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ive known i was autistic since i was liek seven but its onlu recently that my mum has brought it up to me. well i think i noticed something was ‘wrong’ with me when i was around 6/7 and i didnt know much so i went through ocd or maybe adhd and i seen some of the traits in me, but i didnt think to look at autism until later. but like ive thought of myself as autistic since then(i really got into it like alot of research) anyway it was only 2022?2023? when my mum said to me (i had never said anything to her about it i thought id just have to wait until i was older to go to the doctor by myslef, but i so badly wanted her to notice) and she said she had thought since i was really young and idk it made me upset cos like if shes known this whole time and didnt do anything like i could’ve gotten help as a child. i suppose nothing could’ve been done until i was 10 but i was like 12/13 when she first even mentioned to me like maybe not 2020cause idk it was probably last thing on list of priorities but she could’ve done this in 2021 i know she obviously had more important things to focus on like yknow having a place to live and like a job and its jsut selfish to think liek tjhis sorry idk whatim saying i know not everything is about me its just what theysay to me all the time i know j dont think im better than you i fucking cant stand myself
#i know diagnosis process is a long one and its only just starting now..#she keeps saying itll be good to know what some things i might to are caused by but ive known for years a diagnosis wont make a#difference in my head but i suppose i didnt think id get a diagnosis this early#but sometimes thinking what if its not autism? like everyone around me has said it seems like it is but what if its not and i have jsut#thought this for years??
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fish song
#when it gets colder i listen to this song a LOT#i drew this 2 years ago i thought it'd be a good redraw#also thank u all for the donos and silly drawings today it means the world to me<3#art#digital art#digital drawing#artists on tumblr#illustration#digital aritst#artist#omatoxin#fish#fishblr#goldfish#goldfish art#fish artwork#fish art
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Finally now that the comic is fully public on comicfury, I get to share it with all of you here, too <3
If you enjoyed, please consider supporting by buying a PDF of the comic on itch.io: https://tawnysoup.itch.io/home-in-the-woods
#I'd rather not clutter the caption so I'll ramble a little in the tags#HitW is short but special to me as it represents and encapsulates some hard life experiences I was going through at the time of its creatio#Ofc in a more metaphorical manner! but. I have been very much enjoying reading people's comments and speculation as its been posting#the interpretations are so meaningful and varied and i love that and really want to encourage anyone to reflect on what it means to them#for me making this comic was a way to process and move past trauma. i feel like it ends anti-climactically but i wanted to be true to#where i thought things were actually going in my life moreso than to veer towards impact. ultimately im glad i managed to finish it#and for it to finish going public right before the new year? maybe i can see this as shedding that old pain in time to become something new#so thank you for reading for supporting and for still being here. lets wake up to 2025 with wind in our sails#Home in the Woods#my art#my comics#original comic#cw guns#cw blood#cw body horror
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since spotify wrapped is coming today i just want to bring awareness to the fact that around 86% of the songs on spotify are currently demonetized since spotify decided that tracks with under 1,000 cannot be monetized. not only that the ceo of spotify cashed out $35.8 million dollars in spotify shares in the third quarter of the year and it has been reported that he earns more than the top artists on the platform.
for a platform that claims to support artists, this is outrageous and i hope people realize that an artist who is starting out, cannot make a living out of spotify streams simply because daniel ek and his friends made it worse for the artists trying to start a career. if you wanna support musicians and the possibility for them to get a living wage please follow United Musicians and Allied Workers (UMAW) which are trying to make The Living Wage for Musicians Act a reality so musicians can be paid fairly through streaming platforms and get the cut they deserve.
#this is a daniel ek hate blog btw#i thought this was important#bc this isn't talked about enough#i found out about umaw this year#and truly we need unions for musicians#that fight for more rights and fair pay#spotify#spotify wrapped
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Bruce Wayne except he texts like an ominous boomer
wdym you can't tell if he's threatening them?
Based on this post by @mysterycitrus :)
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Happy birthday, Tim 🥰
#duke thought for a minute he was gonna become the protagonist of get out#u can interpret this as bruce suddenly deciding to text like this#or his children just never getting used to it even after 10+ years of knowing him#bruce: i dont understand why my children are so paranoid#clark: last night you texted me ''see you soon...'' and i wasnt sure if you were threatening me or not#social media au#batfam#batfamily#dc comics#bruce wayne#dick grayson#cassandra cain#jason todd#stephanie brown#tim drake#duke thomas#damian wayne#incorrect quotes#tweets#texts#twitter#batdad#batkids#batman#fanatical posting#crack
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M-miss nami sir...
#first drawing of this year#I wrote the date correctly#revisiting my nami design back from 2020#I realised drawing tattoos isn't as straightforward as I thought#still love the side buzz as shoutout to bellemere#one piece#op#nami#o0kawaii0o
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i didn't have "i'm broken" teenage asexual angst i had "i'm literally being the only reasonable one about this concept and the rest of you are behaving like fucking freaks" perception issues
#oh the experience of being 13 years old and seeing all my friends talking about wanting to have sex and obsessing over it#and being like 'we are all literally WAY too young to be having sex what the actual fuck are you talking about#why are you even considering it when we have much more important things to worry about. like how much middle school sucks'#you know what though. i still stand by this. that was an entirely reasonable thought to have and i WAS being normal about it#anyway#mine#asexuality
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It would have taken another immortal to keep up with him.
so i haven't read the books but i did read the Devil's Minion chapter and this part made me laugh out loud:
#my art#interview with the vampire#iwtv#amc iwtv#armand iwtv#armand#daniel molloy#devils minion#armandaniel#ancient and powerful 500 year old vampire stalks Random Journalist for 4 years and accidentally falls obsessively in love with him#delectable feed it to me slowly like grapes#genuinely before i read this chapter i thought the armand/daniel dynamic was a nandor/guillermo type of renfield situation#i was not expecting it to be so weirdly wholesome#these two have canonically watched hit 1981 british comedy Time Bandits together like 800 times#deeply unserious i love them so much
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it was all so simple then
#arcane#jayce talis#viktor#jayvik#ever makes art#divorce era is my favorite but i keep drawing academy jvk lol#it's fun thinking about their everyday lab life during the 7 yr timeskip and all the little ways they spent time together#getting on each others nerves and eating weird snacks and having breakthroughs and building nonsense devices while waiting for results#also i dont think u can spend 7 years in one room with jayce Physical Touch talis and not get a little comfy sharing personal space#edit: yes i get it know 100 people told me they thought i drew viktor throwing ass. im tryna be a good sport about it but pls stop already
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happy new year!! *‧₊˚⊹˖ mine
#mine#credit me if respost#2025#happy new year#new year#new years resolution#girlblog#girlblogger#girlblogging#just girly things#im just a girl#this is a girlblog#this is what makes us girls#girlhood#girlhood is a spectrum#this is girlhood#Lana del rey#lana del rey aka lizzy grant#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#hell is a teenage girl#cinnamon girl#the female experience#just girly thoughts#2014 tumblr#tumblr 2014#2015 tumblr#2014 nostalgia#2014 aesthetic#2014 grunge#tumblr grunge
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#girlblog#girlblogging#coquette#female hysteria#female manipulator#lana del ray#coquette aesthetic#female rage#femcel#girl interrupted#just girly post#manic pixie dream girl#waifspo#waif#girl boss#girl blogger#female manipulators#lana del ray moodboard#feminine beauty#dollette aesthetic#my year of rest and relaxation#lana del ray aesthetic#alana champion#lizzy grant aka lana del rey#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#im just a girl#just girly thoughts#just girly things#lizzy grant#girl interrupted syndrome
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OK THIS IS NOT A FUCKING DRILL EVERYONE FUCKING REPEAT AFTER ME. THIS IS WHAT YOU WILL DO WHEN YOU WATCH MUPPET CHRISTMAS CAROL THIS YEAR:
You will navigate to the page on disney plus (and it has to be here. Unless someone has actually uploaded the REAL movie anywhere else you cannot get it elsewhere)
BUT YOU WILL NOT HIT PLAY. You won’t do it. Because it’s NOT THE REAL VERSION OF THE FILM AND DISNEY IS FUCKING LYING TO YOU AS IT ALWAYS DOES
You will scroll down HERE. To EXTRAS instead. You MUST GO HERE. This is non -negotiable
THEN YOU WILL SCROLL DOWN TO THE BOTTOM OF THE EXTRAS AND YOU WILL THEN HIT PLAY ON THIS BAD BOY: THE FULL LENGTH VERSION
And you will watch it. And you will thank me for having been so blind and led astray by that stupid fucking mouse. You’re welcome.
#I’m so mad everyone I’m sorry I’m going to make sure EVERYONE sees the proper version of mcc this year or die trying#literally this song is so important to the narrative and the film is so fucking hollow without it#if you grew up with disney’s bullshit version and thought it was good WAIT UNTIL YOU SEE THIS SHIT#please. please watch the REAL version of this film. it means a lot to me ok#the muppet christmas carol#for the love of god please people
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I'll block the entire world if I have to. Nobody getting on my nerves this year.
#text#new year#spilled thoughts#spilled words#dark academia#light acamedia#self love#mental health#self care#words#feelings#quotes#chipsy
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#I need the whole year off just for Gelphie thoughts & art#Someone put me into cryosleep I can't wait til nxt year#Gelphie#Wicked#My art#elphaba thropp#glinda upland
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my mom loves to lie and like she always swears she was NEVER homophobic or anything to me as a child “i even have a gay work friend” but a really funny memory resurfaced recently where i asked if i could use birthday money i had to buy a rainbow flag when i was like ??? 7?? because i LOVED rainbows. and she said no that means something Evil and god will hate you . so what did i do. but ask my grandmom for a rainbow sweater for christmas and proceed to only wear that sweater for three years when it got cold because i didnt like the idea that god hated colors and i wanted to challenge him
#id also stare really hard at the sky when i wore it because i wanted to see if he would#acrually strike me with lightning because i thought it would be a cool way to fie#die*** <- and no i didnt realize rainbow = gay for another SIX YEARS#that was AFTER years of g#‘google images girls kissing’#scratchpost#txt
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