#and yeah I’m scared. most people are
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ATP I feel like no matter who wins this election shit is still gonna get pretty bad because what the fuck is going on with the DNC? Why is Israel like…the hill these people are willing to die on? I don’t get it. It would only benefit them politically to support an arms embargo on Israel I mean most of us don’t want our money going to fund wars anyway, and I mean it could EASILY make them actually look better than Trump considering Trump unconditionally supports Israel and is Netanyahu’s favorite candidate. Why are the democrats insisting on staying pro war and being pro military and all that shit when they know we’re sick and tired of them blowing all our tax money on wars? I mean can they not get money from anywhere besides AIPAC??? Can they not just like…like why do they wanna be Hillary Clinton and her stupid husband so bad???? And not to mention all that shit about them not even let a Palestinian speak at the fucking DNC stage??? The person who wanted to speak wasn’t even against the democrats and would’ve only brought attention and humanity to the Palestinians who’ve been suffering for the past 10 months, I did read the speech btw she uploaded it online in case anyone else wanted to read it, BUT YEAH! I’m just so fucking frustrated and sick of this fucking government refusing to listen or work with progressives or pro Palestine activists. Was spending the last 20 fucking years terrorizing Iraq, Afghanistan, Syria, and others for oil just not enough?????? Why do we need to keep having these endless fucking wars? There’s no fucking reason for this other than the US government on both sides, red and blue are bloodthirsty egomaniac greedy bastards. I’m tired of this. And those motherfuckers making fun of dead Palestinians will NOT see the gates of Heaven. I am not even religious but lord if there’s a heaven they’re not walking through the gates. They will show up at the gates of Heaven and fall through the trap door to the other side (okay maybe that won’t happen but still) I’m just disgusted by these people, and no I don’t think Trump should be president either btw I think Republicans are just as guilty and cartoonishly evil considering Reagan was the reason a lot of this mess started in the first place and they hate everybody anyway. But like…this is just frustrating. I hate seeing the Overton window shift further right in real time. If I wanted to go back to the Bush era I would build a goddamn Time Machine and hop my ass back to the year 2001, I’ll even bring my low rise jeans and baby tees so I can fit in while I watch Bush ruin the country. I’m just…
#I’m just incredibly frustrated#and it just feels like no matter how I vote or what I do the country is gonna keep going this route#like I guess they’re pushing right wing dogma bc they’re trying to get moderates and conservatives on board with democrats#also I know it’s disingenuous to act like Kamala is as bad as trump I mean in terms of domestic policy#like I still care about domestic policy but like#it feels like no matter what we’re going down a very dangerous path#and yeah I’m scared. most people are#which is why I also understand why a lot of ppl voting blue are lashing out the way they are#like it’s all fear and desperation#but still it doesn’t excuse the democrats refusing to work with the uncommitted movement#or refusing to listen to anybody
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Sometimes I see the way certain people in a fandom treat a ‘tough love but well meaning and trying his best in the only way he knows how’ Dad and I can only think “You have a horrid relationship with your father, don’t you? 🫵👁️👁️”
#self projection is a very real thing and most of the time it’s silly fun but sometimes your blowing up a character when you really-#should be blowing up your father; I’m just saying.#the amount of times I’ve seen a dad who doesn’t understand his kid and unintentionally hurts them but grows to try and understand them but-#then the fandom wants that guy DEAD is ASTRONOMICAL.#this was spurred on from the fact I was thinking about Norman’s Dad in Paranorman. Yeah he’s tough love but the movie says it outright;#the reason he acted like that is because he’s scared for Norman. he doesn’t understand him and when people don’t understand something they-#get scared and mad. and even though he was shown to get upset note that he NEVER hurt Norman and buys him weird zombie/horror stuff because-#despite not understanding him and wishing he was ‘normal’ he still loves him! and he accepts his weirdness by the end of the movie in his-#own weird emotionally stunted way!#ignore this entire rant I just have so many emotions about dads who don’t understand but try their best regardless OUGH#prince rambles in this chilies tonight#fandom
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Do you ship any of the turtles with anyone? or do you ship anything in rise at all?
(This ended up being a lot longer an answer than I intended hoo boy sorry about that)
Hmmm, I’m not too big a shipper tbh! Especially since I really enjoy canon interactions backing my ships, so it’s hard for me to actively like any that don’t really have that going for them. There’s plenty that I see around that I think are cute, but that’s usually the extent of my thought process for them.
For ships I more actively have, I guess I like AprilxSunita! They’re very very cute and I think they have some huge meet cute energy in their first episode together, and their chemistry is genuinely adorable (plus them being featured means more April screentime which is ALWAYS a good thing.)
I also think AprilxCasey (and when I say Casey I mean our OG girl) is really good, as I’m a sucker for enemies to lovers, and I think they have a lot in common and just bounce off each other very well (not to mention this ship in other iterations of TMNT has a loooooot going for it.)
Keeping the chain going, I think RaphxCasey (again, OG Casey) is also one with a tonnnnn of potential. They have a lot of common characteristics, and considering Raph’s whole thing with Franken-Foot, I really think there’s a lot of room there for a relationship to develop. Plus, like AprilxCasey, Raph and Casey tend to have a close relationship throughout the iterations of TMNT and it would be great to see that more with these two, even if not romantically.
Actually going back to enemies to lovers, I unironically think there’s a ton going for DonniexKendra. I know a lot of people hate this ship, but I don’t and I actually think it could very easily work whether in a love-hate way or a slow burn way. There’s a lot to like here and honestly they’re good together! Kendra is legit Donnie’s type too haha (cute, but mean.)
Lastly, SplinterxDraxum is good…when done right. I really like when people take it and don’t undermine the very real trauma that Splinter has gone through. As I’ve stated a lot, I love me some enemies to lovers, so I can see the potential here. Plus lbr Draxum was down BAD for Lou Jitsu when he first saw him haha.
I think that’s the extent to what I actively like? Everything else usually falls into “aw cute” or “ehhh not for me thanks”. And before you ask YES leosagi is cute and I’ll read fics with it if the premise is appealing, but I’m afraid I need some canon interactions to establish base character dynamics before I actively ship it alas.😔 Super cute though, no hate to it or any of the other CanonxCharacter-they’ve-never-met ships, I genuinely think people should just have fun! And for what it’s worth I really do wish we got a Usagi and Leo interaction in Rise like we have in other iterations.:(
So yeah. Overall, I have a few ships I enjoy, but I fall much more in the “prefer to keep everyone to themselves and make the focus family and friendship” category.
#non au ask#can you tell I’m an enemies to lovers person yet 💀#I had a dream once that the Fox yokai working for big mama was a teenage employee and he and Leo had a cute thing going on does that count#(the bellhop guy we see often with Big Mama)#that dream had like all of big mama’s employees basically be her adopted children#including frida#(Big Mama’s assistant)#AND Gus#(the guard dog)#so like she was literally big MAMA lol#pretty interesting story tbh too bad it ended when I woke up and I forgot a good 70% of it#lol this is also enemies to lovers I just realized-#but yeah overall I’m mostly a friendship or family platonic dynamics person#pfft of the ones I listed only AprilxSunita was not enemies to lovers wait 😭#nah but like I’m not really a big shipper tbh#I tend to fast forward through romance plots in shows that don’t focus on romance#and I tend to avoid romance genres in general most of the time#no hate at allll it’s just not typically for me y’know?#I was reallyyyyy scared to post this because people can get MEAN about ships 💀
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The amount of criticism and hate the wottg book is getting makes me scared to like it bc it feels like if I do then I’m doing something wrong😅
#I read for the feels and vibes so most of the time I’m not paying THAT much attention to actually properly critique it#I fear we may have gone into this book with inadequate standards and that’s why many are incredibly mad and disappointed#I’ve seen many critiques being about Annabeth playing into ‘Percy is dumb’ but I feel like that’s his own insecurity#like when you think your hair or smth looks bad and that everyone thinks the same but it’s really just you that notices#but I am afraid to say that#I don’t think this book was supposed to be a big adventure with plot twists and a lot of character development#bc if it was then yeah this is definitely not that but who said it was supposed to be#also if you’re aware that it’s a cash grab then maybe just maybe don’t buy it????#I like some rr crit but now I’m just scared to like this book at all#once again this is not that deep take this with a grain of salt or don’t even interact to disagree#people are feisty okay they tend to get upset when u disagree#pjo#percy jackson#percy jackson and the olympians#annabeth chase#heroes of olympus#hoo#wrath of the triple goddess#wottg#spoiler free#pjo fandom
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#random and emo and will prob delete but#sometimes i feel so lonely in this fandom 😔😭#like amongst the writers of this fandom I mean#like it feels like all the cevans writers are friends with each other and I’m the local weirdo on the other side like 🤠#obv I talk to some people and am mutuals with some people whom I loooove but like#idk I’ve always felt this low-key 😂😂😂#it’s bc I’m so awkward and I think that they all think I’m annoying#like I automatically assume most of the big writer blogs hate me lol#which is deffo just in my head and I’m insane yall know im fucking insane and jump to conclusions 😂😂😂#but idk sometimes I just feel sooo lonely#well not LONELY bc I love my anons and my mutuals and I’m always on here yapping about something or the other 😅😅#but I feel like I’m not part of that amazing writer community where everyone’s friends with everyone#MAYBE BC I NEVER FUCKING TALK TO ANYONE BUT THAT IS BC I AM SCARED SO I NEVER PUT MYSELF OUT THERE#😭😭😭😭😭#but yeah lol#no fr tho why can’t I be normal lmaoooo
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#airika txt.#i was so scared that the session today would be like awkward after finding out my therapist was leaving at the end of june#but lemme tell youuuuuuu 😭#i’m going to miss her so so SO much#this was probably one of the best and most soul bearing sessions we’ve had#and the fact it coincides with the nearly one year mark since starting therapy#it just … it feels good?#there was a lot of crying a lot of laughing#but i’m also so like honored i got to have this convo with her#we talked a lot about hell***** and how the games have really opened up old wounds#and closed ones i didn’t even know were opened#i’m super thankful i could be as open as i was with her bc i do not think i would have been able to be as vulnerable with a new person#and idk if they would have known how to respond like she did#she’s honestly one of the easiest people to talk to and i’m just —#yeah i feel very lucky that THIS convo is one i got to have with her before our time together ended#it feels very much … like closing the door on a part of me that needed to be validated and nurtured and understood#so that this next door / therapist can help me on the rest of my healing journey
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sorry i’m still annoyed but like we really think if ned would have seen robert hit lyanna with his own two eyes he wouldn’t have done anything. that’s what we’re saying. that’s really what we’re all saying that’s really-
#idk why people are incapable of talking about nedcat’s faults without going to the most deranged option possible#i think if lyanna was 16 and pregnant with Robert’s baby & wrote him a daella esque ‘pls come im scared’#ned would go see what was UP. he’d Probably assume she misses their mother and would bring like. nan or someone to storm’s end#but come on. he abandons storm’s end to a starving & distraught stannis bc he thought she was still alive.#and people will be like ‘he’s an asshole to cersei’ u r ignoring the part where she fucked her brother & he thinks she murdered jon arryn.#THATS why he’s an asshole it’s very clear that the spousal abuse set off insane alarm bells in this man’s mind.#yeah it’s not enough to say stop a marriage between margaery and robert.#but if u think it’s not enough to go now what the fuck do you think you’re doing here robert if robert left a bruise on lya’s face#unserious. go reread the book. once again i’m accusing too many of you of being only children.#getting on my soap box#this post may self destruct if i feel bad enough about it later
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Is it a hot take to say re7 is the scariest resident evil game …
#I genuinely have no idea what people think the scariest rezi game is?#if I had rezi followers I’d do a poll but I’m so deathly curious#re7 and 8 are the most .. hm#controversial maybe? minus the re3make#because of the swap to first person but that was the point#the perspective swap was to make ‘em scarier and I think they did a good job#re7 at least#I don’t rhink re8 is very scary sorry😭#re7 just has a better premise#all the Mia cutscenes are fuckin. crazy. to me at least bc one of my biggest fears is getting stabbed with a huge kitchen knife like that#plus the baker house setting is purrfect imo#re8 is very much fairy tail vibes. not too spooky#the vampires aren’t scary theyre hot idk what you want from me. it was hot when ethan got his hand cut off by lady d ok.#I’m not scared of dolls or that ugly ass fish man neither so#not factories neither#just yeah. fairy tail. not scary#tbf I’m not scared of bugs so the whole bug part of re7 admittedly does nothing for me#which is a shame because it’s AMAZING#but no yeah re7 is so good and so so fucking scary LMFAO#god I need to peer pressure some of my friends into getting into the rezi series I need to be insane w someone abt it#unfortunately it’s a little hard to get into admittedly but once you’re in you’re IN
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I wanna make a pkmn irl blog so I can play around with a concept revolving a certain type of pkmn but I have no idea how pkmn irl blogs. operate. Does anyone have any tips
#the character I wanna use is a protag yeah but since he’s a protag in my canon…#he’s not too big on revealing his identity#I guess what could hinder this blog the most is the fact that I can’t draw pkmn lol I dunno how to draw em#so it’s just like. uh. ya know?#captain speaking#it’s midnight so I’m not really expecting many people to even see this#I’m also kinda scared that making a blog out of it will drain the fun from it. that’s just how it is sometimes#but nevermind that last part
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so yesterday i experienced my first fictional crush and it’s been downhill from there
#so like i know i have a flawed experience with romance (confused arospec here)#but i really don’t know what else to call it so i’m just saying it’s a fictional crush it feels right#‘but jaye you have said you are ‘in love with’ so many times about so many different characters’ here’s the thing:#most times i say that it’s because i either heavily relate to them or i live the person they are played by#so like not like an actual ‘crush’ (i really don’t know what that feels like)#but yeah anyway i am absolutely in love (my own definition of love) with this character#and i’m way to scared to say who it is so i will refrain from doing so i don’t want people hunting me down#ok thank yall for reading my jaye rant happy tdov peace out ✌️#(tumblr is like a digital diary that 40+ people can see. to me. this is incomprehensible isn’t it)#jaye's originals ig
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#not to be nuanced on the internet but#the war in gaza is scaring tf out of me both because of the increasing likelihood of genocide#of Palestinians i mean#and what this will mean for the people i love in israel#(many of whom are left wing and never wanted this in the first place)#i get being happy for israel to lose US support - tbh i’m happy about what biden is doing at the UN etc#but also like - israel failing is scary#israel voluntarily dissolving to make a binational or just multi-ethnic state would be awesome#but that doesn’t seem like it’s on the table atm#like i hate a colonial project as much as anyone else#but - maybe this is bc i live in the U.S. which is also a colonial state just an older one#most people in israel didn’t have tons of choice in being born there or even going there as refugees#like - european countries don’t want jews to move back#en masse#arab countries don’t want jews to move back en masse#etc etc#the us isn’t going to be like - sure millions of immigrants should move here#so yeah it’s all pretty fucked now#and this is why peace is the only real solution that won’t result in mass death#but the israeli right wing sure af doesn’t want it#and their actions in Gaza sure aren’t inspiring confidence among Palestinians that there’s a partner there#so it’s just all deeply sad
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i’m gonna COMPLAIN. SHOCKER.
#personal#it guy hasn’t said anything or made comments or has been sitting with me at lunch which cool#at most it’s like damn lost the only person i talk to at my job at all but then i remember the convos and im like yeah it’s fine#but anyway i just get a weird vibe and im mad!#i’m just mad bc i don’t go after coworkers bc one coworkers im not shitting where i eat#two it’s a very confusing process for me and i don’t need that in my work place#i didn’t ask for him to get weird i didn’t ask for him to get weird after#and now i’m stuck with this awareness and unease bc it stresses me out!#and usually dudes who are into me scare me!#but it’s just frustrating i’m already struggling (socially work wise im super duper killing it) at work#and then you throw that into the mix it’s very confusing and i feel like a bad person#and it’s one of the times i just hate being autistic#would i still be confused and annoyed if i wasn’t? probably but probably not as bad#anyway lip stuff coming today. win.#trying dating apps again#chatting with a body builder rn so that’s going alright#crazy start he wrote. i don’t want to say a poem but a rhyme about king kong and my ass#in under a minute when i said something homo sapien#i was like do i. do i unmatch for this. but also it was really witty for writing in under a minute like i cannot deny that#anyway that’s going okay usual levels of stress with talking with people from dating apps#there’s this one gorgeous guy but he is so fucking boring to talk to#one dude has just been arguing about avatar the last air bender first sentence in and that’s been relaxed engaging#and this one trans dude matched with me and talked about patches but that was a minute ago so 😔😔😔😔😔😔#girls. r scary is my answer to that
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There’s something that strikes me as….counterproductive? about getting pissy and accusing people of racism or xenophobia or upholding colonialism etc for not knowing how to pronounce a name, when the name is written using the orthography of a language the people not pronouncing it right don’t speak.
Cuz most of the time when this is happening, at least as far as I’ve seen, it’s in contexts when people have seen the name in writing far more than they’ve heard it spoken aloud, if they’ve heard it at all.
A lot of languages use the Latin alphabet, but they use the letters differently!
For someone to look at a name and either mispronounce it horribly because they’ve attempted to use one language’s pronunciation rules on a different language’s spelling, or to just go “I don’t know how to say that” because maybe they recognize it’s from a different language and needs to be pronounced using a ruleset they don’t know, or maybe because in their language the spelling of the name puts sounds together their language doesn’t allow next to each other—these are not moral failings.
No more so than not being able to read something aloud that’s written in a writing system you don’t know—like Cyrillic or hiragana.
Just….tell people what the correct pronunciation is. Without being accusatory about it.
If they refuse to correct, refuse to try, kick up a stink about “they should spell it a normal way!”—then they’re an asshole.
But they’re not an ass for just not knowing in the first place. And treating them like they are is not gonna help them broaden their language horizons or make them any more comfortable approaching names (or people!) that strike them as foreign.
Just…..don’t assume malice when simple lack of familiarity is sufficient explanation.
#eiiri has thoughts#I’ve been seeing this recently around ncuti gatwa#and I’m sure some people are being racist asses but most people who don’t know what to do with that n-c are not#I’ve seen the same kinda thing around welsh and irish names#and around Chinese names where letters in pinyin are used for sounds a little off from what those letters mean in English#like Q#and folks love to trot out the same handful of extremely well known French German and Russian names#as a «if you can pronounce THIS you can pronounce THAT» gotcha#and like yeah physically I probably can! at least pretty close!#but not if I don’t know what phonemes to produce in the first place!#just be kind to people#like jeez this is why folks are scared to try
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taking every parent by the shoulders and shaking them aggressively
Yelling at/threatening/hitting your child does nothing but make them scared of you
Yelling at your child won’t make them stop crying
Yelling at your child won’t stop their bad behavior
Stop being mean to your fucking kids
Stop trying to make your kids be who you wanted to be, they are their own person and your job is to cultivate that person
Stop emotionally checking out after your kids hit puberty!
Your kids did not ask to be born, you may not have either but you chose to keep them
I don’t care how tired, broke or, down you are, if you take it out on your child you are a piece of shit and your kid is going to grow up to resent you for it
If you feel the need to hit your kids for having emotions or acting badly you did not “turn out fine” being scared of your parents is not normal!
BE THE PARENT YOU WISH YOUR PARENTS WERE
And if you find yourself struggling to keep calm: GET HELP FOR IT! Your kids should not have to bear the brunt of your unresolved issues!
#I heard my neighbors yelling at their kid yday. threatening a toddler for crying#their kid is too young to talk but knows what ‘I’m going to beat your ass’ means#like your kid learns emotional regulation skills only if YOU teach them. what is yelling going to teach them? most likely nothing except#that you are someone to be scared of and they cannot make mistakes in front of you!#anyways I called cps but most likely they won’t do anything#so yeah! hey how come no one I know my age trusts or even likes their parents?#well you see it’s because people don’t like people who are mean to them :)#being related doesn’t change that#I have to relearn how to be a person because no adult who had control over my life was kind to me#vent#but it’s ok to rb#idk why does it have to be a hot take to say you shouldn’t threaten your children with violence??#the hardest part for me wasn’t even surviving abuse it is learning how to feel safe afterwards
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partners sister is taking various courses to become an aesthetician and I volunteered to be her model to practice on so I got my lashes done today ✨ (which looks amazing and she only did it the first time ever?? the instructor was also pleased with her work)
and in two weeks well do some basic nail care stuff 💅 and then in november she wants to practice waxing/sugaring on me 👀
#I’m living the Barbie doll life#I’m paying for material costs of course#but getting 120€ lash extensions for 30€ is def worth it#I never did anything like this before but it’s really pretty and it wasn’t uncomfortable or anything#my stuff#ngl I’m a little scared of waxing#I don’t want it to hurt#but like#since i got my iud I’m like immune to some kind of pain#cause it’s like#it can’t be as bad as that was so#yeah let’s rip out some hair I guess#for real though I’m just being a supportive friend here cause she needs a lot of people to practice on and most only let her do 1 thing#and I have time#and I’m a willing victim
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Hi. Why?
Why are there so many of you suddenly what happened to me having 5 inactive followers
#i think most people follow me because of the fact blog but you really don’t have to#I’m really boring and all my favourite characters and ships are just popular stuff and I don’t contribute anything to the fandom#i really don’t want anyone to be uncomfortable bc of me posting their least fav or notp so if you’re following me just because I’m the mod#you really don’t have to do that#also I’m too scared to talk to anyone why would you follow me#ignore this#oh yeah also haha funny 66 number
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