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“you’re so sensitive” i was born with a poet’s soul. bitch

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the desire to be in a relationship only comes around when you’re about to sleep, on the journey home alone, sundays, after the club, when it’s raining, winter, at the cafe, today, tomorrow and yesterday

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Two Girls (Lovers) (1911), Egon Schiele / Going to Scotland, The Mountain Goats

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hearts of darkness (1991) dir. eleanor coppola, george hickenlooper, fax bahr

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You cannot make everyone think and feel as deeply as you do. This is your tragedy … because you understand them, and they do not understand you.

Daniel Saint

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Fyodor Dostoyevsky // Alanis Morissette

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Darling I adore you.

But say one more word about another person and I will bash your head in.

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Daily thought of an insomniac 🙋‍♀️

𝙰𝚞𝚐𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝟽, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟺 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝙾𝚏 𝙵𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚣 𝙺𝚊𝚏𝚔𝚊, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟺-𝟷𝟿𝟸𝟹

[ID: Sleep seems impossible. END ID]

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I'd do things with you that your boyfriend would never do.

I'd make you so many gifts and cards and letters trinkets

I'd do anything I could, stupid, embarrassing, dramatic, or not, just to see you smile

I'd follow you to the ends of the earth as long as you want me there with you

I'd let you seek refuge with me whenever your family or school or friends or life became too much for you

I'd spend every waking moment with you so you would never have to feel abandoned

I'd let you rant to me about any relationship problems you have, even if it hurts me inside to know that I'd do better

I'd watch any movie, listen to any song, read any book, try any substance, go to any place, and taste any food that you'd want me to simply because you enjoy it

I just wish I could have the chance. I wish I someone would ever give me the chance.

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never give up on your dreams. you can always be a bigger faggot if you just believe in yourself

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all i wanna do is lie in the sun!!!! read my books!!!! daydream about fictional scenarios!!!!! love without fear of abandonment!!!!!! smell like vanilla!!!!!!! cry over great poetry!!!!! sit on the grass for hours on end!!!!! not care about how others perceive me!!!!!! find god in the smallest of things!!!!! be free of guilt and shame!!!!

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I love you haiku bot. You are profound without even knowing it.

The only A.I. I will ever accept/love is the haiku bot

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“When a toxic person can no longer control you, they will try to control how others see you. This misinformation will feel unfair - but stay above it, trusting that other people will eventually see the truth, just like you did.”

— Unknown

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Art peice idea:

"The earth hugs us as we lay upon it"- me

I thought of this phrase as I was lying on the grass of my backyard with my dog. We were both laying on the cool grass while i listened to my podcast when he got up, and I saw the grass begin to elevate from the imprint he left.

Like, the ground created a space just for him, for however long he wished to lay there, and once he got up, it looked so.. ethereal, i suppose? It was as if the earth was taking a breath, the grass blades reverting back to their standing position after accommodating for the space my dog took up.

Because we are sort of sinking into the ground when on it, it's like the grass is hugging us, yknow? Like its normal position is above where we lay upon, so it almost feels as if the grass is surrounding us, protecting us, holding us.

I want to make an art piece that shows what I'm talking about, and I want to incorporate that phrase that I thought of while thinking about this. When laying on the ground, the nature surrounding us literally morphs to hold us, I just find that so fascinating!?

Good idea? Should I do it?

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i’m really sorry you feel uncared for :( you deserve to be cared for. i don’t want you to suffer.

i really hope you find love and happiness 💜

You're so sweet, thank you so much for your kindness♡

The feeling comes and goes. I know deep down that people do care for me, but it's hard to believe them when it either doesn't feel legitimate or I don't feel I deserve it.

I really appreciate you tho and I hope you find love and happiness as well!

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