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? the person who commented that is literally a transfem butch
breaking news: transfems are capable of objectifying other transfems
#caught in the web#like. i have been objectified and sexualized by other trans women constantly#its exhausting that thats one of the first things someone decided to comment.#like do you get it#do you get that the action and its impact are what matters.#not the identity of whoever did it
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Children of the Stone 🪨
#my art <3#i love dwarves - no matter the literature they're always fire#what i would do to be able to go back to orzammar again#in all its high def glory -> i loved what the descent did for the visual identity of the dwarves! such a cool dlc!!! <3#i would have loved to go to kal-sharok too! *side eyes datv* it's a shame we never got the opportunity!!#did u know in world of thedas its mentioned that sandal is likely an aeducan bastard??!#my aeducan has two brother spots open Sandal you can fill one in#does shale know that their great-great-great (many more) grand niece/cousin/whoever is absolute fire???!#evander aeducan (oc)#warden aeducan#tatiana brosca (oc)#warden brosca#nasira cadash (oc)#inquisitor cadash#dragon age#dragon age origins#dragon age inquisition#da fanart#dragon age fanart
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Overheard at the BAU
JJ, giving a press conference: "On a sidenote, to the person that decided to drive past my house and honk at 3 am, fuck you!"
Hotch, trying to do damage control: "She doesn't mean that!"
Emily, stepping up: "Seriously, whatever our unsub did, your fate will be much worse!"
Emily, grumpy: "waking us up at 3. Who raised you?"
Hotch, looking at the reporters: "She means that... so good luck."
#criminal minds#bau#incorrect quotes#emily prentiss#paget brewster#jj jareau#aj cook#aaron hotchner#jemily#Press conference#This might be based on something#Seriously#Why do people drive past your house in the morning and honk???#I was trying to sleep#Fuck whoever did that#In this case it was Derek#Definitely Derek#He's booking the first flight out of town#Penelope is creating a new identity for him
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remember when the doctor and missy literally had this exchange?
doctor: two hearts.
missy: and both of them yours.
like... it really happened. i keep re-reading it. i made it my blog name. i think about it all the time. and i still can't believe it happened. we really got this. this is insane
#thoschei#doctor who#no but you don't GET IT#missy aka the master said her hearts belonged to the doctor#i mean DUH WE KNOW#but SHE SAID IT. OUTLOUD.#did i dream of this? like.#she wasn't even acting (because she was hiding her identity at the time) i just know it#we all know it#the point of this post is: holy shit the master literally admitted her love for the doctor#whoever says missy didnt mean it is getting their ass beaten#i didnt even get to the part in the cemetery where the doctor kisses missy#and she looks at him with the most desperatly loving eyes i've ever seen in my life#like my girl was dying of love what the fuck how long HOW LONG had it been since they last kissed#had they EVER kissed??#and we don't even talk about the fact that missy reached for the doctor's lips with her own and GRABBED HIS ARMS#IT'S THERE IT'S IN THE EPISODE#FUCKING HELL#no the actual point of this post is that i'm having a mental breakdown over thoschei#almost 10 years since those episodes and i'm still not over it#i won't ever get over thoschei like#i cant keep typing i just wanna scream
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Communication building exercise
its your local mod signal here: here to give you a good visualizing tool our therapist gave us for systems who have decent communication, but, for whatever reason, have lost it and self isolated:
we always picture ourselves as the squares on a quilt
one little square is flimsy on its own, but quilts are meant to work together. just like systems
so we take a deep breath, and remind ourselves of what everyone is like. of the strengths of everyone in our system. we remind ourselves that it's not dangerous to let ourselves interact and work as a team
and then we picture that thought as a thread
and weave the quilt back together again, stronger than ever before.
is this magic? no. does it help everyone relax for a second? yes. if you remind yourselves enough times of what it is everyone's bringing to the table, the barriers everyone's put up will eventually begin to loosen again. and believe me. its an absolute fucking relief to hear people again after a period like that.
#i hope this helps whoever it needs to#mod signal#dissociative identity disorder#did#osdd#otherwise specified dissociative disorder#visualization tips#resource#resources#communication technique#system
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god tywin lannister deserved worse
just remembering elias death and i wanna puke and the way tywin talks about elia and what happened is so damn gross
but rip tommen and myrcella we all know what’s about to happen in the next book :/
the cycle of violence just keeps spinning and damn you tywin for beginning it
(i got a bit crazy in the tags 💀)
#rest in peace elia and rhaenys#i’m one of those crazy ppl who thinks jaqen h’ghar is aegon 💀#literally lost the teeny tiny amount of credibility i had#anyways i think doran’s in on it and i think rhaegar switched out asharas child for aegon paralleling the baby swap jon does#the pact made in braavos about viserys and dany marriages is a half truth half lie#and arianne being sent to faegon is simply doran testing his heir. if she messes up then whoever’s spying for doran will correct her#gerold dayne knows too much that’s why doran thinks he’s too dangerous#but this would make the dornish plot sooooo much more interesting and would show that no doran hasn’t been doing nothing#it would also automatically make the daynes more important#jaqen (aegon) was in kings landing to kill robert but got caught by varys. syrio was sent to find him. ned cleared out the black cells tho#saving aegon in the process. fun how we’re actually introduced to this character through lyanna starks mini me arya#aegon was able to kill robert with a boar tho so mission accomplished.#now he’s in old town trying to hatch his dragon egg. the stone beast taking flight in danys vision is aegon being symbolically depicted…#..as a spinx#i’m crazy delusional. but ppl who think faegon is actually aegon are even more delusional than me#plus the real aegon being alive fulfills the suns son part of quaithes warnings#i like this theory bc it makes the dorne plot more interesting and it explains whatever is going on with jaqen h’ghar cause he is sus#yes yes i know i’m delusional 💀 i just think it’d be a very interesting twist#kinda hoping no one sees this post at this point bc i know no one will take this theory well lol#i do think this theory can be supported by the text tho#and cerseis throw away line about ned stealing asharas baby would suddenly become peak foreshadowing#barristan comparign dany to ashara would also be peak foreshadowing bc ashara would take the place of gilly in this parallel and she was dis#dishonored by someone at harrenhall. likely aerys and then she turned to a stark probably brandon for comfort#tbh i think it was ashara who lied to brandon about what happened to lyanna. perhaps she was trying to mess with brandon’s wedding and#was trying to get back at rhaegar for humiliating elia at the tourney. i highly doubt it was baelish who lied to brandon cause brandon#has little reason to believe him and no reason to trust him. ashara tho? arthur daynes sister and elias lady in waiting? also his lover?#anyways varys the spider potentially stealing aegon away (if he did take a child it was the false aegon) is there to parallel the others#who ride ice spiders taking crasters sons. tbh i think it was aegon who decided he wanted to train as a faceless man so he could get revenge#on his own terms. and the sea lord of braavos at the time was in on it and helped aegon with his plans#the unveiling coming up is going to be a lot more important than arya just reclaiming her identity. yes im delusional lmao. rant over
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right so, summer term is in less than a week and in the words of another tumblr post, this is for the wiggles; i need to get this out of my system before i implode. enjoy :)
greetings yall. this is essentially a list of my current ocs that live their own lives in their respective universes in the back of my mind. ill start out with a list and expand elsewhere later to avoid overwhelmingness
i will update this with links to individual oc fact files and posts in the future inshallah
・゚*.・゚✧ .・゚*・゚
✧ le fandoms and their respective established characters as of writing:
greek mythology (<- very very loosely): jazzy
riordanverse: hilal
the apothecary diaries: maymuna
demon slayer: siham
✧ fandoms ive dabbled in that dont have established characters (yet):
spy x family
hunter x hunter
the anne shirley serires
detective conan
inuyasha
more that ive temporarily forgotten lol
✧ fandoms that dont get ocs for various reasons :
hamilton and other musicals
real life people (i find it weird)
childhood favourites like movies, shows, etc. (like tmnt, coraline, disney princesses, spacetoon classics like romeos blue skies...)
please kindly note that the way my hyperfixations work in terms of fandoms is that when i come across said fandom, i obsessively read every wiki page in existence and watch compilations and scour the interwebs for memes and sometimes fics, and proceed to avoid (for reasons unbeknownst to me) actually consuming the media itself (original books or its adapted versions). i believe its because i dont have the capacity to be emotionally attached to new characters and suffer, but whos to say :P
also note that these characters are in many ways inspired from my own experiences and i occasionally draw from people and places im familiar with, so in instances where things 'wouldnt work' for whatever reason, (firstly im aware, hence their existence) remember that these are works of fiction, and that with the right writing (mostly) anything works. and creative liberties mwahahaha >:)
this is one of the reasons this blog exists; for me to dump the contents of my mind to make way for other (hopefully more useful) stuff, so if u stumble on here feel free to partake (as per the guidelines stated in the pinned post), otherwise move on. this before anything else is for me and my amusement, i wont be catering to anyones interests.
this post and its contents is sponsored and made possible by maladaptive daydreaming and my other less than healthy coping mechanisms :)
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me @ this post
#oc galore#yay i did it#this is going to be fun#and also emotionally draining#whatcha gonna do#ngl it does feel a lil vulnerable to have my children in the wild#but i trust they will thrive in their new homes#with their found families#bc it is *the* best trope#shoutout to whoever wrote the spacetoon list of programs wikipedia page complete with airing dates thank u for ur service#i just found out the difference between oc and persona#welp#im still calling them ocs becasue they arent me#although i read personas arent self insert theyre just versions of the authors identities personified (abridged)#im using oc bc they are fully fleshed characters where i as the writer benefit from my background and experiences to make them come to life#yes literally all of them are middle eastern hijabis#but thats because i want the representation lol#thats where the similarities end#hopefully#because i havent written anything since 2014#oc#looking forward to see how my writing grows :)#if u see typos no u didnt#my brain is melting#UPDATE 2025:#retired some ocs lol and added my girl jazz :3
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been doing some internal questioning that boils down to “is it the auADHD or i am plural in some way???”
and i’m. not sure if i want to know the answer. at least not yet.
#ensiger#possibly plural#this post is brought to you by a monoconscious culture post that hit a lot harder than i thought it would#'wait how long have i been me. when did i stop being the other guy'#also a lot of the Dragonheart Collective's essay points in Dissociation. & internal thought voice.#the only point in Identity disturbances that really hit was -#Feeling like you weren't born in that body & that you simply appeared one day inside of it.#like. i sometimes feel like ''I'' is more than one internally.#like i'm One Person in the way a cartoon character can be animated/storyboarded by multiple artists.#does that make sense as like?? a plural thing???#or is that just the depersonalization & bees in my brain??#also that like. the 'current me' stepped into my body & 'replaced' whoever used to be here. i have (most) of my memories & shit but just.#i'm not totally sure if this is a 'i have grown and changed since i was a child' or 'i'm a different person in every sense of the word.'#i kind of stewed on this questioning a couple years(?) ago when i was first learning about multiplicity. but nothing ever really came of it#bc digging further into it didn't feel useful. all the stuff i was reading didn't feel like it was lining up with what's going on in here#i've recently been doing some reading on monoconscious & median systems but.#i don't want to act on anything until i Know. or at least until i Know More.#also i'm about 90% sure my kintypes are not headmates/alters/etc. they feel like / similar to my gender & not. ''extra Me's'' so to speak
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ok. in bigger writing for everyone.
if you send me allegations over anon i can't verify or believe a thing that is said.
thanks <3
#anon at what moment did you read my post and decide to overlook that point so severely.#like sorry for your alleged friend or whatever but that's the thing.#i do not know you. i do not know if the person you are apparently championing exists.#i do not know if this is actually someone trying to harass whoever it is that's being accused.#why? because i do not know who you are nor can i verify good faith over anon.#if you aren't confident enough in your allegations to disclose your identity even in private then why should i have confidence in them?#i could go into anyone's askbox rn and accuse anyone who annoys me of harassment and it be fake. it's that easy.#do you get that?#out of stories#tbd //#drama //
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manifesting a new bee!chloe in season 6 🕯️🙏🕯️
#im imagining chloe is just Absent for like half the season off in new york#and then she's just Back. out of nowhere. maybe permanent maybe temporary#but shes just kinda. defeated. not nice or anything but just not really engaging. people try to rile her up re: her being an asshole#and shes just like. whatever. and doesnt engage further. shes over it all and just keeps her head down#does alright on classwork with the new freeform structure and having been Aggressively tutored while with her mom#(and also by not being distracted by being an asshole)#and then one day theres an akuma and zoe is unavailable for Reasons but pollen took her miraculous and goes for the nearest available holder#chloe!! one room over at the hotel lol#and they have a sweet reunion and maybe chloe actually feels Guilty for how bad she fucked it up in the past#and also worries that the team wont trust her as queen bee (fair)#and pollen is like 'it seems like chloe has changed a lot.... maybe queen bee can change too :)'#i like the idea of chloe being a New bee hero and not queen bee again#at least at first. give her a few chances to prove herself and learn to trust herself again#get used to like. positive attention and being appreciated on a genuine level#and then she or butterflila or whoever reveals her identity and its a whole thing but it WORKS OUT FINE#and maybe zoe and chloe figure each others identities out and have like. split custody LMAO#or maybe pollen just operates on vibes who knows#anyway. i feel like theyre setting up 1. Banishing chloe for an indefinite length of time#which i think is smart. gives lila more room to work lol#but 2. i think shell at least try to have a redemption arc#like her weeping miserably at the end didnt feel like a triumphant comeuppance of a bully. it just felt like a sad teenage girl#i think itd be easy to write that scene to read more victorious than they did. i think that was a Choice#but idk chloe has had such a wild track record in this show#give her the black cat for a minute i dunno#ooh that's another wishlist item. randomized miraculous swap for an episode#anyway. apparently i had a lot to say about chloe bourgeois!
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some robbies ft. memory
#idv#identityv fanart#identity v#identity v robbie#axe boy#whoever made the design for robbie should get a raise cause how tf did they manage to make a sack of rats for his head so adorable
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DID is all about i wanna draw a ballerina ew wtf no ew. why would i do that. gross. that's my special interest tho. no. too girly. fair.
#i KNOW it's more than that but whoever holds those views and attitudes is not in control of the body rn sorry it's silly guy time#it's Split Emotions Viewpoints and Memories Into Parts Disorder for a reason#did#pdid#did system#pdid system#partial dissociative identity disorder#complex dissociative disorder#handmadeorganicpost
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There have been 2 drive by shootings on my street in the last week 🙃
#no there have not been any casualties#except for two identical SUVs#each at a different house#so whoever did it was probably aiming for the second house but shot up the first one by mistake because they mixed up the cars#idk#🐏💎
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Putting this over here to isolate this point: the OTW Volunteers did a lot of work to get AO3 back up and running after the DDoS. The OTW Board didn't do shit.
Your donations to AO3 go into OTW's financial reserve, and an estimate of how much they have is around $2.5 million (thread that breaks this down). They can maintain the platform for five years with what they have stored, and that number may be a low estimate.
OTW doesn't need your money. OTW's volunteers deserve financial compensation for all they've been subjected to, but none will see a penny from your donations.
Support the volunteers all you like, but know that your donations do nothing for them nor improve their working conditions.
Also stop being islamophobic assholes, the people who did this called themselves Sudanese just to get this kind of response. Grow up, learn to spot a troll, and go educate yourselves instead of constantly spewing racist shit.
#original#ao3#archive of our own#otw#our transformative works#and i swear to fucking god if i see another post ''blaming antis'' for this or the csem/csam shit im destroying your routers#anti as a term doesnt mean shit. it's just whoever you're pissed at currently#y'all use it the way conservatives use woke#there is no proof that ''antis'' did this or the csem/csam shit and to continue to act so is to willingly obfuscate the issue here#grow the fuck up#and maybe stop basing your armchair activism around ''proship vs antis'' (as if that actually means anything) and go outside.#stop leading massive harassment campaigns just because someone said ao3 is fallible and that there's something deeply wrong w them#do not base you identity and ideology around an organization that doesn't have your best interests in mind if they cant even be their for#their volunteers. they especially won't be there for you#their hoarding of finances is deeply suspect especially as they continue to run donation drives that more than fund site reqs#fuck the otw board#someone pay those damn volunteers and get them therapy
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got desperate asf for some non-shitty heta fanfiction and said fuck it ill read the gerame fanfic cuz the author did make some good shit before (even tho i know it wont be THAT good since ill need to manually edit in my brain alfred as feliciano instead and make a whole extra unspoken lore to explain why feliciano is so ooc).... BUT LORD. IM CHEWING GLASS. IM CHEWING GLASS SO FUCKING HARD RIGHT NOW. BECAUSE GIRL ITALY EXISTS IN THIS FIC AND OH MY GODDDD I HATE IT HERE I HATE IT LUDWIG STAY AWAY FROM THAT MAN STAY AWAY FROM THAT EVIL DEMENTED VILE MAN AAAAHHAUHWUSUDJJS STAY WITH FELICIA PLEASEEE PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! LIKE STRAIGHT UP HE DONT EVEN LIKE ALFRED BRUH AND ALFRED DONT EVEN LIKE HIM. ill admit the set up is good (its like a 1950s au and the reason why i trust this author is a whole nother can of worms that i put in my drafts maybe ill drop it later) BUT I CANT EVEN CARE OR TRY TO CARE ABOUT ALFRED X LUDWIG BC FELICIA IS RIGHT THEREE AND THIS AUTHOR GETS THEIR RELATIONSHIP TOGETHER TOO. SHES LITERALLY LIGHT OF HIS LAIF MAKES HIM HAPPY IS SWEET AND NICE TO HIM TUGS HIM DOWN AND RUBS THEIR NOSES TOGETHER LIKE MOTHERFUCKER THATS TRUE. THAT HAPPENED IN REAL LIFE I SAW IT. SO WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU WRITING THIS INTO A DAMN LUDWIG X ALFRED FANFIC IM CHEWING GLASSSSSS!!!! BC I KNOW FELICIA X LUDWIG WONT HAPPEN I HATE THIS STUPID BAKA LIFE I HATE IT HERE RAAAGJWJSIIEKDODKDKDKXKDKZKKS RAGE RAGE RAGE
so far its a genuinely good fic tho with some nice character development and being able to take a "real life universe" spin on heta characters which i find can rarely be done well! id rec it to any ameger fanheads out there!
peace and pascal! <- (im sorry im lying. im lying. tw lies. no peace only pascal. sorry i lied on main. its a good fic thats true. but i want the earth to explode. feels like im shoving my dick in an anthill)
#to be fair i read all non itager ship fics by mentally editing whoevers with germany to be italy bc i believe they love eachother in all#universes#but this author is making it real hard bc theyre genuinely good at like time era and how nationality plays into identity so i have to#do mental gymnastics and create the most batshit reasons ever to keep it itager in my head#but yeah THIS ONE ISNT LETTING ME FUCKING IMAGINE BECAUSE ITALY IS RIGHT FUCKING THERE#GIRL ITALY IS RIGHT THERE AND GENUINELY ACTS THE WAY THAT ITALY AND GERMANY ALWAYS INTERCAT WIF EACHOTHER LIKE IT ISNT EVEN OOC#THEY HAVE INTERACTED FOR A SOLID LIKE PAGE AND A HALF AND I SHIP THEM SO HARD SHES SO NICE TO HIMM#THEY RUBBED THEIR NOSES TOGETHER EVEN MOTHERFUCKER I THINK THEY DO THAT!!!!!!! YOU UNDERSTAND SO WHY DONT YOU PREACH?!?!?#YOU KNOW THE LORD IS REAL SO WHY DONT YOU FOLLOW THE TEN FUCKING COMMANDMENTS!!!!!#no shade to this author too this is just my aids bc to me any ship wif those two freaks that isnt them kissing eachother is my antichrist#anything that aint itager is my antichrist fr#the other fic from this author was just so much easier to eat..#cuz to be fair in the other fic it was a germany torture compilation and he literally did not genuinely love the other guy at all#i think that fic was true because italy wasnt present in it and i do believe germanys life would be like that would italy#what no italy does to a mf: unimagimeable suffering#i can accept that fic bc yeah i looked the author in the eyes and said 'germany would never love anybody thats not italy in all universes'#and they went okie! sure! :D#sorry guys im getting sepsis rn okay robooty when he faces the antichrist
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I'm officially undiagnosing myself/j (I accidently deleted a screenshot of a playlist an alter made years ago, my biggest proof of switching when I was younger)
#im so sorry whoever made that playlist while fronting#i'm so sad#i did recreate the playlist before deleting the screenshot#actually did#did system#dissociative identity disorder
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