightly than Atreus would ever admit outloud, shielding everyone from them while continuing to bare everyone else's' existences.  They didn’t seem to know it consciously either, only adding to the struggles to reach the avian, though never entirely fruitless. Atreus was quick to ease others, even if it meant taking care of themselves to pleasing someone else, to place less of themselves on others shoulders. 

Usually, placing interactions, events, feelings, and our thoughts into words like this (if not poetry for some of us) helps build stronger connections with each other and understand one another much more intimately

A lot gets lost in our brain, but when it's solidified into something like this, it is much less likely to escape our memory or be brushed off

Perhaps this can help someone else or another system?

[sonic-and-friends-positivity]

May everyone watching Sonic Prime today have a happy don't die too badly

[lumicatsareliquid]

SORRY I DISAPPEARED GUYS I PROMISE I’LL BE COMING BACK (working on CaL animation(s)) I WILL ANSWER ANY QUESTIONS ANYONE HAS LEFT FOR ME I PROMISE 😭

for now enjoy this silly meme (you are now legally obligated to play cal) jokinggggg <3

@catsareliquidgame

[crwndsprkzy]

buyer beware /j

if you are a system dont hyperfixate on this one big au you made with your best friend online through roleplays and fanfic/art that seems to weirdly be getting bigger as a world without you building it because you might just find uh...

*checks notes*

27 introjects

some that you didnt even actually write you just said "yup, they exist in this world"

[cozza-frenzy]

Systober Day 9 - First Introject - Martin (He/They) Well, we're still a bit behind, but there's always time to catch up! Vivien here; back at the front after taking a break, this was done by me pretty much exclusively. Day 7 and 8 were both drawn by Terry. Martin might not be our truly "first" introject, but we have no way of telling how many others might have come before. There's evidence in the Inner World that we've been through multiple "boom and bust" cycles, of alters splitting in large numbers then either fusing or going dormant - but the system was "closed off" for so long that we don't know how many times this could have happened. But it didn't really surprise anyone when we ended up with an introject of Martin Blackwood from The Magnus Archives. His backstory was just far too relatable for our system not to use in some way, and he ended up forming out of the various traumatic memories that (at the time) made up The Red Forest. The cat ears and tail didn't appear until later, but it's not uncommon for alters of The Magbox to change form when we unlock or integrate more memories and "elaborate". Anyway - Martin standing on the observation deck of our airship home. Proud of this one, haven't attempted proper light/shadow in quite a while. On to Day 10! - Vivien

[hateshugs]

[insomniacsystem]

Azrael will probably improve this later but here's our shadow company ocs/alters-Vance

Base/reference @mellon-soup

Top/ blonde is Arlo/Icarus

Next/redhead is Ashton/Phoenix

3rd/ darker brunette is me Vance/V

4th/lighter brunette is Emris/Firefly

And last is Azrael who doesn't use his real name

Do I have any idea what we're looking at? No but best guess it probably has something to do with Graves fbbfbf.

We're probably gonna post more of these cause we're having fun showing off our characters/(alter? Idk how to put it it's weird being introjects of oc's) so if anyone's interested in knowing more feel free to ask!

[our-inspire-verse]

I've come to make an announcement: Lilith the she demon's a bitch-ass motherfucker. SHe pissed on my fucking wife. That's right. She took her demonic fuckin' quilly dick out and she pissed on my FUCKING wife, and she said her dick was THIS BIG, and I said that's disgusting. So I'm making a callout post on my Twitter.com. Lilith the Demon Woman, you got a small dick. It's the size of this walnut except WAY smaller. And guess what? Here's what my dong looks like. That's right, baby. Tall points, no spikes, no boobs, look at that, it looks like two balls and a bong. She fucked my wife, so guess what, I'm gonna fuck hell. That's right, this is what you get! My SUPER LASER PISS! Except I'm not gonna piss on hell. I'm gonna go higher. I'm pissing on HEAVENNNN! How do you like that, SERA? I PISSED ON HEAVEN, YOU IDIOT! You have twenty-three hours before the piss DROPLETS hit fucking HELL, now get out of my fucking sight before I piss on you too! - our Lucifer at Lilith about Al

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I've come to make an announcement: Shadow the Hedgehog's a bitch-ass motherfucker. He pissed on my fucking wife. That's right. He took his hedgehog fuckin' quilly dick out and he pissed on my FUCKING wife, and he said his dick was THIS BIG, and I said that's disgusting. So I'm making a callout post on my Twitter.com. Shadow the Hedgehog, you got a small dick. It's the size of this walnut except WAY smaller. And guess what? Here's what my dong looks like. That's right, baby. Tall points, no quills, no pillows, look at that, it looks like two balls and a bong. He fucked my wife, so guess what, I'm gonna fuck the earth. That's right, this is what you get! My SUPER LASER PISS! Except I'm not gonna piss on the earth. I'm gonna go higher. I'm pissing on the MOOOON! How do you like that, OBAMA? I PISSED ON THE MOON, YOU IDIOT! You have twenty-three hours before the piss DROPLETS hit the fucking earth, now get out of my fucking sight before I piss on you too!

[autistichedgehogs]

YESS YOU GET IT YOU GET IT THANK YOU THANK YOU i am hugging you right now /lh

the overlap between gender ??? and autism and going on a journey of self discovery to recognize that you are never just what life/other people designed you to be

shadow the hedgehog is *THE* autism & queer metaphor. it is possible to love yourself and others and not hold yourself to a standard that others force on you <333

i see a lot of fanfics (and no hate to those people, i inject those fics into my veins /gen) where shadow lives for maria/his purpose/etc., but i want to see more of shadow living for THEMSELF. shadow who tries new foods and listens to new music and looks for stars beyond the ark. i think a lot of shadow’s potential as a character comes from that he’s doing their life on their own terms. one of the reasons i liked prime shadow is that he’s fighting sonic because he “shook the world” that shadow lived in. he shattered what he worked for and built up. i want shadow to fight for himself and what he has, not what others want him to do!!!

good shit right there.

[evergreensys]

sooo

we thought it would be funny if we put every character/object we've introjected into a single photo... and, well,

[fictive-culture]

Hi! Could we please request a source call for grishaverse fictives, especially from the shadow and bone and king of scars series? (We’re bodily 14)

[Image ID: A rectangular box with pink, blue and purple clouds, hearts, stars and sparkles. Yellow moons and fairy lights. With text that reads "Source Call" in neon purple writing. End ID]

[thisuseristheirl]

hello! requesting "This user is an introject of Boris Habit", as well as "This user is an introject of Shadow Habit" and "This user is an introject of Pabbit" All from the game Smile For Me! :] I'd like the Shadow one to have swirls in the text part of the box, if that can be done! If not, don't fret about it. Thank you! <3

Here you go!! The first one, I reused the design I’ve done for a previous Boris Habit Box if that’s okay! I also made all the backgrounds myself so I hope they don’t look too janky :P

I Hope you enjoy them, and if you’d like adjustments feel free to lmk ^^

[lumicatsareliquid]

a part of the platforms system

name: lumi

pronouns: they/she/sie/mew/💧

gender: flouxsoi, aegogender, liquidgender +more

orientation: aegoromantic, asexual

other: alterhuman, neurodivergent, mentally ill

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red cat with whte eyes: devil

blue cat with white eyes: sorrow

purple cat's "real" name is unknown

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