#my words

[notsunshine]

Permission to love

Everyone I've let love me

Always made me think

It doesn’t get better than this

No one else would praise me in such a poetic way

No one else would comfort me like this

No one else would make my heart feel like it went deeper inside my chest

No one else could make me this happy

No one else can make feel so pathetic

No one else can make me feel so invalidated and unseen

No one else would write songs to comfort me

No one else would be ready to fight for me

No one else would care about my well being like this

No one else would want me to be happy like this

No one else can make me feel so helpless

No one else can make me regret like this

No one else can make me feel lonelier

No one else can be this inconsiderate

No one else would try to actually get to know me

No one else would love me for who i am

No one else would try to love me the way i feel loved

No one else would want to see me succeed like this

No one else can make me feel like such an idiot

No one else can make me so mad

No one else can make me feel so frustrated

No one else can make me wonder if i have any self respect at all

I have let them love me

Did i let myself love them?

[thewaitingluna]

and if I must be something, lord, let me be the light on the way back home.

I have spent my whole life in darkness, for once, let me be needed.

[whispersandwindowpanes]

I didn’t say much today.

Didn’t have the right words.

But you stayed anyway.

The silence was loud,

and somehow, you heard it.

Didn’t ask for explanations.

Didn’t rush anything.

You just… were there.

And that meant more than fixing it ever could.

Sometimes, the quiet company is louder than comfort.

Sometimes, showing up is the loudest “I care.”

Thank you,

for sitting with the version of me

that didn’t know how to ask.

[nurayset]

"Some souls just understand each other upon meeting, like they’ve known each other for lifetimes."

[eternalstarlitwonderland]

The Lore of the Rainbow-Colored Butterfly

These starlit hours have begun

Suddenly, she appears in a dazzling glint

As the darkness gives way to the light

Her skin is of a very fair complexion, smooth and flawless

Her face is youthful and lovely

She is wearing a glistening, colorful diamond butterfly pendant around her delicate neck

Her hair is flowy and hip-length and in the color of crimson

With a full fringe concealing her forehead

Her eyes are sparkling and in a deep blue shade like a sapphire

Her lips are pillowy with a tinge of glimmer

Her dress was brilliant and glistening like a diamond in the rough

It's vividly colorful

Her heels are sparkly and match the theme of the dress

Accentuating her flawlessly

Her wings begin to resonate brightly

With a snap

Dozens of sparkly, rainbow-colored butterflies appear

The sparkly, rainbow-colored butterflies following her

Each butterfly embodied every dream that was granted through warmth, desire

She has been recently reborn

She asks herself how she gets here

From a wish? Or maybe from a promise?

Who knows, but she's here

She knows the world is her oyster

She wants to see it and its entirety

Being mesmerized by its shimmery glint

Her wings twinkled in a sheer cloak of night

Concealed it in its colorful glimmer

Now, it's her chance to show herself

With a snap

Another dozen sparkly, rainbow-colored butterflies appear

Dispersing and scattering

Spreading the word of the legend

Satisfied with her effort

With a snap

She dissolves herself into a million brightly lit, rainbow-colored butterflies

Turning herself into lore as well

The lore of the Rainbow-colored butterfly

[phoenixmoon333]

If your soul feels too much for this world... my book was written exactly for you. Raw. Sacred. Independent. Read it. Feel it. Live it. Link in bio.

[nightly-quotes]

~ HH.

[bloody-pony]

Rules and Craziness.

[wisteriagroves]

I loved you softly, quietly - a steady flame in your shadow.

You held it like a stain, an unwelcome blessing you kept trying to scrub away.

[skinnybones101]

"the first seeds of doubt are planted in the girl not by the mother alone, but by the 25 year old who watched her dreams slowly fade, by the teenager haunting her bones, who swore she'd never treat her daughter the way she was treated. these seeds grow into vines, twisting and twitching through the veins of the daughter. the cruelty of the inevitable. those suffocated by fate, never really stood a chance. they say atlas carried the weight of the world on his shoulders, will it ever come close to that carried by the daughter- the mother? the hopes, the dreams, the doubts, the regrets, the delusions that feed the drive of survival, of pushing forward, of getting through, just one more day, one more week, one more month, one more year. is it strength? or is it greed? is it selfish to want or is it selfish to grieve?" -excerpt from a book I'll never write

[eternalstarlitwonderland]

Celestial Songstress and Her Cosmic Hymn

Drifting through the velvet skies,

Where silence hums and starlight sighs,

She lifts her voice, a silver flame,

Calling stars by their ancient names

Notes like comets trace her breath,

Soft as dawn, yet deep as death

Galaxies lean in to hear

The song that draws the heavens near

Sing, oh Songstress, light the dark,

With every note, ignite a spark

Guide the lost through the shadow’s veil,

On wings of sound, let spirits sail

Your voice is a beacon, bold and bright,

A lullaby of endless night

Her melody, a woven thread,

Of dreams the stars themselves have shed

She sings of love that never fades,

Of cosmic paths and moonlit glades

The Milky Way begins to hum,

A harmony, the void becomes.

She spins the night in radiant tone,

Yet sings as if she stands alone

Sing, oh Songstress, light the dark,

With every note, ignite a spark

Guide the lost through the shadow’s veil,

On wings of sound, let spirits sail

Your voice is a beacon, bold and bright,

A lullaby of endless night

And though the ache within her grows,

She sings for those she’ll never know

Her voice, a gift she can’t reclaim,

Yet still she sings, without a name

The stars respond in reverent hush,

The universe begins to blush

For in her song, they see their birth

A love that spans the edge of Earth

Sing, oh Songstress, light the skies,

With every note, let spirits rise

Through nebulae and a comet’s trail,

Your voice becomes the astral grail

Forevermore, your song shall gleam,

A starlit hymn, an endless dream

[phoenixmoon333]

If your soul feels too much for this world... my book was written exactly for you. Raw. Sacred. Independent. Read it. Feel it. Live it. Link in bio.

[nightly-quotes]

~ HH.

[big-tiddy-goth-ghoulfriend]

canceled my prime membership today

[deadlypoetacademia]