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playing around in my drafts tonight but threads are going into the (paused) queue, meanwhile i'll be posting any asks i finish

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Isabel Allende, from The House of The Spirits

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Which DnD Class suits your personality?

Bard

You’re a storyteller at heart and you may have a bit of a Thing about attention and validation. You’re a natural improviser and you’re great at adapting to situations at a moment’s notice using whatever resources you have at your disposal. You can’t stand being bored. You’re very creative and you probably have a great sense of style. You’re honestly just here for a good time, and you live for drama.

specifically, the college of Swords

Bards of the College of Swords are called blades, and they entertain through daring feats of weapon prowess. Though they use their weapons to entertain, they are also highly trained and skilled warriors in their own right. You’re an entertainer at heart and you love to spread joy to others. You treat the world as your stage and you want to make sure your performance is up to par. You might be a thrill seeker or the kind of person who goes through life with a YOLO mindset. You like to be liked and you’re probably a bit of a joker or prankster, but you also know how to take things seriously and get down to business when you need to. Though you might come across as all fun and games, you’re not the type to back down from a challenge just because it seems hard.

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so anyway depression (+ slight hangover probably) kicked my ass today... slept until almost 5pm and now everything feels weird and off and not right and i kinda just wanna go back to bed lmao

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[307/547] — until we meet again, jungkook ♡

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𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐊. 𝐯𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐳𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭. highly private, highly selective, horror original character. original lore with inspirations from d&d's lich. various dark themes present. follow at your own risk.

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what is your morality alignment?

chaotic neutral (85%)

You hold your freedom as your most treasured possession, and may be willing to do whatever is necessary to maintain it. In a conflict between two outside forces, you may play both sides to help you gain that which you desire, which can be dangerous not handled wisely; simultaneously, you may not necessarily act so strongly to defend others' freedom. This lack of regard for authority and its constraints, with no true animosity for humanity, molds you into the archetypal "maverick". follow-up alignments: chaotic evil (81%), neutral evil (70%), chaotic good (58%)

tagged by:ㅤ@violetgleams ♡♡♡

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Franz Kafka, the metamorphosis / Jane Austen

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how stupid & silly & over the top dramatically ridiculous byan is vs. how genuinely tragic & sad & fucking relatable they are is my personal kryptonite

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byan is taking a hammer to everyone's knees who's over 6'0

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muse vs mun

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oh but you could rip my heart open, darling, for i have never known love before.

carrd.ㅤpinterest.ㅤcredit.

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scared someone will see right through me and know one of my deepest desires is to be taken care of

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today i can't stop thinking about how while all the worst things were happening to them, most of the adults in their life thought that byan was just an overdramatic and angsty teen.

they have almost never been taken seriously. they have almost never been believed. no one ever gave them the help they needed!!! and so!!! they stopped asking!!! and stopped trying to bring attention to any of it!!!!

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Haru met them first, somehow being tasked instead of Xiao with picking them up after the announcement was made by Jun. She saw... someone who deserved better, but someone who didn't deserve this — didn't deserve how all of things were going down. She saw glimmers of her childhood, other kids she took care of. And she saw someone who just — needed care without condition... something she had needed herself, once.

the first thing your muse noticed about byanㅤㅤㅤ∘ ˚ ( accepting! )

ㅤ...ah. well. that's...

that's a first, they think. (do they deserve better? being taken in by a high profile couple for the purpose of good publicity felt pretty par for the course, even back then.)

there's an instinctive urge to be combative, to deny deny deny — they don't need anyone to care, they stopped needing that a long time ago. and perhaps, if this were coming from anyone else, they would. haru, though... loath as they are to admit it, she's always understood on some level. she's had them figured out from the start. she could see straight through the carefully crafted walls they'd been building for seventeen years to everything hidden behind — maybe she can't make out all the details, but she can see enough of the picture to come to some informed conclusions. there's always been a familiarity — a relatability and an understanding — in their interactions with her which they can't say they've ever felt from a parent or guardian before.

she had seen them to their core from the moment they first met and, for the first time in their life... that is not such a terrifying concept. in fact, it's almost comforting.

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HAVE YOU BEEN NAUGHTY OR NICE?

ㅤ" yeah? well santa better watch his back, 'cause this naughty lister ain't afraid to drop an old man on his ass. "

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If we want to identify the root of the problem, we need to start by looking inward. It’s undeniable that attractive male characters, especially white ones, often gain instant popularity and follows.

this isn’t just a systemic issue—it begins with us.

Even as female writers, we must confront and challenge the internalized misogyny that influences how we view and create female characters. From my personal experience this year, it’s clear that sexism remains pervasive in the community. It’s an environment that often feels hostile toward women, especially women of color, LGBTQIA+ individuals, and other marginalized groups.

When I say that I love and see your female muses, I mean it. There are people out there, myself included, who genuinely want to build positive and meaningful connections that uplift women rather than fetishize or diminish them.

We crave stories and relationships—platonic and romantic alike—that value women as fully realized, multidimensional characters.

And yes, we exist. If you’re someone who believes in fostering these kinds of connections and challenging the biases in our community, I encourage you to reblog this and help amplify this message. Change starts with us.