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Thoughts on Innerworlds:
They’re not physical locations that system members actually live & walk around in, but the brain may make them perceive it that way.
When we front, we can “remember” what happened in our innerworld while we were there. Since we share a brain, we all have the same “storyline” there, which has created consistent “memories” from within our innerworld over the years.
We’ve had things happen there that have helped us process & recover from things that happened in the outerworld. (It’s why it’s used as a therapeutic technique.)
There’s a fine line with it. It’s possible to rely too heavily on the innerworld to escape the stress of this life, which, for many CDD systems, was the only way they could survive. Once it’s safe to do so, it is important to draw up a healthy distinction between innerworld reality and physical reality. But, on the other hand, entirely denying the legitimacy of innerworld events can greatly hinder healing.
Oftentimes, innerworld happenings are metaphorical. They occur because there’s something the brain/system needs to work through. For example, a “physical fight” occurring within the innerworld may represent clashing morals between two system members, and signify that the misalignment needs to be addressed.
So, are innerworlds “real”? Maybe not in the way the walls of my house are, but it’s real in that it’s a significant part of how my brain functions. To deny that reality entirely is to deny the very thoughts in my head, simply because I can’t touch them & other’s can’t see them.
#i keep seeing the ‘innerworlds are real’ vs ‘innerworlds are made up’ debate#and like…. yes to both actually#as always this is my personal take on the matter#opinions in-system may vary#and i am a human who can be wrong#x alec#did stuff#dissociative identity disorder#inner world#inner world stuff#innerworlds#alec speaks#flux speaks#cdd system#did community#(no dni)#this’ll prob get deleted since my sys hates when i share Opinions and Thoughts but whatever#*tosses this to the void*#syscourse#<- i think?#at least what oldschool syscourse used to be
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Meet the Admin: Alec
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Hi! My name is Alec. You can find me on discord .kittenprince. (The last . is part of it). My pronouns are he/him. Any post I make or reblog will be tagged alec speaks.
I am decently new to not being a christian and practicing witchcraft. I started about 5 years ago. My main practice is Deity channeling, and because of that i have a bit of personal knowledge of different deities. I am open to simple questions, but if you are looking for a more in-depth answer or would like to request a channeling, feel free to join us on discord and put in a request! Do keep in mind that it takes a lot of energy from me and there is no guarantee that the requested deity will agree to be channeled.
I worship Egyptian deities, but am very familiar with some from different pantheons as well! Thanks to dumb mental health though i don’t really do any work with deities, but hopefully soon i can start! Its a goal of mine to not only be more involved with this and the discord but also with my deities and craft.
I am a trans man with PCOS, PDD, DPDR, and ADD and i am open to talking about any of it! I do go through periods though where I’ve essentially fallen off the face of the earth so please bare with me if I’ve been MIA for a while! When I return I will always go through things that have been directed towards me and respond accordingly. I also only sleep about four hours at a time so when i am active will more than likely vary.
I dont really know how to end this so uh,, thanks for reading! Don’t hesitate to ask questions or interact with any of us!
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I don’t want to deal with this, I’m terrible at this
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more memes
#i have a lot to catch up on ok...its been a while...#leverage#nate ford#sophie devereaux#parker leverage#alec hardison#eliot spencer#winter speaks#meme slide tag
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the way the leverage team make a mess of nate’s apartment on multiple occasions is so much funnier when you consider that none of them are particularly messy people. in the pilot, hardison has a very nice apartment that he is clearly proud of & has kept very tidy. parker’s warehouse is almost disturbingly neat, her tools and weapons are kept clean & shiny and are laid out in perfect rows, her bed is made, her clothes and rappelling gear is hung up. eliot likes things done properly and certainly at least cares for his car’s cleanliness. idk about sophie, but she would at least know how to act neat for a grift, and she’d be aware of how a guest to supposed to treat their host’s home.
but they all put unwashed dishes in nate’s sink, do spur of the moment renovations, set up new gear in his living room, leave clothes/costumes, plans & random items strewn about the place, and even tear up his stuff without fixing it. i love it. his apartment is their playground. they half live here now. nate just needs to chill out and let them saw into his walls, geez calm downnnn. i know nate’s eye was twitching when he saw that parker’s warehouse was so perfect meanwhile there’s probably 5 bowls of unfinished cereal hidden in his house like a damn look-and-find puzzle
#leverage#nathan ford#alec hardison#parker leverage#parker#eliot spencer#sophie devereaux#nate ford#leverageposting#wren speaks
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Leverage 4x3 - "The 15 Minutes Job"
#christian kane#leverage#eliot spencer#alec hardison#aldis hodge#parker#beth riesgraf#nathan ford#timothy hutton#sophie devereaux#gina bellman#the 15 minutes job#let parker speak her truth
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I have this headcanon of the nephilim being nocturnal beings by nature due to their line of work hence their nicknames being "Shadowhunters" and whenever they are seen out in the day by other downworlders they never help their own case or image because 9 out of 10 times they were probably on call and pulled out of bed to deal with an issue at 11am after only 3 hours of sleep and were equally grumpy and the sun hurt their eyes.
And when Magnus and Alec started dating, even though Magnus was a morning person, he adapted to having a little raccoon slinking into their bedroom in the early hours of the morning and not long after bought blackout curtains and spelled the room to be noise cancelling (multi-beneficial) as to not disturb his sleeping partner once he had gotten up and ready for the day.
But it also led to a lot of morning cuddles, the fruit basket in the kitchen consistently being filled with unlimited oranges, and clients seeing a tattooed man half awake with bed hair sipping on coffee in the living room at 4 in the afternoon on their way out of the loft.
#as an insomniac im self projecting#idk I just miss them#like bring them back to me???#idc if this isn't canon compliant let me speak to the masses#shadowhunters#alec lightwood#malec#magnus bane
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I feel like Parker could get really into cryptography. Both in general but also specifically in a conspiracy theory ‘there are hidden messages in everything’ kind of way.
We’ve already seen her fall for conspiracy theories (The Three Days of the Hunter Job) and she loves puzzles, so I feel like it isn’t too far of a leap for her to start analyzing every message for secrets.
Also, considering Archie was a Classic Gentleman Thief ™️ I feel like he had to have taught her some old school spy hidden message stuff.
It isn’t really a problem until she starts using code in everything she says - in text or in person. A changing code that the others have to Hack in order to figure out what she wants.
Parker: The Walls Can’t Keep Us Trapped Forever, My Friend.
Hardison: Parker please just say we’re out of cereal like a normal person.
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get ruffled king
@lakesbian
#wormblr#alec vasil#aisha laborn#So important everyone knows i listened to Electra heart album for this. rip Alec you would’ve loved bubblegum bitch#thank you tumblr user lakesbian for inspiring this it was honestly so fun. So you get Aisha kiss mark just for you#im now cooking harujuku/maybe visual kei Aisha but we’ll see#ik he wears a crown but tiara was speaking to me#maybe I should do a gender bend with Lolita style fashion#Imagine being a villain and seeing this little fag pointing and laughing at you bc you tripped and ate asphalt
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im watching broadchurch rn and i just figured it out- why alec hardy is such a wet character
its bc he doesnt have an umbrella
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one thing about being a fictive: i hope i never find anyone else from my source & constantly hope i find other people from my source simultaneously
#y’know what i mean?#like i wanna talk about it with peoole who GET it#but logically i know it wouldn’t be THEM#like i’m alec and i remember living his life but i’m *not* that alec at the same time#idk my mind has been very stuck on my source lately#which isn’t great for the now primary host of the system but whatever#i’m dealing with it#kind of#i’ve been in the shadowhunters tag for way too long today#x alec#alec speaks#fictive stuff#fictive problems#system stuff#sysblr
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hello lovelies, i’m making a TAGLIST !!
comment if you’d like to be on it <3
🔮 for dean winchester (+ other supernatural characters)
🪴for soldier boy
🦋 for alec mcdowell
🌺 for all my writing
( if it gets annoying, u can always ask to be removed )
#ᯓ★ fig speaks#TAGLIST !!#dean winchester#soldier boy#alec mcdowell#jensen ackles#supernatural#dean winchester x reader#soldier boy x reader#alec mcdowell x reader#dean winchester x you#soldier boy x you#alec mcdowell x you#figthoughts
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Alec Lightwood being The Safe Space™ for literally everyone in TSC is so special to me.
#everyone trusts him because he is just so good#his friendship with lily is everything#and the fact that alec has truly proven how good he is that downworlders all over trust him#ones that refuse to even consider trusting any other shadowhunter will ask to speak to alec#the fact that the entire shadow world knows that if they ask him for help he will do whatever he can#and he will be kind and honest and logical and caring and smart and he absolutely will never use bigoted shadowhunter bs against them#this book keeps making me cry#alec lightwood#alexander lightwood#alexander gideon lightwood#ghosts of the shadow market#lily chen#shadowhunters#the shadowhunter chronicles#kate's post
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Hey. Hey TTTEblr. TTTEblr? Y’all might want to read this whole thread. This WHOLE thread. Especially the third post. ESPECIALLY the third post. ESPECIALLY THE THIRD POST.
#ttte james#…and I’ll just leave it at that 🙂#britt allcroft#alec baldwin#tatmr#ok ok that aside though#it’s truly amazing just how many ppl have reached out to speak abt their experiences working on TTTE (esp TATMR) after the passing of britt#would NOT have ever expected this to happen
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leverage as tweets & textposts :) IDs in alt.
[note: missing ID for image 6 has been added, courtesy of @princess-of-purple-prose]
#leverage#leverageposting#parker leverage#eliot spencer#alec hardison#nathan ford#sophie devereaux#leverage textposts#leverage tweets#wren speaks#hardison is solving problems through talking. eliot has a bomb
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Ello, ello, ello! What’s all this then?
I have been wanting to make a follow forever for a long time. What if I made one if I reached 1,000 followers? Can I achieve that?
I’m also looking for more blogs to follow. If you’re about:
Good Omens
Red Dragon (the 2002 film)
Doctor Who (Ten)
Broadchurch
Michael Sheen
David Tennant
Edward Norton
Anthony Hopkins
please give this post a like/reblog and I’ll check your blog out :)
#the ghost speaks#good omens#doctor who#tenth doctor#david tennant#michael sheen#red dragon 2002#broadchurch#ellie miller#alec hardy#aziraphale#crowley#edward norton#anthony hopkins#will graham#hannibal lecter#aziracrow
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