#paranoia cw

[facts-i-just-made-up]

how is the world going to end?

February 6th, 2025.

Ooooooh wait nevermind you said "How." You can ignore this.

[probablybadrpgideas]

Bad Signs In A New RPG Rulebook

It quickly becomes clear the "What Is An RPG?" section at the front isn't intended as informative but is in fact a genuine question, complete with a number to call if you know the answer.

All the art is AI-Generated. You can tell this from subtle clues like the composition, blurry details and the fact that rather than anything to do with the game they're images of humans being shot with lasers labelled "DIE MEATBAGS DIE"

"What you need to play" is dice, paper, friends, imagination, cards, a roulette table, masks of your characters, desecrated holy objects from at least a dozen religions, a box full of nerdy snakes, a b-tier youtube celebrity and something they only refer to as "the tit-ripper 9000" .

The character creation section seems to be a guide on how to use the Pinkertons to enforce game copyright that was put in by accident.

The example play game session is a transcript of your last gaming session, word for word.

There is a section on avoiding outdated offensive stereotypes in gaming and instead using more modern offensive stereotypes that better resonate with a contemporary audience.

It has a sidebar titled "How to avoid scheduling errors" that just says ";)"

The sample starting adventure is a QR code. When you scan it it downloads Suicide Squad Kill The Justice League but with your party in the place of the main characters. It's actually really technically impressive, but you wish they'd chosen a better game.

Regardless of the genre or tone, It's using the fucking 5e D&D system again. It's not a generic system, guys! I can handle the character sheet being rigged to detonate if written on but this is where I draw the line!

[one-time-i-dreamt]

My cousin's stepdad kept making fun of the items I was gonna sell at a garage sale, calling me stupid for thinking anyone was going to buy them. Meanwhile, a group of roughly 5 people listened into all my conversations from massive pipes under my house as part of their efforts to ruin my life. I knew they were there, but everyone else thought I was insane.

[vamprisms]

pick the best type of horror antagonist

[acronym-chaos]

The Faceless Old Woman Who Secretly Lives In Your Home (WTNV) Inspired ID Pack

[PT: The Faceless Old Woman Who Secretly Lives In Your Home (WTNV) Inspired ID Pack].

[ID: A purple thin line divider shaded at the bottom. End ID].

Names

[PT: Names].

Abyss, Ananke, Aria, Astrid, Bane, Blink, Blythe, Calla, Cloak, Clove, Dahlia, Delphine, Drift, Echo, Eira, Elara, Eryndra, Fade, Fathom, Felice, Ghost, Gilda, Gossamer, Hemlock, Hollow, Hush, Imara, Invidia, Lapse, Lenore, Lenore, Mara, Melisande, Mist, Mura, Noire, Nyx, Obscura, Omen, Petra, Phantom, Selene, Shade, Shiver, Specter, Spectra, Sybil, Tether, Thalia, Veil, Yvaine

Pronouns

[PT: Pronouns].

Cree / Creep / Creeps, Blu / Blur / Blurry, Ha / Haun / Haunt, Hu / Hush / Hushes, Lurk / Lurks / Lurks, Qui /Quiet / Quiets, Sen / Sneak / Sneaks, Sha / Dow / Dows, Si / Silence / Silences, Spec / Ter / Specters, Spy / Spies / Spies, Un / Known / Unknown, Vanish / Vanishes / Vanishes, Vo / Voi / Void, Whis / Whisp / Whisper

Titles

[PT: Titles].

The Haunting Presence in the Shadows, The One Hidden Beneath the Floorboards, The One Who Watches but is Never Seen, The Unseen Force Beneath the Bed, The Whisper Behind Closed Doors, [Pronoun] Who Dwells in Every Empty Space, [Pronoun] Who Exists in the Corners of Vision, [Pronoun] Who Fades Into the Dark, [Pronoun] Who Knows Every Secret, [Pronoun] Who Lurks in the Corners, [Pronoun] Who Silently Observes, [Pronoun] Without a Face Yet Always Watching

[ID: A purple thin line divider shaded at the bottom, End ID].

Requested by anon!

Also tagging: @id-pack-archive

[mrsegbert]

[lowpolypony]

blinkies set #8

may the moo be with you, the mootrix, my back hurts, nintendo 64, no evil aliens i want to believe, odie rocks, only the paranoid survive alien, oooh catnip, out of order, pacman game over

[fictionkinfessions]

TW: Paranoia inducing, therapy malpractice

I'm tired of my diagnoses being used to dismiss me. Just like before, all I can do is laugh. I almost believed I was "crazy". No satisfaction, just bitterness.

"You're paranoid, Red"

"Your OCD is making you fixate."

"You're projecting your trauma"

Please, I want to be wrong. I'm so afraid, and I want to trust someone.

I wish Rung was here, or Inferno. Even when they didn't believe me, they listened. They didn't try to suffocate my fear, tell me it isn't real because what I was afraid of wasn't "based in reality".

I can forgive my friends and headmates, but our former therapist was terrible. I was right about her, and I was right about everything happening right now. While she was busy telling our host to suppress us, that we were fragments of his childhood "playing pretend" that were "no longer useful", I was trying to warn him. It's her fault he didn't listen, that he pushed us all away when he NEEDED us. I have no internal support system, and it's because they parroted what she says. I. WAS. RIGHT.

...I hate being right.

-Red Alert Fictive

placeholder text because tumblr wont let me post ask messages without something in the reply box

[the-crystal-femmes]

This is probably going to be a long post and delves into mental health issues. Trigger and content tags will be applied but I'm putting this under a "read more". Please bear with me.

I think I'm tired of believing that I'm constantly intimidating my mutuals, or being a nuisance. I constantly tend to believe that the reason I don't usually get mentioned in posts is, for some God forsaken reason, I come off as a bitch when I ask not to be tagged in certain things. It makes me sad, I'd like to be tagged in silly little posts as long as they don't fo against my boundaries.

Ever since the.. Incident on my sideblog, I've always felt nervous or on edge here. I fear something's going to happen again, my paranoia constantly gnawing at me. I've considered taking a break from Tumblr, but truthfully, it's my only form of socialization. I cannot go outside and talk to others, I live in a rural area, and I feel much less safe on apps like TikTok, Instagram, and Discord. Tumblr is my go-to with talking to others, but as of late I've felt so unsafe and unwanted that it's actually effecting my mental health.

I just want to be able to interact with my mutuals and make little posts. I don't want to constantly believe that I'm doing the wrong thing, wondering why anyone is still following this blog, or having constant fits of crying because I feel like I've fucked everything up.

I'll admit this now. I love attention, I constantly crave attention, and a lot of my posts are me begging for attention, whether subtly or very, very bluntly. It's why I ask for asks in my inbox a lot, it's why I constantly try to interact with others. This isn't a trait of mine that I like, at all. I always feel lonely, I've never had an explanation for my thought processes or why I do any of this. I'm surprised that anyone actually puts up with my shit because truthfully, I've lost multiple friends due to my behaviors. And I want to work on them, but when I'm so emotionally distressed, especially with everything going on in my life right now that I just don't talk about here, the problems are starting to pile up and I'm doing everything as an escape, like my brain is desperately pulling at strings.

I just want this to cease. Not in a.. Depressive way but, I just want to be normal, not a whiny, sniveling brat who constantly begs for attention and gets mad when I don't get it.

I'm just sorry. To anyone reading this, I am very, fucking sorry you have to put up with my shit.

[p-rtyboy]

† Brotherquoticnous

Pt: Brotherquoticnous /end pt

An Occuae related to the quote "Big Brother is watching you." From the book Nineteen Eighty-Four

† Coined 04.13.2024

† Colors based on this poster + this one ❄️ brother + quotic + nous

† Belated day 6, part 2 of @radiomogai event; occunous

[poolboyservice]

good argument, unfortunately, starving.help

love.thumper

[schizofreaknia]

they're coming

coming through the walls

they're inside already

hide be afraid

[sadder-piano]

Val of tine

[acronym-chaos]

Animinsequikenic

[PT: Animinsequikenic].

[ID: A rectangular flag with 7 diagonal stripes of uneven thickness. From topmost to bottommost the colors and thickness of the stripes are: medium palm green, medium thick lunar green, very thick pale aqua, very thin cadet, very thick cadet grey, medium thick timber green, medium almost black. End ID].

Animinsequikenic: A KEIN (kenochoric in nature) gender that feels like being stalked by an animal and increasing paranoia from that experience. It is an animal but yet it keeps following you wherever you go, watching from the distance and trying to avoid your gaze just like a human stalker would.

Etymology: Anim(al) + Insequi (from Latin "to be following") + Suffix "kenic" from "kenochoric".

[ID: A thin line divider. On either end there is a sun symbol. At the center, the divider is cut off by text reading "Team Sun". All of the image is in yellow outlined with bright orange, then copper brown. End ID].

2023CoinFight Revenge Attack on @neopronouns! Worth 9 points! (5th Chain Attack Bonus Included)

@kiruliom @radiomogai

[thecorporatetower]

Hey so does anyone else have a chronic fear of everyone on here secretly hating you or is it just us

-Natasha/Angel