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Your most devoted fan writes smut better than published authors.
♡ Book. Whispers in the Dark (WITD): Subtle Devotion, Lingering Shadows.
♡ Word Count. 882
♡ Yandere! Fanboy who, for all intents and purposes, is a perfectly respectable and terrifying CEO. A man whose mere presence turns lesser businessmen into stammering fools, whose icy logic and ruthless decision-making have built an empire that rivals your own. A man whose word is law.
♡ Yandere! Fanboy who, unbeknownst to the world, has been your fan since before he even had money. Who spent his young adult years on obscure forums dissecting your every role with an autistic level of scrutiny. Who still, to this day, maintains multiple burner accounts solely to defend your acting prowess against braindead takes on social media.
♡ Yandere! Fanboy who, in a moment of uncharacteristic impulse, wrote a fanfiction about you. A smut fanfiction. Not just any smut fanfiction. The single most well-written, emotionally devastating, and graphically detailed piece of literary pornography to ever grace the internet.
And now they’re reading it.
♡ Yandere! Producer who is too old, too tired, and too responsible for this shit. Who has spent years molding you into the perfect actor, watching you cycle through persona after persona while maintaining the same dead-inside look when the cameras are off. Who knows you better than anyone else.
♡ Yandere! Producer who was handed a link to the fic during a shareholder meeting by some snickering assistant who clearly didn’t expect him to open it immediately.
♡ Yandere! Producer who has now read five paragraphs of shockingly poetic filth detailing the slow, agonizing corruption of your character in disturbingly accurate prose.
Who sits there. Still. Silent. Unblinking. Processing.
♡ Yandere! Producer who takes exactly 30 seconds to close the tab before slamming his laptop shut with enough force to rattle the table.
“I need everyone in this room to shut the fuck up.”
The boardroom, previously murmuring, falls into an immediate and terrified silence.
♡ Yandere! Producer who turns his head ever so slightly toward his assistant.
“Where the fuck did you get that.”
♡ Yandere! Rival who was only supposed to be doomscrolling when he found it.
Who clicks on the link out of pure curiosity, fully expecting some unhinged nonsense about you. He’s read fanfiction before—usually the type that makes him laugh. But this? This is a masterpiece.
♡ Yandere! Rival who starts skimming at first, but then actually starts reading, and then suddenly he’s two chapters deep and gripping his phone like it personally insulted his mother.
Who realizes with slow, dawning horror that whoever wrote this knows you.
Knows how you move. How you breathe. How you hesitate and second-guess, how you arch into phantom touches like it’s instinct, how your voice might catch when someone whispers filth into your ear.
♡ Yandere! Rival who knows you but suddenly realizes—maybe not as well as he thought.
Who slams his phone down, stares at the wall for a full minute, then picks his phone back up because he’s already at the good part and at this point, he’s committed.
♡ Yandere! Hater who absolutely did not read it on purpose.
Who got sent the link by some dipshit in his DMs and thought it was going to be another one of those hilariously bad fics where you’re written like a brainless twink with the emotional range of a spoon.
♡ Yandere! Hater who clicked the link expecting garbage but instead got hit with the most well-written, visceral, and disgusting smut he has ever had the displeasure of reading.
Who hates that it’s good.
Who hates that every detail is so painstakingly accurate that he’s actually rereading sentences just to process how well the author captured the way your hands shake when you’re suppressing emotion, the way your eyes flicker in that split-second of weakness before you lock it all down.
Who hates that he has to stop halfway through to get a drink because he’s actually heated over the fact that some random nobody on the internet understands you this well.
Who is sitting on his bed, beer in one hand, phone in the other, furious as he keeps reading because, at this point, he’s in too deep.
Who, upon finishing, just throws his phone across the room.
“What the fuck.”
Meanwhile, somewhere in his high-rise office, ♡ Yandere! Fanboy is sipping his morning coffee, watching the AO3 comment section flood with new messages.
He sees the new kudos, the bookmarks, the whispers of awe in the tags.
And he smiles.
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i’m all about any band au with marauders, but for some reason i have a special soft spot for sirius, the lead singer, who’s not rocking a mick jagger/david bowie vibe, but more of a stevie nicks/florence welch kinda look
it’s great with cis man sirius, but it works even cooler if he’s trans or genderfluid. like, i’m lowkey obsessed with sirius rocking messy long curls, cool makeup, fringed shawls, corset tops, ruffled skirts, and fingerless gloves
yeah, he’s dope as a synth-pop star, but just imagine… he’d absolutely kill it as a blues-rock legend, singing and somehow pulling off these incredibly graceful dance moves, because i think he’d totally get lost in the performance. fans and even the rest of the band wouldn’t be able to comprehend how he’s doing it all—his hands, his hips, the fluidity and ethereal beauty he brings to the stage
i also think he'd look amazing with a tambourine. and in a relationship with this incredible bassist, remus (even better if it’s like, a super early marriage they got into while working on their, let’s say, second album, you know?). like, they’re completely head over heels for each other, and on stage, sirius just can’t stay away from remus. he’s always acting like he’s messing with the strings of remus’ bass guitar, but really, he’s just leaning in to giggle with him in the middle of the show
thanks for coming to my ted talk, i guess. i’m gonna go back to my cage now
#i’m gonna write it one day and the world’s gonna end#marauders#wolfstar#remus lupin#sirius black#remus x sirius#hp marauders#dead gay wizards from 70s#dead gay wizards#fuck jkr#ao3#wolfstar au#wolfstar hc#harry potter#jegulus#james x regulus#starchaser#sunseeker#sunwater#genderfluid sirius black#trans sirius black#sirius loves remus#sirius and remus#marauders band au#james & peter & remus & sirius#james loves regulus#moony x padfoot#marauders rock band#the cadence of part time poets#tcoptp
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Did you ever get my ask? I asked about what to do when a child loves something by a problematic author. How do you go about telling them if they’re too young? SHOULD you tell them? I’m talking about current 10 year old HP fans and children who like the Coraline movie. What do we do when it’s them and not adults? We forget about the target audience too much when we talk about things like this as if it were exclusively childhood nostalgia of Millenials/Gen Z
For fuck's sake, I didn't want to rise to the bait here, but this is making me mad because it's such a straw argument, so fuck it, I'm taking the bait. For context, this is anon's first ask:
Anon, first off, you are responding to a post that is five years old and about a subject that we pointedly do not post about anymore, and that alone makes me think you're not responding in good faith, but whatever.
Look, I work in a fucking library. We have HP books. If a child comes up to me and asks 'hey where's the HP books' I am not going to a) kick them in the face, b) tell them they're an idiot or c) refuse to answer. I am going to tell them where the fucking HP books are. I don't put them on displays I make, but I don't censor them, because we are legally not allowed to censor books in the library.
But I guess you're asking more if this is a kid who's in my life, as opposed to a kid who I just kinda come across. So, okay, I have a 9 year old neighbour whose family are friends with mine, we play video games together occasionally when her mum and dad need someone to watch her. And this kid reads books! And this kid reads fantasy books.
If I was seriously talking to her about the HP books, I might tell her about JKR! I would say something like 'I used to like the HP books, but then I learned that the author said some really nasty things about trans people like me. Now I don't like them so much any more.' And we could have a conversation about that, you know! I've talked to this kid about transphobia in terms that are appropriate for her age. We've had discussions about gender before. I think she'd listen to me, and form her own fucking opinion about it! 'I don't like the author of the HP books because she has said some nasty things' is a concept you can communicate to a five year old.
But also like. You're kind of acting like by taking away HP from this (hypothetical in your ask) kid they don't have any other books. Which...isn't true? If all copies of the HP books disappeared off the face of the earth tomorrow, kids would be reading other stuff, as they are currently reading other stuff! My 9 year old neighbour is a huge Jacqueline Wilson fan, she loves the Daisy Meadows rainbow fairy books. I want to introduce her to the Morrigan Crow books. We could get retro and start introducing kids to the Edge Chronicles, I fucking loved those books. Artemis Fowl. A Series of Unfortunate Events. There are so many other book series for kids in this world. I work in a fucking library! I can tell you that the kids are into Tom Gates, Dogman, Diary of a Wimpy Kid, Percy Jackson, Babysitter Club, Dork Diaries, and (exasperated sigh) David Walliams books, based on a sample size of every kid I encounter at work. I get asked for all of them far more than I do for HP, actually.
I don't think you'd be ruining every kid's lives by taking away One Series from them. (Particularly not one that's losing some relevancy every day - and I mean that in the sense that it's not an ongoing series, the last book came out in 2007. Nearly 20 years ago. For a nine or ten year old, that's almost double their entire life.) And I don't think you necessarily would be taking it away from them to say 'hey this is the reason I don't like these books'. I trust your average ten year old to be able to have a reasonably mature conversation. You're making it sound like they're all Oliver Twist holding out their gruel bowl saying 'please sir I only read one book'.
Anyway. All this to say, I think kids have the ability to have conversations about media. And there are other books in the world. So, no, taking HP or Coraline or whatever away from kids is hardly snatching candy from a baby. Kids are smarter than you think.
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TF2 Mamma Mia! AU
Cannot over stress how it’s-on-the-tin this is.
If you’re curious, my qualifications for this are the fact I’ve seen the movie like 4 times and am currently in a production of the musical so I know my shit.
Also Mamma Mia! is a romcom so I’ll just say the roms I chose are Sniper/Scout, Spy/Ma, minor Heavy/Medic, and optional Soldier/Demo(I present two options).
That’s all the preamble, lets get into this
Sophie
Alright let’s start with the most important character, who is our bride-to-be and catalyst for the whole plot? Scout, of course. Did I mostly pick him because he has known familial relationships that are easily enough translated to these characters? Yes absolutely. Did I also pick him because he seems the type to think inviting three strangers who could be his dad to his wedding is a good idea, he seems the type to be excited over a large and exciting wedding, and is commonly characterized with some form of anxiety that would lead really well into ‘Under Attack’? Also yes absolutely. Broadly, I think that Scout’s young, enthusiastic, and not-forward thinking personality lines up well with Sophie. For this we are going to ignore the other 7 Willis boys as characters, sorry unnamed brothers Sophie is very significantly an only child.
Skye
A reader with baseline knowledge of Mamma Mia! and who read the preamble can easily guess that Sniper is my Skye. I chose him because I like Speeding Bullet, he would definitely prefer a quiet elopement over a big white wedding, and he is also commonly characterized as kind of whipped for Scout so I would see him begrudgingly accepting this wedding as his life and making it work. You may be seeing this and asking ‘Postit, how on earth are you getting Sniper to dance, sing, and do all that theater kid bullshit?’ And to that I raise two things, 1. that is making me think of a community theater AU and that’s absolutely hilarious and now I want to make it but as I write this I’m realizing he would be in lighting… alright anyway 2. Through musicals are things are possible so write that down. Scout and Sniper going off to travel together seems very accurate and cute as well.
Donna
Alright this one should be clear, it’s Scout’s Ma. In all honesty I did briefly consider having Spy in this role but the fact that Sophie wants her dad at her wedding to do dad things is really important to setting the plot in motion so I’ve relegated him to a different role. Anyway besides literally being Scout’s mom I think she fits well because despite her lack of characterization, from what we do know about her she is a no-nonsense hard worker, who is trying to move past old and questionable decisions, and support her son in what she thinks is a silly decision. Overall I just think she’s the best option and can be made to fit well.
Ali and Lisa
If you only have a passing knowledge of Mamma Mia! you might not know these characters, and honestly I considered combining them into one person because they don’t have large individual impacts but it just worked better to keep them both, but they’re Sophie’s friends and advisors, as well as generation counter parts to Rosie and Tanya. I chose Ms. Pauling and Pyro for these roles. I had really no ideas on this front so it got filled in near the end of planning but I think Pauling and Pyro work well enough. I think if Pauling and Scout can move past potential love
Sam Carmichael
Who else? It’s Spy. With Scout’s Ms as Donna there wasn’t really any other choice. Sam is sort of the prime father and ends up marrying Donna at the end of the story. The second act songs between him and Donna are all about the past, regrets, and missed opportunities and that goes perfectly with the implied dynamic between Spy and Scout’s Ma. In this AU ‘Loraine’ would be Spy’s job, he would leave to work it and come back only to find Ma with other men. Speaking of.
Harry Bright
Harry is contemplative, plays the guitar, and had a ‘rough’ past that doesn’t reflect his current quieter life? Now who does that sound like? Engineer isn’t canonically an ex-punk but the idea of him ‘headbanging’ is really funny. I largely chose him because of his demeanor and the irony of him being a punk in a previous life but the straight forward attitude and guitar playing are also very appropriate.
Bill Anderson
Heavy is my Bill Anderson because he’s the last reasonable man left, his writing associations, and the fact Bill’s two duets in the musical have him mostly responding to another’s behavior. After Heavy the men get a little more visibly insane, even on a picturesque Greek vacation. Bill is a writer and travel books aren’t exactly Russian lit but the general idea lines up. The role of Bill being quiet most of the time and being the first father to figure out his relation to Sophie feels very Heavy.
Rosie
Rosie is Donna’s friend that is on the wild side, never married, and ends up ‘taking a chance’ (imagine me lightly elbowing you at my joke) on Bill. Replace Bill with Heavy and that’s an in complete description of Medic. I can see Medic having not terrible, if not normal, friendships with people willing to embrace the lunacy. A lady who shot her shot with Spy of all people and raised Scout can definitely handle some lunacy. Also there’s a line somewhere, musical or movie, when Bill mentions having one of Rosie’s cookbooks, and that seems like a sweet, Red Oktoberfest thing to do.
Tanya
For lack of better option, Demo is my Tanya. There’s no particularly strong connections between them but Demo needs to go somewhere and Soldier is even worse of a fit for this role. Since this is where he’s going I’ll propose that, if the viewer desires so and is willing to lose the alignment of Tanya’s marriages with the one happening at the end, the series of failed marriages could be changed to jobs, which would give this hypothetical casting more cohesion.
Pepper and Eddy
The only merc left is Soldier and I think him as a largely unhelpful, partying, kind of a freak feels… not terrible. This is where my two options in the Soldier/Demo situation is explained, you can go classic ‘Does Your Mother Know?’ and set the two up as romantic counterparts or you could just have them as friends. Like, Soldier is a ‘bad’ influence and Demo is trying to be normal for Scout’s Ma but is having too much fun with Soldier to resist. I think both work fine and it depends on preferences. For Eddy I want an unenthusiastic Merasmus. We know that Soldier just harasses him and drags him into random scenarios so a reluctant Merasmus can fit as a variation on Eddy so the cast is all lined up.
That’s where my fan cast ends but I want to say that if anyone wants to work with this idea, go ahead but tag me so I can see! Also I’m still thinking about Spy!Donna so there might be a follow up…. But we’ll see. Thank you for reading!
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[A3!] Event | Devil Maid’s Holiday | EP: Nightmare Halloween Party
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Kumon: Here we are! The Nightmare Halloween Party!
Omi: It’s pretty big. You can really get a sense of all the Halloween colors.
Kazunari: Oh-em-gee~, this place is SO cute! There’s so many Inste-able places! Omimi, c’mon, take a pic with me~♪
Tsumugi: There are quite a lot of people here too. It’s pretty lively.
Tenma: I mean, it is Halloween today. Seems like there’s a lotta people wearing costumes too.
Misumi: Are you wearing a celebrity costume, Tenma~?
Tenma: I AM a celebrity!
Kumon: Look, look, Nii-chan! It’s a candy house!
Juza: A candy house…
Banri: It’s fake, dumbass. Don’t try ‘n eat it.
Azuma: Hisoka, it looks like they’re selling chocolate drinks over there.
Hisoka: …I’m gonna get mine with the marshmallow mountain topping.
Izumi: (Darn… Looks like everyone went off in their own directions as soon as we walked in.)
Izumi: It’ll be okay, right? I hope everyone will be back in time for the performance.
Chikage: Why wouldn’t it be okay? Look… Every troupe’s got someone performing on stage who they’re not going to let wander off on their own.
Tsuzuru: Ahh… I guess I can’t argue with that.
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Guy: It’s almost time for the performance to start.
Misumi: C’mon, let’s go, let’s go~!
Tasuku: Mikage, get up.
Hisoka: …Mn.
Azuma: Good work on being his transportation, Tasuku.
Izumi: Thank goodness. Looks like everyone got here in time.
Chikage: I told you.
Misumi: Waaah, the castle’s roof is a really nice triangle! That’s so cool~!
Tasuku: This whole thing was quite the challenge, but… I’m looking forward to see what those guys can do.
Sakyo: Right. Well, all of them agreed to do it voluntarily. There’s no reason for us to worry.
Tsumugi: Ah, seems like it’s starting.
Izumi: (Break a leg, guys…!)
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Ame: “Alright, we’ll sing our debut song for you. Just follow our lead!”
Eliza: “We’re about to make you all fall in love, so be ready!”
Tio: “We’re sending our hearts full of love your way ♪ So keep on listening!”
*Audience cheers*
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Kumon: Everyone was so cute! That was so much fun!
Tsuzuru: Your acting was great, Sakuya. You really nailed those devilish gestures and expressions.
Sakuya: Whoa, really!? Thank you so much! Looks like all of my hard practice with Yuki-kun and the others really paid off.
Omi: The other attendees in the venue seemed to be getting pretty excited too. They were all cheering for you.
Kazunari: Like a call-and-response sorta thing? I mean, I’m pretty sure there are supposed to be fans of other idols here, so I guess there was like a pretty banger connection between everyone~.
Itaru: GG, Yuki. Even with the exaggerated backdrop of the whole maid outfits and devil thing, it all fit together really nicely… TL;DR, crazy cute.
Itaru: Thank God devidevi tails was just a one-night idol group. If they were part of a social game, I’d be cooked.
Masumi: …You’ve been cooked since day one.
Chikage: Don’t even bother.
Citron: Ohh, how was my full-chaos acting!?
Itaru: I mean, I guess you could say it was chaotic, but I’m guessing you meant full force? It was good, obviously, and you absolutely nailed the cuteness.
Tsuzuru: Thanks to the surprisingly solid devil element with the costumes, everything was able to work out just fine even though the thing as a whole was huge.
Masumi: I mean, even though it was like that, you weren’t that bad. Sakuya, Citron, and the others, I mean.
Kazunari: Yukki’s taste with these costumes was so banger for realsies! Literally the best~!
Yuki: Obviously.
Tenma: He’s been mumbling on about things in our room forever. But the costumes and performance all turned out great, so it looks like it was all worth it.
Misumi: Yuki and Muku were sooo cute~!
Kumon: Right!? It was like they were real idols!
Muku: Really? I’m glad… Thank you so much!
Omi: You’ve already been pretty good with female roles, Taichi.
Taichi: But this time it was so, so, SO hard ‘cause you could see my legs, and my role was nothing like Zero!
Banri: Yuki was scoldin’ you about the way you were walkin’ quite a bit.
Juza: I’d never be able to copy that kinda thing.
Sakyo: Well, you and Nanao really looked the part thanks to the makeup.
Azami: Hmph, I mean, duh. The hell do you think I am?
Juza: The audience was cheerin’ ‘n sayin’ how cute things were durin’ the live scene.
Banri: I bet dealin’ with all the costumes ‘n other things you had to do this time around was a real pain in the ass.
Azami: Well… It was hard, but we did what we had to do.
Azuma: Homare was quite beautiful and cute.
Tsumugi: He really was wonderful. His mannerisms were really beautiful.
Guy: Yes, he was quite elegant. I could really sense the mature calmness and dependability of the head maid, as well.
Homare: Well, naturally! I suppose it was a role that was made for me!
Hisoka: I thought you were cool for like a minute… But then you ruined it by doing that.
Homare: Hmph. What is that supposed to mean!?
Tasuku: He’s not wrong. It’s a shame you’re not always like that…
Homare: Ohoho, the usual me is just as good as how I was today.
Sakuya: I’m really glad that it seems like everyone had fun.
Izumi: Yeah. This was a great success!
Yuki: …Hey.
Sakuya: ?
Yuki: …Thanks for everything.
Sakuya: Huh?
Sakuya: Yuki-kun, what was that you just…?
Yuki: Nothing.
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#a3!#a3! translation#sakuya sakuma#yuki rurikawa#taichi nanao#azami izumida#homare arisugawa#// had this in my drafts forever and then forgor about it my bad
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maybe framing the diss. through being a discourse of elite men will save it. perhaps.
#assignment season is haunting if only because I can’t take action on dissertation ideas#but the exercises in rhetoric argument of ch 1 kinda saved it#so what if that was the whole thing#like dissecting these rhetorical moments in time for what they’re trying to do#this is so basic but the framing so far as been how they’re dealing with the platonic spectre as opposed to why#or even just how these moments feed off one another#but like the evil relations chapter 2 arguably could benefit from ch1s framing because like#what are these writers trying to achieve by outlining how Platonism and christianity aren’t compatible#is it that much of a threat? why is it a threat? what are they doing beyond talking about this#this is so basic but like I forgot to actually meaningfully address it because I got so lost in being like what even happens in this space#but also aaaaa what do I do with the logos seeds#I guess it acts as the how they’re going about this#it does appear to be a core piece of the argument#but what does this mean for Augustine ch3#I guess there’s always why does Augustine do this but like I don’t like that I prefer being like augustine find conclusions to earlier qs#far more because it allows for the medieval angle to maintain relevance#which perhaps gives my dissertation half an ounce of meaning#hhh#to be discussed with my supervisor#going hey ***** here’s where we’re at don’t ask why it’s formatted as tumblr tags#capstone
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So now i have migraines apparently 😭
#wahh#it started this morning and i had to lay down this afternoon#all the stress of the past 24 hours i guess#it’s like a nightmare#literally having flashbacks to 2016#not as bad the second time lol starting to get used to it#real dark#never ever underestimate how much america hates women#the saddest part is that u can just See It#all of the men / a lot of them / where i live act like him#big fat misogynistic jerks#they’re all such cruel bullies#im trying not to let it get to me but it’s hard#one day at a time#there’s so many good people out there too#kind nice people#idk#kinda feels like drowning rn#but u gotta keep going#sometimes thinking about all the art i want to make is literally the only thing that keeps me going#so that’s good!#make stuff#draw paint write whatever#and fuck trump#notes tag#i couldn’t stand the thought of there being any doubt#so#i hate trump#boooo
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I keep trying to post shit I been drawing lately BUT I CANT. I CANNOT BRING MYSELF TO. THE WORMS INSIDE MY HEAD DO NOT APPROVE OF THEM. I CANNOT FUCKING DRAW. PUT ME DOWN. I DONT FEEL THE SILLY IN ME.
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#If I had the fucking time to draw at home my life would be sparkles and glitter#I feel like my skills are falling away from my grasp#Bc wdym I was fr cooking before I came back to school and now this junk happens#I’m probably just out of energy from everything that’s been going on in my school#And I think I said som in the tags of one of my latest posts about a new girl in class that’s funny n shi. Well she isn’t.#I’m starting to hate her bc she’s cringe and quirky as hell but not in an actually funny way it’s just annoying#And she’s always cutting me and other people off in irl convos and acting like the goofy main character#While also being so unbelievably stupid like we have to repeat things to her over and over again and it’s just. So much.#I feel bad for being an absolute hater but she’s genuinely becoming more and more insufferable and it’s just her second week here#Idk how my friends put up w her but I look at their faces and I can tell they’re done w her sometimes#It’s not that she’s a bad person she’s just. So cringe. In a bad way. Not in a “let people be cringe” cringe way. Just cringe.#Like I swear she’s an absolute ditz#Or whatever the word is in english#Why am I just hating on this random girl nobody on here knows irl mb but I had to get it out 😭#Ugghhhhhhggg I’m sorry for not posting anything too interesting chat#I know I technically do post quite often but I don’t feel as artistically satisfied with myself as I felt before#oh and I’m also going to try reaching out to some teachers I kinda trust ab how I feel mentally and shi#Maybe they’ll talk to me#i hope they do#I just don’t feel like myself anymore it’s like I’m two entirely different people online and irl#im so much more open online and irl I’m like an actual nobody. Not degradingly I’m seriously just not sociable 😭#But ummm yeah whatevz I guess#vent#vent post#personal rant
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SCREAM there are rumors being spread about me at work that i have smth going on with a colleague of mine 😭😭😭😭
#and it’s NOT the colleague i actually have a crush on agabwjanana#istg every day there’s smth new 😭😭😭😭#the girl who always goes on smoke breaks with my crush spread the rumors….#which means my crush probably also thinks i have smth going on with this other guy 🥲#like it’s so hard to get closer to my crush bc we’re never really alone and he doesn’t talk much he’s kind of mysterious#whenever i ask questions he mostly gives short answers#and now i wonder if he really just doesn’t like me that way or if he’s put off bc of the rumors#bc the other guy is also his friend 😞#i did not sign up for all this drama when starting this new job seriously feel like i’m in some kind of bad tv show 😭#also i really like that guy but not that way and tbh he’s been acting rather flirty with me#and i was actually afraid that smth like this would happen but not so fast 😭#idk if i should say smth to that girl next time i see her bc like that’s such childish behavior#but i guess gossip at work can’t be helped?#like i’m literally interested in someone else but bc i like him so much i struggle way more to get close to him#whereas with the other guy bc i don’t see him that way it’s so easy to talk to him#he messages me a lot over the work chat and i always thought if someone sees these messages they’re gonna assume there’s smth going on#between us and lo and behold i was right 😭😭😭😭#like he sometimes sent me kissy face emojis and talked about us having a date when we’re going on a lunch break#but i NEVER reciprocated these kind of messages i ignored him whenever he said stuff like this#i should’ve just outright said that i don’t find it appropriate then i wouldn’t have this problem now#i just want my actual crush to like me back 😭😭😭#and it’s so funny bc that girl does everything with my crush smoke breaks lunch breaks so by that logic they’re dating too no??#like i’m actually so envious of how close they are and she’s out there spreading rumors about me based on some chat messages she saw..#☁️
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definitely on my I hate men bs tonight bc why are y’all like that.
#once I start starving for love attention and affection again it’ll be different but men make it sooo hard for you to like them#individually and as a group#I just feel like it’s not even worth it to try and connect with men anymore for the purposes of romance#you can tell them exactly what you want and what they can do to make you happy and it won’t even be much#and they’ll still fall short and be fucking flaky and weird and stupid as fuck#they play dumb and they say they’re busy but they know exactly what they’re doing and who they’re doing it to#you could be they nicest sweetest most honest woman and they would still find ways to be shitty to you#I’m still going to remain a sweetheart but FUCK!!!!!!!!#all I wanted was one nice man to spend a few weeks with who would treat me right and do what I ask and sex me right and often#but I see now men’s brains aren’t wired that way… as soon as they get it once their effort goes down#I could give consistent effort attention and affection to someone for however long as long as it’s reciprocated#but niggas can’t even do that. bro it was just for a few more weeks you couldn’t keep up the act for a few more weeks?#I would have been giving consistent pussy and affection but apparently asking for gm/Gn texts is asking too much#and asking for a crumb of time is too much#why say you’re available when you’re NOT AVAILABLE#I’m just gonna stop having sex until I’m married because I’m tired of just being the next man’s conquest.#clearly connection and time spent and effort and being honest with people means nothing to anyone anymore.#talking about how you’d like things to go and following through on that means nothing apparently.#so yea I’m just seriously over it. over feeling dumb over feeling used#over feeling dumb as fuck for compromising on my boundaries and then having to put up with even less than that#mine#next time a man wants to give me head I’m gonna let him do it then leave. I’m not having sex anymore unless I’m hooking up specifically#I should have listened to him when he slowly revealed to me that he was not what I was looking for#guess what lesson learned. big time
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A sizeable chunk of the fanbase (especially those who read the webtoon) seeing Collei in 3.0: aw thank goodness she’s doing well and even has two dads who are in love :)
Hoyoverse half a year later, writing Cyno and Tighnari into an event that in-game half of Mondstadt considers a lovers’ festival: shit shit shit shit shit we have to no-homo this
#edit: STOP LIKING THIS POST. LET IT DIE.#edit cont: tumblr will hide my creative posts from the tags but the comment I don’t want to spread gets in immediately. typical :/#????????????#not sure whether to take this at face value#bc there is a very long history of writers pausing mid-story to be like ‘uhh forget all the chemistry we’ve written up to now. obviously#these characters are close because they’re like ~brothers~ or ~sisters~’ and then go back to exactly what they were doing before#and never mentioning that again#so I’m reserving judgement until I see how things play out in more events#hyv has written characters who are siblings or who consider each other siblings or family before and they’ve been pretty clear about them#from the beginning. kaeya’s character stories explain that he and diluc are adopted siblings and shenhe’s demo before she was even released#says ‘surprise! she’s related to chongyun!’#this tidbit feels way late and honestly reads to me like a retroactive censor dodge. anyway#I played act 1 and was like ‘oh hee hee cynonari and their daughter collei :)’ and then act 2 came along#and re: windblume like. the lore says some celebrate it as a festival of gratitude#and windblume 1 showed it could be a festival for family as well (barbara kaeya and diluc in the montage cutscene)#so I would assume there’d be enough ambiguity for them like with jeanlisa in windblume 1#but I guess not??#pika’s ramblings#genshin#genshin impact
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#rant time#ok you know what im literally done bc if you’re going to act like my friend only when it’s convenient for you you’re not my friend!!!#like!!! hello??? do you realize how not ok it is to treat people that way??? to make comments that lift them up and make them feel like#they’re your best friend and then ignore them for the next two weeks or whatever??#seriously stop being so fake!!! you should’ve just been a mature person and told me that you don’t want to be my friend anymore instead of#whatever this is#like just tell me if i did something wrong to you and we can move on#because do you understand how terrible it makes me feel every time i’m in a class with you and all of your friends and you act like you’ve#never seen my face in your life??? and i’m just sitting there alone when years ago you would always sit by me when i was sitting alone#because you said you hated when people sat alone#yeah right ok girl i believe you!!!#of course you don’t understand that because you’ve never felt that way#you just ditch your friends every one or two years because there’s new people you like better#well guess what??? if you keep being a crappy friend those people will never be your real friends#like seriously who are you actually friends with??? you’re so fake!!! you constantly talk crap about all of your new friends!!! and then#the second they’re in the room with you you act like they’re your best friend for life#like no they’re not!!! not when you’ve said stuff like how mean and braggy they are and how you don’t want them to get leads over me!!!#well guess what if you want to ditch friends who are actually good people then you’re stuck with mean and braggy people so deal with it#and it’s not just me!!! i feel like you’ve treated everyone like this and it’s so not ok#so anyway i know I’ll say all this and then the next time you try to talk to me i’ll keep acting like it’s fine#but just so you know i think you’re the fakest friend I’ve ever had and i hope someday you get a taste of your own medicine#sorry for the rant lol#lav speaks
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rambly rant in the aftermath of this whole situation. I wasn’t gonna say anything because I didn’t have anything new or smart to say
but now I really wanna implore my followers to think critically in light of tumblr “drama”. because it’s dangerous. inflammatory posts are so easy.
imagine being called some of the worst words for one second, could you as easily defend yourself? even if you knew you had done nothing, how easy does it seem to convince an angry mob that they’ve got it wrong? definitely not as easy as making the fucking post at least.
I don’t want to talk whatever allegations. its not about the post of the week. its about the culture around drama, and free-for-all that surrounds it.
the lack of critical thought and understanding that smart, grown humans are able to give these situations is sad. past blind gut reaction anger and disbelief, do yall do anything with those thoughts afterward? parroting some talking head without thought isn’t insight. the people who make these posts on anon and think that gives them free reign to do the most despicable shit,
if you wish real harm, if you doxx, if you threaten someone’s life or innocent people who aren’t even involved - you’re straight up a bad person. the person you’re calling out may be a bad person too, but there’s no way you’re the “good guy” there.
can you actually think about what you believe in regards to the thing?
some of you seem to think everyone acts in service of you and your beliefs, instead of their own reasons and beliefs.
I know angry people are gonna start shit bc you have the critical reading skills of a goldfish so again, this isn’t a judgement about the situations that have cropped up in dc spheres last few days. I can’t say anything that hasn’t been said before. It’s about how y’all react to it. Drama isn’t an excuse to become a horrible person for a few days. And if you take any chance to publicly act like a shitty person, maybe you just are a shitty person.
It shows that most of you have no fucking clue of what you’re talking about. Publicly airing your problem w someone isn’t public service.
we all understand that a subjective bad interaction isn’t proof. it doesn’t criminalise someone to be shit person to talk to, but that’s 90% of the rbs.
If you have a gripe with someone, you talk about it in private, or to friends, or block them. And if you’re gonna call someone out, make sure you can line up the facts. Not assumptions.
The vagueness is so distasteful. If you don’t have enough fact to label them with that word publicly, maybe mind your business and dislike the person in quiet. no one said you’re not allowed to dislike someone.
have some fucking class. unless you’ve made sure that what you’re saying in the Whole truth, it probably isn’t. it’s your belief, and your belief isn’t any more important or right than anyone else’s. so many of you are seriously, seriously embarrassing. good job doing absolutely nothing for the betterment of anyone.
#‘I understand why dc is used’ but apparently only the dc you personally wanna consume#??#people who’ve followed me probably knew how I felt about this thing already so this shouldn’t be much of a surprise#i literally have my own gripes with a lot of the topic discussed#firsthand as a victim#yet every victim ive talked to seems to agree that even our personal gripes don’t set the rule for what someone can use to cope#if you send anonymous hate I really really genuinely don’t support you as a person#I hope you go away#bc some of the reactions to drama in the last year or so has been#foul#they’re not even cosplaying care anymore it’s just straight up any excuse to act crazy#ring ring#tw.discourse#I guess but not really bc I genuinely have nothing to say about the stupid slew of posts that have been going around
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V random but I’m in my Brockpetey feels could I listen to your 46 60 playlist!!
of course!! the first playlist i mentioned in the tags is actually not mine—it belongs to ash @notthequiettype and is a soundtrack to their wonderful fic Lake Rules (go read it if you haven’t already!!! highly recommend!!!)
annnd this one is my personal brockpetey vibes playlist
happy listening!!!
#liv in the replies#sadcanucksfan#also!! ash if you want me to unlink/untag please let me know and i will!!!#this one got bumped up because it’s currently relevant (i just posted brockpetey content) the rest of them will be scheduled in the queue 🫡#if i don’t do it now i will lose all links and ability to find things#as for my brockpetey i have zero reasons for any of the songs besides minnesota. it’s all vibes no thoughts.#minnesota to me is the quintessential brock petey song topped only (but really equaled) by charm you (also by samia)#like minnesota i would love to say is a joke but i really heard that song for the first time YEARS ago and went oh my fucking god.#i’m going back to minnesota huh#and then CHARM YOU??? AN ACT OF VIOLENCE AGAINST ME PERSONALLY????#you’re telling me there’s the lyrics ‘kissin you would be like kissin on the USA’ & ‘flying while i’m lying that i hate LA’ & it’s not 406?#(addition that i wasn’t gonna tell you but i have to tell y’all because it’s relevant to Me. samia is so so so so good live.)#(also i haven’t added it to the playlist because it’s sad but kill her freak out has narrative potential as brockpetey. also????#they’re all somehow petey pov to me. sometimes people just get assigned bands in my head for no reason & i think samia is petey’s vibe band.#BESIDES bbno$ which is canon lmao. spiritually petey is a samia song to me i guess idk why either sorry but kill her freak out#is a (seemingly you know how i am) unrequited brock/petey for when brock got his gf. thank u for your time i hate it too just listen to it)#also no statements about my music taste i will cry. if you hate it don’t tell me if you have recs do tell me#although i do have a joke playlist compiled of all the songs brock has been screencapped listening to because. why not. it’s fun and also#has that man ever listened to a single lyric in his life. what the FUCK is up with your chill playlist bud none of those songs are chill.#lovingly. ripping my hair out. the amount of times he listens to fast car like???? girl are you okay.#anyway this is ur reminder i miss stalking people on spotify let me see your music taste cowards.#ALSO#IF I THINK TOO LONG ABOUT PETEY IN MINNESOTA I WILL LOSE MY SHIT SO I AM NOT JUST KNOW THAT I CLICKED THE FIC & SKRTED I CAN’T HAVE EMOTIONS#if i did not have someplace to be at precisely 7:50AM i would be having a full breakdown please believe me.#oh also ALSO bonus points if you figure out what the numbers in the name are :)
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#i’m kind of really heartbroken right now#so i had tickets to the hot freaks concert and went tonight—which i don’t mind posting on here because i live several hours away#so basically i drove to the venue for several hours and stopped like once for food#it was my understanding that windsor was opening and then the hot freaks and then the happy fits i guess but i didn’t know the exact times#we were running a bit late bc of the road trip and walked in at 7:25 (the show started at 7) and i got to see the tail end of ‘boyfriend’#& i was like ‘oh okay i just missed their first song’ but then they walked off stage and my heart dropped. i missed everything#and yeah it’s on me because i must have had a misunderstanding about how the show worked#i’d never even heard of a show where an act performs for 20-25 minutes unless it’s like a variety show or something#i did cry about it already and just tried to have a good rest of the night since we’d already driven for hours#i got to meet the band at the merch table which was really cool and they gave me a free signed CD & sticker & friendship bracelet because—#they felt bad for me. which was very sweet (i also bought a shirt)#i know i should be grateful i was even able to go to the concert. and i still had fun but part of me will always be heartbroken#because financially/geographically it’s not smart to go to another show even further away just to see a 25 minute set when i’ve already got#the merch & all. plus i can listen to them on Spotify#i can only hope they come to a location closer to where i live#but there’s no guarantee because they’re so underground. they only resurfaced because of stupid tiktok & they’re only popular enough to be—#half of an opening act. so they could potentially never go on tour again#if i had more of a platform i would boost their music more but i don’t#i know it’ll be okay. it’s just a lot of things have been going shitty lately and i thought this would make me feel better and it just—#went to shit#tw vent#rose.txt
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truly the worst part of the post-covid loss of social decorum is that people genuinely cannot shut the fuck up at movie theatres anymore… and it’s truly the easiest thing to do, just… don’t talk. close your mouth. take your two lips and put them together and don’t make any noise. a non-action really! like i am trying to watch conclave not hear your half-whispered conversation that i guess couldn’t wait for a couple of hours - and it truly ruins the fact that a key part of films is the use of silence! silence that is ruined by the fact that you think you’re exempt from the rules that everyone else is held to
#i just thought that was a universal rule that everyone understood but i guess not#although i think is part of the shift towards a generally more noisy society that started with libraries#which i think you should also shut the fuck up in but that’s another post for another time#it is so easy to be quiet i do not understand#especially when there are so many options if you know you can’t be quiet - home premieres! relaxed and sensory-friendly showings!#why have you chosen instead to be a public menace?#and for conclave specifically - if you are a woke young person giggling obnoxiously loudly at the reveal at the end -#people don’t think you’re quirky they’re just going to think you’re massively transphobic just fyi!#everyone just needs to be a little more mindful about how they act in public with others around okay? that’s all i’m done now thanks
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