#tw 3d rant

[skintyqueenn]

Ana exhaustion is WILD

WDYM I JUST SLEPT 10 HOURS AND I FEEL LIKE I JUST BLINKED

[elis-abyss]

I don’t have an ed but I don’t not have an ed… anyone else?

[skinnnforme]

it's just hunger. Ignore it. It's not worth it.

[piginbuncostume]

Long time no see (again)💀 I’m back it again and I need to get back to the 40‘s before the 20th, wish me luck🥲

[velvetwish-22]

💞💞💞💞 86 hrs bitchessssssss

Im afraid to weigh myself later - I really hope I’m 131 lbs or lower like FUCKKKK

having a white monster right now!!!

Update after the gym 🥰🥰🥰

[skintyqueenn]

How did 425 calories 7 hours ago shoot me back to 130.1???

[vanillachaiilatte]

Coming back after i swore i was healing, because my family pulled out a scale for new years and well…… 170lbs

[maybeitwasmee]

Anyone have any tips on how to loose a lot of weight in like a month?

I get rlly tired and low energy and so rude really fast so idk what to do anymore. I always end up eating and it doesn’t feel like anything’s working

[punkslovingskunks]

ACTIVE JANUARY 2025~~~

Hello!! My name is Arlow, and I use whatever pronouns :) I’m 21, and really am uncomfortable with minors, so 18+ ONLY! I am manic-depressive !!! If my tone swings wildly one way or the other just know it’s a silly mood swing. Also autistic, unlabelled gender and sexually queer, and take meds for attention deficiency. I study life sciences and technology for my bachelors, specialising in pharmacy !!

TW ED below the cut, but here are some non-ED fun facts about me before that:

1. I love to read. I have read a lot of classics from the likes of Dostoyevsky, Ursula K. Le Guin, Tolsoy, Kafka, Murakami, but am trying to read more contemporary works. I tend to read shorter stories due to time (think: Tolstoy’s novella, “The Death of Ivan Ilyich” at the longest), but I genuinely try to read longer works.

2. I love fish!! I have fish bowls, fish vases, a fish tattoo, it’s 90% of my diet, and I grew up next to water and was born on an island!

3. I am from 3 countries. I am Filipino, Lebanese, and Nigerian. I love all the cuisines and cultures from each of these countries, and can speak (or at least understand) multiple languages (English, Tagalog, French, Lebanese Arabic, Yoruba, and learning Dutch for university)

4. I am terrified of water. But I love the look of it, the smell and sound of it, and can thread the surface without my hands for well over an hour.

5. My favourite colour is yellow. Despite wearing all-black and being heavily gothic and emo, I love bright, tropical colours, and I am a generally upbeat and energetic person. It used to shock me whenever people younger than me would interact with me in highschool and then say I wasn’t as scary as I looked.

6. I am a good cook, and I love cooking and hosting dinner parties. I love spending all day in the kitchen.

My GW is 47-50 kg depending on how I look and feel. Once I start working out and gaining muscle and weight, I’ll start working in measurements and standardised clothing sizes. I don’t want to be underweight or bonespo, and I’m actually a bit sad my ribs, sternum and chest bones are starting to show. (I do think bonespo is hauntingly gorgeous though)

Eating habits:

> I strictly eat an OMAD with no snacks.

> Eat 3 hours before bed for best calorie utilisation

> Forget about ana!!! Don’t obsess over food and you learn to forget about it.

> Try not to finish the plate. Finishing plates is binging. Eating anything outside of my plate is subhuman.

> All veg is <100cal/100g, usually eat white fish and shrimp due to low cal. Chicken and beef is a rare treat. Pork is disgusting.

Tags:

These will follow me if I ever get termed !

#aipluttbintrash -> my weigh ins tag, stands for “Arlow is putting logs under this tag but is not trash”

#arlowyapsaton -> my rants and raves ! Happens quite a bit because of my Ritalin and this is like my diary.

#aimadeadlinesetup -> sometimes I try to challenge myself and lose a specific amount in a specific timeframe. This are for me to go back and see those.

Stats:

Height: 1.66m

BMI weights (in kg / lbs):

28 -> 77.00 / 169.76 (HW)

25 -> 68.89 / 151.88

24 -> 66.14 / 145.81

23 -> 63.38 / 139.73

22 -> 60.63 / 133.66

~~CW~~

21 -> 57.87 / 127.58

20 -> 55.12 / 121.51

19 -> 52.36 / 115.43

18 -> 49.61 / 109.36

17 -> 46.85 / 103.28

16 -> 44.09 / 97.21

15 -> 41.34 / 91.13

14 -> 38.58 / 85.06

13 -> 35.83 / 78.98

[velvetwish-22]

⭐️⭐️69 hrs into my f4st 😍😍😍💞💞💞💞💞

Had broth & Diet Dr. Pepper

Going to bed soon!!!!!

Weighed in @ 134.8 lbs (⬇️ 3 lbs total)

I was hoping to be down like 6 lbs by now what the fuck 😔😤

Maybe I need to increase my steps tbh I only did 8 K today and barely did anything physical over the weekend…..

I better be 131 lbs tomorrow night.

Fuckkkkkkkkkkk

I’m not eating until I get to 126 (GW for this week).

So 8.8 lbs to lose by Friday guys!!!! Let’s do it.

[skinnnforme]

update: my mom just caught me purging😬

[skintyqueenn]

🤍🤍🤍CHOCOLATE!!!🤍🤍🤍

[gothicbutterfly33]

how does it work that one day i feel okay with how i look wnd the other i hate every part of my body?

[velvetwish-22]

⭐️⭐️⭐️ 76 hrs holy shit!!!!!!

Did not expect to actually pull it off and then some!

So proud of myself!!!

Feels so good to wake up and see that - is this euphoria?

[lauriitaa]

"I want an eating disorder to die hotter" - Jecka, The FlipSide.