#tw vents

[wishtale-blogs]

Tw vent

Ok, imma be frank with y’all. My mental state has gone into the trash. (More like it’s been there for a long time now)

I mean, life has been a mess. Almost everything I knew and every norm in my head has either changed or been proven very bad and/or traumatic in the span of a year.

Doesn’t help either that it took me going through multiple very difficult situations for me to realize that my mental trauma is actual trauma, and that other people’s trauma can effect me mentally. (Sometimes I still don’t recognize my own trauma and still invalidate myself)

Plus the religious trauma I didn’t acknowledge for like ever (no I will not go into details bc I’ve talked abt it enough)

And just generally being around people that are very depressed and/or negative constantly hasn’t helped anything.

(Honestly there are so many other things I could mention but I’m too tired to lol)

[rainbowdelicsunshine]

Me when a former acquaintance cuts you off for a witch hunt callout post made on you YEARS ago that said acquaintance forced you to show them said callout post (I was very uncomfortable with that cuz I knew they would pull what they did) with the cost of our friendship (??) and promised would still be there and not judge

But then months later comes and victim blames you for what happened in the callout post, saying they can't be associated with me anymore because of the "mistakes" I made (even though they even said in the same sentence I was tricked, coerced and bullied into that position)

(and yes, said callout post was made by that Fucked Up Muppet Kin Discord Group I was in during my late teens I spoke of before)

[saddi3grl]

[professionallyunstable]

the devil couldn’t reach me so he made me feel like i dont belong anywhere.

[lanadelreyrexii]

i feel ashamed that i have an ed and i am not skinny

[bloomdoom1]

[onevibrant]

Pants getting loose is so fun but also unsettling like wdym I used to be fat enough to fit into those?

[emotionaleating]

when someone doesn’t wanna tell me what i did wrong and suddenly i’m 8 years old wondering what i did to make my mom mad again

[stvrlightttze]

We have different priorities here clearly✨🤩

[riceballkittykie]

THIS MONTHS CHOICES ARE NEXT MONTHS BODY

[leoandreeda]

Me, a delusional: 40yo Zoro puts 2 swords in his mouth out of sheer willpower and people confuse those with demon fangs

[wishtale-blogs]

Is it bad that I feel nothing? I feel completely empty.

There is nothing, no empathy, sorrow, anger, or really anything.

[charlie-vents-ig]

my mom: oH wOw I wOnDeR wHy My DaUgHtEr Is DePrEsSeD

Also my mom: you're so fucking nasty you better fix your life or I will

[fussypaws]

we can't stay here

[bigmouthstrkesagain]

when im hungry i open tumblr . that’s it

[littlelilaclina]

if you’re an 3d account please reblog this!! i need more mutuals<4