#yesterday was especially bad
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How are you? What are your plans for this weekend?
They still haven't restocked my pink lemonade
Now I'm drinking apple juice like some kind of freak
I want strawberries, but The Creature (economical inflation) demands my left kidney for it
Bad. It's been bad, Anon. I hope your days are better than mine
Was hoping to go to the cinema this weekend, but I don't wanna risk it burning down like that one bowling alley on my birthday
#yesterday was especially bad#The thing about being on expensive medicine is that part of you hopes it doesn't work so at you can justify not buying it#Because if it does work. and it actually makes me better. it means the only thing standing between me and good health is-#-a monthly payment of a substantial amount of money that could've gone for food. That It costs so much just to reach the bare minimum health#other people take for granted#what's worse is that the knowledge you'll rely on it for the rest of your life#I rather be disappointed from the start than gain hope only to have it snatched away#I can't fall if I don't fly#I need to stop giving people the benefit of the doubt and just start ditching the second something seems off#then I have the audacity to act surprised when they turn out to be awful#maybe I wasn't built for friendship maybe being a hermit comes with being a writer#there can't be something wrong with all of these tens of people I keep leaving. could there? It's statically unlikely. extremely.#I'm the one common factor#I fixed so much how am i still stuck at the starting point. how am I still difficult. this is the best version of me i could ever amount to#my hair looks pretty tho. recently washed it and the curls are really curling#i look hot at least. i have this one thing going for me. being chronically sick results in a nice figure who could've guessed#yay. sxual obejctz. i win. woo
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do you ever think about how the bad kids were only just children during s1?
Gorgug was 14 years old when he first died and had ended up in that dark forest, and when he was resurrected had to live through the terror that followed him to the waking world with the thought that he ended up in hell, because he was only 14, just a child, what had he done to end up in such a place? was it a result of his rage, the rage he was constantly trying to tamper down, was his simple nature fundamentally horrible enough to automatically buy him a seat in hell?
Kristen was only 14 when she had her entire existence turned upside down, everything she'd known and believed in unraveled in just one day. She had died, she'd met god(!), the god that had spoken to her, guided her, given her reason and given her purpose, and yet the meeting was disappointing, and it left Kristen confused and scared and wondering what to do next, what path to take if the one with Helio, the path she'd been walking her whole life, turned out to be leading to a destination she didn't want.
And isn't it scary, isn't it terrifying to end up in the place you've heard so many horrible rumors about, and for all those violent tales to turn out to be true? The moment Adaine walked into her new school all her fears were confirmed, and in just a few hours she went from bitterly mourning not being at Hudol to stealing an important book from the library, from sitting in detention to holding a broken out of shape ladle, sleeves of her uniform ripped and blood smearing her clothes and face, a body at her feet of a women who surely did not deserve anything that Adaine had just done to her.
Isn't it scary when everything suddenly goes so awfully, horribly wrong, and now you're stuck in a party with a group of people you don't know at all, who you didn't choose, and you're all just kids having to witness all these things you didn't sign up for and yet everything is only just beginning, and now you can't go back
#iii odnt make posts like this usually but. started my fantasy high rewarch yesterday and im not normal about them okay#ignore the bad grammar and stuff if there is any I am currentlt in bed sick and half awake but also going insane#going insane about gorgug especially like imagine dying at 14 years old. and then being revived and waking up#and just having to deal with the new knowledge that you did something bad enough that warranted being sent to a cold and desolate afterlife#god episode 2 was fucked up#dimension 20#d20#fantasy high#d20 fhfy#the bad kids#gorgug thistlespring#kristen applebees#adaine abernant#throwing words into the abyss
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Your eyes are a thousand times deeper than the sky, and I am a tiny star falling for all time
#I’m obsessed with this song so I made him dance about it#school started for me yesterday and of course that means I have 100000 art ideas#take this guy#look at him go! silly guy#anyways. I love the over the garden wall soundtrack but ESPECIALLY this song#oh boy#you guys do NOT want to see the first draft of this#my dyslexia fucked up the words so bad I felt like I was short circuiting when I read them#let’s say the first draft was not in the least bit grammatically correct it was awful#jack manifold#jack manifold fanart#c!jack#c!jack fanart#c!jack manifold#tiny star
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Her ✨
#sugary spire#sugary spire au#pizzelle#evil pizzelle#art#my art#ibispaint x#digital art#shes so cooooll#I made her design official… what… yesterday? And 2 friends (ESPECIALLY ONE) have a crush on her#I like that fact 😋#anyways yeah#bad rendering hooray
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Sunny didn’t recognize Tubbo. The man in front of her was wearing her Pa’s face, he had the same smile lines and eye color, and he even had the same chronic bedhead as her Pa.
But this mad had a vacant stare in otherwise warm eyes. He had a tight stance that was ready to spring into action. This man carried the smell of blood and gasoline instead of oil and eath. This man was barking orders and slamming doors while telling her to keep safe.
This man was not her Pa, but she could still see him beneath the layers that this man wore. She could hear it in his voice beneath the growl of the other man’s orders and the rumble of the chainsaw. She could see the way his eyes softened when he looked at her and how his cold fingers would tighten around hers when she grabbed his hand.
This man was not her Pa, but someone her Pa became.
#tubbo slipping into the purgatory mindset yesterday would have bee a shock to sunny I think#he does a good enough job of hiding it in his daily life but as soon as shit hit the fan there wasn’t even a switch that was flipped#he just let the mentality consume him whole#especially because dapper is bads kid and bad is part of his team#bad is part of his flock#and lord forgive anyone who touches his flock#qsmp#qsmp tubbo#tubbo#qsmp sunny
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ok this recovery process is truly more miserable than i thought it would be
#major tmi but it's gonna be days before i'm able to take a shit and i ate a lot of food the day before yesterday#so that cramping in the area where the surgery took place is VERY painful#i can't really eat because 1. throat hurts from having a breathing tube shoved down it#2. can't smoke weed to help my appetite bc the coughing hurts too bad (and all I have is wax & dabs make you cough a lot more)#and 3. the whole aforementioned being unable to shit thing makes me too nervous to put any more food in my stomach#i'm so fucking hungry my stomach hurts so bad#all i've eaten since yesterday is a few chips and half of a taco#pain meds aren't working at all so i quit taking em so my stomach wouldn't be even more fucked#especially since i was taking them on an empty stomach#i can hardly walk i need a cane BAD#peeing hurts bc they had to mess around w my bladder during surgery too#i'm just miserable as fuck#.bdo
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#soemtimes you get closure on a fandom you didn't know you needed closure for#and maybe that fandom is tied to other memories and this means you can put them to bed a little#and maybe now you can go back and listen to the songs from that time again#because that time is over and you don't have to worry about it anymore#and yeah it'll still affect you -- those things and those people (especially the one who introduced you to the fandom) made you who you are#at least partially#but now it won't be so bad#anyway that was an unexpected thing to see on my dash but my soul settled a little bit -- not much but maybe it's more than i had yesterday#anyway back to your regularly scheduled program
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tiny little nose biff
#i can’t believe i got to witness this in real life yesterday#idk why i have such a soft spot for his nose and when it bumps into things but here we are#i never pretended to be sane#especially when it comes to am or alex or miles#sorry for the terrible quality#my video of this song was bad quality already and then turning it into a gif made it even worse#but i couldn’t not immortalise it#also#i am going to do a proper post about the gig later because OH MY GOD#but for now this is the level of my post-gig brain capacity#alex turner#arctic monkeys#the car era#am glasgow 2023#lulu posts
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phighting fans reblog fanart challenge (FAILED)
real talk i think its more of a tumblr userbase issue than phighting fanbase issue but guys i will actually beg you to like AND reblog the fanart u think is cool.. so tired of the 1 reblog to 10 likes ratio
generally i think u all need to be aware of the fact the only way ppl Will see art you like is if u reblog it.. likes dont spread anythijg..............
oki.. steps off my soapbox... phighting fans i believe in u i kno u can reblog art..
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#TRUEEE I feel like it's especially bad in phighting tumblr for some reason. maybe I just noticed it more often here#confession#phighting#phighting!#I saw something with 2 reblogs and like. 25 likes yesterday I was going to explode as an artist too gughh#mod biograft
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I want to make art for people that makes them happy but I also want to kinda make a little bit of an income off of it because it would be nice. How do u suggest to get into making cool things for people and getting ppl to see it (using tags never works for me rip)
I'm not sure how to answer dis, seeing as how I had managed to gain a little bit of a following before I started taking comms when I was 18. I also had very cheap prices (not feasible depending on your circumstances, but it worked for me at the time) and the following I had gained was all luck with my rare fanart-of-current-popular-media pieces gaining traction, on platforms that did not yet have suppressive algorithms or a big chunk of userbase jumping ship ��
anyway, continuing to work on and post your art in attempts to build a following first seems best since thats the jumping off point for comms...if you Enjoy Media, make fanart. if you're an ocs person like me, you can build interest while refining your work as well. i wish i could help with the tags but i get embarrassed tagging my stuff for reach now
#skunk mail#Anonymous#i dont even mean this in a bad way like i feel all my comms were not very good at the beginning. even recently...#like even 2 yrs ago i was still lacking sum skill#ive been improving alongside and with them#but anyway yes I have seen for example blazed posts of artists who just made an account yesterday boosting their comms#and its like. nobody knows the intricacies or ins and outs and details of your lovely art yet!! i dont think dis has ever worked#especially since a lot of ppl who comm me (for example) are also artists#i feel the cold boosting would only work for non artists who see the lovely art and need a specific piece so they go for it...does dis make#sense...
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SASHA WHAT DOES THAT MEAN
#SASHA???#two virgos next to each other... what will they do?#captain sitting next to his goalie on the team plane... tale as old as time...#sorry im getting emotional again especially after yesterdays wild pens game yeah :(#anyways!#i cannot wait to hear his elaboration thats so 😭😭😭😭#why is it bad what does bob do i need to know 😭😭😭😭
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oh those are some big claws for a kitten she's a feisty little one <33 pls feel free to post so many photos of her i miss having cats soooo much they're just these little dudes that hang out with you like what more could u need
she decided that her favourite thing to do is to scratch her big (but also tiny) claws on my glasses frames which produces a unique sound (adorable 🥹) so i am very familiar with The Claws. also she sucks at eating because her mom never got to teach her kitten things and her little teeth tend to scrape against the bowl as she bites the milk (yeah she bites the milk), a sound that is alarming but also very cute
more pictures be upon you!
she fell asleep in my arms today and i lectured her for an hour about marine biology 😌 the name Sushi is gaining traction again so she should know about fish i think
#her eyes are still really goopy but not so bad as yesterday#she is currently asleep wrapped up in a blanket#look at her little paws they’re like those enemies you fight in the mines in stardew valley#also 🤝 on cats being the best company especially kittens#anon
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#question... has anyone of you with neighbors ever had your attention called over making noise bc it happened for me yesterday and i feelbad#it was 100% our fault it was really late and we didnt realize so the neighbors#hit the ceiling hard a few times but theh hit it a lot so they were clearly pretty mad 😥#obviously we're not going to do that again but like. irrationally terrified that they hate me cause i make noise sometimes#its also jarring bc I've always lived alone so I've always been extremely quiet almost like a ghost but its so much easier to make noise#if you're with someone else#god does this make sense?? augh. i just needed to vent a little#this is actually the second time we get a notice like that but over something else and now im worried babey!! what if the neighbourhood#kicks me out or something!! augh (this cant happen i dont think especially not about smth like this but like auuuggghhg panic)#I just dont wanna be a bad neighbour man
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Puppy is not feeling well, I’m worried :(
#he’s not doing bad but not great :(#my mom said he chocked this morning and vomit#and now he chocked again and it took a while to calm down#it seems better now but I’m scared it happen again and I’m alone for another 2 hours :(#i would bring outside to breath some air it helps sometimes#but he start doing that after going outside so I Don’t want to accidently make it start again since he’s okay now#i feel like staying a lot a long time yesterday messed up is heart a little especially since he was so excited before we left#cause he though he was going too :(#we took good care of him yesterday and he was fine so idk if it’s really that#alex.txt#tw sick pet
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neurotypicals are so frustrating,, i keep forgetting that "can you do x" means "go do x"
#yesterday i was At Work#i opened alone (we are so fucking understaffed)#at like 945 (coworker came in at 10) these two women-#who until now have done NOTHING managery. they have walked around and talked to each other and asked questions#come up and in a pissy voice like um why hasn't group started#i say i'm the only one back here#'well can't you start ONE group?'#no...im the only one back here#'can you start individuals?' yeah i'll ask [host lead]#(annoyed voice) 'um why do you have to ask her?' because i'm not a lead so she's in charge?#(angry voice) well WE are GENERAL MANAGERS and we are TELLING YOU to do SOMETHING like START INDIVIDUALS#like. chill i am literally just some guy and i am the only guy back here#i also feel its worth noting that apparently since they caught me in the hallway they assumed i hadn't been doing anything#when in reality i hadnt sat down since i got to work. all i did was doing things. there is more to my job than Watch Dogs. especially when#im the only guy doing any of the anything#and i couldnt start individuals immediately because i had to do spot cleans. because i prioritized Not Letting Dogs Sit In Their Own Shit#before dog getting some playtime#like. yes i am a Lower Level Employee. yes i havent worked here that long. but i have worked here longer than you#and im gonna take a wild guess that i care about the dogs more than you#also worth noting that i got no breaks that day (if you work a 6+ hour shift you get a 30 and a 15 at my work)#so i sat down for a total of 5 minutes and that was to take a piss#for context. i worked 7 hours. 6:15am to 1:15pm.#so i have a Bad Feeling about these new general managers. really hope im wrong and this is a one-off thing but. ohhhhh boy
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I met up with a friend yesterday. By the end of our time together (about three hours), as usual, I had a lot of mucus build-up in my nose and throat. As usual, I had to excuse myself to the bathroom to intensely blow my nose for several minutes and try to get rid of it all.
It was still so bad when I got home in the evening that I couldn't sing. It's still so bad today, 24 fucking hours later, that I can't even record a voice message to a friend. I keep having to violently clear my throat and blow my nose (all in vain, it barely makes a difference), and finding myself unconsciously grinding my teeth because I have so much tension in my entire head from struggling to breathe.
I wish I knew what my problem was. I wish even one of the numerous doctors I've consulted about this problem over the years had even pretended to take me seriously instead of just saying "Hmmm" while nodding very solemnly and then basically saying the doctor equivalent of "You get mucus build-up and develop breathing issues... specifically after hanging out with other people and talking to them for a couple of hours? Sorry but that sounds like bullshit, I can't help you."
I'm so tired of having a mysteriously dysfunctional respiratory system :( Wtf is my problem. I'll never be able to be a real singer at this rate.
#cosmo gyres#personal#health issues#tmi maybe but i don't care. i'm so tired#i took my allergy meds correctly this week#i've been hydrating religiously since yesterday#i just... can't figure out what the hell it is#WHY does socializing and chatting do this to me?!? :(#this is why part of me is convinced that if i get covid i'll die#even my normal non-covid-infected self sometimes has such trouble breathing#(especially when i lie down to sleep at night)#that it genuinely scares me#but the weirdest part is that it's completely unpredictable too#sometimes it won't get bad for weeks or even months at a time#but it most consistently occurs... right after spending time with people in person and talking to them#not when i'm around people without talking; that's fine#and not when i talk to people without being around them (e.g. VMs); that's usually fine too#although come to think of it... it does sometimes also happen after a 'live' virtual conversation#like a phone call or skype hangout#basically if we're interacting at a speed/rhythm that's not 100% set by me#that's when my respiratory system gets completely fucked up#WHYYYYYYYYYY
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