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You get me the time, and I'll do something about it-- I swear to God, I will.

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dead body magnets

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Car wash fundraiser for Tboy Wrestling

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“i’m just so subby i can’t say no even when i really don’t want it” you are an unsafe play partner.

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couples themed photoshoots and old romance films have such a Grip on me they're all so destian and it makes me unwell LIKE

LIIIIIIIIIKE

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i eat i sleep i buffy

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My roommate thought she hated cooking and then she moved in with me and started using knives that were actually sharp and realized cooking is fun. Sometimes I wonder how many other situations are like this. It's not you, or your skills. It's just the lack of correct tools. Everyone knows you need a knife in the kitchen but no one mentions a sharpening stone.

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its kinda insane that hyperstylization of skinniness is seen as artistically neutral but hyperstylization of fatness immediately denotes it as "fetish material". this isnt even to say it can't be fetish-based, but that it isnt allowed to be neutral unlike skinniness where super exaggeration is just an artistic choice, a style, not a representative of reality and presumed to just be another way to depict skinniness in a recognizable way for the artist's style. but if you place emphasis on a fat character's body features in a specific way, it can only be a fetishistic caricature? not a way to explore the shapes of a body or to experiment with perspective or whatever else you might say about a skinny character?

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“no one’s ever mad at me unless they tell me so” is the best assumption i’ve ever made

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I take sketch requests !!!! Mainly of the fandoms in my tags

How you can help palestine

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i hope suzanne collins kills mr beast

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i think some of you dont like narratives or stories or characters i think you just like fanfiction tropes

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blacked out and had an extraordinary vision

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please stop treating the word neurodivergent like it means the overlap between autism and adhd

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I think the way wishverse!willow (both the demon vampire and the resouled human) would see all the Scoobies and characters is SO interesting. Like given a longer stay where these people have also lost ThEIR willow (the way they see her would also ofc be interesting but not what this is about rn tho I Def will mention it.)

Soulless!Willow would for SURE try to turn Xander (wHICH SHE DID IN HER OWN DIMENSION OKAY TRUST ME). Like she does find a certain amount of comfort in him even if it's not her Xander and he's human, he'd desperately try and do stuff to help her even if she's soulless and there's nothing he can do and they can just Not let him be around him cause she WILL sire him.

For Soul!Willow Xanders is the only person here who's actually her friend. BUT not only does she have memories of whatever fucked up way she sired Xander in her dimension but also all she's done to him HERE. There's enough guilt in her about HIM specifically to kill her, at first she'd cling to him for a second because for 3 years while being soulless she lost him but now he's back and she's back (neither of them are the same, but they both pretend they are).

Soulless!Willow famously does NOT like Buffy. She killed her Xander so yeah no. But staying around longer she'd realise how much Buffy fucking cares about Willow. (You're reading one of my posts, it's boutta be the summersberg show). And she'd fucking THRIVE in the oppertunity to use it to torture her. Someone tells her about angelus and Buffy's relationship to her "puppy" and she takes the additional golden opportunity and kisses her. All around they fight a lot and there's a whole lot of guilting and ruining Buffy's life. Buffy would be with her fighting when the soul gets restored.

Soul!willow would have a . Complicated relationship with Buffy. Because she also has the memory of her killing Xander, even if it's a different her, and it's a demon version of xander. She can't really un-forget that. She also has a bunch of guilt around her too, and all those pesky feelings. She also realises Buffy really loved their version of Willow, but she's not her, their version of Willow did magic and restored souls and and and. She's just. The girl who got killed at 15.

Angel is well complicated. Soulless!willow would want to turn him into her puppy again. And soul!willow would once again, say it with me, just feel a bunch of guilt about him. But they'd probably get some forced bonding as souled vampires.

Soulless!willow wouldn't take any particular interest in Giles past just another person clearly hurt by this that she hates from her dimension. Soul!willow would actually not have that much guilt with him !!! Crazyyyy. He'd hug her when she gets her soul back and she wouldn't understand but she'd melt into it and just. She needs the parental figure (vamp!willow killed her parents in her dimension long ago, maybe this one too) somehow this made them less complicated (for now at least).

Cordelia, soul!willow still hates but she also has both memories of killing her and trying to kill her so the guilt is back !!! I think she'd almost drift to her cause it'd be less complicated with her, and Cordelia would show an amount of care for her yeah, she misses the old willow though, she'd gotten more tolerable. (You can't tell this to anyone but she even maybe liked her a bit)

And I too tired for more thoughts but Oh i love this au its FASCINATING i love messing with dynamics :>

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favorite jenny calendar looks -> season 1

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Buffy the Vampire Slayer 2.04 ― "Inca Mummy Girl"