Ellen - 25 - she/they - lesbian 🧡🤍🩷 - BPD/Bipolar II/GAD/OCD/Recovering (?) ED - 21+ minors DNI
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I’m donnneeee. I could be having the most immaculate vibes with someone and they STILL STOP TALKING TO ME!
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do you ever feel like you're worthless and everyone would feel better without you
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How are you supposed to just get up and go to school and go to work and come home and make dinner and fold the laundry and not want to kill yourself the whole fucking time.
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I’m donnneeee. I could be having the most immaculate vibes with someone and they STILL STOP TALKING TO ME!
#actually borderline#actually bpd#bpd#actually mentally ill#mental illness#actually bipolar#bipolar disorder#mentally tired#mentally unstable#generalized anxiety disorder#actually depressed#actually anxious#abandoment issues#please don’t ignore me
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my bad for assuming everyone has critical thinking skills btw
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Please, spread this for those who might need it right now
U.S. suicide hotline: call or text 988 (available 24 hours)
U.S. trans lifeline: (877) 565-8860 (when you call, you’ll speak to a trans/nonbinary peer operator. full anonymity and confidentiality)
Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration (SAMHSA) National Helpline: 1-800-662-HELP (4357) – provides 24/7 confidential support and referrals for individuals and families facing mental health and substance use disorders, including panic attacks and anxiety.
LGBT National Help Center: (888) 843-4564
Trevor Project: Call (866) 488-7386, text START to 678-678, or chat online.
Take care of yourself and each other. Please stay safe ♡
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“Why’d you do that?” Please remember that I am using what I’ve seen in humans to mimic them
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This year keeps testing me by seeing how much it can throw at me until I give in and kill myself
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“absence makes the heart grow fonder”
absence makes me want to kms
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The cashier at the store didn’t think I was the same person in my ID…I barely recognize that bitch either.
#selfie#me#actually me#actually borderline#actually bpd#bpd#actually mentally ill#mental illness#actually bipolar#bipolar disorder#mentally tired#mentally unstable#generalized anxiety disorder#actually depressed#actually anxious
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omg maybe life is worth living [i had a decent day] —> i cannot be saved [the slightest inconvenience occurs] —> i am a fucking god and everyone loves me [someone laughed at my joke] —> i am going to kill myself [i feel a little bit unwanted because of someone’s reaction]
and this shit just goes on and on and NEVER stops
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