#tw vents

[wishtale-blogs]

Tw vent

Ok, imma be frank with y’all. My mental state has gone into the trash. (More like it’s been there for a long time now)

I mean, life has been a mess. Almost everything I knew and every norm in my head has either changed or been proven very bad and/or traumatic in the span of a year.

Doesn’t help either that it took me going through multiple very difficult situations for me to realize that my mental trauma is actual trauma, and that other people’s trauma can effect me mentally. (Sometimes I still don’t recognize my own trauma and still invalidate myself)

Plus the religious trauma I didn’t acknowledge for like ever (no I will not go into details bc I’ve talked abt it enough)

And just generally being around people that are very depressed and/or negative constantly hasn’t helped anything.

(Honestly there are so many other things I could mention but I’m too tired to lol)

[rainbowdelicsunshine]

Me when a former acquaintance cuts you off for a witch hunt callout post made on you YEARS ago that said acquaintance forced you to show them said callout post (I was very uncomfortable with that cuz I knew they would pull what they did) with the cost of our friendship (??) and promised would still be there and not judge

But then months later comes and victim blames you for what happened in the callout post, saying they can't be associated with me anymore because of the "mistakes" I made (even though they even said in the same sentence I was tricked, coerced and bullied into that position)

(and yes, said callout post was made by that Fucked Up Muppet Kin Discord Group I was in during my late teens I spoke of before)

[italic-doing-random-shit]

vent

I want my head to just

💥💥💥

maybe then I won’t be such a burden

[onevibrant]

Pants getting loose is so fun but also unsettling like wdym I used to be fat enough to fit into those?

[emotionaleating]

when someone doesn’t wanna tell me what i did wrong and suddenly i’m 8 years old wondering what i did to make my mom mad again

[stvrlightttze]

We have different priorities here clearly✨🤩

[bloomdoom1]

[charlie-vents-ig]

my mom: oH wOw I wOnDeR wHy My DaUgHtEr Is DePrEsSeD

Also my mom: you're so fucking nasty you better fix your life or I will

[pandoragirlblog]

[wishtale-blogs]

Is it bad that I feel nothing? I feel completely empty.

There is nothing, no empathy, sorrow, anger, or really anything.

[dollsiescale]

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[a-hospital--for-souls]

"It's all in your head." - Thank you Janette, that's why it's called mental illness. It cannot be in my ass.

[stvrlightttze]

Like a scratch record…

[fvckyujay]

“Binging because you ate two cookies

Is like

Stomping on your phone because you dropped it”

[anaaaasback]

Bye😭

[oak-and-l1nden]

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