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next dynamic were sexualizing is that of a bull and a toreador

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“no one’s ever mad at me unless they tell me so” is the best assumption i’ve ever made

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I see the original post going around every so often and it saddens me a little that it's never accompanied by this thread explaining why it's completely understandable how a child would arrive at these spellings in accordance with english phonetics

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no i'm sure it's totally normal to text your sister happy birthday and then dissociate for ??? hours and lose most of the day and feel nauseous and anxious about everything and all the shit you've worked on already comes back to the surface and -

okay so it's probably NOT normal.

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Get a job? The thing that killed Jonathan Sims?

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I love messy beds actually

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but so like what if i had a body that didn't hurt and a brain that didn't freak out as soon as any chemical changes happen in my body, huh? what then?

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to all my demotivated girls

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The Chanse and Angela Show Special - Smosh Games

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Russian car mod

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Oh, okay. I see. You think this has nothing to do with you. You go to your closet and you select out, oh I don’t know, that gaslight gatekeep girlboss meme, for instance, because you’re trying to tell the world that you think modern feminism has been co-opted by corporations. But what you don’t know is that that meme is not from Instagram, it's not from Twitter, it's not from Tiktok, it’s actually from Tumblr. You’re also blithely unaware of the fact that in January 2021, Tumblr user missnumber1111 posted, "today's agenda: gaslight gatekeep and most importantly girlboss." And then I think it was a-m-e-t-h-y-s-t-r-o-s-e, wasn’t it, who reblogged it with an image of the phrase edited over a piece of "Live, Laugh, Love" wall art? And then gaslight gatekeep girlboss showed up in the feeds of eight different Twitter repost accounts. Then it filtered down through Instagram and then trickled on down into some tragic “alt side of Tiktok” where you, no doubt, fished it out of some clearance bin. However, that meme represents millions of notes and countless Tumblr users and so it’s sort of comical how you think that you’ve made a choice that exempts you from Tumblr when, in fact, you’re wearing the meme that was selected for you by the people in this room. From a pile of “stuff.”

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Honestly it boils down to reparenting yourself & rewiring your own neuronal pathways & telling yourself a firm “stop” when you notice your mind slipping down negative loopholes & being present in the moment & enjoying being mid task rather than waiting for it to end & not thinking of inertia as your baseline and natural way of living

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Upside to stop and go traffic- I could get a picture of these absolutely iconic bumper stickers.

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oh dip. depression slammed into me like a wrestler with beef.

cool.

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sometimes you gotta bite the bullet and put "text your friend whom you love and genuinely want to talk to" on your to-do list because otherwise it is not getting done