#i never pretended to be sane
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tiny little nose biff
#i can’t believe i got to witness this in real life yesterday#idk why i have such a soft spot for his nose and when it bumps into things but here we are#i never pretended to be sane#especially when it comes to am or alex or miles#sorry for the terrible quality#my video of this song was bad quality already and then turning it into a gif made it even worse#but i couldn’t not immortalise it#also#i am going to do a proper post about the gig later because OH MY GOD#but for now this is the level of my post-gig brain capacity#alex turner#arctic monkeys#the car era#am glasgow 2023#lulu posts
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Some past fiddlestan? (Like Ford just went through the portal. He gone now. Past. Yk?)
The mystery misery yaoi
#the angst potential is so juicy#I understand why it might not be everyone's cup of tea but I like the idea of them being so 'toxic' for each other (after the portal#incident. if they met before I think they'd be pretty healthy and wholesome)#like. Fidds is already kinda losing it because of the memory gun and Stan is grieving. they're not in a mental state for a relationship#Stan would hit him with his car by accident and then try to gaslight him that 'no that never happened you're imagining things'#and Fidds would be pretending that Stan is actually Ford or trying to use the memory gun on Stan to make him believe he IS Ford#or. my favorite yet. the one I have as 'canon' in my head. they end up in a messy relationship but Fidds thinks Stan is Ford#and in tge end Stan can't keep pretending and he ends things or something#there's also the more 'happy' versions. where Fidds is still sane enough to help Stan work on the portal. I'll make some fanart of it#at least of Fiddleford tending to his burn wound or something. for now take this little doodle (I thought it was funny but what do I know)#ask#not anon#gravity falls#stanley pines#stan pines#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#fiddlestan#young fiddleford#young stan pines#young stanley pines#art#fanart#traditional art#misery yaoi#ignore all that it's late I'm tired I don't know what I'm writing
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I don't know about you but when zoro picks up every chance to butt heads with sanji (especially when he's flirting with a woman) or even just looks at him I can clearly see his brain blasting "you belong with me" at full volume but that might just be me Idk
#I never pretended to be normal#or sane#you belong with me (zoro's version)#zosan#zoro x sanji#black leg sanji#roronoa zoro#one piece#ship musings
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no one talks about the fact that if kitty do in fact go on a road trip and kit is the one driving, ty will definitely fall apart if kit does the hand reversing move on the steering wheel (you absolutely know what i’m talking about c’mon)
#if u dont know wtf im on about#then just ignore this post and pretend it never happened#(i swear i���m sane people)#<- (she lied)#kit herondale#ty blackthorn#kit x ty#kitty#the last king of faerie#the wicked powers#tlkof#twp#tsc
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If you truly want to do what's best for mentally ill people, you have to learn that you often won't be able to separate the "salvageable" parts of ourselves with our illnesses, and you can't pretend like we are sane people underneath the façade of insanity, like we can flip a switch and magically erase the differences that make us "disordered"
#mental health#mental health advocacy#i'm not sure how best to explain it but i see this attitude a lot that anything even mildly 'unsightly' must be punished or ignored...#...or fear mongered...#...or this idea that we *are* just secretly... not disordered and that we can choose every single aspect of our disorders and how...#...that will impact us and our world#it's really hard to explain if you haven't experienced it yourself. it's so hard to know that who you Fundamentally Are is seen as unhuman#that you cannot be disordered and seen as an equal in so many scenarios is precisely what i mean by 'if you want to do right [by us]'#we shouldn't HAVE to present as non-disordered or non-ill just to be treated like a person#i shouldn't have to be forced to pretend like my illnesses are an optional part of who i am that OTHERS should ignore so they can 'love me'#my illnesses are intrinsically tied to Who I Am. i will never have the opportunity to know what Being Sane is like and i shouldn't...#...have to pretend like that isn't the case#it's just fucked up to me to know that people would rather that we just... ignore often fundamental parts of who we are for *their* comfort#maybe that's how i'd word it? i find this a very complex topic but at the core...#...the idea is that we shouldn't have to fucking live a lie for the sake of the 'normal' folk#(obviously 'normal' isn't accurate on a technical level but it conveys how i see the conflict)
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STOO STOP STIP STOP STIP SLLEAGE PMC ALONE THEY ARE HAPYNTHEY ARE HAPPY THEY ARENHAPPY THEY ARE HAPPY SHD FINE AND STILL IN A TEAM AND NOTHING EVER WENT WRONG THEY ARWNT DIVORCED ANDNTHEY KISS AND HAVE DINNER EVERY NIGHT I DONT HEAR YOU (sane person sentence of course) - Mushroom anon
HELPPPDFH IM SO SORRY listen i'm not happy about it either. so there's this thing called denial—
okay i'm sorry i'm still very sad about it, i can never recover 💔 it's okay, mushroom anon, we can pretend that they never divorced and they're all alive, and happy, and are still together and nothing bad ever ever happened to them. ^_^
#guys nevermind there was no divorce!#my parents are not divorced!! yippeeee ^_^#i understand you though i am not sane at all about them#the last clown video..........#we can all pretend it never happened ^_^#(no im not in denial)#☆ inbox .
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throwback to my tween bedroom where I had 2 million beatles things everywhere. clocks. books. posters. printed out images. drawings. need to bring back that energy
#until my mom tore it all down and ripped it up or threw it away lol#and broke all my vinyls and 45s 🫶#fwuegshhs the trauma that made me pretend I never liked them at all I'm ngl 💀#BUT. rn I have a white album poster ziggy gave me#need more beatles things around to feel sane I think but my gf would be so tired#the way my room would be insane rn if I lived alone perhaps it's for the best that I do not HSHSHSJSJ
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it's not my story to tell, so i won't be writing it, but i sincerely hope to see an interactive fiction someday where the protagonist is a felon. specifically, i'd like the protag to be someone who has served their full sentence and just gotten out.
there is so little respect and empathy for that perspective, so i just would love a well-written IF about it
#maybe there is one and i'm unaware?#if#just thoughts#writing#was just thinking about the stigma that ppl who kill during psychotic episodes face once they are approved for release#and ofc the skepticism and wariness of the general public makes sense esp of whichever community was actually affected by the crime#but like#what do we believe y'all#wtf do we believe#is psychotherapy real or should ppl be locked up forever for doing something while literally out of their sane mind#do we believe in reform or do we keep everyone locked up bc it's more comfortable to treat people like refuse#do we believe in live and let live or do we want ppl to never live on if we personally deem them undeserving of peace or life#is psychosis a real thing or are we all pretending to understand and empathize with mental illness#fr fr#i just really hate how ppl are so comfy reacting in certain ways to that specific sort of perpetrator idk lol#gut reactions are one thing and using our brains and what we objectively know about psychology in combo with that is another#and when it comes to criminals ppl are very happy to abandon the latter and fully embrace the former#but claim to still be good decent people like...............#do you truly believe crimes committed during a psychotic break should be weighed the same as ones not?#cause if you do like... fuck you???#and if you think they shouldn't.... then we *must* apply that logic to how we treat and perceive ppl cleared as not a danger#there's no perfect system anywhere but i hate how individuals are so quick and willing to disappear people we view as problems#the constant war on the unhoused is a good example too#mh#at capacity#the great sham#abolish prison anyway yknow
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standing up for myself feels so fucking good i don't know how my mom lives like this
#1.5 years more and then good fucking riddance#i will cut him out of my life so hard he'll forget he ever had a daughter#yeah keep paying for my education like a fuckin idiot im gonna use it against you and be so happy and free you'll never be able to touch me#again#he was so fucking irritating today#the audacity to scream and shout at me and pretend nothing ever happened and everything is jolly happy is so#like yeah too fucking late asshole maybe try going back like 12 years and act like a sane person and give me back my childhood#he thinks it's fine but i literally stood in the mandir he forced me to go to 'bhog lagane ke liye' and prayed super hard to god that#of you're real#k word him#and that was at like 11 am in the morning lmao#imagine the rest of the day#it's so fucking over man ill pretend to be nice and okay too until i need him to pay for my living#but that's it he's so fuckinh delusional to think that he'll treat me this way and im going to be like#his budhape ka sahara or whatever. die alone in a hospital for all i care see if i give a shit
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mutually destructive unhealthy possessive ships are so...ooough oh my god
oh to be consumed alive by that incessant need blazing agonizingly through their veins the sheer hunger to cut each other up and crawl inside the crevices of each other's body, hopelessly and seamlessly entwining every fibre of their souls until one can no longer tell their beginnings and ends apart
the need to flood and fill up every nook every cranny and fissure driving everything else out until there is no longer even the hint of space left for anyone but each other
to carve one's essence into another's bones, indelible until the winds erode the earth, to drink each other's lifeblood until that thrum of vitality echoes in the innermost hollows of the other's soul, to no longer desire to breathe air unless directly out of each other's lungs, to voraciously feast upon each other's visage, them and only them inasmuch as any other eyes that dare cast their gaze upon either of them shall be gouged out, tongues that pluck up the courage to sing sweet songs of praise will find it turn to ash as they choke and thrash and drown in their own blood, hands that audaciously reach out will find themselves mercilessly severed and ground into dust
(until the wounds they leave on each other scab and scar with a permanence etched on their molecular structure so that it is no longer possible for one to exist without the other)
i'm thinking of people so pathologically frenzied fixated and obsessed the only acceptable death is the one to come by each other's hand. the once sweetness fermenting into a drug so addictive yet so poisonous accompanying them in the next life cycle and then the next, each becoming in turn an ember and a ghost burning feverishly through mist and shadow in hopeless orbit, always watching, always ravenously looking and drinking in, helpless to resist the siren call of falling into each other's path.
to consume and destroy that which you love with your own hands as the ultimate act of devotion.
a vow once spoken like the most tender of caresses in the quiet spaces where gentleness feels indistinguishable from cruelty, now an eternal haunting and companion of torment and ruination trailing the frayed tatters of a bond stubbornly persevering through oblivion and fire and brimstone, to the ends of the world itself,
to collide, to devour, to subsume, to fester, a virulent regrowth
and the cycle starts anew
#help it's the fictional blorbos they have wrestled and gained free reign in my head#this is not the right place to be dumping this but I did not want to post it on twitter and I am still pretending to be normal and sane and#hinged to the people who follow me on main but#ahhhh do you guys feel me. do u feel me#oh the perpetuation of past sins that will never be washed away.....#when each other's continuous existence becomes the embodiment of guilt and sacrilege and the desecration of all that used to be#codependence! corruption! decay! a perversion of everything that used to be pure now irrevocably darkened! mutually assured destruction!#i am you you are me the monster that you made me#the good shit#i love this trope *bangs my fists on my keyboard* I LOVE this trope bite hiss snarl I'm crazy i'm crazy i'm crazy#maybe one day I will write it..
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it is..... getting very close to One Whole Year Of Consistent Michael Brainrot.
#*i first added him as a muse in january 2022 BUT i was only primarily focused on him for about a month or two#before i ended up in other rpcs for a bit (he never left my brain) (he was like a sleeper agent trigger word)#but. yea it was around this time last year he gnawed at the bars of his enclosure and i am still fucking here huh#sitting here like 'no that can't possibly be true i remade my multi in LATE december last year' yeah i spent the beginning of the month#redoing all my bio pages pretending i wasn't doing this Just To Write Michael Again... and look where we are now JKDSFHJK#i'm so sane i'm so normal i'm so sane i'm so normal#⁂ ・゚: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc#also fun fact the multi ALSO got shadowbanned when i tried to remake it. tumblr does not like michael
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Month 4, day 12, BACKGROUND!!!!!!
Also pulled her arms closer to her body so they look a little more natural and tried to fix the perspective on the fire pit so it looks like it actually exists in the same reality as Frey and Cuff XD Might still have some tweaking to do, but that's okay :D
I think next I might do some sort of color testing, see if maybe I want to fully render it or do something ~*fancy*~ >w>
#the great artscapade of 2023#art#my art#sketch#thumbnail sketch#forspoken fanart#frey holland#forspoken cuff#whatever else I've been tagging this as#consistent tagging is harder than art y'all#idk how all y'all with actually organized blogs do it#...probably something sane and reasonable like ''stick to four or five tags you can remember''#I could never#tags are where I go to be the unhinged chaos gremlin I was always meant to be#(lbr tho I'm more hinged than I pretend to be)
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feeling extremely normal and okay rn
Well well well, his girlfriend will be one lucky girl
#just fell to my knees#everyday i pretend to be normal and sane when this mans out there…#the grass is not enough!! i need to get permanently exiled to a jungle never to see the light again#lordddtdtttt help me#stray kids#bang chan
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i know i'm stating the obvious but the more i'm watching what's happening inside austin's fandom, the more i realise that even larry brainrot is not the epitome of how crazy people can get
i understand that many don't like kaia as austin's gf but to nitpick every photo/video of them saying stuff like "he's embarrassed of her" and "he doesn't even like her" and presenting those as facts truly never stops blowing my mind
to think that a 32-year-old man (who's almost an a list at this point) is "forced" into a pr relationship and is "forced" to always bring his fake gf around and that apparently he can't simply say no and just idk.. start a new relationship if he's so unhappy in this one? they call themselves his fans while also completely mollycoddling and humiliating him as a person, making it seem like he is incapable of making a single decision and that he's not in control of his life
with fans like that, he truly doesn't need any enemies because it all truly pales in comparison to this level of "love" that hides under the mindset of such psycho ownership
#i truly fail to see how pretending that you know /exactly/what's going on in a life of someone you've never met is considered sane behavior#'we're just sharing our opinions' yeah while also indirectly saying that your fave is dumb as shit and nothing in his life is real#wild thought but if you can't state those 'opinions' directly to your fave's face if given a chance then perhaps? shut up???#calling ppl who met aus 3 times 'stalkers' while they're the ones balls deep in his love life. the call is coming from INside the house
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man do i just love drinking wine with my wife.
#( cheers my sweet prince! may this wine be as sweet as your delusions of our love. )#( and this dirt. a thin veil hiding the rough reality of what we are. it'll be a soft bed for you to rest your sleepy head. )#( forever and always. you were mine but I never was yours. you were but a fool. a loveable fool. )#( I don't really love you but for your sake. I can pretend I do. That way you die feeling 'loved" and I can bury my 'love' in roses. )#( anyways i'm so normal and sane you guys !!!! heart hands !!!! /j )
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So? It didn't even bother him he's totally fine he doesn't even think about it anymore what are you talking about he's completely over it and he's fine now it didn't even affect him he barely remembers it anymore it's such a blip he doesn't even care he's fine-
It will never not be funny how aa1 phoenix is like
The most tragic event of my life was when I was 7 and people thought i stole someones pocket money 😭
And in trials and tribulations he is like
Yea so my ex tried to kill me once in collage
#Someone: Do you ever want to talk about your emotions\traumatic experiences Phoenix?#Phoenix: Yeah okay sure#This one time I was framed for a crime I didn't commit :(#I was 9 and they thought I stole someone's lunch money :(#Someone: Oh#I thought you were going to talk about when you were at Uni and-#Phoenix: Worst experience of my life :( Made me want to become a lawyer when people stood up for me and helped me :D#Someone: Like Mia did when-#Phoenix: I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT WHO EVEN IS MIA I DON'T KNOW HER ALSO I HAVE TO GO NOW BYE#Someone: ... Well#That seems like a completely normal and sane reaction :)#How to get someone to not pry into your trauma: a thread by Penix Wrong#Step 1: They will probably know you have some sort of trauma already so pretend all your trauma come from small things#Then you can be like 'Yeah I have trauma I was bullied by the entire class and my teacher when I was 9 this one time'#Step 2: Don't tell them anything deeper#Don't tell them#Deny deny deny#Step 3: Keep this up#preferably with a 'heart on your sleeve' attitude so no one even notices you aren't saying some things#Congratulations! Now all you have to do is keep this up and shove your feelings down as deep as you can and throw yourself into helping#others and never look back or think about the past or anything that hurts\triggers you and look after everyone and save everyone and#make everything about looking after their problems and help them and save them and help them work through things deflect deflect defl-
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