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about venecianoās eyes (=ć®=)ą³Øā
i generally dislike many psychological headcannons as theyāre often uninformed or rely on misunderstood and stereotypical ideals of certain illnesses/disorders. it also comes at the risk of watering a character down into a slew of micro labels instead of focusing on all traits holistically. i personally find it more interesting when characters arenāt overly pathologized, but itās all purely subjective when you think about it
that being said, i canāt help but think itād be interesting if vene is prone to keeping his eyes closed due to some flavor of sensory processing issues or as a result of conflict, past or present.
iāve seen a lot of takes on this trait and i like to think of it as just another enigmatic/unexplained side of him. see āThe Bravest of Men (and Nations)ā, a oneshot that is actually germany centric but acknowledges veneās āstrange (but beautiful) eyesā in a way that suggests he may be hiding certain emotions or insecurities by keeping them half-lidded or closed. i think it also suggests itās just another peculiar part of him, which works well with germanyās constant attempts to make sense of vene in canon. heās simply nonsensical, and that whimsy is part of what makes him such a great character. itās been a bit since iāve read that fic so take my comments on itās subject matter with a grain of salt
iāve seen several fics that portray him as blind, which makes sense due to his clumsiness. i could see him as being legally/partially blind as well. some have even speculated that his vocal tic might be a form of echolocation. but i prefer it as more of a purely vocal tic myself.
all of this eye talk gets me thinking about this
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which kind of implies the general nation-public hadnāt seen his eyes open before. i was thinking of compiling instances of both of his eyes being open at some point... the most prominent ones i think of (not including any promotional material) seem be to associated with his curiosity, feeling content, and being surprised.
thereās also this one unfinished LJ fic from ages ago about a autistic-coded and especially eccentric vene spying on fireman!germany (??) while he showers from a neighboring apartment (???) as inspiration for his airport thriller novels (????) and iām pretty sure thereās attention to his eyes in that one. heās depicted as a little higher-needs (as in he relies on romano for some things despite maintaining his own apartment) and a bit agoraphobic/lacking in understanding of social cues, but still extroverted and well-meaning. i recall thinking it was cute, iāll try to find it. but iām getting off track
back to my original point, i think vene could reasonably have a combination of any of these things and we wouldnāt know because we rarely ever see things from his internal perspective.
we do know that he fawns a lot in order to diffuse situations and that heās very prone to being nervous about how others perceive him, so the closed eyes also serve the purpose of shielding him from a multitude of things.
they also just make him look a bit silly, which iām sure was the original purpose. heās kept them open a lot more in recent years, and especially now that heās impersonating his brother. i wonder if his eyes will give him away if germany manages to nab those sunglasses
#my brain is nothing more than a library of gerita fics and references#kinda sad actually lol#aph italy#hws italy#hetalia#headcannons#canon#my stuff#sperg sesh lol
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Donāt mind me I just like to see him go bananas about cartoonish Autobot rules
Maaanā¦..if Prowl was in tfp he would spontaneously combust at least once a day
#maccadam#transformers#prowl#tf prowl#there is no Prowl in Tfp so Optimus can pull all kinds of heroic cartoonish bullshit#and only Ratchet actually calls him out on it#but Ratchet also kinda has soft spot for Optimus#Op does sad eyes and Ratchet is like okay okay sorry I understand#Prowl would see the whole situation and lose his marbles immediately ahahahah#lol hey hey you. two people who read tags. imagine little au realquick#Autobots find the escape pod with Smokescreen right#but thereās two bots instead of one#back on the base humans look at the new guys and like#Smokey is fun and energetic and eager for heroism and adventure#and then thereās Prowl. The final boss. The ultimate MOM.#He makes one step into base and immediately starts scolding Optimus and everyone except for Ratchet#agent Fowler listens to him talking and decides that Prowl is his favorite autobot#damn. Prowl would SO not approve keeping humans around. Kids would hate him#but also he would be completely right. Because by keeping humans that close Autobots basically show that the humans can be used as leverage#against them you know.#He would immediately suggest getting rid of kids and hiring actual competent adults instead. So all hacking can be done by professionals#and all infiltrating can be done by people who are at least old enough to drink you know#yea kids would haaaate him so much#he would also build make all kinds of little annoying gadgets bc I have read Covenant of Primus and tfp Prowl is smart like that#he would be going around sticking trackers on every enemy he fights#and then triangulating Cons positions by the coordinates where their signals stop tracking#bc Nemesis blocks them#He would also keep sending Smokey to ghost through walls and steal all kinds of valuable shit from Megsy#they would be such a menace together#man this is getting kinda long I should probably stop
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I can teach you how to be just like me
crying all night, sleeping till three
#did I mention that sheās really sad when she isnt trying to forget the unbearable boredom of being immortal#I heard this song to an animatic and I thought it really suited her so I added it to her playlist lol#I normally draw her in fun bright colors but a lot of the sadder parts of her story get pushed to the side#even if none of my oc stories are really fleshed out I know she has an insatiable nature. her star motif is loosely tied to this I think?#ungrounded and instead of ambitious she can just never find contentness with what she likes or what shes doing#she can definitely be happy though!!! but it always feels fleeting that shes scared the rest of her life is gonna be spent chasing highs#which is way less exciting when u think abt how long youāre gonna be around before everything loses its excitement#what tuck everlasting does to a mf#I think this also kinda bleeds into her relationships and tries to keep her distance so she doesnt get tired of someone she actually likes#it can be confusing since she can be really cuddly utterly in love one second and then kind of distant the next. but she still loves you#her brother I think is on the other end of the spectrum where he tries to live in the moment to avoid thinking abt the future#the avoidance siblings#my oc#oc#Augusta#doodles#my art#myart
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Rainbows (Patreon)
#Doodles#UT#Handplates#Papyrus#Sans#This rainbow is all out of order - and so many negative glows ah :0#I didn't mean for them to trend negative! They were just easier to imagine the expressions - maybe I'll take a second pass on the positives#Or in green's case the negative :')#Again in order of when I drew them so kinda all over the place haha#I wanted to go in order! And then I got distracted pft - thus started with red ow :(#Honestly I was thinking of it just being a surprise-pain more than anything lol - like a splinter haha that wouldn't even pierce him!#D'you think that eyeglows could also act like automatic word-responses? Like how we say ''Ow'' when we're surprised but not hurt sometimes#Silly haha#The second is a lot less silly-intended tho more actual pain#It's also sad to think that Sans' red would pretty much have to be sympathy/emotional pain :(#The kind of survivors guilt of not being able to shoulder more but he's so fragile! It's not his fault!#I am quite happy with both of their expressions there tho especially their mouth shapes - and how the colours interact with their eyes#Lineless colours are some of my favourites :) You can tell it's my pencils and not my pen there 'cause it's feathery hehe#For example Edgar's scars are usually with my pen and they have an almost hard-line quality while my pencils are soft :) S'pretty#Switched colours! I unfortunately misremembered what their meanings were oops lol#Well I got them kinda half-right - I like blue as skeptical quite a lot :D I think it suits them both!#Sans as wary and logical and wanting to keep distance to assure his safety and what he can devote energy to - I like it!#And Papyrus using his brother's colour to be grown up in the way that Sans is hehe <3 It's sweet#I misremembered orange lol I assigned blue's alt meaning of ''curiousity'' - orange is meant to be bravery! Oops lol#I think I was thinking of Papyrus' childlike excitement and wanting to know and be involved! Haha#Greeeeens <3 Happy boys happy with each other! I love when they're happy ā„ Interlocked holding hands hehe#Pinks! Along a similar line! I like pink as platonic affection :D And as embarrassment lol but hgg the sweetness! The care and love!#Is my bias showing lol - especially with the bros sleeping on each other haha āŖ They're both happy to know the other is safe!#Couple'a stresses - I like Sans' more I'm not even gonna sugarcoat lol his expression turned out so good haha#And the inverse for the purples! I do like Sans' face but his body :P Papyrus tho - he turned out sad and perfect :')
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Y'know... not to bring this up, but as a fat girlie I feel like it needs to be said-
Nandermo getting decimated after the build-up of what was seeming to be something grand and amazing up thru s3 not only for queer representation but also a fat character finally getting to have a happy ending with their more conventionally attractive love interest just feels like such a letdown in, like, five categories at once, lmao
Shadows started going downhill for me after the s3 finale, and luckily some other hyperfixations swooped in to occupy my brain by the time s5 rolled around, so I'm not nearly as bitter about the whole thing as I could have been. But still. STILL.
We really lost out on SO MUCH. And for what?? So the writers could stay in their dumb little comfort zone??? Gimme a fuckin' break.
We could have had a CANON VAMPIRE/HUMAN MIXED RACE MIXED WEIGHT EXPLICITLY ROMANTIC GAY PAIRING, but they decided "sitcom vibes" and shoehorning in "lol throwbacks" to s1 were more important (and truthfully, those aspects only made the finale that much more unfunny).
Anyway, in short, Nadja's hypnosis tragically did NOT work, and another fat character got cheated out of a satisfying culmination to (what was once) a stellar narrative lmao
#blah blah ignore my dumb ranting lol#i'm not even THAT mad just irritated and disappointed by everything#s6 sucked overall even not counting the nandermo stuff#i literally only laughed out loud a handful of times like they REAALLLY dropped the fucking ball it's kinda sad actually#but anyway it's just that fat characters are so often pushed to the side#and deprived of happy endings and romances and stuff#so this is just... added onto the list i guess lmao#i'd just HOPED with every fiber of my being that shadows would be different#that it would gift us with what we've been kinda foaming at the mouth for since the beginning#but alas#it's whatevah lol#wwdits#what we do in the shadows#wwdits season 6#nandermo#fat characters#guillermo de la cruz#my posts
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YAYYYYYY Birthday cake for the birthday boooyyyyyy hooray 46!!!!!!!!!! Made him a cake cause he deserves it :^D
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#YAYYY i got my pictures back!!! I love the way the ones on my camera turned out#i have pictures on my phone but something about these is different#WAUUGHH the cake in [You've Got Mail!] is the same chocolate cake with pipis blue frosting!!!! (kinda. lighting in the alley is diff!!)#I spent 4 hours today making him his cake ^_^!!! i said i would!!!!#Theres the rainbow sprinkles you guys voted on!!!! I think theyre cute#really proud of how it came out actually LOL esp the lettering and the sun?! last time i tried to ice a cake and whatnot it uhhh#came out....#erm.... mediocre. It was rainbow on the inside though that was cool.#but it was sad honestly lmfao#YAYYYY MY BIRTHDAY BOYYYYY HE DESERVES A WHOLE CAKE!!!!#spamton#BuwheArt#[you've got mail!]#spamton g spamton#deltarune#deltarune spamton#deltarune chapter 2#happy birthday spamton#yeah i adjusted the date on the camera stfu aha
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HERE IS!!!! Wen Qing! Lady Wen, best doctor. And. Dead. Ofc. Like most mdzs charactersš„¹
#watercolour art#lol. watercolor *#we donāt like the briāsh (Jk Jk)ā¦ unless#art#mxtx#mdzs fanart#wen qing#she makes me rlly sad actually u know???#anyway this is kinda old. I donāt remember when I made it hahahahahahah#mo dao su zhi#grandmaster of demonic cultivation
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#volo#pokemon volo#pokemon#pokemon legends arceus#while looking up references i saw someone say they thought volo was one of the ugliest pokemon characters and i actually got kinda sad lol#he's just a little guy#your friendly merchant... that never sells you anything#but a curious history buff who shares little tidbits with you - and for free! what a thoughtful guy#i do this thing on twitter where i'll post a close-up wip with emoji/s as hints as to who i'm drawing and his was the piano keys emoji ;^)#please don't be fooled by this third consecutive daily upload i promise this level of productivity is unheard of from me#idk what's going on either#just 4 to go :O#my art
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*The poly finally reunite after Lilith's 7 year long absence.*
Imagine King Lucifer Morningstar practically storming in the halls of the Morningstar Mansion, his full demon form slowly coming to fruition with every step he takes toward the master bedroom. Over his broad shoulders are a flustered Queen of Hell herself on one and their shared concubine on the other, the latter possessing a simple grin, expecting this reaction from the fallen angel.
Lucifer: We have to make up for lost time together, all 3 of us. An hour for every year that you were gone, Lili.
Lilith: 7 hours? I've missed you both dearly, but isn't that a bit much?
Concubine!Reader: Luci opted for 7 days at first, but I convinced him to show you mercy, seeing as it has been a while since we've had a taste of you.
#throwing this in the crowd ad running like hell#lucifer gots some pent up frustration that needs to be let out ASAP lol#i don't know about you guys but i genuinely dont think lilith had ill intentions for being gone for that long#we know little to nothing about her actual character but that fact that most fics make her out to be a bitch kinda makes me sad a bit#lucifer morningstar x reader x lilith morningstar#lucifer x reader x lilith#lilith x reader#lucifer x reader#lucifer morningstar x reader#lilith morningstar x reader#lilith imagine#lucifer imagine#lucifer morningstar imagine#lilith morningstar imagine#original post#my post#concubine!reader
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bored
#milgram#milgram fanart#mikoto kayano#shidou kirisaki#kazui mukuhara#yuno kashiki#why did they give mikoto a skateboard tho#kazui look slike kafka from kaiju no 8#in a way. i think#maybe that's why i don't actually mind his fit as much#i'm glad they didn't make kazui super skinny#i like it when he actually got some meat on his bones#i wish it was a little more tho#i always cry when i remember kazui is skinnier than i thought he was... his t1 sprite is so deceiving#i love yuno's and amane's a lot#shidou makes me sad tho there's nothing interesting about it sigh#ig the jacket is kinda cool cuz it's a coat instead of a cape or whatever and the collar is nice#but c'mon they even reused his first aid kit#at the very least i'm glad we got some milgram content tho#anything to quench my thirst#poking straws in their heads and sipping on them like caprisuns#nyways shidou using kazui's weird screen thing to watch cat vids because he is a lsoer and they're both losers#i'm so tired GYOD#uhmrgmrmmrm yeah idk what else to say lol#have a wonderful day or night if you're reading this#chibi's art/rkgk
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okay ill bite why do u hate kaoru sakuraba sidem aside from the fact that they went from hokuto as a main blue to downgrade to kaoru. to make it less awkward that Iām asking abt sidem on ur osomatsu side blog, what sidem idols would u assign to each matsu ?
i think sideM should collab w osomatsu-san and put them all in Beit so they can all get JOBS!!!!!!
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anyways i hate kaoru from idolmaster sideM. i need all my osomatsu-san side blog followers to know that i hate this man. "i need a lot of money fast to pursue an extremely niche medical research track, which is why i quit my stable and high paying job as a surgeon to become an idol while having no soft skills, physical strength or stamina, or interest in getting along with people" are you Stupid??
he's not even using his idol clout to spread awareness of the rare disease he's trying to cure (like SEM does) so it can secure funding, he sees it 100% as a job and refuses to have fun, he is actively unpleasant and uncooperative in every interaction with his coworkers because he's trying to "rise to the top". it seems like the only thing he has going for him are his looks and that he kind of liked to sing when he was a kid. why not become a model at that point when you have the personality of a wet tree trunk. or better yet why not STAY A FUCKING DOCTOR!!!!!
also, i don't like meganes, so write that down.
#context for oomfiematsus: idolmaster sideM's gimmick is that all the idols were other things before becoming idols#Beit is the unit whose gimmick is that all their members have part time jobs (baito)#others are like. lawyer -> idol; pilot -> idol; pianist -> idol; rakugoka -> idol; etc#finding out the backstories/previous lives of these idols is like the main appeal of this branch#a lot of times it's like trauma and stuff that causes them to switch careers. like there's a pair of twins who were former soccer pros#but one suffers a career-ending injury and it's sad. and theyre like well we were pretty good at PR and stuff though so let's be idols#(the other twin follows him because yknow twinsies <3 cant be apart)#and this guy is in the main unit so you meet him and he's just a fucking dick the whole time and he just seems to fucking hate being an ido#so the whole time youre like what's this guy's deal#(note i experienced this through the anime cuz all the games are EOS lol)#and then like 3/4ths into the anime in you finally get his backstory#and it's that his sister died of a very rare disease so he needs money to fund research to find the cure but no one will fund it#but instead of staying a doctor he decides the best way to do this is to BECOME AN IDOL?!!!?!?#like sure i bet the top idols do make more than an average surgeon? but it's like do you want a .01% chance to make a $2 million salary#or an 100% chance to make a $300k salary BECAUSE YOURE ALREADY A SURGEON!!!!#and it'd be another thing if he was like. kinda having fun with it. kinda being jovial#like there's literally another guy in the teacher unit who became an idol for the exact same reason (heard it was lucrative)#but then after he finds out being an idol actually isnt all that much cash#so he just decides to have fun being an idol instead!!!!#this guy NEVER GETS THERE. he's always a SERIOUS RUDE STICK IN THE MUD who is NEVER FUN TO BE AROUND BECAUSE HE'S LIKE#I'm Here For Work. I'm Here To Be The Best Idol. I Don't Want To Make Friends#LIKE GET REEEEEEEEEEEEEEAL DUDE YOUR COWORKERS ARE 10 YEAR OLDS IN ANIMAL COSTUMES AND 30 YEAR OLD MEN IN PINK TIGHTS.#anyways everyone likes him i guess he's supposed to be the ācold guy eventually opens his heartā kind of guy but he has always just come of#as very annoying to me. and also DUMB AS FUCK i cannot stress enough how STUPID OF A CAREER CHOICE THIS WAS#so i cant take him seriously when they try to play him up as this cool all-knowing guy when he's the STUPIDEST PERSON AT THIS COMPANY#INCLUDING THE 9 YEAR OLDS
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Bang Chan .:. ķ¹ (S-Class) Inkigayo [230611]Ā Ā
#chan#bang chan#stray kids#skz#cb97net#createskz#*gifs#*m#flashing tw#; __ ; i really fucking hate this set#i only like the first gif#he didnt have any good shots :((((#im kinda sad lol#my colouring is actually ok today too :// idk#this makes me sad LOL#whatever :sob:
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Happy one year Anne-iversary to the end of Amphibia!
A fantastic finale to an unforgettable show. I'll always remember watching "The Hardest Thing" at 2 am with my siblings and crying my eyes out :'))
#Amphibia#amphibia fanart#marcy wu#sasha waybright#anne boonchuy#my art#... I actually watched it in January while waiting for the next Owl House episode to come out so it still feels fresh lol#kinda cheesy but I was reading some interviews with Matt on the finale and how it references other media and it struck me#Shows like these don't just die when they end... they live on through their impact and influence on everything that follows it#Imagine what the next generation of writers and animators will make!! I'm sad it's over but also so hyped for what comes next#I'm so happy to be alive at the same time these kinds of stories are being told through animation#Whew okay rant over
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šSTRANGE LOVE!š
āthe lighteningās not frightening when u r w me, oh cuz love is not always what u think itāll be!ā
CROMA!!!! Croma art!!!! Cuz I forever and ever adore these two togetherā¦.. theyāre so goodā¦! š„ŗ
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tb to 22yro yakultii wif long hair b4 hackin it off wif craft scissors for the 10 millionth time
#A SHORT LIVED HEALTHY ERA i miss me#i will kms bc i thought i was huge here bc it was post recovery but actually bitch stfu#like the fact these clothes were oversized in me then and now r normal clothes actually I donāt think the trackiepaijts would fit LOL#but also i wont miss me too much bc I was still so sad here LOL#donāt think ive had a single era since birth when the sadness wasnāt pervasive#also never had a single era where a hair brush exist can u tell lol donāt answer that#i also remember thinking i had like no hair hc it had thinned a lot compared to younger yrs but also stfu thereās plenty#also i never did anything wif these photos cos i thought i looked too ug back then bc i just got out of bed but like also stfu#this is a sign to just think ur beautiful now cos another version of u might wish they were u later#at least#like it wasnāt even my nicest era i felt kinda roughand i still want it back#BUT I DONTTTTTTT#ilove talking to myself in the tags yt#I lovey goodnight#yakultii
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babes my experience is not universal and blah blah blah but when i bring up how much pain iām in by using positivity and humour, that is not the time to respond with sympathy and sads. like if iām joking about it iām either not ready to be upset about it or iāve already done being upset about it, you being upset about it for me is just pushing me into that space unnecessarily and kinda makes me feel like iām not allowed to like? talk? about my day? unless iām catering to your emotions in the first place.
also, like, just match my energy, the conversation is gonna be way funnier if weāre both joking about it cuz letās be real bodies are already engineered terribly and thereās something hilarious about mine not even meeting that subpar standard
#this isnāt shade on anyone btw if youāve had a convo w me recently like this itās one of many iāve had lol#in person and online#and yeah honestly the bit where i feel like iām doing something wrong by not being super sad all the time is kinda weighing on me a lil#and also yeah other people are gonna appreciate sympathy and thatās okay but not me pls#iām p good at actually asking for sympathy when i need it i think so just. yeah. match the vibes.#disability#fibromyalgia#chronic pain#fibromyalgia problems
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