#no one wants me
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on a serious note, people like to trash talk neets and say stuff like: just grow up and stop being so lazy and get a job!!!! and it's like.
bestie, i would love to. but im fucking disabled. and no job wants to cater to my disabilities. yknow?
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You ever feel like you have no choice but to reach out and talk to people, even when you feel unwanted by them?
Everything inside me screams not to message or call, but the fear of being forgotten about. That confirmation that I really do not matter, I do not cross your mind - that might send me into a whole different spiral.
That’s ultimately why I reach out, bc I crave so deeply to mean something to someone and I don’t want to leave room for them to show me how little I am thought about, loved or cared for.
#no one wants me#emotionally unavailable#hard to love#depressing thoughts#depression quotes#athazagoraphobia#unlovable#self hatred#suicidal#lonely quotes#alone with my thoughts#depression#self destructing#delete later#no ones listening#no one cares#bpd#can’t do this anymore#can’t do anything right#anxitey#fear of abandonment#fear of being forgotten#never good enough#don’t fit in#outsider#unloved#hard to talk to#hard to reach#broken#broken person
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i’m the fool for thinking someone could love me
i’m sorry
#daily life#personal#personal vent#vent post#vent#i just need to rant#sorry for ranting#rant post#ranting#having a crush#crushing#crush culture#unrequited romance#unrequited feelings#unrequited crush#unrequited love#unrequited affection#why did i think this time would be any different#forever gonna be alone#no one wants me#no one likes me#no one loves me#destined to be alone#you’re on your own kid#fuck#having hope is dangerous#it all ends the same anyway#i’m heartbroken#heartbroken
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Knowing that your replaceable is the worst feeling. It proves that you were never needed, nor wanted, and that your absence wouldn't be a burden to anyone. That you aren't one of a kind. In fact, there are multiple different versions of you that are far better. You didn't leave a trace on anyone, and all that remains of your existence is a blur in a memory because you were only temporary for them. That even if someone cared, they would move on in a week, month, or year? All your efforts and attempts were wasted, no matter what you do, they still move on to someone better and leave you behind yet again. They never truly appreciated you to the amount that you did them, and mourning the loss of you would be pointless when you never really mattered to them in the first place.
#give me attention#im mentally unstable#replaceable#no one needs me#no one wants me#no one likes me#no one loves me#mentally exhausted#mental illness#tw rant#vent#tw vent#i dont matter#i just want to be appreciated#i just want to be loved#no one cares#discarded#attachment issues#trust issues#spilled thoughts#i have issues#writeblr#i love you so much#please love me back#all i ever wanted was for you to love me#i wish you valued me to the amount i value you#i am unwell#unnecessary#unnoticed#i wish someone would notice
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This is funny because it has to be. My birth parents put me up for adoption. And my adoptive (extremely religous) parents can't fully love me and won't go to my wedding (if that ever happens) because I'm queer. So both sets of parents really didn't want me. 😂😂😂💀 Like should I give em a refund?
#humor#dark humor#funny#laughing so i don’t cry#adoptive family#adoptive parents#adoptee#queer#queer life#no one wants me#lol#my life is a joke#religious trauma#religious parents#religion#fuck you
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I get jealous over everyone.
I see people my age with friends laughing and having a good time. Or people who are holding hands and kissing their girlfriends/boyfriends, it makes me want to cry and hurt myself there and then.
I just wonder why it’s never me? Why I’m not allowed to have that?
Maybe I should just go away and disappear? Maybe it’s best for everyone.
No on wants me. Not friends. Not girls. Not family. I’m just alone. Everyday. No one talks to me. I guess days go by with people not talking to me.
But if they were my true friends, my real friends, they’d be there. They’d ask me if I am ok. They’d not ignore me every single day.
I just don’t understand….
What is so wrong with me that no one likes me??
#mental health#mental health awareness#all alone#no one wants me#no one likes me#blog#fake friends#fake people#loneliness#alone forever#alone#lonely#depression#depressed#alcoholic#drinking too much#crying constantly#traumatic childhood#abusive childhood#don’t want to be alone#scared of being alone#scared of dying alone#mentally unstable#jealous of everyone#jealousy#sad#angry#I hate myself#upset all the time#extremely lonely
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I feel like I’m destined to be alone forever…
#depressed#tw depression#depression#actually borderline#actually bpd#bpd#actually bipolar#actually mentally ill#bipolar disorder#mental illness#mentally tired#mentally unstable#generalized anxiety disorder#no matter what i do#no one wants me
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i am the loneliest person on the planet
it’s when your friends grow distant from you. and you make excuses for them because they never explained themselves. “they’re busy with school” “their family has a lot going on” you respect their privacy. you don’t want to annoy them. until you see their online posts. all of them together. meeting up in a restaurant. a reunion. everyone who seemed so busy has no problem leaving you out. not even asking if you were free. not missing your presence. and you wonder why. why was i left out with no answer? why do i get left behind? why does no one talk to me anymore? what did i do? what did i do? what did i do? what did i do? i have no friends. i’m no one’s first choice. i’m not even a last choice. i’m not even here. does anyone think of me? not about what i can do for them. but about how i’m doing? when will i meet people who think of me? who include me in anything? am i destined to be alone? why am i the worst person in the world? why won’t anybody tell me what i’m doing wrong? nobody’s here.
- amistillhere
#lonesome#sad poetry#sad thoughts#depressing life#abandoned#all alone#no friends#left alone#left behind#isolation#isolated#no one wants me#no one cares#no one loves me#nobody#no love#loveless#mental breakdown#mentally drained#tired of this shit#mentally exhausted#toxic friends#cry for help#heartbreak#heartbroken#hurtquotes#painful#emotional#nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody
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crying cause I know I’ll never be able to have a lover who-
yeah fuck the rest of this post, that makes the message clear, no need for further specification
#Delete later#the bar is literally in the ground at this point#no one wants me#Me get into an actual relationship instead of just thinking about having a gf/bf challenge impossible
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My mother was right. I am unlovable.
No one wants me. I ruin everything I touch.
I just want to sleep.
I can't bring anyone down if I'm not conscious
#bpd vent#bpd thoughts#bpd splitting#bpd#autism#actually bpd#actually borderline#bpd blog#actually autistic#autism vent#sad thoughts#depressing#tw depressive#go back to one of those nights#no one wants me#unlovable#reject#i just bring everyone down#i want to be someone else#i hate who i am
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It's hard not being wanted or loved sometimes. I try and get used to it but it's hard.
#doesn't matter#i don't matter#doesn't anyone actually care#probably not#maybe i should just leave#no one will care#no one wants me#no one loves me
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You said I was a chore. You said you didn’t want me. You told me you weren’t in love with me. It’s everything I’ve ever heard from anyone my whole life. It’s what I live in my everyday life. That I’m not enough. I don’t know why I fight so hard to prove them wrong. When all that ever happens is evidence that shows that you all are right about me. I’m nothing. No one will ever want me. No one will ever love me. I’m a waste of time. It’s time I’ve accepted it. Why was I put here to suffer with the truth of what I am. I’m poor, unlovable, unworthy, unwanted. I’m nothing
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What if history repeats itself and I don’t have a choice but to live through it.
To tolerate what life has in store for me.
What if no matter what I do I’m destined to feel this disconnected for the rest of my life.
What if all the thoughts and beliefs I have in my head are true and I’m actually just that unwanted.
My heart hurts from fear of experiencing the brokenness I once felt, the brokenness I thought I healed from.
#no one wants me#emotionally unavailable#hard to love#depressing thoughts#depressed#self destructing#scared#suicidal#sadness#anxitey#alone with my thoughts#fading away#panic attack#don’t fit in#unlovable#mentally unstable#lonely quotes#broken#damaged goods#self hate#i hate it here#kms#dissociation#depression#dying inside#empty head#you broke my heart#heart been broke so many times#heartbroken
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pov your crush is a 10/10 but he doesn’t want you 😍😍
#crush culture#crushing#i’m crying actually#screaming crying throwing up#unrequited feelings#unrequited romance#unrequited crush#unrequited love#having a crush#crushcore#my crush#i will die alone#no one likes me back lol#no one wants me#sigh
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I'm so fucking unnecessary, I hate it.
#unnoticed#unloveable#unnecessary#no one wants me#a burden#sorry for being a bother#depression anxiety#im mentally unstable#tw vent#i hate my existence#no one needs me#if i dissapear would anyone notice?#mental illness#mental health#give me attention#no one likes me
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I actually thought someone could want me.
God, that was stupid.
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