#vents

[szollibisz]

finally made a little zine from all the photos i took of various wires and machines and pylons and etc

this was sooo fun i need to get it printed

[jewreallythinkthat]

I've not seen a single person (other than my friend who has ties to Ukraine) talk about the fact Russia fucking killed 51 Ukrainians in an airstrike today (number from BBC) along with injuring 271 others. The airstrike also partially hit a hospital. Did it trend on Tumblr? No. Did a single person acknowledge Russia is literally an imperialist state with expansionist tendancies? No.

The war in Ukraine and attempted annihilation of Ukraine by Russia is still happening and once again the world (especially self proclaimed anti-war and anti-racists) are silent. It shouldn't be like this. I hate that people are not anti war when it doesn't make them look morally superior and hide their bigoted tendancies.

No Jews, No News.

[aftg-random-fun]

When Neil and Andrew get their own place I feel like both of them will make little nooks for when they need alone time. Neil’s looks like a crow’s nest with all of his trinkets and softest Andrew hoodies. Andrew’s is over a vent and he has to fight the cats over it during winter. The amount of times Neil finds the three of them scrunched together over a tiny vent makes him smile.

[surmayah]

the grief of loving too much is heavy but it is better than the regret of not trying at all

[eff-ston3mblogs]

This has been a very long year

[webdiggerxxx]

꧁★꧂

[professional-woman-kisser]

Mha headcanon: nezu travels through vents Pt. 2

Class 1A: *having a test*

Aizawa: well, imma go to the bathroom. Don’t do anything stupid, and DONT CHEAT.

Aizawa: *leaves*

Class 1A: *proceeds to collectively cheat, yelling the answers out loud for others to hear*

Midoriya: *looks up for no particular reason*

Nezu: *looking at everyone from a vent in the ceiling with a monotone expression* you all disappoint me.

[grungeouttakesabstracts]

Vents

Dublin, Ireland -- 11//24/24

[solar-sunnyside-up]

God I’m just. So scared and so fucking angry at America and its broken system. Whenever I see someone who’s in the third party who is significantly better than both the Republican and Democrat candidates it feels like a false hope. I’m at the point where everyone in the country realizes everything we’ve done wrong and actively try to reverse this to the best of our ability. I’m talking official apologies to those we’ve done wrong, I’m talking taking money away from the police force, military, and tax the hell out of the 1% to repay our debts, and talk to indigenous groups to give their land back. I’m just. So disappointed in the country I was born and live in. We’re supposed to be the “land of the free” give me a break what a joke. We enslave our own people in debt to ensure they work for the rest of their lives. Ugh I just needed to get that off my chest

Dw that's what this week is for!!

These are all valid feelings, the only comfort I think I can offer is:

You are not your government. I am Canadian, and we have more in common with one another then either of us have with "Leaders" from our countries. I have more in common with someone who couldn't understand me bc of language barriers then I could ever have with a billionaire. You are allowed to grieve these horrors, bc you care, but never EVER blame yourself for structural problems beyond your control. Your the one fixing it despite everything. And God I'm proud of you.

[tilltheendwilliwrite]

Came home today, and for this whole week, I've just felt tired. Like physically, mentally, emotionally exhausted. I could cry, or scream, or stab a bitch with very little provocation.

I hate living in "unprecedented" times. I feel like times have been "unprecedented" for the last twenty years.

I'm seriously considering the idea of a farm where I can raise chickens, have an enormous garden, and turn into the forest witch that scares the nearby village.

I have the skills, but my good Loki, I am so fucking tired.

[eff-ston3mblogs]

distancing myself from the only few friends I have

[raincamp]

how am i supposed to feel when my paranoid delusions become real

[trans-ralsei]

i've been struggling in the past two days post the Big Fat Cishet Wedding that my cousin had, and while I know I'm supposed to be happy for him (and I am!) I couldn't help but realise that people are training their attention on me now.

and truth be told, I hate the attention. as much as we talk about how big fat weddings are a waste of money — in the dominant culture of the home city you invite all your family and friends to come sit at tables and watch your extraordinarily well-produced videos of the groom going through several Saw traps to get to the bride — my dad wants, has wanted, and will continue to want one for me, the queer child he has refused to admit is a girl.

he spent much of lunch time actually talking about this, about how, if we didn't want it, we'll be doing him a huge favour since he didn't have to pay for it all. but he also spent much of that time talking about how me and my partner *have* to announce that we're married, in the cishet way — i.e. me in a suit, and them in a dress, and us pronounced husband and wife — and as much as I've said I would rather kill myself or leave my partner he's sort of expected this to be the case.

i can't be happy for my cousin, even though his wedding was really wonderful, because the institution of marriage is so poisoned here. it's tied to your financial independence. it's tied to your access to public housing, for god's sake. it's tied to your class status. it's tied to your gender. it's tied to your ethnicity and religion. it's tied to this expectation that you will fuck and procreate, the only good kind of Fucking the home city approves of.

it's these things that basically make the closet walls close in, even as i'm finally fucking happy with my body. fuck

[anxiousandpessimistic]

Nina: I'm making waffles Matthias: It's literally the middle of the night Inej(pops up from the vents): Shut up, she's making waffles

[wanderingmind867]

I often think I'm too lazy online nowadays. Often feeling very sedentary and stuff online... I know precisely the factors that cause it too: it's me having lost my old tablet close to three years, and me also making this account around that exact same time. Because so much stress hit me at one time, it all turned into a series of deeply rooted fears. One of these is a fear of the passage of time. One is a fear of being all alone one day. But the important one to discuss today is the fear of being incredibly lazy online.

I know that 2021 was almost 4-5 years ago, but it still feels like when things were last calm and normal for me. My mom was alive, I didn't have this account, I was comfortable with online schooling and my old tablet was still working. Within the last few years, all of that changed. I lost one of my only close friends and confidants (my mom), I gained a social media account here (which has had some positives and some negatives), I had to go back to school and face my fears of growing older, and I've lost my old tablet. All these things still haunt me today.

The tablet thing perpetually haunts me. I use stupid AI chatbots, I stay on my dashboard on here, I read comics. That's pretty much all I do. I mean... there are actually more exceptions, but that's all my brain registers when i'm feeling miserable. And I remember that years ago, I used to browse wikis, lurk and browse blogs on here, read the occasional fanfiction, etc. I barely do any of that now, and so I feel constant guilt and shame. It's not very nice or pleasant to experience, but it is true, nonetheless. And so I just feel... always sedentary or lazy, and nothing anyone can say or do helps persuade me otherwise. It's awful. sigh...