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#ghosthouse.sys#im fuckin tiredddddd#my head hurtssssss#did#did osdd#dissociative identity disorder#traumagenic system#didsystem#sysblr#alters#did alter#did system#did splitting#actually did#actually traumagenic#actually dissociative#actually plural#dissociative system#plural system#system things#system stuff#actually polyfrag#polyfrag did#polyfrag system#polyfragmented#polyfragmented did
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There is not a moment that goes by in which I do not despise being a system.
No amount of love for the others, no amount of talking it through, no amount of community building will ever change the torment that comes from a disorder like this.
Every second is a reminder that my entire upbringing was founded in inescapable pain and suffering.
I was broken into pieces before I was big enough to defend myself.
My free will was stripped from me before I could so much as babble.
My life will always move on without me, in spite of me. I will continue to lose people with no option of goodbye. Oftentimes I will never learn why they even left.
Nothing belongs to me. My existence, my voice, my body, all are mine to borrow, but never mine to own.
This was done to me, and for the rest of my life, I will pay for the sins of my perpetrators while they continue to thrive.
All this to be here, to be told I “make this stuff up for fun”. Tell me, what sounds fun about this?
#x jaise#jaise speaks#cw self loathing#did system#did symptoms#dissociative system#dissociative identity disorder#systemhood#system stuff#system community#cdd#cdd community#cdd system#traumagenic system#traumagenic#osddid#osddid system#osddid community#sysblr#sysposting#sys vent#cw vent#flux vents#plurality#plural system#complex dissociative disorder#did stuff#did community#did osdd#didsystem
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me, an alter in a system, when my goals, likes and dislikes, name, pronouns, voice, and self image, start to feel different: maybe its just me being me lol
#what do you mean that could be a different consciousness#what do you mean that is probably not me#its just me in here#i mean me and the gang#me but also some other people#but other than the other guys in here its just me#did#osdd#didsystem#did memes#did osdd#dissociative identity disorder#actually did#handmadeorganicpost
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・₊✧𝘈 𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘴𝘤𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘮 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘳𝘺。。。 -`♡´-
♡MONOLUPOLYTERAMOROUS♡
✧A term made for a system that is collectively monogamous, collectively dating only one partner (whether it's a partner system or a singlet partner), but alters/headmates/etc are allowed to date outside of the system. This means while the alters in this system are allowed to flirt around and date, the collective is not looking for any other partnerships other than their collective partner system or a singlet partner.✧
#MONLUPOLTERAMOROUS#polyamorous#monogomous#amorous#systems#didsystem#osddsystem#endosafe#headmates#alters#Sanctuarymogai#lgbtq+#lgbtq#mogai#mogai coining#mogai labels#mogai blog
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#did host#did#did system#alter#system#did alter#dissasociative identity disorder#did introject#complex dissociative disorder#dissociative identity disorder#actually did#did memes#did meme#didsystem#meme#system memes
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GHYS ITS SOAP MAKAROV IS BULLYING ME HE TOLD ME TJAT HE WOIOD KILL ME IF IT WAS POSSIBLE!!!!
#cod mw2#makarovtherealone#makarovfictive#call of duty#non traumagenic dni#didfictive#didsystem#did#osddid#john soap mactavish#soap cod#soapfictive#codfictive#callofdutyintroject
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Today's affirmation:
You are loved.
You may feel unlovable sometimes, but you are loved. I promise you. 💜
Take care of yourself as best you can today! 💜💜
#did community#actually did#did system#did osdd#did positivity#did stuff#didosdd#didsystem#osdd did#traumagenic did#syspunk#systempunk#osdd#actually osdd#osddid#osdd 1b#osdd alter#osdd 1a#osdd community#osdd system#osdd1b#caretaker#agere caregiver#sfw caregiver#age regression caregiver#caregiver blog
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Happy pride month!
Me generally representing the 5 million fruity countries I'm from
#pride#pridemonth#PrideMonth2024#Pride2024#voidpunk#aroace#lesbian#gay#bi#trans#pan#polyamorous#aromantic#asexual#nonbinary#enby#lgbtq#didsystem#didosdd#DID#pluralgang#did system#did osdd#dissociative system#did alter#dissociative identity disorder#did tumblr#pride month#demiromantic#demisexual
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Any systems that practice witchcraft? How does this affect your craft? (If you're comfortable sharing ofc!) We've gotten back into witchcraft recently and are curious :]
#did system#actually did#did#did osdd#didsystem#did alter#did community#did host#did stuff#didosdd#osdd did#traumagenic did#endos dni#osdd system#osdd
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"I can always tell when you switch"
"You can always tell"
"I know what switching looks like"
I don't even know what it looks like!!! Half the time I can't even tell!!! What are yall saying you got some secret hidden wisdom you're not gonna share to the class???
#ghosthouse.sys#did#dissociative identity disorder#traumagenic system#didsystem#sysblr#did alter#did system#actually traumatized#dissociative system#actually polyfrag#actually dissociative#actually plural#actually did#dissociation#endos do not interact#dni endos#endos fuck off#anti endo#endos dni#endos not for you#endo dni#traumagenic did
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I hate when things are changing within the system and it makes me just feel off
We've been having a few small fusions which I think is part of it, but it feels like it's more
I just hate that everything feels wrong but i don't know why
#did#osdd#system#traumagenic#osdd system#plurality#traumagenic system#didsystem#dissociative disorder#plural
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Yayyy Haus Intro! (plus the text for the pictures!!!!)
*** Check blog intro post more details on us!***
Welcome welcome to Dee Haus!! Our DID-focused art blog! (A guide by Sibbin :))
Terms: (familiar term in quotations)
Haus: a black DID “system”
Famori: “alters” in de haus
Cooking/being in the kitchen: “fronting”
The term haus being used specifically for Black systems is not at all a thing, I’ont think. But our haus uses it for us, and as a system who is Black in de bodi and loves our kulcha and words, we would love to see it be claimed as that and invite any black-bodied system to do so!! We chose it because a lot of Black households use the term “house” instead of home I noticed, and then as we learned more about hoodoo and vodou, it turns out historic Black folk magic gatherings for protection were often in AAVE called the “haus” dey was under (like Marie Lavaeu haus) So if Haus is a place of protection and healing, what better a name for our system :) ((also: I'm not tryna limit haus' usage as a word only fa us since I know it exists in other languages too. But I long for our black community to have more words for us neurodivergent folx in it!))
Famori is combining two different words: family and ori, which is the Yoruban word for head, so head family! Not all systems are related to all their alters— but in Black families we tend to just call anyone we care about family, so I thought it’d work well.
We just call fronting cooking for some reason. Dass juss how our headspace came prepackaged, I guess? I think it’s because we often cook for the people we’re looking out for? I dunno, I think it’s cute.
Our names are also a mix of blaccent as well as Gullah Geechee english :) Sibbin is sibling, Bubba is brother, and Cuzzin is cousin. We aren’t all related like that and those aren’t our real names, but fa de blog dey cute.
Okey here de famori: (written from the pictures above)
Sibbin (they/them)
Sibbin is the main person to “cook”(front) in Dee Haus. They like making art and sharing messages. Also, Hello Kitty, Nintendo, and culture of any kind.
Fun Fact: doesn’t cuss ever
Creativity: +++
‘Tism: +++
Escapism: ++++
Confrontation: +
Panic Cooldown Rate: ++
Cooking skills: ++++
Bubba (he/him)
Bubba is the guardian of Dee Haus. He’s the most adventurous, and is much more punk attitude to protect (but he can be a big softie). He like making art & shopping.
Fun Fact: the only one who can drum IRL
Sass: ++++
Emo: +++
Doing stuff: ++
Confrontation: ++++
Panic Cooldown Rate: +++
Cooking skills: ++++
Cuzzin (they/he)
Cuzzin keeps “the books” (memory) in Dee Haus. They don’t like to “cook”, and don’t talk when they do. They like learning non-voiced languages, libraries, trees, and yellow.
Fun Fact: was the one who put us thru our kpop phase
Adulting: ++++
Remembering stuff: ++++
People: ++
Confrontation: +
Panic Cooldown Rate: +
Cooking skills: ++
Okee, I hope I explained everything well and made a good first impression, we’re all excited to share more and get to know folx :D
#dee haus#did haus#famori#system intro#did#didsystem#black system#sysblr#didblr#plural#trans#enby#black boi#qtbipoc#gullah#gullah geechee#blackblr#aave#artist#new to tumblr#I messed up drawing the wheelchair#I just noticed :(#but I was excited to post and wanted it done XD#we actually use all those mobility aids irl too btw#interchangably#not all at once#but that’d be sick too#also i stg we were in a full trance while making this it was 4am when we finished#and I DO NOT remember it#and neither do bubba so haha
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shout out to systems who thought a persecutor was just a really funky mental disorder. “It’s like it turns on and off,,,,,,,,and when it’s on it feels like someone completely different takes over” does it now
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Hello world,
I have officially deleted all meta apps and am trying to find a community of people/friends like I had on there, but I’m autistic so interacting in preformed groups is hard for me.
So I guess here’s an intro for anyone who wants to be friends on here!
Name: Skylar or fallen_trumpet
Age: 25
Pronouns: any pref they/he
Important info: chronically ill, autistic, BPD, did system, lesboy, polyamorous, trans/genderfluid
Feel free to message me, but if you’re dry or expect me to carry the conversation by ending all my messages with “what about you?” because we’ve lost the art of conversation fluidity it probably won’t be what you expect.
Also if you have the ability/desire feel free to donate to my go fund me to help me figure out what’s wrong with my body 🙃
#this user is t4t & polyamorous#polyam#t4t#lgbtq#queer#trans#bpd#nb#nonbinary#did system#did#didsystem#autism#autistic adult#lesboy#anti endo dni#endo safe#pro endo#endo apathetic#contradictory labels#queer community#trans pride#transmasc#genderfluid#genderfuck#ambiamorous#probably heds#pots#mcas
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what’s hawk 3 minus hawk 1
i do not understand. did you not pass kindergarten? it is 2.
#makarovtherealone#makarovfictive#makarov cod#john soap mactavish#cod modern warfare#callofdutyintroject#codfictive#soap cod#cod#call of duty#osddid#did osdd#non traumagenic dni#didfictive#didsystem#soapfictive#did alter#narcissistic personality disorder#did
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Currently taking requests for:
DNI Banners
Stimboards
Moodboards
Userboxes
Avatars/profile pictures
PluralKit banners
Flag making
Term/Gender coining
#anti endo stimboard#stimboard#stimblr#stimboards#anti endo#did system#did alter#did osdd#actually did#did#did community#did positivity#did stuff#didosdd#didsystem#osdd did#traumagenic did#endos dni#osdd system#osdd#system stuff#system things#traumagenic system#dissociative system#polyfrag system#system#system community#system positivity#sysblr
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