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Rewatching her scenes and… somehow Grace Zabriskie gives Sarah Palmer such intense “wish I had a son” resentful daughter mom vibes. Like Sarah’s jealous of Laura. And she’s afraid for her. And she’s uneasy. She blames Laura for what Sarah subconsciously (or consciously?) knows of Leland’s sexual abuse of Laura because to blame Laura moves the blame further away from Sarah (who chose to marry, have a kid with, and stay with Leland). She is already mourning Laura. How she boils that down is she wishes she had a son. She never says it but you can see it. Her distance from Laura. Her tense little spats with her over smoking or trivialities are the most they interact. It’s a studied distance. Sarah is always tense around her eyes and even moreso when she’s anywhere near Laura, who in turn has written off her mother as something like Leland’s talking furniture.
It’s insane.
#grace zabriskie#🌹laura#💔trauma#💔abuse#🌹sheryl lee#twin peaks#fire walk with me#leland palmer#sarah palmer#laura palmer#🚫leland#🚫violence#🚫sexual objectification#🚫prostitution#🚫underage prostitution#🚫rape
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Yeah it’s canon Josie had sex with Laura.
Some more details:
With Laura being a minor and Josie an adult in her early 30s, it is statutory rape.
Laura described it as Josie seducing her (poorly) so it’s Josie who initiates pursuing the high school girl volunteer teaching her English. Not that it wouldn’t have been statutory rape if Laura had come on to Josie first, it still would have been, but this is additional context.
Source is The Secret Diary of Laura Palmer by Jennifer Lynch. Page 172, diary entry June 4 1989*
In that entry she finds the experience uncomfortable and unwanted: “the more she comes on to me the less I respect her.”
Laura specifically adds the PS:
“It makes me sick how every time I do something good I always end up — pardon the pun — getting fucked.”
And then later on Oct 10 agreed to meet Josie after 10 pm and has sex with her. She views herself as taking advantage of Josie’s desire but also doesn’t seem to want it or enjoy it much, in line with Laura using sex as self harm. Afterward Laura feels empty and angry and like she has completely lost respect for Josie.
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You can check out a text version of the diary for free using Archive.org’s “Open Library”
*years in this book are off vs the show and movie
i have the english isn't my first language excuse but also i am fundamentally a little bit stupid sometimes. all this to say did laura palmer and josie packard fuck did i read that right
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The Witcher s03e03: “[Your mother] loved you the best she could. To save you, she had to let you go.”—“This can’t have been the only choice.”
#thewitcheredit#whumpedit#the witcher#whump#geralt of rivia#henry cavill#grief#tears#angst#childhood trauma#emotional whump#my gifs#the witcher spoilers#💔#geralt in tears recalling how his mother abandoned him got to me 😫#when he said he won’t abandon ciri- a true father#i get feral-whumperflies when a stoic character starts to breakdown in tears and vulnerability
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i'm exhausted but my mind won't stop fucking racing
#actuallybpd#actually borderline#actually ocd#bpd#bpd emotions#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd mood#bpd feels#bpd favorite person#bpd fp#obsessive thoughts#actually obsessive#-🔪💔#traumacore#trauma vent#ventcore#jirai blogging#jirai boy#jiraiblr#jiraiblogging#landmine kei#landmine boy#landmine type#landmineblr#jirai lifestyle
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“And that kid — He’s a good one. David.”
“He’s gonna amount to something someday.”
— Frank Woods, Call of Duty: Black Ops 6 (2024)
#cried deeply thinking about this 💔#with the amount of trauma david went through it all could have gone wrong#but woods really manifested a future for him 😭#‘i owe mason that’ im gonna throw up bye#been thinking abt this since 2012 💔#frank woods#david mason#call of duty#black ops 6#bo6#black ops 2#bo2#mine#bo6 spoilers#my edits
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i finished tsc tonight and my god how do i want to read it again a million times while simultaneously wanting to unread everything i just read????????
#that shit HURTED💔#like very very badly hurted#fucking hell what trauma have I signed myself up for here#HAVE U NOT SUFFERED ENOUGH#jean moreau#jeremy knox#jean x jeremy#jerejean#the sunshine court#all for the game#tsc#aftg#nora sakavic
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the thought of how much the little mermaid play (and therefore, the story) matters to nene is so cute — how much it inspired her, how it sparked her dream, how happy little nene was to watch yuuka perform the lead role and wish to someday stand in her place, to also become the songstress that can reach people's hearts never fails to make me smile. her dream bloomed from pure ambitions coming right from her small heart and her excitement and little nene is just absolutely adorable, right? it's probably the best thing about her association with the little mermaid!
but do you ever think about how middle school nene must felt when she stood on the stage that very day her dreams seemed to completely fall apart, that very day when she messed up her performance? and how in between of her panic and anguish, she probably managed to have one coherent thought — "it's just like in the little mermaid. she had her voice taken away from her too"? and how in this very moment she really was just like the heroine from her favorite play — but in a way little nene would never ever wished for her future self to be? and how in that very moment she cursed herself from being associated with this story, how she desperately wished not to be this once?
well, if you haven't, then now you did! happy birthday nene 💚
#i'm not proud of how this is worded but i can't put my thoughts together. 💔 i've slept for three hours forgive me#anyways i love middle school nene so much she's so interesting a ms nene event is a NEED!!!!#i wanted to post it earlier but tbh. today is the perfect day for it isn't it????#nenechan i love you though don't be mad at me for revisiting ur trauma and come home early oki#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#nene kusanagi#wonderlands x showtime#ri says things the tag
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--- A Slave to Destiny ---?
I played Life is Strange 9 years late and took inspiration from all the amazing fanart I found. There was lots of symbolism and stories told through the art, so of course I couldn't resist trying it out with arcane. Especially with all the s2 trailers being dropped recently 👀👀
I hope it explores more of the imposter syndrome and codependency between Jinx and Vi. And also shows them breaking it and growing into stronger versions of themselves.
So far the teasers definitely dive into the tragedy of trauma, which I made sure not to sugarcoat here bc it resonates with me so much ❤️🩹
There's always a light at the end of the tunnel, so I hope the show emphasizes that when it comes out in November. Even if it's painful and devastating as well, which I completely expect 🙏
#arcane#fanart#my art#digital art#vi arcane#arcane vi#teen vi#arcane season 2#emo vi#pitfighter vi#spirit animal#wolves#enforcer vi#young vi#gotta draw more of those gorgeous red wolves soon 👀#tw blood#my soul was feeling this one#vi's story so far breaks my heart 💔#childhood trauma#parentified child#imposter syndrome#codependency#jinx is there if you squint#inner child healing#prison trauma#identity crisis#league of legends#character arcs
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IT WASN’T FYOVER (it’s still kinda Gojover)🙃❤️🩹 happy one year !!!✨
#BSD made us all temporarily anime-onlys while JJK made us all regret being manga readers😮💨😭#do you REMEMBER the [20th] night of SEPTEMBER?🙂↕️🎶#HAPPY ONE YEAR to the worst anime day ever !!!💔(personally) (I was targeted) (I’m still recovering)🫠#I started these doodles this time last year & finally finished them🤡 - WILD to have much more Fyo knowledge since then.#words cannot express the emotional turmoil that I went through both at 3am (JJK leaks) on this day a year ago & then later at 11am (BSD ep)🥲#the trauma ! the horror ! the unknown.#may all the anime loves of your life live on forever !!!😭💕 yeeesh.#keep the faith it still ain’t GOJOVER OKAY-#but it’ll probably be Fyover fr soon IDK-😭❤️🩹#fyodor#fyodor dostoevsky#fyodor fanart#gojo#satoru gojo#gojo satoru#gojo fanart#bsd fanart#bsd#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu kaisen fanart#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bungo stray dogs fanart#digital art#artists on tumblr#artists of tumblr#anime#manga
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Those of us who are interested in and in our way enjoy Twin Peaks, Fire Walk With Me, and related media would do well to look into and visit with real life cases of fathers abusing daughters and the broader dynamics of rape, child abuse, drug addiction, prostitution or sex trafficking particularly sex trafficking of minors, and more of what is covered in the fictional stories we know.
It is difficult and I respect anyone who cannot do it now or ever but if you can, please consider learning more.
Because there is a lot more than what we see or are encouraged to focus on in the media on these topics that exists. And of course for those of us with the time, energy, wealth or voice to spare there are many cases and helpful organizations that we can connect with.
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Go play pretend on your own (Patreon)
#Doodles#Helix#Dexter Favin#Coraline#The Beldam#The other side of this coin <3 Call him out but this time make it unfriendly hehe#I talked last time about the daring rescue!! I do love the daring rescue in Coraline AUs ah same thing with the Camp Camp Coraline AU haha#Burst in through the door! Those poor hinges!#It is a bit funny imagining him crawling through the tunnel in a hurry and kicking the doors open all winded haha <3#It's all very serious of course Max needs help! Stuck behind the mirror from disobeying perhaps?#I was pretty hard on him last time that he'd just Immediately give up his soul for cheap tricks but like - would he?#Yes he's reckless and foolish but he's also stubborn and prideful and hates being told what to do so there's that lol#Which does he want more! The high or his freedom to refuse? I could see it going either way#And for Dex's sake I would hope he'd refuse! As if he hasn't suffered enough eye trauma (eventually)#Ough the thought of him starting to say yes and getting one button eye in and then rescinding his yes ouch#Doomed to have one eye no matter where he goes ah 💔#Anyway - Dex!!! Watch I'll make another one with the ideas mentioned here and then talk about more ideas in those tags pft#Since agreeing with him didn't work how about shaming? ''Go away you're no better''#She really is going hard on him like ''What's your angle? You get him back and then what? Will that actually fix anything?''#Very much pulling from Dexter's meetings with Max at the Institute there hhhhhh as if I needed more feelings about it#Eco_Mono did such a beautiful job playing Dex - so much to consider hehe - but there was one question that I can't stop thinking about#''Why would you want him back?'' and Dexter didn't really have much of an answer - he was barely more than a concept at the time!#Having had the opportunity to see his character grow into himself has given me Such brainworms about that question ♥♪♫#Very want to explore it <3#In the meanwhile it's fun to pit these two against each other haha what an odd matchup ♪#I've only barely drawn the Beldam before now that I think of it! And I think only in her final metal-spidery form never in her mid form here#She's fun :D And so tall! Dexter finally feeling small for a change haha#Her having to fight adult selfishness would be quite interesting I think - something tinged with but not quite the same as loyalty#She can relate to the possessiveness at least hehe I'm sure he'd appreciate the comparison
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unpopular opinion: SALAD FINGERS IS NOT A MASOCHIST !! he is just an extremely traumatised man and does whatever he can to take back control in his life. and in doing so, it has become an extremely unhealthy coping mechanism.
this is gonna go into fanon territory, but hear me out.. he does not like pain, he doesn't like harming himself, he doesn't even like violence of any sort, and he doesn't like being mistreated, but he's so utterly desperate to just snatch back whatever little control he has over his life and make the most of it that he HAS to hurt himself otherwise someone will do it for him and he won't be able to stop them. truth be told, if anyone lays a finger on him, he'll burst into hysterics cus he has no control over how people touch him (even though he really should), and feels so shitty when he hurts himself because he fears that he's becoming just like his aggressors.
you wanna know what would heal him? a loving, intimate, healthy, and vanilla relationship (*^▽^)/★*☆♪
#this was originally a rb post but i wanted it to be its own thing (^.^)#ʚ♡ɞ — brain-nourishment.#salad fingers#rambles#i do explore this a lot in my au (which is canon SHUTTT UPPPP)#and i dont want people to think that ive just completely watered down whatever freaky shi is going on in his brain#in fact i LOVE exploring his trauma and what he's been through in his life cus it makes for such good hurt/comfort#but at the end of the day i wanna just PUSHHH him away from all things bad and put him in a cozy warm bed and lull him to sleep#this is why i hate being so possessive over him cus its so stupid but i get so angry when i see someone else drawing him in less than ideal#scenarios cus i have NOOOO idea if youre getting off to it or not or actually exploring it with nuance 💔💔💔💔💔
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i know they were like trying to have the semblance of a message about stigma around mental illness and trauma and etc but its really funny how every other scene is like ur not like those Crazy People . those Wackadoodle Fruitcake Nuthouse Mentally Disturbed Freaks .
#like the mental illness happens to everyone not just the dregs of society 💔 thing was so insane it was really funny in how over the top it#was . also like wow u think u conquered ur trauma and genetic mental ilnsss defeating ur moms memory … nuh uh girl ur crazy forever and u#have to kill yourself NOW !!
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i want someone to take care of me, but i know I will push them miles away from me if they try to show any kind of affection, kindness, trust-
#🔪💔#bpd emotions#bpd vent#actuallybpd#actuallymentallyill#actually traumatized#actually mentally ill#actually bpd#actuallytraumatized#traumacore#ventcore#trauma vent#bpd fp#bpd fp vent#bpd favorite person#actually borderline#bpd splitting#bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd feels#bpd mood
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Gideon Nav is the type of guy who would die during a tragic shower workout accident
#trb.txt#guving harrow canon typical shower trauma but of a different source#gideon falls on... well. let's just say she was working a different muscle 💔
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I feel like people who boil down Jiang Cheng as simply being a "dick" fail to understand why he's a "dick" lol.
The man hasn't exactly had it easy. He's never been a dick for no reason, and I honestly believe his story and reaction from the fanbase would be a lot more different had the canon events never happened (but then again, we wouldn't have a story if they hadn't!).
All the times he's acted out have all been in response to very traumatic events. You can't exactly hate him for it even if he handles it in a "not so desirable way."
But then again, who doesn't handle trauma well in mdzs? Is there a correct way to conduct yourself when you're going through a completely traumatic event and no longer of sound mind?
WWX and LWJ both engaged in some rather unhealthy coping mechanisms, too, when they were handling their grief. WWX literally resorted to torturing Wen Chao for vengeance (who could blame him tbf lmao). LWJ branded himself and spent the past 13 years searching for WWX, despite it being fruitless if it weren't for NHS' master plan.
They each handled their trauma in completely different ways, but neither were healthy about it.
The only thing I can say is that at least LWJ got back the man he loved. He didn't lose anyone in the end. He could move on a lot more easily than JC did, who lost a lot more.
So it's a lot easier to say LWJ handled his trauma and emotions so well when LWJ got his happy ending and JC didn't. He will never get back those he had lost, and I think that's an important point to consider when comparing the two characters.
#canon jiang cheng#jiang cheng#jiang wanyin#mxtx mdzs#mo dao zu shi#just some thoughts on trauma and understanding character motives#man my heart breaks for these boys and all the shit they went through so young 💔
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