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you know, actually, my appreciation for music that is just Some Noises Stuff Makes makes a lot of sense.
#this post brought to you by#i heard the critiques of dubstep before i'd actually heard dubstep#and it made me Very Aware of the actual like process of music making#in a way i hadn't before#music was just Nice Sounds i didn't really question what instruments made them unless it was something I knew had specific instruments in i#like violins and such#I'm listening to a mix of#the chemical brothers#and it's just really putting into perspective how much i like music made from Things and not specifically musical instruments#and where that comes from#i grew up listening to a lot of industrial and synth music#i don't remember the specific genre name right now but like it's a whole Mood that was a thing at the turn of the millennium#you know it#anyway yeah all that stuff? just noise that stuff makes. same as dubstep same as everything#it's not any different it's just more prone to discordant sounds which most folks don't enjoy#but is sometimes necessary#to fulfill the Music#anyway#i'm done typing now goodbye
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@rwrbsource & @rwrbmovie’s rwrb appreciation month bingo: favourite scene
I'll break the sound barrier for you.
#red white and royal blue#alex claremont diaz#henry hanover stuart fox#henry fox mountchristen windsor#taylor zakhar perez#nicholas galitzine#rwrb movie#rwrbedit#rwrbmonth#did i mean to start this three weeks ago#yes#but it was my birthday okay#maybe i'll get three more done in time#who knows#it will be a surprise to all of us#also i know i've said it before#but this scene made me watch the movie#i had zero interest when it was released cause i hadn't been interested in the book#way back when it was tumblr's current big thing lol#then i literally saw a gifset of this scene and was like#...... hmmmmm
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Brained and Brawn for @xombigirl
#xombigirl#Slowly working my way through gif requests! The holidays really took me out#candela obscura#candela spoilers#critical role#circle of tide and bone#candela chapter 3#rajan savarimuthu#oscar grimm#I hadn't watched this episode before looking up the clip for the request and i was like what's the appeal of a climbing scene#And then I watched it and was like oh no no no i perfectly understand the appeal of the climbing scene hahah#gif requests#otterlyart gifs#My gifs
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do you think alhaitham is a yearner for kaveh or the other way around
Anon thank you so much for this ask <3 it turns out that this is more complicated than I thought. since alhaitham is so embarrassingly obvious, I think kaveh’s own version of ‘yearning’ can be overlooked, so thank you for giving me an opportunity to explore both! I am using your ask as an excuse to show how embarrassing alhaitham is, he has no shame!! therefore i've had to split this answer into two posts!
alhaitham essentially building his life around kaveh being a part of it is ultimate down bad behaviour:
the house: alhaitham’s character stories give us very little about alhaitham’s life after his fallout with kaveh and his graduation. we’re told that he moves out of his grandmother’s house to move into the research facility gifted to him and kaveh? and it’s only after he moves in that he’s told by a third-party that kaveh has no need for the property, so only then does he convert the property into a house
So it seems he moved in with some expectation of encountering kaveh at some point, especially considering it was their joint property. There’s no reason given why he opted to move out of his grandmother’s house but I think it's interesting that kaveh’s character stories detail that a house is not a home without other occupants who understand him without words, which causes him to sell his parents’ house as he was the only occupant, which parallels with alhaitham moving out of a house in which he also is the sole occupant, into a property which ties him and kaveh together
The bulletin boards/academic journals: although it isn’t specified who made the first journal critique, if it falls in line with alhaitham incessantly responding to all of kaveh’s bulletin board points, I’d like to think that alhaitham reached out first here, just as he moved into their joint property without actually knowing that kaveh had no use for it – although they had separated at this point, regardless of who reached out first, alhaitham was still actively pursuing kaveh’s perspective here, as this was the only instance of kaveh being in his life… oh….
during the archon quest: alhaitham mentioning kaveh without any prompt whatsoever lives in my head, even more so that this seems to be a musing that he didn’t even mean to say out loud? Sick!!
And when kaveh eventually returns, alhaitham says that he doesn’t want to have to explain the whole thing to kaveh, so he should leave the house of daena before kaveh returns, but he doesn’t?
Special mention of the gathering in the grand bazaar where alhaitham equates his own happiness to that of the people of the gathering, and then immediately mentions how he must have taken both keys leaving the house, indicating that another reason for his happiness increased because kaveh has returned, and that his way of life has been maintained - meaning that kaveh is one of his priorities (i brainrot more about this here)
Alhaitham’s story quest: the motif of kaveh ensuring alhaitham’s content is returned to with force in alhaitham’s story quest with establishing kaveh as someone alhaitham chooses not to be objective about, with kaveh being framed as alhaitham’s priority
(additionally, this expression, absolutely criminal)
kaveh’s hangout and voice lines: kaveh is shown once again to be an exception to alhaitham’s objectivity, as alhaitham inserts himself into kaveh’s ‘fate’ to offer him a place to stay when kaveh’s choices led him to selling his house, having no place to go – this overturns alhaitham’s principle of being uninvolved with people’s fates, and pulling kaveh back to shore, as opposed to standing on the sidelines
kaveh’s hangout is really special to me as it showcases alhaitham’s whole understanding of kaveh, not only his inner psyche, but also how to secure kaveh’s happiness through an indirect action, as kaveh’s heart meter increases once seeing the response a student wrote to his annotations, it demonstrates that alhaitham’s care towards kaveh is most explicitly shown with actions
a parade of providence: alhaitham becomes the event's commentator solely to investigate Sachin to see if he influenced kaveh’s father, attempting to give kaveh closure and alleviate his self-destructive mindset. in the same vein, alhaitham leaves kaveh note that in a language the two learnt together for their thesis commenting on kaveh's ideologies and how it can lead to suffering.
this really solidifies that alhaitham's care is demonstrated in actions, and that a shift in communication is needed to properly show this. It’s here that alhaitham’s actions are the most explicit, and this leads to the major improvement in their relationship (which i explore more in detail here)
cyno's second story quest: thank you for chronic book gripper alhaitham reading his book when kaveh is out of the living room, and immediately putting it down when kaveh enters and begins telling alhaitham about his day, for alhaitham to encourage.
the animation that was so essential for the devs to include of alhaitham watching kaveh sketch when kaveh’s back was turned is such a comic example of yearning, it’s actually ridiculous
also alhaitham smiling when being asked to stay in the house of daena to work with kaveh??
alhaitham is one big yearner, he is that guy and he has no interest in beating the allegations!
the second part of this answer will explore kaveh's version of yearning!
#haikaveh#kavetham#alhaitham#kaveh#genshin impact#also an additional shout out to alhaitham's endeared laugh and smile when kaveh goes to sort out the books#if kaveh hadn't left before then and if kaveh had seen alhaitham's criminal expression in his story quest then#they would have figured everything out a lot quicker#also i really love the way alhaitham's character stories are handled in terms of which things are left out#like why did alhaitham move out of his grandmother's house? did it signify something to him? was it genuinely an attempt to see kaveh#once more? it just creates this lovely intrigue#i wanna crack alhaitham open like a nut the way his brain works is so riveting#also i am so sorry this post took so long to answer!!!#i had to take a break from being online but i'm back to answer all your lovely inboxes so thank you for your patience <3333
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TAEMIN - 'Eternal' Track List ♥︎
#shinee#taemin#shinee taemin#lee taemin#taemin eternal#eternal#dailyshinee#kpopccc#malegroupsnet#ksoloists#dailybg#smsource#maleidolsnet#bgnetwork#speakofgifs#kpop#THIS TOOK SO LONG TO MAKE OMG but it was very creatively satisfying :)) i tried a lot of things i've never done before#i'm a little sad i feel like i'm prob a bit late posting this and the MV teasers come out tomorrow lol#but i wanted to grab clips i hadn't seen used much and put emphasis on the way taemin seems to b contrasting his concepts against each othe#there are a lot of parallels so far in everything he's released so i wanted to flip and reverse the clips to mirror each other~ i hope#my intentions/theme is clear in this set!#oh! and of course his handwritten “no matter what taemin is taemin” which again i feel furthers this contrasting of himself against himself#only to turn it around to remind us all sides of himself come together in the end ~eternally~#taemin is endlessly inspiring damn a true muse of a man <33 i'm impossibly excited to see what message he has for us this time :)
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Painting Jet's forest always makes me think of what a tragic character he is. Throughout the series, the dominant colors in the episode usually correspond to the nation they are in (the Water Tribe episodes have lots of blue, the Earth Kingdom episodes have lots of brown and green, etc.) but the episode "Jet" stands out because it's so red (Fire Nation) when they're in the Earth Kingdom. In a way it symbolizes how Jet and the Freedom Fighters don't move past their trauma, they live in a forest surrounded by their enemies colors. I think it's an interesting detail.
(The orange and red paint I use for the trees in Jet's forest are called Flame and Dragon's Blood, respectively.)
Watercolor on paper, 5”x7”
#atla#atla fanart#atla scenery#atla landscape#atla watercolor#atla jets forest#atla jet#once again#sorry jets not actually here#its just the episode title#watercolor#watercolor fanart#watercolor painting#avatar#avatar the last airbender#atla analysis#atla jet analysis#the way this show uses color is interesting#i hadn't really noticed before i started painting some of the scenes#earth kingdom#atla earth kingdom
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Idk what to caption this. reference image below cut
#i love colored pencils!!#i hadn't really worked with them before this year but ive been using them a bunch in one of my classes and loved it#party poison#danger days#mcr#gerard way#art#drawing#mcr art#my chemical romance fanart#mcr fanart#the true lives of the fabulous killjoys#ttlotfk
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4 Minutes TonklaWin Thoughts:
I'm pretty sure they're both gonna be absolutely fucked in the end.
I think Tonkla's gonna accidentally destroy himself while he's destroying Win. And Win's gonna destroy himself while he's accidentally destroying Tonkla.
Tonkla's already using Win as a pain distraction with no care for him as a person. He flat out pushed him off during sex as soon as he finished, though the dialogue later implied he blew him offscreen.
Win's already compromised himself, despite not being corrupt, because there's no way he didn't know Tonkla was high as fuck and yet he said nothing, had sex, and stayed for the afterglow.
In the future, I think Win's gonna utterly destroy Tonkla on accident by showing him genuine concern, care, worry, and love. And Tonkla's gonna destroy himself on accident by how he handles that since I'm gonna guess it won't be well. (here's how Tonkla can finally get rawdogged like he wants and how it'll end up being the thing that dooms them both)
And all that's without even getting into Tonkla being a murderer, Win's corrupt CO taking over Tonkla's dead brother's case, and however Korn reacts once he finds out the sugar baby he's keeping in a gilded cage has someone else.
#4 minutes#4 minutes the series#wintonkla#I just don't see this ending well for either of them#let alone them together#and I do think think they'll both fall in love#which will make everything worse#because it's just not gonna end well for them I fear#if I'm correct#I will be so upset and also so in love with it#give me that tragic ass shit#give me love not being enough#give me love actually making everything way worse#I hadn't seen either of these actors in anything before#but I think they have really good chemistry#so give me all of it#I want to hear you sad baby#regular clyde
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#fucks me up that there are two whole new animals in the house that i barely know#who depend on me for everything#barely recognize me as a friend or helper#and are so incredibly incredibly fragile#i got worried for junie today because her spay incision had some swelling#and it's normal to have some and i have seen it before#but after what we just wemt through i got upset and rushed her to the vet#who said it was fine and thankfully we have free office visits#but i was so upset even though i knew it was probably normal#i look at them and i see adorable cuddly sweet TEMPORARY things and i feel like something inside me got broken somehow#and i was right all along that after it was all over i would come back but not quite as myself#i just hadn't fully understood the extent#we are keeping them and it sort of had to happen when it did but i think it was too early for me#they are so cute and when they do cuddle it's so sweet and obviously i would fight for them as hard as i would for Fancy#because that's just how the deal works and it isn't about you at all it's about how they each carry a little world inside them just as we d#and that deserves equal respect and care regardless of my personal affections#but i look at them and i see little creatures that don't belong here and are foreign in some fundamental way#and that they will be gone in just a little while and things will go back to how they were#which is impossible#we will settle in and i doubt anything i am feeling is abnormal but I'm really struggling and i feel so bad about that#i don't know#it's just a lot to deal with#and i feel very lonely and sad about it#and under it all the sick feeling of having JUST held all three lads as they passed and the VISCERAL reality of it#and knowing one day if everything goes just right i will be holding them too#dear god life is so fragile and every living thing is just as mortal as any other
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The fact that Briar is listed as one of Rosabella's best friends in her profile but Briar's profile barely mentions her..
#oh they could be so angsty if mattel hadn't forgotten that they were related#i'm sure someone's said this before but whatever i think abt it too often#and yes ik rosabella is mentioned among briar's friends later but it's abt proximity ok#this is also partially bc mattel refused to give rosabella fleshed out characterisation and other friends#but i'm ignoring that too bc the angst potential of this is so much more fun#ever after high#eah#briar beauty#rosabella beauty#like rosabella constantly protesting bc she cares that much and her friends forgetting#and then her profile#idk something abt her always caring too much and it making her come off as overly sensitive#vs other ppl thinking she's a bit out there#am i projecting? possibly BUT SHE'S ONE OF MY FAVOURITE CHARACTERS IM ALLOWED TO#also briar probably has a hella weird relationship w her aunt and i need to see them in a room together#especially after briar goes off script cause her parents wouldn't have ever been ok w that#but her aunt? who's supposed to love everyone no matter what? who briar is probably super distant towards cause it's implied her mom#doesn't get along w her sister? oh u just know they both cried when she visited that day#n e way been meaning to make this post for a while and keep forgetting so
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Chloe: From now on, we will be using code names. You can address me as "Eagle One."
Chloe: Rachel, code name: "Been There, Done That."
Chloe: Max is "Currently Doing That."
Chloe: Steph is "It Happened Once in a Dream."
Chloe: Mikey, code name: "If I Had To Pick a Dude."
Chloe: Kate is... "Eagle Two."
Kate: Oh, thank God.
(Later)
Chloe: This is "Eagle One." "Been There, Done That" is leaving the stage. "I'd Be Lying If I Said I Hadn't Thought About It" (Victoria) is in position.
#submitted by @marksider89#source: Parks and Recreation#i never heard 'if i had to pick a dude' and 'i'd be lying if i said i hadn't thought about it' before XD#also kate's way too innocent for all this and even chloe knows it#i'm curious tho... what mission are they going on?#thanks for the submission!!!#chloe price#rachel amber#max caulfield#steph gingrich#mikey north#kate marsh#victoria chase#amberprice#pricefield#pricerich#chaseprice#life is memes#life is strange#life is strange before the storm#incorrect quotes#omg the tags on this one
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There really is something terrifying and yet beautiful about how Darius's love of dinosaurs was quickly surpassed by his love for his friends and found family.
The revelation that as soon as one dinosaur killed one of his fellow campers, he was done with them? After they'd put their trust in him? Whether he was in love with them or not? That was all it took, one death? One loss? And it was Over? Even the keepsake he shared with his father was cast aside, because the thought of loving something that had brought so much harm was too much? Even with all of his knowledge, the weapon that kept his friends alive, that an animal is just doing what an animal does, he still vilified them and pushed all of that aside?
That is such beautiful, terrifying Character Growth.
#the thought that your emotions can utterly shatter who you are as a person?#UGH#darius bowman#jurassic world: chaos theory#jurassic world: camp cretaceous#the chilling fact is that that probably would have happened in a heartbeat had any of his fellow campers died on those islands#ben was at least something that happened before he grew attached#he hadn't regained his necklace and his identity and he was more haunted and uncertain#while he was still doubting himself and his contributions to the group#though even if Sammy had died to Scorpios I doubt that would have done it#because that was a mad hybrid#but...if the Ceratosaurus or Rexy had done it?#yeah that would have probably broken him in the same way#also it probably was the Second Time Trauma#you get One Get Out of Trauma Free card and Darius spent that on Ben#and just because he got Ben back didn't undo the penalty#like...it ground him to his soul#and Brooklynn's death broke him#and it's SO GOOD
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#David Tennant#Alec Hardy#Broadchurch#my gifs#And yet he still saved her a seat next to him. <3#Holding out hope that she was just held back and would make it! <3#my heart! <3 <3 <3#Insane. The bond that grows out of everything they went through is insane. And this? This was before everything else.#She hadn't yet found out about Sandbrook or Claire. She hadn't looked him in the eye and said she'd solve it.#That scum of the earth Bishop hadn't yet accused them and turned the fickle public against Ellie even more.#It's the exact opposite of Beth and Mark's bond fraying and giving way to everything they're going through. Whoa.#I just wish Jack had lived! I bet you he wouldn't have believed Bishop's affair lies.
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i spend a lot of time thinking about the empty space between jim and bones at spock's funeral
#the empty space is spock. obviously.#with hindsight it's hard to say if the distance jim and bones have put between themselves is more or less tragic#knowing that spock is there in both ways: physically in his casket and spiritually in bones himself. but human perception of death only#accounts for the physical. the idea of a soul being unequivocally present in that moment is one that neither of them really believes in#(jim and bones are both written at least vaguely christian. god and the eternal soul are certainly in their belief systems but neither#of them are deeply religious within canon especially when compared to other characters such as the bajorans in tng/ds9)#have they parted because spock should be there in the center despite how often bones and spock would make jim their fulcrum#or have they parted because passing that threshold is too painful without one of them there. a missing limb with phantom pangs.#they could both survive without spock but i always wonder to what degree; 'how do you feel' 'i feel young'#and a few years later it's spock and bones who must survive without jim#never knowing that he hadn't died but continued on in the nexus until it's too late#and we never know if bones ever learns that jim survived and later dies doing what he always does: serving the greater good#but we do know that spock outlives them both. he survives without either of them for so long. he never marries.#and then he sends himself on a suicide mission -- to serve the greater good.#ultimately to end up in another universe where he sees the two of them again: young and healthy and so full of life#and once again he dies before either of them.#tos#the wrath of khan#mcspirk#triumvirate#triposting
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That is exactly something I've been wondering.
'Cause. Like if Whitebeard managed to hit Crocodile hard enough (=with Haki) to cut his whole hand off, then surely he would've done more damage than just leave a cut on Croc's face, right. Like his head should've ended up in two pieces. And I mean it's not impossible WB could be the cause of both wounds (like for example WB could've first just scratched Crocodile's face and then, when he was in shock, taken that left hand, or something, there's like a million ways this action scene could play out), it is entirely possible still. But it would ALSO be entirely plausible if Crocodile got his scar and lost his hand due to different people.
Also if Dragon is a former Marine then he could know the Rokushiki, and like I dunno about y'all but to me Crocodile's scar looks to me like it could've been caused by a Rankyaku to the face (or if Dragon is a Wind Wind Fruit user as many speculate, his attacks could very much be like wind-slashes similar to Rankyaku, any cutting attacks or even Croc's own Spada-attacks). Like the way his scar goes across his whole face, ear-to-ear, it looks like it could've been caused by a cut that hit him straight-on (but didn't cut through his whole head). As opposed to a cutting motion from a blade that'd go from like one side of the face to another (where I feel like it shouldn't go ear-to-ear, and instead, at most, like, ear-to-cheek, y'know? 'Cause the face would curve away from a blade etc? But also this is a manga and shit like this doesn't have to make sense, it just needs to look cool and be symbolic and shit)
(There is also the forbidden option that WB could've given Crocodile the scar and it was Dragon that took Crocodile's hand. And not in the romantic way 🥁)
In any case, if Dragon did attack Crocodile out of instinct because he couldn't recognize the strange, imposing man with a baby who showed up at the secret location at a secret meeting time when he was supposed to reunite with his wife and meet his child... Oh yeah. Dragon could've assumed the worst, thought that they had been found out, that his beloved had been taken out and baby kidnapped. Or something. And thus attacked. And boy howdy would this be one absolutely gut-wrenching way to cause a divorce, eh
((Only thing is that for Dragon to hurt Crocodile, either Dragon would've had to have gone in with the Haki right away, which is viabe but makes me question how Crocodile even survived to begin with, or the attack would've had to been moisturized ahead of time for some reason. Unless Dragon can add moisture to his attacks by default, or unless it was raining, it'd make no sense how Dragon could've cut Croc's face up. But hey we know Crocodile doesn't really like the rain, now does he))
#Moon posting#OP Meta#Sir Crocodile#Dragodile#Crocodad#I swear I saw someone do fanart of this very thing like less than two weeks ago and I spent like 20 minutes browsing through a bunch of tag#Just trying to find it but. No. Could not find it#Point being I'm glad I'm not the only one to have thought of this!!#Now what would be the more horrible way for things to go#Dragon attacks Crocodile and grabs the baby before trying to interrogate ''the stranger'' about what he had done to his wife#Only to find out he has a husband now instead (or would've had if he hadn't just speedran their divorce)#Or Dragon attacks. Grabs the baby. And flees. Trying to look look for any sign of his wife. Leaving the stranger behind#And Crocodile just fucking skedaddles. In the end Dragon finds out from Ivankov about Croc transitioning and realizes What He Has Done#I'm just saying the Story Potential here. I'm getting Thanos Snapped as we speak on an emotional level just thinking about it
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thinking about them (jester and caleb)........ once more unto the breach
#i've had a mental block between me and widojest writing for like 2 years. wj secret santa was the one hammer i busted holes with#lately i mentally sat myself down to try and figure out why. and i think one answer is that i still hadn't made my peace with canon.#now have a just-left-of-canon au at slow boil in the back of my mind trying to strike at the heart of why canon happened the way it did#i need to articulate how i respect and understand the story before i meticulously disassemble and rearrange to my personal liking lol#no laments about canon btw. it's not how i roll and i DO think the choices were sensible#widojest#prim post
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