#tpof

[meinkatzchen]

This was unplanned art, but I haven't had any color art with the two of them for a long time I decided to make a gift to myself for upcoming birthday (,,>﹏<,,)

[darkenedreveries]

I forgot to take out the trash today 😅

Not for minors! 🔞

Character belongs to Gatobob.

[0viraptoraskblog]

I'm curious what the TPOF crew will be doing in prison (btw I love your work ˃ᴗ˂ !)

Thank you! ^^

How they would do in prison?

Derek- Bad. He’s mouthing off to the guards before they even bring him in. He’s either in denial or just full on pissed, I imagine a lot of threats and insults and “do you know who I am/do you know who my dad is!?” (Which also doesn’t work). Even when in jail he’s still entitled and, let’s be honest, acts like a brat. I think that side of him comes out more when he’s angry and doesn’t have a good argument himself. This is one of those cases. I mean, all the charges are accurate, how would he defend himself other than spewing threats? After some time, I think Derek might learn to shut up somewhat, just to get them off his back. He doesn’t like being bossed around, and will always have a mentality that he’s above the authority. He’ll never be fully cooperative. And honestly, he’s right, his dad is constantly trying to bail him out— but not out of love. It’s because their company has an image to uphold.

Celia- I don’t think she would do well at the start. Celia thrives on making plans and staying one step ahead. If she’s been caught, it means she’s lost control of the situation. It would start with MAJOR anxiety and rage towards whoever discovered her. How much do they know? What did they say? And how will Celia manage to give them what they deserve for destroying her image? In prison itself, I don’t think Celia would adjust well. She’s used to independence, high quality things, and being at the top of the economic ladder. This is rock bottom to her. It’ll get harder and harder to keep her composure; she desperately wants some alcohol right now.

Mason- good luck getting him turned in. He’s huge, he’s not afraid to use weapons of his own, and he can probably life you off the ground with one arm. He’d have to be put in a separate/more secure section I’m guessing, because a true serial killer like that (who’s also so strong and powerful) can’t be trusted around the other inmates. He’d spend time analyzing the workers and guards, mentally planning out how easy they’d be to catch and overpower, the same way he’d learn to hunt a specific animal. They might have a real threat with him, I imagine.

Fox- He’d be filled with anxiety. Fox’s confidence in himself and his life comes from security. He’s in control of the situation, he knows what he’s doing, and he’s good at it. But getting caught? All of that comes undone. He knows he’s going away for life, he’s done too much for anything less. It would bring back memories of being trapped and losing control, too. It might be the first time in years that he has a full blown anxiety attack. In jail, although he can and will fight if he has to, he’s still small (he doesn’t appear very threatening unless you know him, is what I mean). He’d be on edge and defensive, both due to nerves and fury at his life falling back apart. Everything he worked so hard to build, snatched away again. Summed up, he would not do well.

These are just my thoughts :)

[nnycrosis]

i really don't wanna color this so i'm just gonna drop it here and then burrow back underground lmao

cunty old man

[lovpsy]

I l♡⁠ve my daddy~

Nasty dog★

[boyfriendtodeathconfessional]

A large reason I got into BTD + TPOF was the horror aspects and writing of certain characters; like Ren for example.

As fucked up as it sounds Ren is one of the only characters to share my same ways of being affected by abuse especially after being isolated by an abuser. The grappling at wanting to believe the abuser loved you and cared about you because you had a few good moments together, trying to explain away the abuse that happened to you, falling into old habits that you had during the abuse or learning the habits of the abuser and taking them on because it's all you've learned are all things I've done in my life as a result of being abused for almost my whole life.

To me Ren's route is terrifyingly realistic and something I can relate to. In one ending he cries about how he had literally no one except Strade and is trying to grasp the fact Strade did abuse him, all while still trying to explain and deny it. He says he loved him, which is something I found myself feeling about my abusers a lot. It's easy to believe they love you during the good times or even just when you've been alone for so long that any sort of affection, no matter how false or fucked up, reads as love to the mind. He feels like shit for not saving Strade, even knowing if he did he'd still be being abused because he thinks it's better that way because at least he'd still have someone, even if that someone hurt him so badly it altered his path of life completely.

Fox shares a lot of these relations as well. The want to have control so badly you'll do anything for it, grasping at any straws you can all while falling back into the habits you were trying so hard to escape. Fox himself doesn't exactly seem to enjoy hurting the MC once he gets to know them more, even stopping them from killing themselves on stream and saving them and instantly being concerned about their well-being even right before. He gets us the prosthetic because he wants us to stay alive. He doesn't want to lose us hence why he puts so much effort into us, even getting upset when we die in show 2. And furthermore he's still in denial about Strade once again. He says that all Strade did was make the scars but they didn't make him, but it's a lie. We know from BTD 2 that Ren can get better with the proper support and help, but In TPOF he never got that help. He wouldn't know how to be a showman or snuff streamer without Strade. Strade taught him all he knows and he doesn't want to admit that he's down this path because of him. He's repeating the same steps as his abuser while trying to deny he had any effect on him at all.

He tries so hard to please chat that he ignores his own wants. His wants to keep us safe and stay with him? He ignores them. In Show 3 there's a chance for a sprite to pop up where Fox tells you to wait, but then turns back to chat and see they're getting upset at him, likely making him worry as he thinks they may leave him if he doesn't listen. The people he's been trying to use as a substitute for Strade's affection turning on him the moment he shows worry for someone he's starting to care about. So upon noticing their reaction he addresses them, telling them he was just making sure they're having a good time while punishing himself for caring about us and trying to stop us by digging his claws into his wrists to make him bleed, punishing himself for going against those who he thinks love them, but they don't love him. They love that he's trapped himself again, that he'll do whatever they say no matter what because he's reliant on them. He thinks hurting the MC gives him some sense of control but in reality he's still completely lost any control he once had by listening to chat and not his own wants.

When you tell him "I thought you were the one in charge" it sets off to him that he in fact has never had control and has just been doing what everyone else wants. He only took you in because Celia said it'd be cute. It wasn't a genuine decision he made on his own. No decision has been.

In BTD 2 as well we can see endings where he ends up revictimized which is something I fear I've been through so many times, especially regarding sexual abuse. Ren becomes scared of you, terrified even, so he falls back into the old habits of listening and obeying because he thinks if he just listens it'll be ok. It'll be better that way. Fighting causes more issues so it's better to just take it, no matter how much it hurts and he doesn't want to. He'll force himself to like it, to love you, because now you're the one giving him the attention. You're who he'll be dependent on.

He also shows that abused can become the abusers as well, even if just by repeating actions they view as correct because it's what they've been taught and all they know. He doesn't know any other way, so he does what he knows worked to make him care about Strade and hopes it'll have the same effect on you.

Ren / Fox means so much to me as a victim of abuse because he shows the sides of abuse most people don't touch upon and are too scared to talk about or want to brush under the rug. It kinda sucks to me when I see people discredit him just because he's from a horrorporn game because he really is, at least to me from my own experiences with abuse and the aftermath/struggles, extremely accurate to the struggles that come after getting out of an abusive situation where all you know is your abuser and hold them to such high regard because you have no one else in life and will try to justify them no matter what because they're all you know and have or had.

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[numbaoneflaya]

Lots of fanart of tpof Fox smoking cigars and while aesthetically sexy I just don’t think he’d do that. I don’t think he’d smoke cigars. They taste bad. At best I think he’d have a piña colada flavored vape pen that he puffs on between streams

[danishpastri]

I love using bases when j don’t know what to drawwww

[wardenaldebaran]

quick sketches of the unholy trinity😌

[radyoaktif-ghostt]

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wdym 9 hours-

[cidr18]

Blood? ...

[maruudesu]

Fan-art de Ren Hana de boyfriend to death.

Está vez jugué boyfriend to death, boyfriend to death 2 y me compré the price of flesh.

Recomienden novelas visuales 🙏

[ronanre]

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