#clown headmate

[thecouncilofmagic]

Ace wanted me to share my outfit too :3

-Lolli

Felt whimsical and pretty...

100% not my usual style, but I think (another) witchy alter is co-conscious and influenced our outfit today

**Do Not Repost/Reupload or Use Our Photo**

[thecouncillollisideblog]

For safety-privacy, can't show our face and my pretty pretty make-up, but!! OOTD!! I dressed us today :3

Fortunately, my headmates understood when I said that I like fronting, but I don't just want to be summoned whenever a frequent fronter got tired, so they're working on finding time/ways to let me front and enjoy the life, without feeling used :3

They're very sweet, and are working so hard on their fear - I appreciate them very much :3

((DO NOT REPOST/REUPLOAD OR USE OUR PHOTOS))

[thefacelesssmile]

Hi!! could we req a fully creators choice headmate (who is vry problematic/nf!!)

Took the opportunity to do a fictive for one of our more obscure sources/special interests :> - Darkwood

(CW for clowns, gr00ming mention)

Name - Jack Schmidt, Jack the Clown

Pronouns - He/Him, It/Its, Clown/Clowns, Knife/Knives, 🔪/🔪s, 🤡/🤡s, 💀/💀s

Gender - Male, Clownic

Sexuality - Straight

Sys Role - Janusian, Poisoner

Source - Halloween Horror Nights

Likes - Circuses, knives, horror movies, gore, chainsaws, Chance

Dislikes - kids, the cops, being called insane, his brother

CisIDs - clown, undead, horror icon, incel

TransIDs - TransCultLeader, TransAlive, PermaDead, TransRingLeader, TransMurderer, TransGroomer

Paras - Erotophonophilia, Aptophilia, Maniaphilia

Fronting Triggers - Circuses, Halloween Season, Doctor Oddfellow, His Source, Harlequins, Classic Horror Themes

Sign Off - 🤡, 🔪, ☠️, 🎃

Face Claims/Appearance -

[ratholez]

me and the clown r both spinel kinnies but we like 2 say im bpd spinel and shes best friend spinel

[clowncarcoll]

[ SHE / MOO ] drawings i did of me 💪 :]

[Id: two drawings on a blue background. the first is a fullbody of a pale girl wearing a red hoodie and skirt with horns. she's smiling looking to the right. Around her is stuff drawn in white, like explanation points and a arrow pointing at her with 'Me' above it. Next to her legs are the girl's name's, "Fern" and "Canary." The second drawing is a half body drawing of the same girl looking behind her smiling. Around the drawing is a white outline. /end id]

[the-decension-sickness-sys]

Me: *fixated on a single piece of media during/after a traumatic event for more than 24 hours straight to calm myself , and forms yet another introject to cope*

Also Me:

[puppymolly]

Clowntro!! X3

I'm Molly but you can also call me Bunny, Tricky, or Seth! I'm a Tricky the Clown fictive and this is mainly where I store reblogs and archive stuffs :3 recently we decided it's also just our age regression side blog

♡Main co-host

♡21 years old bodily, 61 in sys

♡Pup/rave/she/demon/bun/zip

♡Kidcore, cutecore, puppycore, ravecore aesthetic leans <3

♡Doggy, dino, demon, bunny kin/therian as a headmate, we're all bodily fairy kin

♡AFAB Genderselkie, but we're systemfluid and also have quite a few masc alters. We present fem nonbinary < 3

♡We have developmental delays and frequently age regress

♡Omni-abrosexual, technically under the pan/bi umbrella! Also poly

♡Taken by my irl partner systems, my in-sys partners, and my in-sys queer platonic partner

♡Source positive but it still brings back bad memories, so ask when discussing source (this applies to most of our madcom fictives)

♡"Doubles" are very okay!!

Sfw interaction only!!! (I am an adult but interact with many child friendly blogs)

Thank you for reading and I hope we can be friends 🫶 my dms are open to sourcemates, systems, and singles alike who wanna be friends!!!

More system info and carrds under the cut!!

System info

Name: Pixel Pastel Fairy Cafe

Tag: 🌻🍄

Collective names: Bob/Bobbie/Gummi/Maddy/Molly/Puppy

Collective pronouns: Happy/they/she/bug/magi/lamb/he/ze

System type: OSDD-1b

Main host, co-host, side host: Molly, Zibbie, Hank

[jimposts]

Perks of having fictives: Lovely people really, it's a head mte idk

Cons: depends if they really like their source but will criticize how people protray them

[the-nova-council]

Callout post for one of our hosts (this is a joke this is meant as playful teasing if anyone is actually mean to him I will Kill You) Felix actively wishes we had fictives he thinks it would be fun. Lol. Lmao, even.

-Wildfire

[schadenfreudich]

I have many moving eyes, an uncountable anount of teeth and a clown nose. Honk! Honk!

[ellieandmasonhouse]

Lilac, lemon, tiger 💜

Lilac - love to see you on my dash

We love to see you too, anon!

Lemon - little happy pill of the dash

We certainly try to be!

Tiger - funny in a very dumb but gracious way

Thanks, it's the horrors <3

[sophieinwonderland]

Special report: r/systemscringe is baffled that I believe that dissociative identity disorder is usually caused by trauma!

r/Systemscringe clown Grace Kamikaze made a post about my recent posts about RAMCOA.

It's frankly a pretty boring affair, telling me to shut up and not much else... 🥱

Grace used to like to give actual "rebuttals" but didn't seem interested this time. Maybe Grace realized that whenever they open their mouth, they end up spewing a bunch of nonsense, like those times when they claimed that religious headmates didn't exist until Hazbin Hotel. A claim which is just unquantifiably ignorant.

So maybe a simple "shut up" was easiest for them. 🤷‍♀️

But don't worry, there are still plenty of bad takes to be found in the comments.

Like this one here!

Nuance matters.

My position is and always has been that dissociative identity disorder is mostly caused by trauma. I think that the research solidly backs a traumagenic origin most of the time. Association with repeated childhood trauma is upwards of 90%, and the fact that there is amnesia present very well may mean that it is even higher than that figure suggests and many of those may not remember their trauma.

I encourage a healthy skepticism of massive claims that suggest dissociative identity disorder is impossible without trauma. I do not believe that there is strong scientific evidence to support that sort of claim. And I think that there is even less evidence to support that this is true for other dissociative disorders.

If the Satanic Temple simply claimed that there may be some cases of dissociative identity disorder that weren't caused by trauma, I might be accepting of that. I think that would be a completely reasonable position to have. But this is not what the Satanic Temple's Grey Faction has said.

What they instead preach is that dissociative identity disorder is typically iatrogenic.

Meaning that most cases of dissociative identity disorder are caused by doctors themselves implanting the suggestion, unintentionally or intentionally to cause the disorder.

What I find most fascinating about this is that the people who are now using the Grey Faction talking points that they developed to smear psychiatrists will often claim dissociate identity disorder cannot be intentionally caused by cult abuse. That you cannot traumatize and brainwash somebody into having a dissociative disorder.

Meanwhile, here we have the origin of the anti-RAMCOA rhetoric claiming that actually, dissociative identity disorder is typically caused by therapists brainwashing patients into developing multiple personalities and planting false memories in them.

This is something that I do not believe, I do not support, and I can't for the life of me understand why your hate subreddit, that bans anybody who mentions that endogenic systems exist and have been supported by multiple psychiatrists, would treat it as a valid source of information!

Why do you have a bot that is set up to link to the Grey Faction? Why do you treat them as if they are a valid source?

Why does your community praise your auto mod that links to them as if it's gospel?

In that thread, somebody triggered the automod to post its anti-RAMCOA rhetoric and again link to the Grey Faction. A cringizen by the name of u/Grandpan__ praised the bot, saying this...

There is an absurdity to this subreddit linking to an organization that supports the iatrogenic model as their source. It is hard to wrap your head around why they would do this until you remember that all of their claims to be supporting traumagenic systems are bullshit.

That their subreddit is, and always has been, anti-system, anti-DID, and anti-survivor.

[antiendovents]

funny story but one time a tulpagenic accused us of being a "faker" because we've had multiple bad headmates who do bad things. on how dare our collective not be sweet, kind and understanding!!

we are a traumagenic system mind you.

oh— jeez .. it's like a clown trying to call a random person a clown ... Hypocritical and just wrong

.. no offense to clowns btw .. love you guys

[system-of-a-feather]

Honestly, one of the large reasons I'm pro-endo is because I genuinely and honestly think that one of the best things for DID is normalizing experiences of consistent inconsistencies and have drastically different parts of yourself that can at times display drastically different which is NOT a disorder specific thing - and regardless of what terms we use to describe ourselves whether thats system, parts, headmates, singlets, facets, aspects, complex multifaceted person yada yada - whatever it is that endogenics experience is also an expression of self/selves that shares that "consistently inconsistent" and "drastically different parts of yourself that can at times display drastically different" that people with DID and other CDDs have.

I think that everyone - trauma or not - should have the right and ability to be as consistently inconsistent as they feel is natural to them, and if that goes out to having different names, genders, aesthetics, sense of self, whatever thats cool by me.

And genuinely, I think it does help (though anyone credited endogenics for all of the positive changes in the CDD communities is being a clown and erasing the work from individuals with CDD themselves) normalize some of the more stigmatizing aspects of living with DID.

I would much rather be surrounded with a bunch of people who don't bat an eye at having parts that go by different names and identities and have different likes and dislikes because "yeah i know people who have that and its not a big deal" than someone who goes "OH MY GOD YOU HAVE TO HAVE A SEVERE MENTAL ILLNESS TO BE LIKE THAT" cause no? You don't have to have a severe mental illness to express yourselves as you naturally would? Yeah is it a kinda weird expression? Sure. But "weird" is literally only defined by the "normal" person and the idea of a "normal" person can 1) be changed and 2) is often used for more harm than good.

Do I think there are some large issues and problematic behavior that needs to be talked about in the overall community? Sure, probably - I can't say for sure cause I don't involve myself much in the endo/endo adjacent communities, but yeah probably. Do I think there are discussions that have to be made about terms and ways to prevent misinformation about CDDs in those spaces? Yeah of course. Do I think there is a need to talk about means of respecting the inherent extreme PTSD response and therefore disordered and clinical nature of DID without making it something that is a 'lesser' or 'broken' form of what endos experience? Absolutely.

But I really think the idea of denying that people - without trauma - could experience themselves in drastically different ways, experience themselves in a multifaceted form that identifies independently, and use labels that make sense to them, I really think you are denying yourself a lot of what you - as your heal - can choose to be like.

[funkin-light]

Jester and clown fucker flags when (Silly, but is a serious request) (Totally not based off the face that the two jester headmates we have often call their partners clown fuckers)

Jokesters Fucker

[PT: Jokesters Fucker]

Clown Fucker, a flag for those who use the term clown fucker, individuals who fuck or are sexually attracted to clowns.

Jester Fucker, a flag for those who use the term jester fucker, individuals who fuck or are sexually attracted to jesters.

[Clown ID: in Alt text]

[Jester ID: in Alt text]

[Tag] @mogaigonewild & @mmogaiafterdark & @rabidslutboy

Please read pinned post!

[lovedtogekiss]

GENTO HIRUMA and ULTRAMAN BLAZAR from ULTRAMAN BLAZAR are a SYSTEM !!

(come on gento is literally referred to as his host. blazar grabbed his body to try juice. my headmates do clown shit like that on the daily. they're plural)