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No one ever talks about how losing a loved one to psychosis who cut you off entirely bc you somehow became part of their wildly untrue persecutory delusions, feels quite literally like grieving a dead person even though they're still out there alive somewhere.
#i have SO many feelings on this bc it's how i lost my ex best friend and havent completely recovered since.#ever since the day it happened/summer of 2018 for Every Single Day without a doubt i think of her fondly and hope she's ok...#persecutory#persecutory delusions#schizophrenia#psychotic#psychotic disorders#psychosis#schizoaffective#delusions#hallucinations#thoughts
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[ For the past day, Doc has been feeling strangely paranoid. ]
[ Every movement made toward him felt like an attempt to grab at his face, to pull his mask away. Every time someone gave him attention, he feared for the worst. He tried to do his usual observations, but he just didn’t feel safe. ]
[ He felt like everyone was out to get him. No, that can’t be true. But the way they moved and spoke, oh, they’re all talking about him, aren’t they? Plotting his downfall, right in front of him, they want him to know, they’re trying to rile him up. ]
[ They wanted revenge. They wanted his mask. They wanted him shunned. No - they want him gone. He couldn’t trust anyone. ]
[ They all wanted his mask, they want him to reveal his atrocities, his abomination of a face, to force him into hiding. He can’t let that happen. He won’t let that happen. ]
#{edit: this isnt an open rp post lads its just an update on doc’s mental state haha sorryy}#persecutory#everyday normal medibot#brain worm#emotionally xyz mercs#roleplay#rp#tf2 rp#tf2#team fortress 2
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Review 75: Persecutory - The Grand Persecution
PersecutoryThe Grand PersecutionGodz ov War ProductionsReleased: 10/18/2024 –1 – Infernal Gateways to Watchers2 – Ecstatic Demonlords3 – The Glorious Persecution– Persecutory are a black/death metal band of Turkish origin, The Glorious Persecution represents their newest EP release, issued through Godz Ov War Productions. Totaling three tracks at slightly over 20 minutes in length, Persecutory…
#behemoth#belphegor#black metal#blackened death metal#death metal#EP#godz ov war productions#marduk#mayhem#persecutory#quality material#review#Reviews#sarinvomit#the grand persecution#turkey
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paranoia
delusion
persecutory delusion
delusion of grandeur
disorganized thinking
disorganized speech
anhedonia
visual hallucination
tactile hallucination
auditory hallucination
heyyyyyy @thecouncil-aac soup's on!!! i have more to do for yall but tumblr only lets me upload 10 at a time
#aac symbol#custom emoji#paranoia#delusion#persecutory delusion#delusion of grandeur#disorganized thinking#disorganized speech#anhedonia#visual hallucination#tactile hallucination#auditory hallucination
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paranoia regressor + caregiver flags
for regressors and caregivers who experience paranoia, whether it be from PPD, a schizospec disorder, or other condition causing any level of paranoia. based off of these paranoia flags!
#a little different but the persecutory delusions have been rough for me lately so uhmmm here!#🐇 mine#🖍️ art n edits#agere flags#age regression flags#age regressor flags#caregiver flags#agere#age regression#sfw agere#safe agere#sfw interaction only#sfw regression#age regressor#age regressive
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we talk a lot about shen qingqiu and liu qingge being autistic but its important to me that also shen jiu was autistic. but because he was 1. poor 2. a slave and 3. the villain it isnt used to excuse his behavior/personality the way it is for shen qingqiu and liu qingge
#.din#.txt#scum villain#svsss#scumposting. villainposting. whatever.#cnovel posting#<- thatll be the official tag cause i cant keep my mouth shut abt this book#[i also finally escaped a longrunning persecutory delusion so i can talk abt this book on here]#shen jiu my beloved.
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Persecutory Administrator, Janusian Administrator
Persecutory Administrator - An alter that has a high degree of control over the system(or specific subsystem or layers) and system functions, that uses this power predominately to harm the system or specific alters.
Janusian Administrator - An alter that has a high degree of control over the system(or specific subsystem or layers) and system functions, that uses this power to both harm and help the system. Or the actions of a Janusian Administrator help the system in some ways and hurt the system in others.
#persecutory administrator#janusian administrator#persecutor administrator#persecutory admin#persecutor admin#janusian admin#alter roles#system roles#system#flags#persecutor alter#persecutor#system persecutor#system administrator#administrator alter#janusian alter#system janusian#dissociative system#janusian#system administration#our flags
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[TEXT ID: this system experiences persecutory delusions]
[IMG ID: a pink rectangular box with a dark desaturated pink outline with an icon of a person with a swirl in the place of their head to the left, and the text 'this system experiences persecutory delusions' to the right.]
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#owner 🪐🫀#disability userbox#system userbox#disabled system userbox#sysbox#actually did#endos dni#delusions#persecutory delusions
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I can't articulate what I want to say but my head feels like it's gonna burst and it feels.lkke everyone's hostile to me even though I'm not even really communicating w anyone but it's making me frustrated and I now actually want to pick a fight cause I feel like I have to to make it stop and ?????
#vent#actually schizoaffective#schizophrenia#schizoaffective#schizoaffective disorder#psychosis#delusions#persecutory delusions#disorganized thoughts#???
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DAY 21
I AM STILL SCARED. BUT I AM TRYING TO RATIONALIZE IT.
I DON’T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED. I’VE BEEN FEELING DIFFERENT FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS. FEELING LIKE EVERYONE WAS OUT TO GET ME. IT HAS HALTED MY RESEARCH.
THIS ISN’T THE FIRST TIME SOMETHING LIKE THIS HAS HAPPENED, THOUGH THIS WAS A DIFFERENT CASE. I WISH THIS WOULD STOP HAPPENING. I THOUGHT THAT BEING OUT OF THAT... PRISON WOULD FIX THINGS, BUT IT DIDN’T. I’M STILL BROKEN. AND I THOUGHT THE OTHERS WOULD TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THAT, BUT THEY HAVEN’T YET, THANKFULLY.
MAYBE I SHOULD JUST TRY AND FORGET THIS ALL HAPPENED. I’M SURE IT WON’T HAPPEN AGAIN.
I HAVE LOTS OF RESEARCH TO CATCH UP ON, AFTER ALL!
#persecutory#everyday normal medibot#inner workings#emotionally xyz mercs#roleplay#rp#tf2 rp#tf2#team fortress 2
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ongietupersecutory
[ongietupersecutory]
ongietupersecutory is an ongietunem, possibly an ongietuparanoia subterm or pertner-term, related to persecusion-based delusions, such as believing one is being mistreated, spied on, or possible harm may come to them or someone close to them. this term acknowledges the disconnect between reality and one’s experience with conditions with their body, it does not romanticize nor idealize this experience.
about ongietunem(link), ongietuparanoia(link)
no spoons for ids, sorry
radqueers, transid/x stay away from my terms thanks.
#mod cass#ongietunem#ongietusio#ongietupersecutory#persecutory delusions#ongietupersecution#ongietupersecutor#flag blog#flag design#my flags#flag designs#flag coining#flag making#delusional#delusions#actually delusional#ongietuparanoia#ongietuparanoid#paranoid delusions
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they're coming
coming through the walls
they're inside already
hide be afraid
#schizophrenia art#actually schizospec#schizospec art#schizophrenia#schizoaffective#schizophrenic#persecutory delusions#auditory hallucinations#unreality#unreality cw#undescribed image#paranoia#paranoia cw#mine
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two types of delusions i doubt i'll really talk about in detail here are my erotomatic and persecutory ones
#delusionposting#i get them quite often (in act i probs get them the most often) with the type depending on my mood#basically the more okay i am the more i get erotomatic delusions while the less okay i am the more i get persecutory ones lol#and im not very comfortable talking about either of those things in detail tbh#at least beyond acknowledging they exist and that i have them cause they kinda. clash. for lack of a better word with my paranoia#like in case it isnt obvious by now i am heavily paranoid against parasociality#(its a big part of why i hold fandom etiquette in such high regard)#and the thing about erotomatic and persecutory delusions is that they kind of. inherently are#like. i dont know these ppl and they dont know me; they cant possibly feel that strongly about me#(deliberately ignoring the stalker parts of my delusions here)#so these delusions kinda inherently goes against my principles#i cant stop them ofc cause that would just end up hurting me#but i am nawt gonna lie they do make me supremely uncomfortable when im in a headspace where i cant just ignore them
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Consistently very bizarre feeling when people lump Raimi Norman in with Insom Norman
#raimi norman sucks way harder as a father than Insom Norman does#not even in the like. bizarre victim blamey tone of people comparing tasm norman and raimi norman to make raimi norman seem better#more like#insomniac Norman is written way more sympathetically than raimi norman#looking at the nuances of the writing here#it’s Insom Norman#written to be loving and well intentioned if flawed#essentially written to be what NWH wants you to think raimi norman is#intended to be a well intentioned but pushy parent. the writers do not think he’s a toxic or abusive parent#they want him to be comparatively good so they can feel unique#vs#guy who gets too much of a pass because it’s a depiction of how abuse actually works much of the time#abusive parents loving their parents and not setting out to hurt them is just sort of how it works in real life#Guy who openly verbally abuses and puts down his son on screen#and neglects him because he just doesn’t care enough to compromise what he wants#to enough of an extent that his kid develops persecutory hallucinations#like. insom writers stuff is painted by how obvious it is no terminally ill people were on staff#but he’s written to not be a bad dad#where raimi norman is written to be realistically abusive#raimiverse#raimi trilogy#msm 2#marvels spider man 2#norman osborn
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Those who climbed off the rack and picked up the whip found a devilish salvation… twisting themselves into unrecognizable knots in order to evade the inescapable.
We call them "bad", we call them "scary", and we push them away.
But when we do, they continue to hear what they've always heard, and now they're hearing it from the very ones for whom they sacrificed themselves.
– Monster
___ TWM: healing, perseverance, and hope… Personal stories of living, recovering, and thriving with Dissociative Identity Disorder.
#did recovery#trauma recovery#no bad parts#persecutory alters#persecutor#emotional parts#depersonalization#identity alteration#complex dissociative disorder#complex dissociation#dissociative identity disorder#did osdd#thrivingwhilemultiple
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