#fictive problems

[lebloodymoonsystem]

I’m terrified to look up my source bc the creator is so.. what’s the word, problematic(legit a Neo-Nazi)? But I also need to find pfps and stills so that I can make silly edits for me, it sucks, why do people have to end up so bad?

[syscultureis]

Plural Culture is "I've been here for years. I've fronted multiple times. I have TALKED TO OTHER ALTERS. WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DIDNT KNOW I WAS HERE!?"

I've been here for almost 3 years and they still think I'm the other Bart in our system. I am not

[visceral-flesh]

Source positive + source connected fictive culture is getting upset that you aren't exactly like your source.

I feel like the only thing about me that is source accurate is how I look in headspace.

It doesn't help that I'm from a somewhat niche roblox weirdcore game. There's not really a whole lot that we know about me in source.

I also have no source memories so far. I was hoping that eventually I would get at least some memories, but it's been months since I formed, and still nothing.

It sucks...

I want nothing more than to be 100% like my source and I'm not. I hate it.

I barely even know how I am in source...I know I'm a chef...but that's it...

I know in source I mention a vent friend, but I haven't found anything about that, and I have no memories of who this vent friend is...

Tbh I don't even really miss my friends and such from my source, maybe that's cause I have no memories of them, but I can't help but feel upset about not remembering or knowing anything about this vent friend, I don't really no why

I do miss my home though...I don't have memories of it but when I play my sources game it feels right, it feels like home, even if I don't remember it

In headspace my room is almost exactly like how my room looks in source, that makes me feel better when I'm homesick and can't play my source but still

Even playing my source isn't enough

I want to go back there, I want to know who I am

[thefluxsystem]

one thing about being a fictive: i hope i never find anyone else from my source & constantly hope i find other people from my source simultaneously

[scarlet97531]

⭕️❗️having killer as my literal actual name is sosososo inconvenient I hate it I just wanna be able to introduce myself to people without them immediately associating me with violence 😭

So like if you know of any names that suit killer sans. Suggestions are very very welcome.

[sovereignsystem]

For some reason our system often gains introjects of characters that are/have been largely thirsted after or generally seen as very attractive, and while that's nice in some ways because that means quite a few of us feel very confident in ourselves, it also really sucks because interacting with or even just viewing fandom source content is a constant roulette of whether or not we're going to be made extremely uncomfortable by whatever we see.

We have alters who have needed to stop using tumblr for long periods of time specifically because their source-selves are so heavily sexualized that it nearly triggers us.

I havent seen anyone talk about this before, but I think it should be spoken about more frequently, because it really is a problem that doesn't have a solution other than just not interacting with our sources at all. And that kinda sucks.

[habbits-rabbits]

OMFG WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE

THESE ARE ANONYMOUS MESSAGES MY PARTNER (A NOAH FICTIVE) GOT ON HIS BLOG @i-fucking-lived-bitch

PEOPLE LIKE THIS NEED TO ACTUALLY STOP

[hypnosyss]

most of our fictives are kinda panicking because their (and i guess, in turn, our) source is currently in a controversy, not feeling too ok rn

[stripesandspecles]

Y’know people on the internet seem a lot more in love with me, Tocci Toby, than I thought they’d be.

Blah blah blah Fictives are not their source or whatever but like apparently I’m hot shit.

Not sure if I’m creeped out or enjoying the attention but either way you all have questionable taste in men. I kill people, that shouldn’t be desirable, think about what you desire that. Don’t go getting yourself a man like me in real life, I’m not sure how well it’ll work out for you.

[of-static-and-fog-sysblog]

whhhy the fuck is finding a community space as a fictive so hard?? I just want to be in a server thats source related and find some other people from tadc but whenever I try to find a server it goes like this; "this sever seems nice, oh shit their anti endo", "maybe this one- o shit anti endo again" "oh how about this one- fuck our account needs to be 4-5 months old to join forgot our current discord account is new goddamnit"

I'm fucking pissed I just wanna meet other tadc fictives

-Jynx

[rusty-and-co-official]

hey dallas, i think you’re so so so adorable and just the best guy, do you have a girlfriend??

This is ur daily reminder fictives are not their source you may know the character Dallas Winston but you don’t know our Dallas fictive, or us in general it might be cool to see something by a fictive of a character you like however questions like this make us and lots of other systems uncomfortable

-arrow/charlie

[joker-of-clubs]

"Name 10 female characters and the male character you call your babygirl doesnt count" ok but what if theyre male in canon but irl theyre a girl. did you ever think about that. did you ever think about what if the character came to life and theyre a girl now. why didnt you think about me specifically when making this post. why didnt you consider that i would want to be on the list too. you fucking transphobe

[cringe-system]

Nothing like scrolling through tumblr in a dissociative state only to see fan art and hear "dont draw my boyfriend and me like that"

like im sorry

who the fuck was that?

I didnt think i had /either/ of those dudes. care to elaborate pal?

(the answer was no so i get to fume before bed.)

[scarlet97531]

Moment of silence for Shikamaru everybody 🙏

he fronted once, got called “girly girl” by our grandparent, and was never seen again.

[sovereignsystem]

I think if my source's fandom found me I would be killed on site.

-🐴 (He/him)

[bstroobery]

Hi. I’m a David Leatherhoff introject. Just call me David.

Drove for the first time in awhile… actually, from what I can remember, for the first time since forming.

Flashbacks and anxiety from when I hit Simon with my car. :)

Source trauma is a bitch isn’t it?

-💊