#no one wants me

[chattingbs]

You ever feel like you have no choice but to reach out and talk to people, even when you feel unwanted by them?

Everything inside me screams not to message or call, but the fear of being forgotten about. That confirmation that I really do not matter, I do not cross your mind - that might send me into a whole different spiral.

That’s ultimately why I reach out, bc I crave so deeply to mean something to someone and I don’t want to leave room for them to show me how little I am thought about, loved or cared for.

[liesmultixxx]

i’m the fool for thinking someone could love me

i’m sorry

[hopelessly-hopeful-romantic]

Knowing that your replaceable is the worst feeling. It proves that you were never needed, nor wanted, and that your absence wouldn't be a burden to anyone. That you aren't one of a kind. In fact, there are multiple different versions of you that are far better. You didn't leave a trace on anyone, and all that remains of your existence is a blur in a memory because you were only temporary for them. That even if someone cared, they would move on in a week, month, or year? All your efforts and attempts were wasted, no matter what you do, they still move on to someone better and leave you behind yet again. They never truly appreciated you to the amount that you did them, and mourning the loss of you would be pointless when you never really mattered to them in the first place.

[m1lkteaboi]

This is funny because it has to be. My birth parents put me up for adoption. And my adoptive (extremely religous) parents can't fully love me and won't go to my wedding (if that ever happens) because I'm queer. So both sets of parents really didn't want me. 😂😂😂💀 Like should I give em a refund?

[sp00kysk3lly]

I get jealous over everyone.

I see people my age with friends laughing and having a good time. Or people who are holding hands and kissing their girlfriends/boyfriends, it makes me want to cry and hurt myself there and then.

I just wonder why it’s never me? Why I’m not allowed to have that?

Maybe I should just go away and disappear? Maybe it’s best for everyone.

No on wants me. Not friends. Not girls. Not family. I’m just alone. Everyday. No one talks to me. I guess days go by with people not talking to me.

But if they were my true friends, my real friends, they’d be there. They’d ask me if I am ok. They’d not ignore me every single day.

I just don’t understand….

What is so wrong with me that no one likes me??

[sad-tired-andlonely]

I feel like I’m destined to be alone forever…

[babymorte]

i’m starting to think none of this is actually worth it

[amistillhere]

i am the loneliest person on the planet

it’s when your friends grow distant from you. and you make excuses for them because they never explained themselves. “they’re busy with school” “their family has a lot going on” you respect their privacy. you don’t want to annoy them. until you see their online posts. all of them together. meeting up in a restaurant. a reunion. everyone who seemed so busy has no problem leaving you out. not even asking if you were free. not missing your presence. and you wonder why. why was i left out with no answer? why do i get left behind? why does no one talk to me anymore? what did i do? what did i do? what did i do? what did i do? i have no friends. i’m no one’s first choice. i’m not even a last choice. i’m not even here. does anyone think of me? not about what i can do for them. but about how i’m doing? when will i meet people who think of me? who include me in anything? am i destined to be alone? why am i the worst person in the world? why won’t anybody tell me what i’m doing wrong? nobody’s here.

- amistillhere

[unlovablereject]

My mother was right. I am unlovable.

No one wants me. I ruin everything I touch.

I just want to sleep.

I can't bring anyone down if I'm not conscious

[eprime2211]

It's hard not being wanted or loved sometimes. I try and get used to it but it's hard.

[fushiaphenix]

You said I was a chore. You said you didn’t want me. You told me you weren’t in love with me. It’s everything I’ve ever heard from anyone my whole life. It’s what I live in my everyday life. That I’m not enough. I don’t know why I fight so hard to prove them wrong. When all that ever happens is evidence that shows that you all are right about me. I’m nothing. No one will ever want me. No one will ever love me. I’m a waste of time. It’s time I’ve accepted it. Why was I put here to suffer with the truth of what I am. I’m poor, unlovable, unworthy, unwanted. I’m nothing

[chattingbs]

What if history repeats itself and I don’t have a choice but to live through it.

To tolerate what life has in store for me.

What if no matter what I do I’m destined to feel this disconnected for the rest of my life.

What if all the thoughts and beliefs I have in my head are true and I’m actually just that unwanted.

My heart hurts from fear of experiencing the brokenness I once felt, the brokenness I thought I healed from.

[liesmultixxx]

pov your crush is a 10/10 but he doesn’t want you 😍😍

[hopelessly-hopeful-romantic]

I'm so fucking unnecessary, I hate it.

[dragonerd8224]

crying cause I know I’ll never be able to have a lover who-

yeah fuck the rest of this post, that makes the message clear, no need for further specification

[sp00kysk3lly]

Why am I such a fuck up?

All I ever do is fuck things up. My life, my friendships, any relationship I had in the past. Something is wrong with me, I'm a curse.