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apologyacceptedcaptainneeda · 2 months

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Fucking fuck. The damn delusions are hitting fucking hard.

#is it my fault he dropped out?#did i not do enough?#am i causing the country to fall into this horrible spiral?#im a bad person #i should just stop

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backpackingspace · 23 days

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Do we think odysseus started pranking Athena and her temples at some point? Because I do. He argued that it was good for sneaking and evading training. And you know what Athena couldn't argue that. Her chasing odysseus across the island was good training.

#Odysseus #Athena #Epic the musical #Yes this does go along with my other post about how Athena is with odysseus vs. Telemachus #After the fourth time Athena yanked odysseus from his bed at 3 am to drop him into the depths of shark infested ocean #Odysseus didn't even bother going home or drying off once he swam back to shore #He grabbed multiple buckets and filled them with seaweed and sand and crabs and dumped them in the closest temple #The priests are actively sobbing begging throwing up sacrificing because athenas going to kill them #The locals are preparing for dooms day they're going to be cursed so so badly and it's their kings fault #This just in local 15 year old king was seen dumping sea stuff all over athenas temples muttering see how she likes it #The first time Athena was too stunned to do anything she honestly didn't think anybody has had this much audacity before #To desecrated her temples in just a way how would dare who would even think to do that #Odysseus her chosen human apparently #It is admittedly a little funny how freaked out everybody was...not that she would EVER tell odysseus that #It is also coincidentally FOR NO RELATED REASON SHE SWEARS that she slammes odysseus into the palace wall at full strength for the first ti #After all odysseus it's just training what's there to complain about #I might actually have to write out athenas and odysseus's wacky “training” adventures #Odysseus being a rat bastard

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mantequillamcwhoremick · 2 months

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[HEAVY SP POST COVID SPOILERS]

Random angsty ass thought but do you ever wonder if after Sharon shot herself because Shelly burned to death in the barn, Stan internalized he wasn’t reason enough for his mom to stay alive (hits self with a shovel)

#still thinking about post covid #they fucking hit me with a brick when they dropped the marsh family tragedy bruh #won’t ever run out of sad thoughts about it #and the fact that randy kept putting shelley’s death as entirely stan’s fault probably didn’t help either #do you think he believes his mom blamed him for Shelley’s death too #stan my boy #spoilers #stan marsh #south park post covid spoilers #south park #sp stan #south park post covid #south park the return of covid #sp post covid #sp #?#lucio yaps #hcs

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swimminginwatercolors · 4 months

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Okay.

Why tf does the Knights of Favonius in Genshin Let lil ol Albedo hang out in Dragonspine?

Like, He's found corrupted blood and stuff, and they need SOMEONE to research that stuff, but like-

THATS HIS BROTHER!?

WHO WAS CORRUPTED!?!?

WHY LET ALBEDO HANG AROUND THE STUFF THAT MESSED UP HIS BIG BRO!?!?!?!?!?

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snowyfrostshadows · 1 year

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I know @istadris proooobably meant Mr. L masks his true character under a mean, tough guy act to protect himself from further pain in their Missing Half AU buuuut.

I can't quite separate Mr. L from his iconic mask.

#dumb doodles #i think. having an actual mask covering half his face would help luigi keep up his Mr. L persona #and help him....seperate who he used to be vs who he is now #and i dunno; make it easier to look at himself in a mirror?#like. i imagine that'd be hard; to grow up looking at your reflection and know that the /physical/ reflection; your /twin/#is gone /because of you/ (even if it's not; whatever happened; i'm pretty sure it was way way out of the hands of two kids)#(and the only people at fault are the group that attacked a couple kids snd killed one of them)#i mean; the fact he's so bitter and angry and constantly calls himself a coward in the first part #makes me think L doesn't really. like himself. or at the very least 'Luigi' because 'he abandoned his brother'#despite being like. a literal child at the time of The Incident #so it's easier to be 'Mr. L' over 'Luigi' up until he lands in the Mushroom Kingdom and meets an alternate version of his brother #i like to think Dr. Mario helps him drop some of his walls; relax; and reclaim some of his past self #pretty sure L does the same for Doc but i think i need to rotate them around in my mind a bit more to get a better idea of Doc

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itsahotminuteinbetween · 2 months

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BAND AU BAND AU BAND AU BAND AU BAND AU OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!

would LOVE to hear more about it!!! how does it differ from canon tsams?

RGHHH I TYPED OUT AN ANSWER TO THIS BUT I WAS AT AN EVENT AND TUMBLR DELETED MY RESPONSE-

okay so. everyone works at the pizzaplex, but only Sun, Moon, and Lunar are related. Earth recently arrives to the plex and is given charge of a performance to boost revenue for the theatre; the daycare department isn't making enough profit to justify the money poured in, and management is threatening to shut it down in a few months if it doesn't improve.

The creator just so happens to have a studio rented out (how convenient...), and Earth calls up all the other animatronics in their department to join in and help with setting up an orchestral performance (fun fact: all of them have theatre capabilities programmed into their base code, so they all have the ability to perform and play instruments!), which they do, albeit reluctantly. Finding recruits is fairly difficult considering there are no human staff and only 5 animatronics, but they make do and ask folks from other divisions to pitch in as well.

(Solar and Eclipse do exist in this au, but their backgrounds are a bit...different from the cannon security breach shows.)

#asks #celestial symphony au #tsams au #rambles #guys please ask questions about my aus if you find them interesting #this one's really new and asks help me flesh out the details when planning these sort of things #anyhow #thanks again!#earth and the brothers are friends but not siblings #solar works concessions at the theatre so they don't see him much #his story is different from the main one simply because i don't feel like divulging in interdimensional theories and whatnot #so he has a similar story to solar in my witch au #ahaha ahem #eclipse's story is also very very different #so feel free to ask about them folks #didn't talk about all that here because i didn't think it made sense to bunch it all here #then again the question is about divergences from cannon so it probably would've made sense to put that...#but uh basically #there isn't going to be a star #or any interdimensional stuff #lunar (probably) won't blow up #(if he does it's not eclipse's fault)#bloodmoon exists in this au as do jack solar flare and ruin #there aren't any ships because that complicates things and i prefer to focus on plot rather than relationships #(and cuz i don't know how to talk about those so uhh)#the only relationship here is monty and earth #and mmmaybee kidscove possiblyyy..?#i dunno we'll see where this goes #i never actually finished those refs #thanks for dropping by!

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iniziare · 8 days

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Tag drop: Jing Yuan (incomplete, but the rest will be added behind the scenes) (... and a little return of Yelan's aesthetic, for I've missed her desperately)

#tag drop #jing yuan. [ history will make its own judgment. if i succeed; it will state that i am supremely confident in my masterful strategy. ]#jing yuan: ic. [ but if I fail; then all will state that i am neglecting my duties in wanton pleasure. preferring finches over my people. ]#jing yuan: inquiries. [ if you want to distract me with questions; i urge you to stop. / ah. how could you suspect such malice? ]#jing yuan: countenance. [ he is also a master of the arts of concealment. when he decides to “show” something: it's time to be careful. ]#jing yuan: introspection. [ the xianzhou has very few legends. for what room is there to create legends among those who do not die? ]#jing yuan: meta. [ have you memorized all that? / yes general. / very good. but only when you've forgotten it: will you be ready. ]#jing yuan: little notes. [ it is a warrior's game. singular encounters with endless possibilities. ]#jing yuan: wishes. [ the pieces are like us; each with its sentience. there is no going back on the board; how can one return to the past?#jing yuan: etc. [ only the truly wise can stand proud in front of the undefeated enemy called time. ]#jing yuan: the luofu. [ they name the xianzhou luofu as just xianzhou; but one is not the other. the luofu is the luofu. it is no more. ]#jing yuan: cloud knights. [ the cloud knights entrusted their lives to me. i shall not fail them. ]#jing yuan: wave-treading snow lion. [ how could i turn down looking after a long-extinct little animal to help continue its lineage? ]#jing yuan: high-cloud quintet. [ the past cannot be pursued; but the future can still be hoped for. ]#jing yuan: yanqing. [ it is my fault. i should have given him an opportunity already. “a sharp sword can't stay sheathed forever." ]#jing yuan: jingliu. [ in an endless night… there is nothing closer than the bright moon: always hanging in the sky. ]#jing yuan: blade. [ it is never wise to put down the hammer and take up the sword. ]#jing yuan: dan heng. [ bygones are bygones. but sometimes i wish things had turned out differently. ]#jing yuan: v. youth. [ ah. that carefree new cloud knight recruit. i was like that once upon a time. but it was a long while ago… ]

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roseofcards90 · 9 months

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God I HATE FEELING GUILT FOR EVERYTHING THAT I DO WHY CANT I JUST BE APATHETIC AND NOT GIVE A SHIT 😭😭😭

#bye y’all I’m gonna be gone for another 2 hours just to try and exercise this puppy and yet I can’t even burn off all his energy #and that’s not his fault he should have better owners give him all the exercise he needs but he’s stuck here 😭#mom I hate you for this I really do #I should’ve asked what time I to drop by work that why I wouldn’t have been so clueless #but I just moved it to Tuesday so I hope that will work #I go out to treat myself like once and I immediately feel bad for it also my pc mouse isn’t working and I’m so mad 💀#my posts

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wizardnuke · 2 months

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hhbh

#okay nvm all that #im having A Day. was supposed to see bf and go to the fair but im sick etc #i was playin videoed games w my friend and ik he didn't purposefully ghost me #he really did get called by his parents or somethin and didnt get back for however long but i dropped from the game and the call bc #i am in a mood . not his fault. that+something else i Really want to check him on but once again its not actually a big deal i am just #cranky. if i did actually get on his ass he would call me and ask if i'm okay which is some bullshit . if i dodged dnd tonight he would do #the same thing but like. mmmm depression. i am very sad. and cranky in pain and i miss my bf and im sick of working at fucking walmart #and now i have to listen to people talk about trump tomorrow and i was gonna see my bf today and i miss him really bad and i dont wanna tal #to anyone else #to be soooo fr i am honestly just like. critically low on affection/attention. rn. i know myself.#i cant just skip dnd that's a shitty move but god i wanna go to sleep <- in pain and sad and cranky and i miss my boyfriend badly #i'm just cranky. but like. augh. let me out of here.#everything sucks. um i have been depressed for going on six months and i am really sick of it. to be honest.

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thelostsisters · 1 year

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what does this MEAN

catalina “invited the devil into their home”

and when diego was murdered (by a devil ?) the throne was passed down to ramón meaning something happened to catalina

#my interpretation: saddler was doctor who catalina got in contact with #he was probably distrusted by diego/many of the workers at the castle for being from the island where los illuminados was excited to #but catalina was running out of options as ramón was fatally ill and she was desperate to find some way to treat him #side note interesting that this is the only file that seems to imply that an outside source could be at fault for everything that happened #rather than ramón’s betrayal alone as the other castle files imply #well with the exception of that one note from the housekeeper #resident evil #resident evil 4 #re4make #resident evil 4 remake #ramon salazar #catalina salazar #tags her like she’s a real character. as if she doesn’t have a total of one name drop and a portrait

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smallvillecrows · 3 months

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Star if you're out there I need autism to autism realness right now

#CJCKCNV #i still think about the one time they called me out for having a terrible filter #my brain works faster than my mouth and sometimes I can sound catty bc I drop factual but impolite sentences 🤡#listen that lady looked like she was fifty it was just a fact #not my fault she's thirty and chainsmokes #also i need to know if their boyfriend is unbanned from the mall #he likes to walk around with a real katana strapped to his waist #missing the optician job hours

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tweakbroz · 1 year

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day 4 of no art tablet . these dudes are legitimately so funny because it was literally THEIR music video and they chose to be a group of 3 losers that can’t talk to women.

this was my reference ex oh ex oh

#dance dance fob would watch oppenheimer on barbenheimer weekend #literally who comes up with the ideas for their music videos #because they have never been serious in a single one of them #actually i binged the music videos with my friend recently and they’re always so. weird. like why #whose fault is this #who texts the gc at 3am like “hey guys i have a GREAT IDEA and it’s pete wentz getting brutalized with a shovel by two llamas #anyways #drop which fob music video i should turn into art next heart emoji #fall out boy #fob #fob fanart #patrick stump #andy hurley #he’s still my number 1 enemy btw #i thought joe was hard to draw ?? no dude it’s literally andy #joe trohman #generic art tag

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ofalltheginjoints · 2 years

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#my fatal flaw is actually that i will never actually give anyone consequences for treating me like shit #like. you could stab me and i’d probably apologize to you #i got an uber bc i really didn’t want to wait 45min for the bus (plus the hour bus ride)#and like i literally hadn’t even buckled my seatbelt before the driver started complaining to me about how he’s losing so much money on #this trip and how lyft is screwing him over and that i should tip him $10 for his troubles and like.#i asked him if he wanted me to get out and find another one and he just kept avoiding the question #while still telling me how much this trip was costing him and quite literally making me feel like shit for requesting the ride #and i ended up changing the drop off location to somewhere that was like. closer bc i just didn’t want to be in the car anymore #and after i did that he was still going #like. i’m sitting in the back of his car on the fucking highway getting berated bc i just wanted to fucking go home after work #and you know what i did?#gave him 5 stars and 25% tip bc ‘well he shouldn’t lose his job just bc i had a bad experience’#but now im sitting here at a mall waiting for my mom to come pick me up and trying not to cry #and i wish i would’ve like. given a truthful ride review or just skipped it bc like #no i don’t want him to lose his job and if i give him one star he possibly could #but also that guy was literally being a massive dick to me and i literally tipped him for it.#i want to be a nice person always but like. i think sometimes me being nice is just letting ppl do whatever the want and being complacent #and i fucking hate it #after like a while of him going on i stopped him and was like #hey man i get its tough and i feel for you but it’s not my fault and i really don’t feel like talking rn #so im gonna put my headphones in #and this motherfucker goes ‘umm ok i mean thats kind of awkward but ok’#LIKE YOU DIDNT MAKE IT AWKWARD THE MOMENT I GOT IN YOUR CAR #expect maybe im overreacting?????????#anyway. um everything is bad and terrible rn and i just wanna go home but ive still got an hour before my mom gets off work :)#if you actually read all of this i 1) am so sorry and 2) literally love u and also im sorry

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heartshattering · 5 months

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Feeling like I want to give up again...

#now it's my dad who's deciding to be a jerk towards me because he's mad at my mom #okay that's cool I guess #I haven't been feeling well at all today #I can't even distract myself #my dad's being so dramatic too like it's not my fault he's on a break from work but still doing stuff he could probably get out of doing #but he wants to be away from me and my mom so. I get it #he's never at home even when he's supposedly on a break from his job lol #this is how my mom and I know he's lying about retiring #because he's always putting it off #he was supposed to retire this year but nope #if he doesn't have his job he has no excuse to get out of the house and he hates being around us #Goddddd #he is such a fucking hypocrite #getting mad at me over something he has also done before and then saying it was fine when HE did it because it was 'months ago already'#(dropping something except in his case he actually SHATTERED it lmao)#but yeah... me dropping something without breaking it is WORSE than him dropping and actually breaking it...#wow #amazing logic #then my dad keeps complaining about how we don't care. when he's the one who proves over and over again that he's the one who doesn't care #I forget what they're called but he's the parent type who doesn't get involved in anything #he's never stood up for me and he's watching me rot and hurt myself and he's just like 'oh okay as long as it doesn't involve me idc'#he's not fucking stupid like he can tell there's shit clinically wrong with me but not once has he acted like an actual parent towards me #and yeah I'm an adult now but it's still fucked me up so badly #he is such a fucking coward #and selfish #if he could drop me and my mom somehow I know he would at the drop of the hat #but remember he's a coward so. I know he fucking won't #God this is making my urges get bad again #I'm crying 'cause I'm just so fucking pathetic :')

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skrunksthatwunk · 5 months

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found out that rascal's owner took him again while i was out, and he's probably not gonna be back since the semester's almost over. i don't even know if his owner's coming back next semester, if i'll ever see him again. if he'll ever see me again. why do they wait until im not around to do this? why do they never let me say goodbye to him?

#i didnt really get to process it bc i found out when i was hanging w a friend but. im processing it now #sigh.. i dont know. i dont know.#at the end of the day he is and has always been someone else's cat. i can't control what she does with him #no matter what i think of it. she can always take him away. but every time it happens im just. im tired yknow?#it's worth it to me to have him around. i love him dearly and i want him to be in a home where he's actually cared for (which i have done my #best to provide) but he's just. not mine. and every time it happens i back up and think man. im such a sucker.#i don't think people manipulate me often. not in an ongoing way i mean. i don't think ppl see me as valuable enough to most of the time.#but damn. she really found my weak spots didn't she. free petcare courtesy of one chump who can't live without animals around. sigh #he deserves stability but he deserves love more. this weird shared custody thing is better for him i think. and frankly i also love him.#im not the priority here but my feelings are like. there. him being taken away without even telling me first hurts. i'd like to be able to #say goodbye to him. im not saying he has to stay or this has to go on but couldn't they just.. consider my feelings a bit more?#just bc you're fine with dropping your cat off somewhere for weeks not knowing when you'll see him again and not visiting doesn't mean i am #and i kind of feel like my roommate is part of this. after all it's not like his owner can just break into our room and take him #and if im always out when they do it there's a chance roomie's just shipping him off whenever she gets sick of him.#she's done it before. even after she agreed so vehemently with me about never wanting him to go back to such treatment and stuff early on.#she's been spraying him for little reason lately too. and i mean i get being a little more cautious with some things bc her neck's broken #but she's really fixated on how much he smells and bites and stuff and talks about how if i wasn't around she'd consider eating him #and then other times she's like that's my pookie. i don't get it. like yeah i tell rascal to fuck off sometimes bc he hurts me but it's not #like a hateful thing. i dont resent him for it i'm just annoyed sometimes bc he's maiming me a little. he's my baby. how could i loathe him?#so it makes me think that roomie might be blaming his transfers on his owner bc she doesn't want me to judge her #and like. this is her room too. it's not her fault she's more bothered by the smell than me. if she doesn't want to be bitten and clawed all #the time i can sympathize. i don't wanna force her to house him. but i wish she'd just be honest with me i guess #like. what if his owner decides to give him away without telling me? i'd take him in in a heartbeat. even though i know it's a bad idea.#but i'm worried he'll fall out of my reach completely. and at the very least I'd like to be able to say goodbye first. that's all.

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waitformereprise · 1 year

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love how ive literally been browbeaten into abject submission by my advisor and i asked another prof to please please please take me on im literally abt to kms here and shes like ummmmmm ill have 2 think abt it :)

#honeslty itd be perfect dramatic irony for me to have literally spent years of my life doing nothing but trying to please this man and theb #destory my career bc i decided maybe living in some capacity was more important than trying to meet his insane standards #but ofc none of this is going to make sense to anyone in the dept least of all my advisor bc in his mind his standards are as low as possi #ble but dont take into account that hes been wearing me down for 3 years and ive felt burnt out since i started this problem which is my #fault #idk what im saying anymore but i dont feel like ill ever be free of him and the only option is dropping out & kms lmaooo

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