#* THE SAD TRUTH {vent}

[in-tenebris-et-in-solitudine]

[lufronus]

In the end I will always be too much for everyone, no matter how much they claim to love me

[angelblvd444]

I didn't go to school for 2 whole days bcs I genuinely didn't have the energy to get out of bed and today I only have 3 hours of class and then nothing else to do but I still don't wanna go :( my bed is my home and I don't wanna get out but I have to my mom won't be happy if I miss school again

[omori-headspace]

tw: implied hanging + murder.

you shouldn't have looked back.

[savage-rhi]

A very deep magenta.

[a-j-s-the-only]

you haunt me in forms of touches

smells food shirts shorts those outfits the wall color the texture of the ceiling scars sounds that one song playing the blade i first picked up voices parties people buildings dreams nightmares my bed my closet my carpet my body my mind my church

you haunt me in every place I should feel safe

[yikes-ajax-thats-sad]

"So, how are you?"

Well, I'm alive.

"Yeah? What's wrong then?"

Well you see-

[full-of-pain]

[gr3n0nion]

And when the rapture comes,

The sun will bleed like an aching v*gina.

Spreading the fear of womanhood

Birthing new demons.

I will stare straight up and I will burn—

my eyes into it’s c*nt.

And god, I’ll emerge from the fire

A new baby, born again.

[wyrm-with-a-why]

Unfortunately for me I’m easily manipulated

[bunnyburrowsys]

i despise those who say taco is an abuser and then don't listen to those who try to say their point of view

"im not reading that" go fuck yourself then.

(this is about a certain microphone fan that i will not name but if you know, you know)

(and NOT targeted at any of my moots i will love and cherish you till the end of my days istg)

Fronting: Lollipop ~ She/He | Julius [He/They/Mew]

(lolli is the one who's typing she's uh filled with hatred and anger)

[sappho-favourite-pupil]

If only i did stand up for myself with the same strength and conviction i recall when standing up for the people i love, maybe i wouldn't be doing that bad right now.

[rainywhispersblog]

Just realized I don't just self-harm physically...I do so mentally and emotionally. Every time the going is really good, and things are looking up, I destroy it in some way.. like there's a part of me that has to destroy the happiness I'm finally able to feel. I hate this.

[audreyrose7]

There was a phase in my deconstruction when I was solidly starting to question everything and even as I kept moving forward I still wanted to go back, it's really hard to leave what you know and what you're used to. I wanted what was familiar, I wanted the answers that I've trusted my whole life to stay true, but they simply aren't! I don't think we're talking about it enough, how sad it is to leave Christianity when you really never wanted to you just wanted the truth!

[pinkislouder]

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[undeadvinyls]

its always depressing when girls in my class talk abt crushes on boys and i cant relate at all