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Yeah, another week off
#At this point I might as well just have a week-on week-off schedule pft#Not to say I don't have some things to post but I am actually trying to pace myself and space things so it's not all piled up#Frontheavy with things that take a while and then Nothing to follow it up - want to avoid that#Something something drawing medium editing speed - digital takes a while no matter what and the temptation to just Not Edit /again/#Pft#That said I Have become utterly possessed by ZEXDAX so I might at least scream into the void about them#Doesn't sound different from normal I know lol but considering it's been ???? since I finished three full pages in as many days#Things and thoughts#But they're spoilers! Agh#I love drawing spoilers is the main problem lol#Need to just............vagueify them more.......sublimate the Exacts into the implication and gesture.......#Oh have I also mentioned I'm moving lol so that's another point against my usual schedule
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Cute VUX, always and forever (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#ZEX#DAX#YIK#Inspired by smooth-chibi ZEX from the last post lol - too fun not to make some more!#VUX are just too cute this is a known fact gotta draw random they every once in a while#And so - ZEX T-Rex Arms'ing lol#Big cute eye and question and floppy arm expression hehe <3#ZEX limp-wristing except he doesn't have a wrist pft the silliness#It really is such fun to simplify VUX shapes down :D Big pudgy-sharp head tendrils and bright red pits and BIIIIGG eye <3 <3#And blushy ''cheeks'' it's just always the most fun <3#He's adorable#Also had a bit of fun using different shapes for the different VUX! ZEX round and cute and DAX a bit more sharp and serious hehe#It'd be so fun to see them as high-stylized cartoon type ahh so personality-designed cute cute#I do love that VUX look very similar! And that ZEX and DAX are basically the same size hehe#Similar height and width but I imagine DAX is more muscle-dense#I've been harboring a little headcanon that ZEX is like a whole inch shorter than DAX but because he's older his head tendrils are longer#And so he can ''make up the difference'' by expressing bigger with his tendrils and making himself look bigger hehe <3#DAX has subdued expressions anyway! Polite as best he can but restrained - it'd be easy to express bigger than him for the most part#And then a YIK to round us out because yaayyyy YIK <3 <3 <3#I need to reread stuff with her to appreciate her more she's lovely#Gotta draw KEZ more too I love VUX ladies ah <3#The cutes
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Transitive grief (Patreon)
Bonus:
The human is practically throwing himself at DAX! Where was this when ZEX was still around!
Voyeur
#Doodles#SCII#DAX#The Captain#ZEX#For being so sad this idea ended up quite silly actually lol#But I want to focus on the sad first!! Angst then crack!!!! Lol#I have poked around the idea of DAX surviving ZEX post-Beauty but I didn't really consider how the Captain would react#Mostly because I think DAX would be Incredibly angry and blame him extremely strongly and if he was healed enough he'd take it out on him#But - what if? Love what ifs#What if in his own grief the Captain was able to move DAX's heart - ZEX was important to both of them! Would that be enough?#(I mean I don't think so but that's the fun of the what if hehe) (Just don't get close while DAX is behind the sights Captain!)#Poor Captain :( Poor DAX - no one on either of their own sides would really Get It the way they both would but they're in such mismatch!#The Captain young and openly grieving the loss of a friend and playmate and the role he played in it#DAX quiet and private and stoic but so deeply lost without his Admiral and wanting to shut himself off further#Also blaming himself for not being able to better protect him and just barely able to keep himself from getting his revenge#Can just imagine wrapping his arm around the Captain's neck and him not fighting back - just staring sadly in complacent guilt#Disgust - self-aimed or outward - being the only thing to loosen DAX's arm and tell him not to come back but he always does#They've always had animosity at the front of their dynamic <3 Would their shared grief be enough to bridge A gap? Hmmm#Seeking comfort and rejecting closeness - incompatible! But the Captain is nothing if not tenacious and determined even at his lowest moment#He just has to get through to DAX! No one else understands! No one else will be there for him either! Has to do both! Captain no haha#Alright now onto ZEX silliness lol ♥#If a VUX afterlife exists and he'd just get to hang out spectrally and watch what his two favoured companions got up to what would he think#''It should've been me!!'' probably lol ZEX it already was you! In this continuity anyway if the Captain thinks of ZEX so fondly <3#But all the things he could see without detection being a ghost! Surely they wouldn't mind they wouldn't even know it's fine definitely#His unfinished business is in seeing all the things he was barred from in life lol he'll stick around foreverrrr in that case haha#It was a lot of fun to draw him smoothly in that chibi style as well haha - I've gotten unused to tapered head feelers! Cute! ♥
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What is it that draws me to you (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#DAX#ZEX#In case you missed my DAXfic post lol - accompanying art! Have some images!#There is actually a set of speculation around VUX medals but I forgot to go look at it and now I forget where it is ahhhh#I'll find it again! I'm gonna look the heck out of it!!#The important shorthand being communicated here is that DAX only had one medal while ZEX has a few - little militia hehe#Which medals of theirs match and which are exclusive to ZEX's brilliance..... To DAX's specialties..............#Writing the fic is a bit of a blur now since I wrote it all in one night and was Very tired by the end of it lol#It's so ZEX-centric for being DAX's POV hehe <3 He loves ZEX! Can't take his eye off him ♪#But there was a lot of ZEX-study in there as well - specifically around his impulsivity and how that affects his work vs. social lives#Genius-level creative at problem-solving but socially inept <3 We love a problem/solution nail/hammer dichotomy hehe <3#Not every problem can be solved in the same way! How frustrating hehe#It did feel very indulgent to write a ''How did we get here'' to DAX calling ZEX ''sir'' rather than his name ahh#Not that I mind!!! It was fun <3 It's sweet <3 It really might as well be a pet name by this point hehe#The kind of intimacy that grows into itself - and yet context also matters so much!#Calling him Admiral (or whatever rank he's at - like when ZEX comes to congratulate him ah <3) /can/ be a distancing move#But also a show of respect and admiration - and ''sir'' can be the same! Signal of fealty over personal closeness hhahhahahhhhhghrhrhg#<Insane about them noises#Glad to have written it ♪ Even if it wasn't my intended fic for the month I'm glad it's here <3
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Charm doll, someday.... (Patreon)
#Doodles#Just Desserts#Villainsona#In the style of two PiyoPicco dolls - the one I have printed for my current tests and then also the curvy/long-legged one very cute :)#The long-legged style would work so well to showcase Charm's shoes! One of my favourites of her details#But if she's based on me then she'd have proportionately short legs....#Well whatever either way she'll be cute ♥ She always is#There's no example for it in Piyo's dolls but the idea of having blushy cheek patches is so adorable#The main issue I keep running up against whenever I think about adding shapes it keeping the silhouette smooth!#Will the rosy cheeks bulge? I mean not if it's sewn taut but how can that be ensured hmm#Same with her eyebrows too would be so cute as little patches but hmm#I think I'm still too much of a novice with fabric to be able to imagine it properly haha#As much as I admire embroidery/applique patches it does create a bump in its own right and I think the texture just wouldn't quite fit#The swirls in her hair would be best embroidered too to be distinct but ah!#Just have to improve my machine stitches! And by that I mean practice ever lol#It is nice to think about what all materials I'd like for her - not just the fabric and thread but like Charm bear for example!#A heart and a smell thing - she is meant to smell sweet being a candy resident haha#I actually wonder how all her different candy smells would work together :0 If they were all in one lol#Chocolate on the bon bons and cotton candy in her hair and sugar cookie on her knees#They're not exactly conflicting smells lol but it would be A Lot#Maybe I can find some candles with those smells and smell them together lol#Olfactory moodboard haha ♪
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Isometric lads, and also Papyrus lol (Patreon)
#Doodles#UT#Handplates#Gaster#Papyrus#SCII#ZEX#Helix#Max Vyer#Dexter Favin#Papyrus gets to be non-isometric because he's a special boy and I love him#Based very strongly off the Handplates isometric poses! Just a bit more intentional#It was very strange to draw these because I drew them from the ground up - legs then torsos then heads! Very opposite of my usual#Their posing feels very obviously that haha they look stacked upon themselves I think#Cute tho! :D Happy with!#Gaster looks so clean :D Handsome relaxed pose aw#ZEX just looks happy to be there hehe <3 So cute#And the Helix lads ah ♥ They look silly and also cute what more can I ask for haha#For just the lower-left posing it's not so bad but none of them would have a perfect mirror would they :0#Gaster's ID badge and eye - switching which hand he holds stuff in wouldn't be so bad at least#ZEX's badges are really the only thing on him huh - would his medals being incorrectly mirrored be forgivable? Maybe he put them on backward#Lol#Max and Dex's would pretty much just be button styles but they would both look cute in feminine button styling too!#Not that Papyrus' is isometric here but he'd also have the little badge(?) on his chestpiece that would have to be switched!#Asymmetry is just too pretty that's all there is to it#Sans would be perfectly mirrored! ......If both his eyes were on or off lol not if he was glowing but that'd be such a specific expression#Post-MU ZEX would be a whole other thing lol - though his scar could go either side >:3c Precedent haha#Always his right eye tho just the rules haha
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Helixkinz (Patreon)
Bonus attempted style-match:
#My art#Webkinz#Helix#Dexter Favin#Max Vyer#Hghhhghh they're so cute and I love them so muchhhhh#I actually finished their vector versions first but wasn't fully happy with them#They're very cute! To be certain! But hrm the pet-sitting pose is a little awkward on longer-legged guys haha#Technically there are humanoid pets - the Goblins and Elves - but I haaate the way they sit lol#The Elves are so ugly too ugh lol not cute - the Goblins are kinda cute but none are without sin#I guess there's also the monkeys and primates but they're not quite the right pose either - getting close but Not Quite!#The humanoids crib from the Bird sit style - feet out front and wings or arms to the side#Truly behold a man lol#I dunno I just don't think it's as cute as the quadrupedal pose - but that also doesn't suit humans! Like they're leaning too far forward#Which is silly because humans /can/ sit with their hands on the floor between their laps and it's a cute pose! Thus digital sketches#Being able to see most of the bottoms of their feet/shoes helps with the illusion of longer legs I think - chibi middleground lol#Also Max's barefootedness to contrast Dex's all-business fancy shoes haha - the differences in what's asked of them!#They'd be so fun to dress up <3 I already do that a little but ahh little guys fashion ♥#Also finally doodled up their PSIs and Max's PSF in earnest! I couldn't decide on a food for Dex hmm...#Cupcakes? Apology cupcakes hehe... Not sure! I can't think of a food that stands out for him immediately#Considering I switched over the stirfry from him to Max haha - it's Max's Silver Spoon Stirfry! The stirfry for Max!#He also got his Fluffy Puffy Pillow Bed hehe - tempting to draw him snoozing on it aww#And Dex's Chauffer's Car! I still can't believe there's No two-seater car in Webkinz it'd be soooo cute#Both of the PSI colour palettes are just meant to complement Max and Dex's colour palettes - warm and cool while being eye-catching#Though Max's are moreso than Dex haha he's more subtle! More adaptable to other themes but hopefully still unique hehe#Max is always very singular ♪ I could see him fitting the Sunny theme tho too :D And Dex the Starry theme aww#Sharing a room of course - those themes match and so do they <3
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#Vent#That late March-early April time period is just the worst for spiders huh#It must be#Jumping Spiders don't live that long but he definitely had longer#It's frustrating and sad#I'll keep the queue going but after that mmh
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Warm and cozy (Patreon)
#Doodles#Just Desserts#Cute little things for funsies <3#Aria is a marshmallow! Her hair is marshmallow!! Do not let her get close to a campfire she Will enjoy it too much and get all crispy#Wafer is also having a good time but that's more being pet comfy hehe#Behind the ear scritches very important#Aria could also experience that huh :0 Twice! Lol#Or four times however you want to count it - double normal anyway lol#I like that her seat is melting too hehe - or is it just styled like that! >:3c#Puns aside I have actually been thinking on and off about alcohol in the Just Desserts universe - there's definitely the ingredients needed#Especially of fruit wines but there are some potato sweets! Not to mention alcohol-infused desserts - there's reason for there to be!#I keep wondering if a higher percentage alcohol would melt certain sweets... 'Cause pure water absolutely does but would alcohol!#Or would it preserve them - like pickling??? Lol - or infuse them#And then there's the matter of it getting into their bloodstreams vs. Starting there - would alcoholic sweets act tipsy normally??#That'd be kind of miserable I think to always be locked in that state so maybe they're the type with a higher tolerance haha#I'm not sure how popular alcohol would be as a recreational substance anyway - maybe it'd be seen as weird or taste bad#Too strong or like drinking blood or something haha - not that No One would do it but you'd get side-eyed a little#Especially so since candibalism isn't a thing! ''Why are you drinking that isn't that from people or something'' lol#Speaking of bodily fluids (terrible segue lol) I feel like some residents would have less sweet saliva than others lol#Or sweets-breakdown bacteria in their mouths! Like how humans have predigestive fluids in ours mouths :)#That also feels very candibalism lol I don't mean it to! They're not designed to eat each other!!#I had to put the idea on Mint Chocolate and Blue Raspberry tho <3 Reh and Bri <3#They're old Irken OCs-turned-JD-Residents so if anyone was going to get chemical burns from ''water'' it'd have to be them hehe#They're also just - no pun intended - so sweet <3 I've long set down their story but I still love them ♥#It's a bit of a shame since while they're still them to their cores a lot of their motivations had to change to fit the setting :0#One of their big original story drives was to be parents! And canonically there are no children in JD haha#Bri especially had a very fem-coded story - cliche now even with him being AMAB but I still hold it and him fondly haha#What other reason to bring them forward with me <3 And to finally give him his tattoos ♥ Have them snuggle through time hehe <3#Important! :D Important to me <3
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Your Weekly TV Guide
On Monday you can expect:
2:30 PM: Just Desserts
And Tuesday:
2:30 PM: Helix/Webkinz
Wednesday:
2:30 PM: Mixed doodles
Thursday:
2:30 PM: Villainsona
Friday:
2:30 PM: Star Control II
Saturday:
2:30 PM: SCII
Sunday:
2:30 PM: SCII
Thanks for tuning in! (Patreon)
#Weekly TV Guide#A successful week off of editing and making :)#Not of writing lol but the other things! :D#Everything's edited this week how nice ♪ Not actually done-done like still working on tags but it's a heck of a step further than the last#And there will be a digital something!! :D#I'm still working a bit on that balance of how long things take digitally - they're much prettier and easier to edit but they take so lonngg#Price of one compromise of another#But I've actually been practicing it! Been actively comparing and contrasting to see how each feels!#I also decided to play with a new brush to see if I could achieve a specific effect hehe - still testing but even just that's been fun :3c#But still most of this week is lined paper doodles ♪ My preferred get-out-of-my-head method haha#Drawing a bit more and playing a bit more has been nice#Always always seeking that balance but it's a lot nicer being able to Do than just veg out endlessly :(#I wonder if part of it is due to my haircut lol - I have short hair again and it's soooo much nicer agh ♥#Self-inflicted so it's not the cleanest or prettiest but it's out of my eyes and away from my face which is So nice#Hoping to keep a bit of this momentum :) Doing things that feel nice and enriching and practice and rest and fun#Trying!
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No TV Guide this week, soz
#As much as I'd like to have everything posted all at once it's been a struggle just to get last week's edited up#I did it! But like - Barely#So hopefully a little more time to edit and also hopefully - please @ myself - more digital art#Hopefully that'll all add up to another week later#I keep finding myself wanting to do All the things lol I've been on another Sims 2 streak and that's been such fun ah#I made Rings' house! As best I can in TS2 anyway - the genie clothes mesh looks incredibly goofy on them lol#Plus I'd still like to write a little more! I know I posted that DAX fic but that wasn't even the one I had in mind#It Sounds fun! I want to do it!!!#EFD has been unrelenting lately :) What fun :)#I have so much prepwork put into writing more I wannnttt toooo please brain pretty please#Hopefully another week off will result in Something!#Wish me luck ty
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The little peek into “real” life that Visiting Hours offers, my beloved (Patreon)
#Doodles#RE8#Heisenberg#Ethan Winters#Mia Winters#Rose Winters#Damned#More more more! More more more!!!#And properly tagging the rest since it's lookin' like they're here to stay lol oops#I always have way too much fun making the Idealized Real Life versions and then everything happens from there#At least with Ethan and Mia they were already a cute couple before everything went bad for them - that baseline happiness#That but just keep it going and also add a Karl Heisenberg - I mean Steven Krause lol - to the mix!#If presented with even the barest hint of an excuse to polyship I'm going to it's basically a guarantee at this point lol#Yes yes Wintersberg is great but what if that didn't Just apply to Ethan - package deal romance! They're all very cute more cutes very good#And then the way the body reflects (or doesn't! Also good :3) the real/actual person in there - what led up to that point!#If in a healthier/happier/better place now then what could've done that!#Visiting hours is really my favourite because it's all these ''real'' people trying to convince their person back to their ''real'' life#Which must mean there's something worth returning to! It's worse at the Institute (besides the obvious lol)#There's a really interesting line to walk of - Okay sure it's good now but what about [this thing] like Heisenberg's scars!#It creates for rich backstories on both sides - inspired by or completely different ah it's so fun <3#I did forget Heisenberg's scars a few times here lol I'm still getting used to drawing him#That's totally why I drew him shirtless - for practice. Definitely. Lol#There's probably also some Hank in his design now that I think of it hmm - he seems to have a little pudge but it's hard to tell!#Definitely strong :) Muscles and tummy! I love how disheveled he looks too ♪ Want to dress his real-life counterpart in Hawaiian shirts only#Cute little bun to differentiate between the two <3#Oh and my continued interest in how the Institute would treat patients with medical as well as mental conditions!#I like the discomforting mismatch of experiencing one thing and then being subject to another without growing into it or really Getting it#Because why would the staff need to explain to a diabetic patient that they have to take their medication! Just do it it's not nefarious#The potential distrust and consequences ah they're so untrustworthy! Keeps things uncertain and unbalanced :)
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Reverberations, configurations (Patreon)
#Doodles#UT#Handplates#Sans#Papyrus#Gaster#I went and reviewed my Handplates notes the other day and there's still a few I'd like to doodle down but this one in particular stood out#It stood out at the time! I still think about it as it comes up randomly it's very interesting#As I've claimed before literally Any kind of Helix imagery has my mental ears Very perked#Lol what was that one tag I left on a VLH post#''Y'ever just read something and Know that you're gonna think about it for approximately the next five years''#Posted May of '21 huh :) Gettin' cloooose hehe#Anyway yeah I was right I still haven't stopped thinking about it and it's everywhere in my thoughts at any given moment hehe#So - re/reading Handplates in earnest had me Especially interested in Whatever Was Going On with the skelebros Soul reverb#Only a little glimpse at it! So curious so enticing so puzzling hehe#Those little threads coming off them and the way they overlap - and that they've already started getting glimpses of the future by then#Hm hmmm#They were deterred from using blue magic so soon after that - understandable from Gaster's paranoia but hmngh!!!!#If they ever tried to blue magic on him at the same time I really wonder what would've happened#It would have to be different from other skeletons right? Like it'd still probably feel weird but with their origins from Gaster hmm#Like an mirror faced at a mirror faced at a mirror reflecting back on themselves over and over and over again#And doubly so if Gaster was Voided - what kind of threads might come off him there I wonder#Any? Many? Curious!#Then there's also chaining from one blue magic to the next - if it would power-up the next hold or do nothing#For all their weirdness I find it hard to think it wouldn't do Anything haha - they're all chunks of each other!#Magnet weirdness if nothing else perhaps haha
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Skelekinz (Patreon)
#Doodles#UT#Handplates#Webkinz#Gaster#Sans#Papyrus#Smol's a genius and I'm giving her at least a solid 50% of the inspiration credit on this one#Like I've already been in the mood of Webkinzifying others - there's more Helix stuff in the works I just aghldsjafskdlf#But then she tossed the idea of Gaster's blue hands being Buddies and agh gah what brilliance how quick on the draw#Lol#Really tho! Gaster's PSI being a Buddy - or like a Pet of the Month special or something - so cool! So clever!#And so the rest of it haha#Once again drawing his hands signing ''s'' and ''p'' :3c Who remembers my old vector of him still haha#And then also Void!Gaster! :D Looking much sadder haha his Happiness just never quite fills all the way nooo#Does momentarily when you give him a labcoat but then he just asks for something else to wear weh :'D#And obviously if he was Skele-kinz'd (hehe) then the boys had to be as well! ♥ Always deserve the cutes and sweets#Sans' is easy enough - there's no actual white turtleneck under blue jacket item but there Should be! It's so cute!#There is the Hotdog Buddy hehe - if you'll recalled Mini Mint who is currently cosplaying Sans has one :)#But there's no Spaghetti Buddy! Agh! So unfortunate#There is a Marshmallow Buddy tho :3 Which is pretty fun hehe#All this Sans rep gotta find a good Papyrus clothes and pet!#Had a good bit of fun imagining how they'd move around in rooms and such - there are bipedal pets! I think they walk funny haha#Sans would definitely always have his hands in his pockets outside of like emoting animations haha - little wave with his left hand <3#You could probably replace Gaster's clipboard prop with other things - the Halloween candy bucket comes to mind lol#And then some requests :D Papyrus would want spaghetti but of course his spaghetti is the very best (it's not)#But he'd still appreciate the comparison!#Gaster's requests would definitely be outlandish and impossible haha - or else to go to work and then to go to work again lol#You have to wait eight hours you workaholic skeleton you're not allowed! We Just Did! Haha
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Avenge mehim (Patreon)
#SCII#Helix#ZEX#Dexter Favin#Max Vyer#....Maybe#This was initially meant to be a rough outline to go along with a song - see if you can guess which one!#I removed all the lyrics except for the cascade of ''No''s I'm sure only about a lot of songs have that lol#But then I started thinking about - and couldn't stop thinking about - a ZEX that has experienced being Max as well as its inverse#Like Max starts out knowing a lot about ZEX but still considers his own life as separate - barring certain conditions like being sick or sad#But even then he's never Actually been ZEX by that point he's still just an altered Max Vyer#And again when ZEX does turn up he doesn't remember Max - until he does#Going to bed as Max and then waking up as ZEX and /remembering/ that.... That fascinates me#He wasn't Max before that point (there is an argument to be made that Some of him was and that's part of why he relies on others but shhh)#He didn't know about what Max majored in for college or missing Dexter specifically and not DAX or earthen substances to make drugs#Those are Max-specific memories - because we know Max exists and everything he claims lines up with what we know of him#Something something canon under the assumption of whether Max was a constructed brainwashing personality at the time - he's real now lol#And they're Actually sharing some memories! It's not All One or the Other now! It's both! Love that kind of thing#Love when identity of the self gets muddied to the point of uncertainty - is this Max? Is this ZEX? Is this some third thing?#A ZEX who understands human rules and expectations - who is a little more graceful and capable within a human body#A Max who has been thoroughly wronged over and over and now has a backlog of successes and failures to point him towards his next goal#A bit of both of them - a total package abused into inadequacy or the worst of both so angry and bitter at their mistreatment#Dex certainly has his hands full haha - never seen Max this determinately angry before#Never had to talk him down from action! Impulsivity yes but no he's on a warpath here and he'll definitely hurt himself#That's another thing I really love about Max!ZEX - even when he's wholly justified to be lashing out it always looks like a tantrum#Max is pathetic! I love that about him and it's in such a mismatch to ZEX's dignity and strength <3#I had a lot of fun with these expressions hehe - a blindingly angry Max is unusual! Fun to push his face into the shape of it :)#And Dex just desperate to talk him around - almost a role reversal but not Quite hehe ♪
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No more please! All done now! Please thank you! (Patreon)
#Doodles#Villainsona#Just Desserts#This is like Just on the edge of vent so I'm choosing not to count it lol#Vent Lite™ Which of course Charm always gets haha poor Charm#Thought spirals on the floor - why is it always the floor! The floor would be so nice if not for the thought spirals#Just gotta improve at moving from one thought to the next without the next thought being worse than the first#Very skilled in thought-hopping! Better more pleasant thought? Uhhhhh#A face we rarely get to see here - it's Pudding Layer Cake! Nice#Or I would say nice but Charm has opted to hold a grudge on her own? That wasn't what was initially intended but sure I'll go with it#They are cute tho#No more of that candle being made and with how it's going we'll be lucky to see any more :P#She's being dramatic but the hurt is real - how to thread that needle!#The artistic impulse to scrap everything you've ever worked on and never return#It never lasts and thankfully she wouldn't actually do it but it does get loud sometimes#I personally have harmed enough paper to have learned my lesson well enough for now - never know when it'll happen again pfsh#But it hasn't for a while! I'm thankful#I really do want to get more into the lesser-seen cast! :0 The offscreen is a face that hasn't been around since their first appearance#Which happened to be in the Big Set the one with like a dozen new characters lol#Making that digital headshot set got a lot of new thoughts in movement and it makes me want to draw them!#But for now just a spooked Charm#What could be so scary aside from everything haha#She's had enough! Too bad everything is always happening forever
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Baby’s first fandom (Patreon)
#Doodles#Helix#Max Vyer#Just Desserts#Villainsona#I'm doing the thing - I'm doing the self-indulgent thing! Agh!!!#If it's hard to do then the only thing for it is more practice so I'm practicing and it's hard!!! Weh#But there is an element of fun I wouldn't do it if it was bad all the way around lol#Pulled from a few different sources some personal and some I've read from#Has everyone seen that one post about OP's little niece or something first watching Ponyo and having too many feels about it? Yeah ♥#Adorable! Kids' emotional understanding of media is fascinating and very dear <3#My brother had a very similar experience actually! When we first watched Steven Universe he cried to Ruby and Sapphire dancing together#He was so so moved by how in love they were <3 It was very sweet haha#And of course I've had plenty of moments being moved by media from a kid to now hehe ♪ Crying is my favourite this is known#And for me in particular I grew up loving the villains - enamoured with Disney villains - first little inklings of crushes on lady villains#Karina DnD Cartoon I will always love you#Falling in love with Org XIII to the point of never playing Any other KH game outside of Days and the intro of 2 where I could play as Roxas#ZEX nad DAX <3 They're even double-villains in a way! ZEX was already on the other side of the War and then Also double-crosses you! ♥#So Just Desserts is an extension of that hehe ♪ A villain to love! A villain to relate to! A villainous main character - for kids! Lol#And so - baby Max enjoying Just Desserts as if it were a full show :) It is in my heart and head it's fine there's definitely everything lol#The impulse to be friends with your fictional faves haha ♫ Fanfic truly the essence of ''Go play'' with someone imaginary#I love Max! Terribly so <3 I don't know that Charm would be a Good role model lol definitely not in S1 but they share some shortcomings#Prone to hyperbole and hurt feelings - wanting to be liked and finding it difficult to form relationships through self-destruction#It'd be an interesting fictional framework to learn through I think :) Play pretend to grow into a better person and all that haha#And drawing Max being cute that's also a bonus <3
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