#cw splitting

[theswiftheartsystem]

[stagesofkiller]

Was reminded of that ask on my primary blog that asked me if i thought killer could develop another Stage and then recent posts I made on this blog—like this and this—made me think of a horrible way he could

[thekids-onholiday]

hii!! id just like you to know that trump + elon bribed millions of people into voting him, so they're looking into it right now to see if it was illegal, and if so? we might have a fighting chance!! please stay strong <3

Hell, we knew about the fraud and bribery and shit.

People were fuckin burning polling boxes or whatever the fuck they're called and threatening people into not voting or voting for Trump.

They did a bunch of shit to try to ensure their fuck's victory.

Yeah, we're gonna be strong, but we're still fuckin stressed out.

It's a lot.

But we've been dealing.

If involuntarily splitting new headmates to cope can be called dealing of course... and they're all fuckin pissed.

But yeah, you stay strong too.

Here's to the hope of recount, revote, and new result.

She won't fix everything, but it's better than having a rapist, felon, fraud man-child who wants to be a god.

[thr4shit]

How today's been feeling lmao-

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It's like no??? stop???

We don't need more people??? We don't what- stop. LET US FOCUS PLEASE I DON'T WANT TO LET MY GUARD DOWN???

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[habitual-creatures]

OOC

My brain is kinda mushy rn, but this blog is keeping me grounded and I’m so thankful that I met all of yall :)

Glad it's keeping someone grounded.

I'm barely lucid right now.

But yeah, I'm glad i met you too. Life would've been waayyy different without yall, really.

[thesefr3aksonstage]

Why the hell am I here.

Like.. seriously.

How did I even get here?

Is this because we rewatched some of the Entries?

It better not be.

– Alex, who has just been randomly dragged out of the depths of hell*

*(aka our subconscious. I'm jokingly calling it hell... - Alex)

[ Context: he split back in our first watch of Marble Hornets but apparently saw no reason to actively contribute so he sort of just... didn't until now when all of a sudden viewing the Entries made him pop back in front. *and no, I'm not happy about it. I liked my sorta half non-existence thing that I had going on in our subconscious. now I have to do stuff because I'm stuck :/ - Alex* ]

[the-cult-collective]

Hello!!

As our system’s protector against dysphoria and imposter syndrome, i have a lot to say about accepting others and accepting differences, but there are a couple things I’d like to normalize! (And here’s why)

Normalize not knowing who you are in the morning. (Our system has a really difficult time with that, and we often dont know who’s fronting until someone is triggered)

Normalize persecutors getting better, healing, and making amends. (Our persecutor recovered after we collectively started healing and trusting others more, which was even before our syscovery!)

Normalize splitting often. (And do NOT fake claim systems for having high alter counts because of lots of splitting right after their syscovery. We were particularly sensitive to splits because of imposter syndrome and dysphoria; that’s why I’m here!)

Normalize having low to no amnesia barriers, even in traumagenic systems. (Chara was really scared about being fakeclaimed for that, but in truth, having low amnesia barriers is real and valid, just as much as any other system experience)

—and many more! Feel free to keep expanding this list!

~☀️

[shallowrambles]

An example of Sam nor Dean getting anywhere with the civilian in 14x05 (Dean's reeling post-Michael and very prickly).

But later he checks in and seems to get through to her by not pressing. She says she's not up for a heart-to-heart, and he says ok and means it.

This makes him safer instantly, because he's not going to press. Then, we get this:

And sure, we sometimes get Dean splitting and being manipulative a la borderline coping mechanism, especially when his suicidal ideation threshold is really low or when battle conditions are abysmal, or especially when he's grieving the loss of a family member (John, Bobby, Cas, Mary, Jack)...but these kinds of social interactions do show an interesting social intuition, even when his mental health and sense of identity has taken a hit (as it did with Michael).

He does swallow his emotions and struggle to communicate many things (lots of sublimation and displacement, I think?) but he does try. And generally he uses vulnerability to generate a reciprocal vulnerability.

He does feel a lot of shame for wanting certain things, sure. Dude's symbolically married to his work, and Chuck punishes him (and Sam) for wanting things.

Also...his life moves at breakneck speed. He barely has time to grieve and recalibrate anything.

[cosmicjunkyard]

This was going to be the final panel of a comic but my wrist hurt

[ribbittrobbit]

Hacaea, the Witch of the Woodland Green and Grimore, the Witch of the Wild Hunt

(@worldsbeyondpod has me pacing and fearing for the pcs lives)

[joshiepopop]

More Regretevator! Expect to see a lot of it for the time being; can't stop thinking about this game.

[thr4shit]

So... apparently, our brain's idea of helpful people to help tolerate stress was all over the place.

We got

(Not new. He fucked out of dormancy at the stress. :'> and he's been sweet for some reason. Thank you, Mr. Ravinski???)

And I THINK (dunno... he's kinda blurry-ish?) some motherfucker from a game who's Not A Good Person In Canon™️ to say the least

and I don't feel comfortable sharing who he is because so far he's actually nice and seems canon divergent or whatever??? And we don't want violence or hate stuff because of him forming?

But yeah. Apparently, our brain drew one of these today.

[danandfuckingjonlmao]

so five and lila being a thing is going right next to allison literally sexually assaulting luther in the box of things we are absolutely under no circumstances accepting as part of canon right

[spicyraeman]

Durge Time

[8-dermestid]

feeling totally freaking green

[youreanerdharvey]

Get regretted, elevator