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munday asks!!!

at what age did you start RPing?

do you RP anywhere else, other than tumblr?

on what platform did you start RPing?

what made you choose this muse?

is there any other muse in this fandom you RP?

is there any other muse in this fandom you’d like to RP?

is there a muse you played on more platforms or in different moments of your life? 

did you have a muse you tried to play, but didn’t feel connected to?

did you have muse you tried to play, but ended up dropping for various reasons? (the rpc wasn’t active, you lost interest, etc)

would you be interested into playing a crossover? if yes, do you have any limits?

would you be interested into playing with doubles? 

what do you think about AUs?

what do you think about OCs?

what do you think about roleplaying with personals?

what do you think about roleplaying with anons?

what’s the best way to approach you to start playing together?

what was your first muse?

did you ever play a muse for more than a year?

do you have ship bias?

what’s a ship you don’t want to roleplay at all with this muse? (except Bad Illegal And Gross Stuff, of course)

what do you think of your muse’s popular fandom ship?

what do you think of your muse’s canon ship, if they have one?

would you play a OC x canon ship?

would you play a crossover ship?

do you play smut? do you play it only with characters you’re shipping with, or are you open for “one night stands”?

are you multiship?

are you interested into poly relationships for your muse?

is your muse canon divergent in any way?

what are your honest thought about your muse’s canon?

what are your favorite RP tropes to play? (angst, hurt-comfort, etc…)

do you regularly play crack?

do you regularly do dash commentaries?

what are your thoughts on dash commentary?

what are your thoughts on reblog karma?

if you aren’t a native english speaker, do you play in your first language too?

do you feel similar to your muse in any way?

do you feel different to your muse in any way?

what’s the best inspiration for your muse?

what’s a song that reminds you of your muse?

[ OBLIGATORY FREE SPACE!!! Ask anything you’d like! ]

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death of peace of mind is a shadnikki song. thank u for reading. ✌️

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I SAID "IT'S ENOUGH" I BEGGED AND I RAN IN CIRCLES I CLIMBED TO THE SUN AND FELL IN A CONCRETE JUNGLE I SAID "IT'S DONE" YOU NEVER KNOW IF YOU'LL GET WHAT YOU WISH FOR I CLIMBED TO THE SUN AND I FELL, I FELL— IN A CONCRETE JUNGLE

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twit takeover day & I'm happy I'm occupied with moving so I can't be a hater 💃

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gonna be working on drafts + editing my carrd, and playing son.adow gens. i'll probably be afking a lot, but my discord is below if anyone wants to plot or chat about our muses. :>

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watching a playthrough of nso again for some inspo and,, tbh this is probably how nikki felt and still feels about her public hero persona as "sonic the hedgehog".

granted, it's not as though there's a huge difference between nikki herself and her hero identity either. nikki has always been nikki, but when she started getting eyes on her and started being seen as a hero, she felt pushed into this infallible and untouchable role that she didn't know if she could fulfill as herself. hence the suppression of her trauma, the safe and palatable-but-not-too-palatable public image, the focus on running and going on adventures to (literally) run from everything she's bottling down.

until... y'know... she reached a point as a teenager where couldn't bottle all that stuff down anymore. thus turning into the burnt-out adult she is today. </3

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(suggestive cw) but this is basically what Nikki's general physique looks like, abs/toned body included.

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It’s Munday!

But some muns would still rather talk about their muses and blog canon than about themselves, so here’s a meme for the muns to answer in depth about their blogs/muses!

✄ What is an idea you originally had in mind for your muse, but ended up scrapping? Why?

† Do you portray your muse as religious? Why or why not? How does your own religion (or lack thereof) influence this?

☑ What is a plot idea you’re willing to play with virtually any partner? What makes that plot so special to you?

☒ Is there any sort of behavior towards your muse (ic or ooc) that you simply cannot stand?

✰ How did you decide your muse’s skills and talents? Do they relate to their occupation in some way?

Ⅶ If you have multiple blogs and/or muses, which one is your favorite? Why?

❉ What is a dream AU for you? If you haven’t done it yet, why not?

✎ When choosing a name for your muse, did you pick something special or meaningful in some way?

☺ If you have a faceclaim for your muse, why did you choose them? Are you satisfied with your fc, or would you rather find a different one?

♥ When it comes to shipping, what factors are absolutely necessary for a ship to develop?

❝ ❞ Is it easy for you to write dialog for your muse? Do their speech patterns come naturally to you while writing?

❀ What is a muse you want to play but haven’t? Why haven’t you played them yet?

✸ Tell us about any NPCs on your blog. Who are they to your muse? What do they contribute to your blog?

✑ Do you prefer writing OCs or canon characters? Why?

✼ When it comes to worldbuilding, what are some ideas you’d like to explore in rp?

◑ What is a side to your muse you want to show off, but haven’t had the chance to yet?

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this fanart (full source) is probably a common sight if u ever visit nikki's dimension <3

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STH //: Eggdad doodles

don't tag as ship GRAAAAAHHHHHHHHH

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other sonics with their tails: raised tails when he was a kid. dad and/or parent/guardian and their child vibe. cares for him, makes sure he makes good choices, etc. etc.

nikki and her tails:

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surge in that thread with L: you should have put down eggman YEARS ago

nikki when she put down eggman years ago:

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❝ Egg-rectile dysfunction. ❞

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Upon Surge's retort, Nikki stared at her as if she grew a second head. The tenrec's latter comment being baffling, (and gross) enough to keep Nikki's anger from becoming explosive.

❝ First of all— Ew. Eggman was in like, his 60s and probably had erectile dysfunction. Not much dick to actually get there, if I was even into ancient men like that in the first place. ❞ She rolls her eyes, and there's a brief pause before her voice takes on a more no-nonsense tone.

❝ Secondly— Eggman took care of me when I was left all alone, by myself as a little kid. He was like my dad. Am I not allowed to be upset because my dad died? Because my dad was a shitty fucking person, who couldn't stop being a shitty person until I put him down? Am I supposed to be happy about this? Because I'm not. ❞

{{ L }} There was no immediate retort. Truth be told, she didn't know why she cared, or at least she knew but didn't want to verbalize it. For so long Surge did her damn best NOT to be involved with any Blue Blur. Been years since Starline died or her first time crossing paths with her Sonic as an enemy.

" It's fuckin' pathetic. The nigga has tried time and time again to ruin EVERYONE'S life, pretty fuckin' sure your's too, and yo ass here cryin' like you just lost sum' cheap dick. Is that it? Is that why yo ass so fuckin' sad? "

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❝ Hey, Ebby. ❞ Nikki notices him reaching out to her, and takes his hand, gently lacing her fingers with his. ❝ ... It's just— one of those days, y'know? Seeing you is making me feel a bit better, though. Thanks for checking on me. ❞

Ebony was standing by just watching before he thought that's enough. He couldn't stand there like this; could he? "Hey, Nik..." He muttered stepping closer reaching out to of one their arms gently. "You alright?"

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❝ And why do YOU suddenly give a shit about what I'm doing, Surge? If I'm moping, then let me mope, for fucks sake. I didn't ask for an audience. ❞ Nikki's response was harsh, but she wasn't in the mood to be dealing with the tenrec and her mixed signals.

{{ L }} " ....... Then figure it out. " Surge scoffs, how was this what the Blue Blur was reduced to by the dead of ONE piece of shit.

" You're doin' a lot of moppin' for sum' one not worth it. Never was worth it. "

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❝ ... I feel like a shitty person for missing him every day. It doesn't seem like he would have gotten any better, if he lived. Would he have locked me away in a cell for months? Would he miss me if I died? Would he have killed me, just like I killed him? Who is Sonic without Eggman, and who's Eggman without Sonic? I don't know... I don't know... ❞ She's rambling to herself, and simultaneously digging herself down into a dark rabbit hole.