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skrunksthatwunk · 7 months ago

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found out that rascal's owner took him again while i was out, and he's probably not gonna be back since the semester's almost over. i don't even know if his owner's coming back next semester, if i'll ever see him again. if he'll ever see me again. why do they wait until im not around to do this? why do they never let me say goodbye to him?

#i didnt really get to process it bc i found out when i was hanging w a friend but. im processing it now #sigh.. i dont know. i dont know.#at the end of the day he is and has always been someone else's cat. i can't control what she does with him #no matter what i think of it. she can always take him away. but every time it happens im just. im tired yknow?#it's worth it to me to have him around. i love him dearly and i want him to be in a home where he's actually cared for (which i have done my #best to provide) but he's just. not mine. and every time it happens i back up and think man. im such a sucker.#i don't think people manipulate me often. not in an ongoing way i mean. i don't think ppl see me as valuable enough to most of the time.#but damn. she really found my weak spots didn't she. free petcare courtesy of one chump who can't live without animals around. sigh #he deserves stability but he deserves love more. this weird shared custody thing is better for him i think. and frankly i also love him.#im not the priority here but my feelings are like. there. him being taken away without even telling me first hurts. i'd like to be able to #say goodbye to him. im not saying he has to stay or this has to go on but couldn't they just.. consider my feelings a bit more?#just bc you're fine with dropping your cat off somewhere for weeks not knowing when you'll see him again and not visiting doesn't mean i am #and i kind of feel like my roommate is part of this. after all it's not like his owner can just break into our room and take him #and if im always out when they do it there's a chance roomie's just shipping him off whenever she gets sick of him.#she's done it before. even after she agreed so vehemently with me about never wanting him to go back to such treatment and stuff early on.#she's been spraying him for little reason lately too. and i mean i get being a little more cautious with some things bc her neck's broken #but she's really fixated on how much he smells and bites and stuff and talks about how if i wasn't around she'd consider eating him #and then other times she's like that's my pookie. i don't get it. like yeah i tell rascal to fuck off sometimes bc he hurts me but it's not #like a hateful thing. i dont resent him for it i'm just annoyed sometimes bc he's maiming me a little. he's my baby. how could i loathe him?#so it makes me think that roomie might be blaming his transfers on his owner bc she doesn't want me to judge her #and like. this is her room too. it's not her fault she's more bothered by the smell than me. if she doesn't want to be bitten and clawed all #the time i can sympathize. i don't wanna force her to house him. but i wish she'd just be honest with me i guess #like. what if his owner decides to give him away without telling me? i'd take him in in a heartbeat. even though i know it's a bad idea.#but i'm worried he'll fall out of my reach completely. and at the very least I'd like to be able to say goodbye first. that's all.

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fangirlghost-19 · 6 months ago

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i need an excuse to get my shit together so here we go:

if this gets 50 notes i'll drink more water everyday

if this gets 100 notes i'll start cycling once a week and logging it

if this gets 200 notes i'll start eating more fruit

if this gets 500 notes i'll apply for a summer job

if this gets 1000 notes i'll actually make plans with my friends

if this gets 2000 notes i'll tidy my entire wardrobe

if this gets 5000 notes i'll get a better skincare routine

if this gets 10 000 notes i'll do something about my mental health

the numbers are intentionally high bc i really don't want to do any of this and yeah there is a deadline of the end of june

#getting my shit together #i really don't want to #but like #i probably should #so here we are #sigh #i dont fucking know #i hate everything #i really don't want or expect this to go anywhere #shitpost #<3

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ichthyolid · 3 months ago

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preteen yuri will be real right now !!

#gravity falls #mabifica #mabel pines #pacifica northwest #mabcifica #<- ?? i dont know #sighs wistfully. 12 year old me wouldve liked this drawing #ichthyart

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oniomn · 4 months ago

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Alan, or Allan if you will

#i genuinely dont know how his name is spelt sorry #hi guys its been a while ive been very busy touching grass but i do hope to find more time to draw silly stuff #sighs wistfully. i miss making starkid fanart #smiling friends #smiling friends alan #allan red #smiling friends fanart

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hinamie · 2 months ago

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the new jjk cafe fits have been living in my head . no thoughts except yuuji in a letterman

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #itafushi #fushiita #yuji itadori #fushiguro megumi #megumi fushiguro #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #havent had yuuji fight me this hard in a MINUTE omg far left took forever i redrew his face and hair like 10 times minimum #he looks good now but like rly yuuji i thought we were past this i thought we were cool :((((#i put Hand On Thigh and this is how u repay me.....#sighs #whatever this took a million years longer than it should but im finally happy with it im finally done ths all that matters #i dont know what yuuji's pants look like in the official art but i ripped them as a treat fr me :)#ik theyre probably just regular jeans but i think yuuji deserves to show a lil knee #real talk tho yuuji's fit is so so good i love it so much. megumi i am ehhhhhh but it's on brand fr him #plus i like that they dress him like he's canonically cold all the time lmao yuuji in a light sweater n megumi in a thermal and puffer coat #its what they deserve

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wilsonmybeloved · 25 days ago

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ive literally never interacted with the rats smp ever besides like once

but ren and martyn exist. and a lot of my other favorite creators. so we're going headfirst into rat yaoi. raoi, if you will. ratataoi?? ratatouille yaoi? ...ill work on it

#i also am one of the poor souls who misread ren's specialty as snuggling. sigh... dreamers continue to be dreamers #rats smp #mcyt #art #digital art #my art #rendog #renthedog #martyn inthelittlewood #martyn itlw #martyn fanart #is there a duo name for this. like.#rentyn #that sounds like renting thats kinda funny... cuz theyre.. theyre in a hotel.... yeah ok #okay how about this one #treebark #is that it. is that their duo name. is that a trafficblr only one i dont know how mcyt works despite being here for the majority of my life #hello #whatever we continue on with regular boring tags because wooahhh exposure woahh guys pay me in exposure (dont)#i formally apologize if you are really taking time out of your day to read these tags. you will not be receiving compensation #rats smp fanart #rats smp season 2 #rats smp 2 #rats in paris #ratshipping #i guess #yeah #yeah i can't deny it im sorry for trying #did you know this is the end of the tags #truly it is

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ronihilator · 2 months ago

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this meme but adashi..... nyeheh 😈

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hai-nae · 3 months ago

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back to the basics, 15m studies 📝mature label for the cake edit 9/3; cross posted to twt now

#john soap mactavish #simon ghost riley #my art #mw #ghoap #feel like i dont know shit. im stonewalled on 3 wips bc im so unconfident in the poses now sigh #(no tats bc quick)

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humans-are-tasty · 11 months ago

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#monkey d. luffy #gear 5 #gear 5 luffy #one piece #my art #messy and i have no clue about anatomy #very inspired by 2964_KO on twitter #check them out if you dont know them.. i cant remember the last time i was more blown away and inspired by art honestly. lol...#theyre the same age as me too sigh #but now i feel more motivated to level up and push myself to try new things so yeah. life is ok for now #my friend calls g5 luffy 'cloud luffy' :)

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heynhay · 4 months ago

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scene from where the apple falls by @jupiters-junipers :-) wholeheartedly recommend any and all of her work

#klance #voltron #vld #ok now time to freak it in the tags #to be honest i saw colleen blogging her read of New and the two of us went back and forth in dms for like 20 mins straight #abt all the things we like abt europas work #and i was like okay i have to assert my membership in the europa fan club too hang on #ive had 'draw europa report scene' in my art to-do file for months but thbeyre all so good #i couldnt choose!#due west is obviously The One the flagship #but they all deserve love....#i tell you to be honest im a coward i usually avoid any unfinished fics cause i like to binge but for europas work its simply worth it #anyway i envy you if you dont know who im talking abt bc that means u get to read her work for the first time...sighs dreamily #art #my art #ANYWAY THIS ONE IS SAD. EUROPA UNDERSCORE REPORT YOU ARE A TWISTED INDIVUDAL (affectionate)#im putting my life in ur hands with those happy ending tags.... save me help me..... auuughghh...

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nevarroes · 6 months ago

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page one | page two

now roll over already😖

#yes ok i give up fine dont let me post the pages in a bearable way then tunglr #art tag #gortcas #casim carnarvon #ill add the old context tags back too >#its about sigh.... gortash slowly realizing he has been a selfish lover for a long time and trying to make up for it #in a way he understands anyways but he doesnt know that Cas doesnt desire or is able to accept that #the apologizing part anyways him doing it anyways is a bit of that and his pride🙂‍↕��#or his fragile masculinity if u will

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canon-gabriel-quotes · 6 months ago

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Transcript:

Gabriel: Machine, I’m afraid I am on my period.

The pain is excruciating.

I... I’m sorry?

You... You’ll… You'll eat it for me?

V1: Yes. Yummy :]

Gabriel: Machine! That is not- Agh.

I mean I suppose it could provide sustenance for you, but I- Agh.

H-hold on.

V1: YAYYY.

Gabriel: *sighs* Eat well, Machine.

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#gabriel ultrakill #ultrakill #anon this is all your fault. you asked for it.#what do i even tag this as.#i dont know.#the. the #the sigh. i cant say anything due to the context. i am simply pointing it out.#jail. jail. jail. all of us. jail.

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wasyago · 1 year ago

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day 16482 of trying to figure out what color jay's magic is

#jrwi riptide #jay ferin #i just think she's neat 😳#also like. what color is her magic?????? it's green but its also blue but its also possibly fiery yellow??? like. gurl please pick one #blue wings did look better than green or yellow tho so um. yeah.#but for healing and stuff? i swear i remember it being green. and there was this magical green eagle during la alma arc? mannn #it would make sense for it to be green because she learned magic around her mother (probably?) and uh...#i dont know how these facts related but they are.#but also the ferin part of her family all have yellow fire magic? I think?#but she's also *jay* so like. blue.#mhmmhmhmhmmhmh #i suppoooose it can be all the different colorsss but like.... the consistency....#sigh #my art #sketch

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seiwas · 7 months ago

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everytime i think about ex!bakugo, i get so emotional thinking about how he carries on with his day-to-day like the breakup didn’t happen.

he doesn’t even give himself time to mourn the relationship, to process the loss of you. he throws himself into work, practically drowning in it because he can’t bear staying idle.

you’re everywhere, still—

in the picture frames scattered around his home, in the decorative pieces that each hold their own memory. some of the clothes you returned to him smell like you.

when kirishima asks him how he is, he never answers, always redirecting the subject back to work. deku notices longer bouts of silence during joint patrols, and when he pries, bakugo’s only reply is, “s’not a concern.”

it’s unusual, because bakugo is loud and rough, he barks and barks and barks, but with this, he stays quiet.

#i think about ex bakugo so much if i spent the same amount of time thinkin abt him as writing him i would have finished the fic by now #JOSNXKSJXKSKXJDK #you’re still friends bc same circles and work #but because he throws himself so much into work you don’t really see eachother much a few months after the breakup #you worry for him still because you know his tendencies #you know he’ll push this to the side and keep it to himself until it all spills over one day #you find out he’s been staying completely quiet about it when mitsuki texts you and asks when you and katsuki will come for the holidays :(#he doesnt delete your photos HE DOESNT DELETE THEM. i dont think he has the heart to #bakugo x reader #shotorus.bubble #sigh

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usertoxicyaoi · 2 months ago

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