#not taking good health for granted
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Spend another moment appreciating your pain-free joints if that's you right now.
STOP. moment of gratitude for those precious times of breathing from your nostrils when you don't have a stuffy nose
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Tragic how much effort the daily task of Being A Person takes
#neurotypical people i talk do don't understand what the fuck i talk about with this sentiment#but i feel like the tumblr user base will understand#Being A Person includes#but is not limited to#small tasks around the house accumulating. i do dishes again. i do laundry again.#when i don't have a routine: choosing something to do. making myself do it. managing to do it without being distracted#being disappointed in myself because i inevitably got distracted#when i have a routine: keep up keep UP KEEP UP#going outside. i know it's good for my mental health#but then i need to act like a Human Being Person#it's not really all that horrible. i manage#but it adds up to such an exhausting pile of all the mundane shit that everyone takes fir granted#and i hate how it weighs down on me#adhd#autism#neurodivergent
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“You know Mozzie is an orphan. An orphan's gonna wonder about his parents, so he imagined they were spies. Occasionally, something happens that triggers Mozzie to revisit his childhood. When Ellen told me my Dad was corrupted, I ran from the truth and it became a self-fulfilling prophecy. Mozzie tells himself these stories to maintain his faith in the world. His faith, however limited, is all that separates a man with a conscience from a man without one.”
#white collar#mozzie#neal caffrey#one of my favorite episodes#i appreciate this show for taking the subject more seriously than most while adding an interesting twist to it#i always think deep down this is what lies beneath the surface of many conspiracy theorists#granted not all of them are Mozzie and it's easy to ridicule them but when you really think about it#how exhausting must it be to live while feeling constantly disappointed or threatened by forces beyond your control?#Mozzie is terrified of his own childhood truth so he ends up rejecting the entire concept of universal truths#I love that Neal knows Mozzie enough to understand that indulging in his theories and ideas (unless they pose a threat to his health)#is sometimes the best thing he can do for him#Neal knows Mozzie is a good person and his friend couldn't bear living in a world that shuts off too many possibilities#Not even the most absurd ones#Including the one in which their parents at least somehow loved him#The fact that Willie adopted a son makes the scene all the more touching tbh
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the ult combo of my dreams.....
#miss fortune bbg if you see this i love you bad <3333#she followed up every time i ulted she was the best i hardly get any that will#but granted i also play really aggro and my adcs are baseline 2 hp at full health so understandable#hehe doing some studying and then working on some asks maybe>?????#i might also take some time to draw instead#i've been doing a lot of anatomy studies and aphelios is victim 1-100 of every one of them#my bbg.....#also a lot of alune#and some aatrox sprinkled in for muscle study#i hope everyone has been having a good night mwah mwah!!!!!
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#animaniacs#meme#stretching#body maintenence#millenials#yakko warner#jokes aside#body maintenance is really important#me and my partner have made a concerted effort to start taking better care of ourselves this year#we're not trying to get skinny or get swole or anything related to appearance#we've watched our parents go through so many struggles with loss of mobility and other age related health issues#it really made us see that you only get one body and you can't take your health for granted#we started exercising regularly#exercise has so many benefits beyond how you look#I don't think my appearance has even changed much but I feel more capable#I have more stamina my back pain and joint stiffness is nearly gone and I'm much more flexible#I think 30 minutes of stretching is a bit much for most people but we do at least 10 minutes after each workout#every other day we tell each other how grateful we are that we're taking better care of ourselves#we feel so much better and doing anything is at least 15% easier#I just don't want aging to be painful#I don't necessarily like exercising but a good pair of headphones with music and audiobooks and youtube can make a world of difference#I never thought I'd be a gym rat but here we are#bodies are meant to move#also why are we like the only people at the gym to ever take time to stretch?#do other people lift weights and then just put up with being sore?#I'd rather not feel sore after exercising#plus stretching is a great way to cool down and improve your flexibility#health over thinness
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How are you? What are your plans for this weekend?
They still haven't restocked my pink lemonade
Now I'm drinking apple juice like some kind of freak
I want strawberries, but The Creature (economical inflation) demands my left kidney for it
Bad. It's been bad, Anon. I hope your days are better than mine
Was hoping to go to the cinema this weekend, but I don't wanna risk it burning down like that one bowling alley on my birthday
#yesterday was especially bad#The thing about being on expensive medicine is that part of you hopes it doesn't work so at you can justify not buying it#Because if it does work. and it actually makes me better. it means the only thing standing between me and good health is-#-a monthly payment of a substantial amount of money that could've gone for food. That It costs so much just to reach the bare minimum health#other people take for granted#what's worse is that the knowledge you'll rely on it for the rest of your life#I rather be disappointed from the start than gain hope only to have it snatched away#I can't fall if I don't fly#I need to stop giving people the benefit of the doubt and just start ditching the second something seems off#then I have the audacity to act surprised when they turn out to be awful#maybe I wasn't built for friendship maybe being a hermit comes with being a writer#there can't be something wrong with all of these tens of people I keep leaving. could there? It's statically unlikely. extremely.#I'm the one common factor#I fixed so much how am i still stuck at the starting point. how am I still difficult. this is the best version of me i could ever amount to#my hair looks pretty tho. recently washed it and the curls are really curling#i look hot at least. i have this one thing going for me. being chronically sick results in a nice figure who could've guessed#yay. sxual obejctz. i win. woo
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I deeply, deeply did not like animation when I was in it or when I was inevitably forced to do it, but I do think everyone should try animating at least once. I came away with a much deeper understanding and appreciation for why so many cartoon characters only have 4-3 fingers and extremely simplified designs
#I applaud shows like The Dragon Prince for using the power granted by 3D models to give Gren more realistic freckles#but I also fully understand and forgive 2D animation for giving freckled characters like 5 dots on each of their cheeks#continuity is hell and very hard to animate consistently and artistically and the audience will see it if it's messed up in any way#this is also why Junji Ito stories tend not to animate well bc his art style is SO detailed that it's just#hell to animate in any way that would actually look good (and financially very expensive & it would take forever to make actually)#like I get the alien post about the 16 fingers vs. 3 fingers I do! but visual media has so many limits#and the more moving parts--literally--that get added means more time and money and sanity spent on production#and I don't think people who've never tried something like that out realize that sometimes corners are cut for worker sanity & health#oracle of lore
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my mom found the thing that started the fight that got me kicked out. so i was right. in my fantasies this happens and it’s great in real life im gonna jump her
#personal#now i gotta call amazon like no sorry my mom looked again and found it#it’s happened to me i get it. you look everywhere and it’s just not there#but oh my god. i was like shit did i send it??? i only remember the other camera? i only remember that one in there#then it’s like well maybe i did take it on accident#and then i was like am i getting so high all the time again that i sent it too???? and don’t remember? that’s pathetic mm#so i called them and god hard to find their number but call and get a note put in the system like hey might have done an oppsie#and that took forever and i did it next day after the fight bc i did feel bad#which was at workkkk 😔#now i gotta call them back nutssssss#also getting my dads ashes separated for my siblings#which either need to do flex time to do that or take day off#which i’ve been doing a lot like hey im sick!#hey! my house got broken into!!#hi again!!! it happened again!!!!#luckily one was a mental health day so ur boys only called out twice yeahhhhhhh#but anyway honestly just happy i let them know the urn situation is 100% on you#said nicer#but i was like hey if u have one just send it to me or the cremation place has some just see if u like any#and i’ll see if it’s easier to pay online or give it to me and i pay them#but urns easily 100 bucks if not more. granted looked at metal before wood but still. ain’t noooooooooooooo way#if it was like. 20 bucks i could see myself being like okay ill fork it over and deliver the goods (dad)#and i’ll rant this everytime but especially when i asked about this when we were funeral planning and before i got them and got told to#basically shut up. no. that trip was super hard didn’t wanna have to do it a couple times#i remember i came home with dad sobbing he was buckled in and i got him out and was just holding him#and i let everyone know hey dads home he’s safe#and i’m distraught holding my dad but distraught and talking to him#and first thing my brother says is when can we get some of the ashes too?#no asking me hey. u alright? no im happy dads home safe nothing just. sooooo#oh i could have killed i could have KILLED.
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The thing about chronic pain is that I'll be experiencing the usual horrors (pain and discomfort that isn't possible to fully ignore) but I'm not even phased, like this is just a normal Wednesday night for me.
#it hurts but i can ignore it if i keep myself occupied with other stuff#which means its not that bad#but its bad enough that trying to sleep is out of the question#and that means its another night of taking melatonin with as much advil as my kidneys can tolerate and hoping for the best#disabilty pride month except instead of pride i feel nothing but apathy and discomfort#ngl i am getting more and more discouraged as time goes on bc i am getting less and less good days#and i am losing abilities ive always taken for granted#like being able to drive for longer than 20 minutes#or doing chores#or literally just being able to stand long enough to like cook a single without it using up all my energy for the day#not even exaggerating#i can at best cook one meal a day now#on bad days i cannot cook anything that cant just be microwaved or popped in the toaster#ever since i had covid last summer it seems like my health started getting worse at a much faster rate that it was before#my neurologist said it probably triggered cfs/me and that its basically a form a long covid#which fucking sucks so bad#like exercise helps some of my other conditions but i cannot exercise at all anymore without triggering a bad crash#there is no winning#siiiiiiiiiiigh#its fine though#we carry on
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the way it took me like 6 hours to send 4 more prompts today says a lot tbh
#that I haven't been able to stick to the original 'one paragraph' plan for one#that I'm feeling way too self conscious and critical of my writing lately for another#granted I've been doing stuff in between sending them but my GOD the amount I've been cancelling ideas#bc I decide they aren't good enough#and then still sit there after I send stuff like 'idk maybe that wasn't interesting or enough to work with'#SMH the mental health has been taking a toll on me but I'm trying to fight through#I'M NOT DONE FOR THE NIGHT I still have like 3 or 4 left to send and I'd like to do that tonight rather than tomorrow#but yeah all that being said if I send u smth for my inbox call and u'd like smth else pls just lmk 💜#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.#tbd.
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Fuck healthy and productive rutins, Everyday I lisen to the Only a lad album to get ready for class.
I star playing "little girls" just before hoping to the shower, by the second and third song im already out getting dress and brushing my hair and teeth
By "You really got me" im eathing breakfast
If im not ready to go take the bus by the time "Only a lad" starts playin then im late. (I was almost always late XD, but i promise if you leave your bag ready the day before is absolutly doable)
Thats how i sleept as long as i needed to every day and got ready in about 10 to 15 minutes
Highly suggest you try. Yes, you can change the album as long as every song is No more that 3 minutes long, you really dont need a 5 minute song to take shower.
If you use make up then you have to be ready before "Controller" ends
You put the entire albun in order at the start of a playlist for efficency so you dont have to change playlists when on the bus
Last rule is you cant use you phone until the full album ends, since every song is about the same length you mentally take notes on how much time has pass
#i did this for an entire semester and it worked#no it did not get old#oingo boingo#danny elfman#only a lad#my mental health got a lot better#good sleep + funky music on the morning really helped#i miss doing it now that im on summer vacations#also for the love of god do not make any song on the album your alarm#this is a college art student with adhd rutin#so take with a grant of salt#results are not garanted
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Listen I love Ellen and Oscar but
June Claremont-Diaz 🫱🏽🫲🏻 Princess Bea
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✨ Parentification Trauma ✨
#listen I know there's many reasons this happens even with loving parents#but it's incredibly psychologically damaging to have to fill a parent's shoes for a sibling even if you're legally an adult#because your brain doesnt give a shit how legal you are#it just knows you're prioritizing playing a parental role when you need to be focusing on yourself#my most intense parentification trauma years was between 17–22#it broke my heart that June left her boyfriend to be with Alex because she knew she's the only one who would prioritise him#and Bea pumping the brakes on her mental health spiral because her baby brother didnt have a functional parent left#granted that may have saved her but having to claw yourself back to sanity bc you have to take care of someone else is seriously non-ideal#and yeah I know that their brothers were worth it and they dont regret it#but they have so much reason to be burnt out and hold their mothers to account good god#women arent caretakers and protectors because we're just built naturally kind. it's because we get left to do the nurturing and caretaking#until it becomes second nature#for my part being a big sister is fundamental part of me and caretaking and protecting and nurturing is who I am now#but the inability to ever put myself first and take space when someone needs me#the inability to turn off the kindness tap even when it's running blood#the instinct to fix things and take responsibility for everyone#it's all incredibly damaging in the long run#''southern goodness'' baby that's the gender conditioning ideal#do you know how much repressed pain it takes to be that kind and gentle#firstprince#june claremont diaz#bea fox mountchristen windsor#parentification#child neglect#emotional neglect#feminism#gender conditioning#knee of huss#rwrb#red white & royal blue
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my drafts are currently full of posts i decided to put a pin in for being too mean or petty or unprofessional but good lord i am very close to just biting people lately
#when u mod a bigger community ppl do fall into casual habits of like taking advantage or taking u for granted#and its not an individual fault. its simply what happens. i can usually let it roll off my back#its just NOT a good combo when my temper is short for health reasons
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i lost all of yesterday to a brutal migraine, unable to eat, vomiting up water and bile for hours, just absolutely miserable, it hurt to talk and look at things, hell it hurt to breathe, every siren outside felt like a dental drill, and it went on from 4am to 10pm, 18 hours just suffering for no reason. but lemme tell you the relief and bliss i felt waking up this morning feeling normal again......
#i have learned to never take my decent good health for granted#universe can whisk it away in an instant and no rhyme or reason why
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watching rich people on tiktok argue about using beef tallow instead of olive oil because olive oil is too fatty even though just a couple years ago they were saying to use olive oil instead of butter for the same bullshit "health" concerns while there are people dying on a daily basis from starvation who would literally dance naked in the streets just for a cut of steak makes my skin crawl.
Humans not knowing how to appreciate food makes me sick
#food is such a personal and emotional thing#it shouldnt be reduced to just what you need to barely survive#and people who think that having cravings or wanting to eat good flavorful food for every meal makes you weak or unhealthy#just clearly have severe eating disorders#and theyre taking their entire lives for granted#like i understand if certain foods do make you feel bad physically you would want to cut them out of your diet#but that doesnt mean you have to nitpick every last calorie and nutrient going into your body to the point where your dinner every night is#leaves and a handful of nuts#and it definitely doesnt give you the right to give advice to others or nitpick them#people have enough money to have a 4 course steak dinner every night of their lives until they die#and yet they choose to starve themselves and call it health#dont even get me started on keto....#tw food#tw diet
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clari love u so so much!!! we r always here for u!!! ❤️❤️❤️
aaah this made me burst into tears HAHA i love u more than anything and i am so, so beyond lucky to have you here, anon. i’m incredibly grateful <3 thank you for taking a moment to send me this! i love u i love u i love u
#the amount of gratitude i have transcends words#i am so lucky and so blessed and i don’t take any of it for granted for a second#sending bunches of love and health your way sweetpea <3 please have a good day and stay safe!#inky.bb#clari gets mail
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