#fictive problems

[lebloodymoonsystem]

I’m terrified to look up my source bc the creator is so.. what’s the word, problematic(legit a Neo-Nazi)? But I also need to find pfps and stills so that I can make silly edits for me, it sucks, why do people have to end up so bad?

[syscultureis]

Plural Culture is "I've been here for years. I've fronted multiple times. I have TALKED TO OTHER ALTERS. WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DIDNT KNOW I WAS HERE!?"

I've been here for almost 3 years and they still think I'm the other Bart in our system. I am not

[scarlet97531]

⭕️❗️having killer as my literal actual name is sosososo inconvenient I hate it I just wanna be able to introduce myself to people without them immediately associating me with violence 😭

So like if you know of any names that suit killer sans. Suggestions are very very welcome.

[sovereignsystem]

For some reason our system often gains introjects of characters that are/have been largely thirsted after or generally seen as very attractive, and while that's nice in some ways because that means quite a few of us feel very confident in ourselves, it also really sucks because interacting with or even just viewing fandom source content is a constant roulette of whether or not we're going to be made extremely uncomfortable by whatever we see.

We have alters who have needed to stop using tumblr for long periods of time specifically because their source-selves are so heavily sexualized that it nearly triggers us.

I havent seen anyone talk about this before, but I think it should be spoken about more frequently, because it really is a problem that doesn't have a solution other than just not interacting with our sources at all. And that kinda sucks.

[habbits-rabbits]

OMFG WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE

THESE ARE ANONYMOUS MESSAGES MY PARTNER (A NOAH FICTIVE) GOT ON HIS BLOG @i-fucking-lived-bitch

PEOPLE LIKE THIS NEED TO ACTUALLY STOP

[multi-soup]

So for those that have kins and fictives/introjects can y'all help me out and explain how you can tell the difference between them?

I have some (what I've assumed are) kins and had some events recently (today kinda recent and recent as in like a few weeks ago) that have left me questioning a new one (well kinda new kinda not).

I can explain more if needed but I just want to get facts/proper info first before going into what I've had going on.

[joker-of-clubs]

"Name 10 female characters and the male character you call your babygirl doesnt count" ok but what if theyre male in canon but irl theyre a girl. did you ever think about that. did you ever think about what if the character came to life and theyre a girl now. why didnt you think about me specifically when making this post. why didnt you consider that i would want to be on the list too. you fucking transphobe

[thefluxsystem]

one thing about being a fictive: i hope i never find anyone else from my source & constantly hope i find other people from my source simultaneously

[the-bar-sinister]

Existing as a fictive means living every day with a curious kind of body horror.

The face in the mirror is not my face. The body I use is not my body. It is a stranger to me. The wrong size, shape, color, maybe even the wrong number of limbs. It is a stranger to me.

It lies to me. It says ‘you are not the self you know you are, you have never been that person. There is only the shell. The shell is the truth.’

Sometimes when I see the face in the mirror I believe it.

I will never see my face in the mirror again.

Maybe one day the face in the mirror won’t be a stranger.

I am afraid of that day.

[stripesandspecles]

Y’know people on the internet seem a lot more in love with me, Tocci Toby, than I thought they’d be.

Blah blah blah Fictives are not their source or whatever but like apparently I’m hot shit.

Not sure if I’m creeped out or enjoying the attention but either way you all have questionable taste in men. I kill people, that should be desirable, think about what you desire that. Don’t go getting yourself a man like me in real life, I’m not sure how well it’ll work out for you.

[bstroobery]

Hi. I’m a David Leatherhoff introject. Just call me David.

Drove for the first time in awhile… actually, from what I can remember, for the first time since forming.

Flashbacks and anxiety from when I hit Simon with my car. :)

Source trauma is a bitch isn’t it?

-💊

[cringe-system]

Nothing like scrolling through tumblr in a dissociative state only to see fan art and hear "dont draw my boyfriend and me like that"

like im sorry

who the fuck was that?

I didnt think i had /either/ of those dudes. care to elaborate pal?

(the answer was no so i get to fume before bed.)

[skyedancer-system]

Having to remind someone that I am actually a person and not just a character is an… uncomfortable experience.

Especially when the first thing that he said when I joined the voice call is asking if I’m going to possess another kid.

A friend was there with me and helped deal with it, but what he said has stuck with me since last night and is making me feel… a lot of things. Mostly unpleasant.

At least my source’s creator (a friend of the system) wasn’t uncomfortable when I told him I’m here now. I know you are probably going to read this, so this is a friend appreciation post now. You’re awesome and we’re going to keep saying that whether you like it or not /lh

-🟣Dokutaro (He/It)

[scarlet97531]

Moment of silence for Shikamaru everybody 🙏

he fronted once, got called “girly girl” by our grandparent, and was never seen again.

[sovereignsystem]

I think if my source's fandom found me I would be killed on site.

-🐴 (He/him)

[forest-in-a-box-system]

Having fictives is so weird, like the crossovers are weird. Technoblade from Minecraft and Gideon from tlt get along so well. Jason Bourne is there. What the fuck.

--Butterfly