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one of my favorite feelings is starting a new show and having that: ….are they…having gay… sexual tension?? And then logging onto tumblr dot com and seeing gifsets that show several thousand other people also agree that it was, indeed, gay sexual tension
#exactly what happened when I first started#suits#and#harvey specter#called#mike ross#a good boy#cause wtf was THAT OMG
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@anctemps @dreams-r4pe-toy @healing-feathers @storythesilly
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this was what redeemed the spotify wrapped for me
#lmaooo#sherlock holmes#i didn't remember drawing this and it made it a 100 times funnier#best thing to have come out of#spotify#liking sherlock is timeless#liking sherlock transcends time and space
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never douting that I have DID again bc I just remembered an alter breaking up a toxic relationship and I can recall almost nothing of the actual conversation or the aftermath but I know that I couldn't have done it without them <3
#something positive about did bc I need that rn#did system#actually dissociative#endos dni#traumagenic system#actually did#dissociative identity disorder
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we would love to sign our posts, but we have no fucking idea who's fronting at any time ever
- your guess is as good as ours
(also being private about alter names because we don't know if they actually like or relate to these names since dissociation is very high in the system, calling an alter "dude #4" making it worse)
#did system#actually dissociative#endos dni#actually did#dissociative identity disorder#system culture
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Is there a greater love than that between a girl and her highlighted book quotes?
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my favorite song to listen to when I don't have any grasp of self identity
sys culture is still feel. by half•alive
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starting a new step in life while also being in the middle of figuring your mental state out is so confusing
I'm meant to make friends and introduce myself to people, but how do I introduce myself if i just realized I don't know myself
"just be yourself" bitch I don't know who that is
#actually dissociative#did system#endos dni#mental health#self identity#making friends is hard when one day you can be one way and the next day not remember
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I finally watched sonic 3 and this summarized all of my thoughts in one picture
Guys I've been here before...
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after years of avoiding Arcane I've finally caved in and watched season 1 in two days
and I must say, this shit is good af
very happy to binge season 2 instead of waiting for each episode like a loser/j
(I've seen so many spoilers oh my GOD, I stopped opening tiktok at this point)
#i love viktor#bc of course I love Viktor#arcane season 2#arcane#also why are Jayce and Viktor so GAY#the shippers were NOT exaggerating#jayvik
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ah yes the very mentally stable funny guy, who obviously doesn't use humor as a coping mechanism
I say as I look in the mirror
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thank you Arthur Conan Doyle for creating the "genius detective who is kinda dumb sometimes and very likely is neurodivergent" trope, those are the only characters I like
#sherlock holmes#spencer reid#shawn spencer#but he's more than kinda dumb#gregory house#yes i know he's a doctor but he counts#adding#Malcolm Bright#too bc why not#arthur conan doyle
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the urge to leave everything behind and start a private detective agency with my best friend where we solve cases, and I pretend to be a psychic to act batshit crazy to hide how smart I am
#and to hide to dyslexic I am#we go around in a car we call by the name of a fruit#psych#shawn spencer
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“slut era” i whisper to myself as i rot in my bed, sick like a frail victorian child
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having DID (or any kind of dissociative disorder) can truly shatter your view on reality, for example:
a friend just told me 3 years have passed since we started our friendship, but I don't remember it being 3 years I barely remember it being 2, wdym I lost a year of good memories with a friend and never realized until now
I hate this disorder
#did system#actually dissociative#endos dni#traumagenic system#actually did#dissociative identity disorder
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I fell into a RQ (specifically transabled) rabbithole and I found this:
(THIS IS ANTI TRANSABLED BC YOU'RE ACTUALLY CAUSING HARM WITH THIS BS)
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crying (actually crying), and feeling so angry, bc wtf do you mean you want to have the condition that RUINED MY LIFE, I have learned my lesson and I have blocked all of the tags related to this bs
i will now go and hug my cat and forget about the internet for a while
#i did not get severe chronic pain for little kids on the internet to think having scoliosis is so quirky#go touch some fucking grass#anti radqueer#anti transid#anti transabled#actually disabled#personal vent
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