#one of those things was hyperfixations
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Hello! I just wanted to tell you that your posts about aliens always make my day when I read them and I wanted to thank you for that :>
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Thank you, this really means a lot to me!!!
#I’m v serious about that#my family hated any sign of my autism and tried to ‘nip it in the bud’ whenever something came up#one of those things was hyperfixations#any time I got into something they would immediately force me to give it up under the guise of ‘self control’ while the rest of my siblings#were allowed to have merch and talk about the things they liked#and if I didn’t give up what I liked I was demonized and constantly insulted for it#having that constantly happen as a kid has turned into feeling immense guilt every time I like something now#it’s easier with d*p posts because I’m not the only one filling up the tag so it doesn’t remind me of my childhood#of enjoying something abd everyone hating me for it because it wasn’t the ‘right’ thing to enjoy and I was already talking about it toomuch#still having hella difficultly doing a rewatch without feeling terrible#but with h*man al*en posts whenever I look in the tag I don’t see other people posting similar stuff#and especially with h*man v*lcan posts I filled up the tag soo much#that it just really makes me feel terrible which is why so many of my posts like that gave me apologizing somewhere in them for talking#about it#even tho I know if people don’t want to see them they can just block me and there’s nothing wrong with my posts#but still#anyways this really does mean a TON to me anon ty 🥺🥺🥺#♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️#I hope you have a great year!!!!#no fandom#anon#ask box#sorry about the sad childhood stuff I saw this ask as I was thinking about my childhood 😭#terrible timing#or great timing depending on how you see it#holy shit did they all call me a monster for exhibiting normal autistic signs#jesus christ.
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Ive seen multiple posts from reddit refuges that go like "im queer and its so welcoming here!" Or "im nonbinary and dont get quized on my gender here!" Or "im autistic and i can be weird here and yall like it!" And its so fuckin cute its like yes hi hello welcome this is the gay ass autistic website we love special interests we love weird genders we love just saying random shit and the just happy surprised tone of those posts is so wholesome to me like yes! hi! you are in fact the target audience! welcome home
#196#reddit blackout#theres also been multiple posts that compares them to endangered birds raised in captivity being released into the wild#and yeah i can see it#god but the joy in those posts at being met not just with welcoming arms but delighted ones#like yeah! you can say just random shit! we love thag here!#we dont just allow random special interedt rants we adore them we actively encourage them#theres posts about loving seeing your mutual flood your dash suddenly with some random thing and realising they have a new hyperfixation#its just really cute and sweet
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IAN GALLAGHER + his journey with bipolar disorder
╰┈➤ “At times, being bipolar can be an all-consuming challenge, requiring a lot of stamina and even more courage, so if you’re living with this illness and functioning at all, it’s something to be proud of, not ashamed of." - Carrie Fisher
#happy world bipolar day to all my bp babies#(more thoughts at the end of the tags)#shameless#shamelessnet#shamelessedit#ian gallagher#cameron monaghan#*macygifs#bipolar disorder#hello pals how are we doin#i made this gif set in july of 2023 and never posted it because 1) i was terrified to share it and potentially see Bad Takes in the tags#and 2) because my hyperfixation was waning. and while both of those things are still mostly true (the fixation comes and goes)#i feel like it's really important to share as ian's bipolar storyline was not only so vital to his character it was a bit of representation#that isn't often given to the disorder and those (like myself) who live with it every single day#world bipolar day is a day where we can both celebrate ourselves and our resilience and also raise awareness of the reality of the disorder#which is both terrifying and beautiful at its core. this disease is not a death sentence or a sentence to an unfulfilled and miserable life#while there are challenges galore when it comes to balancing life with this disorder it IS possible to live a full and productive life#and i think it's really important to have representation of that in media - and while shameless dropped the ball on a LOT of storylines#over the years THIS is the one they really fucking nailed and i am incredibly grateful#i first started watching shameless while in the midst of a major depressive episode and i was later (finally) diagnosed during an extended#hypo/manic episode - this show and ian's storyline got me through so much and made me feel so seen and validated in my struggles#world bipolar day is also vincent van gogh's birthday (happy birthday buddy) who was posthumously diagnosed with bipolar disorder#and who experienced both depressive and hypo/manic episodes during his lifetime (and was regularly institutionalized)#it takes a lot of help and support to keep us going. it takes the support of our family and friends and *most* of all#it takes patience and kindness and understanding - which is so so so easy to give if you are willing to love and listen#so please. be willing. listen to our stories. be patient with us. show us love without conditions. support us in any way you can.#we are worth it#i promise#anyway. that's really all i wanted to say. happy world bipolar day to those who celebrate (me) and may all of us living with this disorder#go on to live happy fulfilling beautiful magical lives
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HOWDY!
#Flowey my belovedddd#messing around with liquify and layer modes is very fun nglngl. this was very loosey goosey but I like it :3#ALSO uh oh one hyperfixation may be reawakening another!#Also yknow those mllp infection AUs things that were goin around awhile back? loved those. that was the vibe i was goin for here#flashing#cw flashing#tw flashing#tw strobe effect#strobe tw#eye strain#Undertale#utdr#undertale fanart#cw eyestrain#flowey the flower#fan art#fanart#gif#animation#artists on tumblr#my art
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me, engaging in other media be like:
#so i slipped and made a meme from my orv hyperfixation#orv is like a lover that one have an on-off-and-on again relationship with#sometimes im normal about orv and think im finally over it#but then orv *knocks* on my door while im engaging in other fandom/rl chore/work and im suddenly reminded about the little things#those little things that seems insignificant but to an orv reader????? nauuuuurrrr#i cannot escape orv#orv follows where i go#i close my eyes and orv is a hyperfixation i cannot stop myself from not fixating#han sooyoung#yoo joonghyuk#kim dokja#omniscient reader's viewpoint#orv#omniscient reader
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Is it really your favourite show if you’re not constantly warning your friends every second episode, “Okay, now this one’s kinda bad but—”
#tv shows#favourite shows#relatable#textpost#but hear me out it’s so so good#but also it’s terrible I hate it I love it with all my heart it’s flawed it’s so flawed you wouldn’t believe#it’s also the most perfect thing in the world partly for those reasons#it’s something that makes me feel human and yes it’s stupid as hell while also being so so expertly smart you feel me#and you think no one else will understand but you need them to you need them to#and so you overcompensate for the flaws and and—#*sighs*#anyway this is about two things that had a very specific similar effect on me thus effectively becoming the two major hyperfixations#/possible special interests of my life#one being Buffy the other being well I shan’t say *** ****** ***** ** ************#and others
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jesus christ, doc, i thought you were a goner! warn a guy next time, will ya? jesus christ, doc. jesus christ
bonus doodle post-extra-long-hug:
(listen im a sucker for the forehead kisses alright. whenever it happens in a fic i eat that shit UP. it's the cutest thing ever idc)
#back to the future#bttf#bttf fanart#marty mcfly#doc brown#emmett brown#happy bttf day! good thing i fell into the hyperfixation hole before the crash course of dates here in oct-nov instead of after#otherwise i'd have to wait a whole year! anyways#THEY SHOULDVE HUGGED IN THIS SCENE ARGJARHGARHAJ#they totally did guys trust me they totally did.#honestly i love how everyone agrees yeah they hugged immediately after the scene cut we just didn't see it#bc it is real. and true. canon even!#they should've hugged at the end of part 3 also but i digress#im so happy im an artist guys i can draw whatever the hell i want. i can will scenes that should've happened into existence#see what happens when i really try? see what happens when i give it my all? /ref#this turned out soo well i'm very happy with it. at the same time i can totally see it being one of those pieces where you look back in a#year or two and go damn why that limb at that angle#the tool belt is not accurate at all i just couldn't be bothered. drew a “placeholder” thing for it before looking at refs and got lazy#kit does an art#tag as ship and it's your knees
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hey wait a minute, i've seen this one before
#transformers#transformers g1#tracks#raoul#knight rider#kitt#doodles#dat me#ms paint#art#life is paint#mk2000#i am 89% sure one of the times in my life i was tangentially being exposed to knight rider was when i was hyperfixated on those two#sighs. i am so predictable. i just like the same things over and over again FDJHBSDFGBHJDSFBHJG#sorry for having good taste i guess#it would be REALLY funny if it happened a third time !
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Mha sketch dump!
feat. LoV sleeping and other things
So there's that World Hero vote going now, BUT there's also basically a personal Top 5 thing too
I thought about my top 5 for a bit and ended up with this
But as it was I didn't like that we don't exactly have a way to make multiple characters have same place like that character sorter. But my top 3 would've shared 1st place
And also it gave me some inspiration so I sketched Izuku and later Tomura. And here started the sketch wave, bc choosing AFOmura for the Tomura pic is... A choice and so there are two Tomura's on the sketch, with AFOmura getting the 2nd amd Tomura 1st
I got a bit frustrated with how I drew them so I decided to try to redraw some stuff while keeping with mha style as close as I could
I was a bit... Surprised? To see my own progress as the last time I did a thing like this it wasn't that good
Trying to simplify the style instead bc I was getting sleepy didn't help
#fanart#sketch#my art#bnha#league of villains#shigaraki tomura#tenko shimura#midoriya izuku#toga himiko#dabi#toya todoroki#spinner#shuichi iguchi#mr compress#jin bubaigawara#Had isat ost on a loop for the LoV sketch#It was my last one and I like it the most#I wanted to sketch something like that for a long time even more so after... Final arc#Was thinking about stuff while drawing#Like how Izuku tried to save Tomura and yet the moment he (Tenko) was free from all those feelings#He just thought of his friends and later LoV and refused to give up on that#And it wasn't even a choice that could've changed anything with how he was slowly dying after that blow and AFO's involvement#Isat is so easy to crossover with mha actually just take Izuku's arc and boom#I thought about LoV tho#One would ask when don't I do that#Hyperfixation is slowly becoming durable so I'm mostly trying stuff out and mixing now#This sketch dump was a spontaneous thing just because I saw that one top 5 thing#Because drawing mha stuff is pretty painful! That's why I drew LoV sleeping#I was literally thinking of dropping the sketches halfway with most of them#But in any case LoV always has a special place in my heart it's been 5 years after all
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I finished my current sketchbook last night and wanted to post some of my favorite doodles in there :-)
there's so so many more in there that I didn't take photos if so I'm probably gonna post a bunch in phases
so I guess sketchbook reveal 1/?
#bandit's doodles#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#caspian jrwi#chip bastard#chip jrwi#jay ferin#jrwi Marshall John#whenever I read through my sketchbook you can clearly see blocks of hyperfixations#like it’s so unintentionally organized#first section is hermitcraft#then riptide#couple pages of sky colt ocs me and a friend made like a year ago#then it goes pd and apotheosis#(the riptide section was the longest clearly that’s my biggest hyperfixation/spin rn obviously)#there’s also little arcs in the sections#like you can see the couple days I was obsessed with swordfish#also I like to think Gil and Caspian got those fish pajamas together in joaldo#this one lasted from July to yesterday so I think that’s a pretty good run right#not too long and not too short#that thing is so loaded with bullshit it’s insane#get hyped bandit prime defenders and apotheosis art posting soon#I’m on episode 28 of pd right now I think#alright I’m just talking now I need to stop myself#(bandit learns self restraint? nah)
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11 year old me meeting current me is a fun concept. (ID in alt text)
#the crazy thing is that he would see the haircut and mustache and trans flag shirt and be like#“omg we got to transition already?? how did we get ahold of some testosterone” bc i didnt know i was intersex yet back then#but we'd go to talk about almost anything else with one another and i'd have to be like#“oh. right. i forgot how different i was back then. sorry‚ i no longer share almost ANY of those beliefs or identities lol”#i'd go to talk about wanting to fuck bill cipher and he'd be like “haha yeah.. conceptually... y'know not actually since we're asexual haha#and i'd have to be like Oh Kid. No That Was The Trauma.#and he'd go to mention a crush he had on someone and i'd be like “yeah that's called hyperfixating on someone actually.”#and he'd be like “huh.”#and i'd be like “yeah turns out we're aromantic. but not asexual. really got that one backward. sorry.”#andiv3r draws#self portrait#drawing#art#digital art#traditional art#<- was traditional and i scanned it in digitally to colour it#gravity falls#tecnically..???
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Gay people or whatever (slightly different and traditional version under cut)
#I love them so much guys#Santanas adhd ass hyperfixated on knitting for a week#She gave everything to Britt (leg warmers. Mittens. Scarves. Those hats with cat ears) except for those devil horn things#Cuz she’s aware tha5 she is satan#Brittana#brittany s pierce#santana lopez#glee#glee fanart#brittana fanart#The shark hat is not knitted tho#She does have one of those fish hats that looks like the fish is eating her head
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for valentines day have this cheesy mini animation of these two lol
#also did it as a bday gift for myself :]]]]#cus WOO i actually kinda animated smth??!?!?! after 5 whole years of not doing it anymore???????!#and i dont even mean animation i mean like those 1.5 second blinking animation#which u can tell is the only thing ik how to actually animate lol#tho now i did smth thats 22 seconds long??????????#what the fuck is with ofa/ichiniis terrifying hold on me#awakening a dormant skill like this#whats next writing a oneshot?#srsly do not fuck with ppl who has hyperfixations over smth with little content in canon and by the fandom. kinda#i genuinely have not been this productive for fandom stuff in a LONGGGG time#kudoichi#ichinii#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#shigaraki yoichi#yoichi shigaraki#mha kudou#second one for all user#second ofa user#2nd ofa user#2nd one for all user#dahlia.art
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TWST fic writers stop reducing Silver’s entire personality to just “sleepy boy who falls asleep all the time and is sooooo sleepy and tired and did i mention he sleeps a lot and also he loves his dad” challenge (impossible) (gone wrong)
#also if u portray him as LIKING sleep i will personally bite you#and before u say ‘oh but he really doesnt have a personality besides those traits’ that is incorrect#he’s blunt and honest to the point where he can come off as rude#he’s calm and collected and keeps a cool head even during an emergency#he’s a drama queen and often takes things too seriously#he’s not stupid exactly but can be very naive and doesn’t understand relationships very well#he’s extremely passive and rarely stands up for himself#he finds ways to blame himself for things that arent his own fault#he deeply admires and respects people who are strong and protective of their loved ones#he’s selfless and always tries to do what he considers to be the ‘right’ thing#he has a lot of trouble expressing his emotions and is insecure abt others not taking him seriously#he is so much more than just ‘precious sleepy boi uwu’#or atleast thats my interpretation of him idk u guys can do whatever you want#it just bugs me when ppl misinterpret his character so badly#this is what 2 years of hyperfixation will do to a person#twisted wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#twst silver#twst analysis#diasomnia#character analysis
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Drew my bbg <3
#bnha#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#art#my art#denki kaminari#kaminari denki#denki#kaminari#I've been hyperfixated on him for close to 5 years atp and i still rarely draw him because his hair is a legit nightmare to draw#gorgeous nightmare. but nightmare nonetheless#trying to get over that tho so i can be one of those ppl that draw their faves religiously#cant let my chronic skill issue stop me from being publicly mentally ill about my pookie#almost five years and ive only digitally drawn him like. 10 times?#and only posted a few of them#need him to be one of the only things i post about actually
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Honestly, I'm really grateful that my brain isn't wired to jump from hyperfixation to hyperfixation. It has its own unique drawbacks, sure, but I've always found it really comforting that I know what to expect from myself.
#falling out of love with my own projects is something I find really oddly horrifying#but the only time I really ever stop loving something is if the thing itself gives me a reason not to like it#the only reason I ever really stopped doing VOH fanart is because the fandom for it dried up completely and my my job at the time demanded#all of my art attention#i've still drawn the characters a few times since then tho#I still love them with all of my heart lol#same with slayers and sailor moon#and ofc my love for dmc revs back up into action every time a new game comes out#(looking at the reboot) not you#been hyperfixated on resident evil since 1996 lol#killer instinct since 1994#god now that's a thing why have I never done modern killer instinct fanart? Sabrewulf's new design is a chef kiss#I've got my ancient KI fanart from the 90s have I ever posted it for you guys lmao it's amazing. all the love a 10 year old can pour#as we speak I have some of my voh doujin [hush you they're clean/story driven ones] on my desk bc I was reading through them again#anyway my point is... there's a few things I fell out of love with ofc#but those were all for actual 'story jumped the shark/tied to a bad experience' reasons#I'm thankful that my exact form of audhd doesn't come with jumping hyperfixations#ofc this means you're stuck with soli#stuck with it forever#(villainous thunderclash)#I love tumblr's post culture most of this post is in the goddamn tags
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