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swan2swan · 7 months ago

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There really is something terrifying and yet beautiful about how Darius's love of dinosaurs was quickly surpassed by his love for his friends and found family.

The revelation that as soon as one dinosaur killed one of his fellow campers, he was done with them? After they'd put their trust in him? Whether he was in love with them or not? That was all it took, one death? One loss? And it was Over? Even the keepsake he shared with his father was cast aside, because the thought of loving something that had brought so much harm was too much? Even with all of his knowledge, the weapon that kept his friends alive, that an animal is just doing what an animal does, he still vilified them and pushed all of that aside?

That is such beautiful, terrifying Character Growth.

#the thought that your emotions can utterly shatter who you are as a person?#UGH #darius bowman #jurassic world: chaos theory #jurassic world: camp cretaceous #the chilling fact is that that probably would have happened in a heartbeat had any of his fellow campers died on those islands #ben was at least something that happened before he grew attached #he hadn't regained his necklace and his identity and he was more haunted and uncertain #while he was still doubting himself and his contributions to the group #though even if Sammy had died to Scorpios I doubt that would have done it #because that was a mad hybrid #but...if the Ceratosaurus or Rexy had done it?#yeah that would have probably broken him in the same way #also it probably was the Second Time Trauma #you get One Get Out of Trauma Free card and Darius spent that on Ben #and just because he got Ben back didn't undo the penalty #like...it ground him to his soul #and Brooklynn's death broke him #and it's SO GOOD

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hualianschild · 10 months ago

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#headcanon ? canon ? i just know deep in my soul that hc does say this once in a while #do you see this shit dianxia ???#okay this moment where he bridal carried him so his feet wouldn't touch the dirty ground ??#I WAS LIKE DAMN HUA HUA YOUR SIMP IS SHOWING PFFT #also #hualian invented love #tgcf #heaven official's blessing #hua cheng #xie lian #hualian #tian guan ci fu #heaven officials blessing #mxtx #tgcf meme

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yuzusfinest · 17 days ago

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I would like to shake hands with the person who suggested to make Bruce Wayne in the batman 2022 movie miserable, emo, and wears eyeliner at some point in the movie and making Robert Pattinson play the role because that's genuinely the most brain alternating chemistry that has ever happened in the history of filmmaking, nothing has or will ever compared to that.

#Battinson #robert pattinson #batman 2022 #the batman 2022 #dc comics #batman #bruce wayne #I giggle and twirl my hair like a teenage girl everytime I think about Robert Pattinson as Bruce Wayne (I'm a teenage boy)#Heheheheheeheh ejsjwjwjjsksak #Committing robbery and forgery so that Robert Pattinson could slam my ass onto the ground with his god forsaken eyeliner #I would give up my ambitious to become his househusband #Can me and his wife switch places #his face card never declines #It would buy the universe with it #The way he radiates girlfriendism in the movie omfg #Ehehehbeejejjwj #Kicking my feet #He has bewitched my soul and taken me out of this realm #Ladies u had him as Edward Cullen in twilight now he's fucking mine MINE I TELL U

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edwinisms · 6 months ago

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#this question is very hard for me to answer so obviously I have to torment everyone else with it #cause like. like I can really see the potential in either answer. both are feasible #I will say. most realistically. to me. edwin first charles harder #because I think…..I think the reasoning behind the other way around usually tends to be about how edwin absolutely was slower to bond and #open up in general whereas charles hit the ground fucking running #but i don’t think that particularly applies to their romantic relationship #if you mean ‘fell for’ in a general sense rather than a romantic one then yes 100%#but that’s not what im talking about here #I have a few different reasons but generally I think edwin fell first because like… the way he attached himself to charles and accepted him #as his person and etc is so unlike him to do with literally anyone- especially at the point where they first met/the first years they knew #each other. charles just seems to have hit him as something very very special and irreplaceable quite quickly for him to open up the way he #did and change and flourish into a fully realized person because of how safe and worthy charles made him feel #he took to charles with an unusual amount of ease and trust and I think that says something about how charles struck his heart Early #whereas with charles… yes on one hand he did stay on the mortal plane largely because of edwin and absolutely would’ve been impacted by the #tender act of mercy that was edwin reading to him as he died so he wouldn’t be scared. that’s absolutely what got him to trust edwin and to #want to be with him and protect him and so on #but charles would still do that and be like that under intense platonic circumstances I think #but most importantly I just think charles fell harder. when he fell is less important to me here- more important is that by GOD that boy is #down so fucking bad and outright SAYS IT in so many ways that he doesn’t realize– the sheer amount he restates how he’s content so long as #he’s with edwin. how he doesn’t want to be anywhere where edwin can’t follow. would and Did go to hell and back for him. believes him #to be the kindest and most incredible person he’s ever met. prioritizes him above anything and everything. etc etc etc #that’s not to say edwin doesn’t feel a similar amount of devotion– but charles just. really loves him with his whole person. loves him as a #fact of his existence and a piece of his very soul #idk man. it just feels like he is so incredibly smitten and he doesn’t even know it.#like I said though I can see both options and give reasons for both options so this question EATS at me I GENUINELY don’t have a super #strong feeling either is absolutely correct. it’s so difficult to answer they’re both so smitten and have such a history and GRAHHHH #payneland #dead boy detectives #rambling #polls

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vaggieslefteye · 9 months ago

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HAZBIN HOTEL (2024—): 1x08 - "The Show Must Go On" ↳ "You come at me... and my DAUGHTER? Don't forget, you're in my house, bitch!"

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thebad-lydrawn-sanses · 11 months ago

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Is Error in one of the Teams Or is he a loney guy?

And what does everyone fears/likes the most?

Killer: i like Nightmare (platonically) and i fucking hate paintbrushes Cross: oh, i fear cows and like tacos and chocolate. the only thing i like more than these two things was beating the shit out of Ink. it was funny and worth the scars Dust: abandonment Dust: … Dust: … Dust: i like…d Dust: …when Cross beat the shit out of Ink

(Horror likes making nests out of blankets/pillows and fears not having a steady food source. Currently taking a well-deserved nap.)

#killer sans #cross sans #dust sans #bandages #wounds #mentions of violence #food #Killer trying to cover his soul after having a panic attack over a wooden spoon that he momentarily mistook for a paintbrush #Dust had to think for a while about things he liked #the 'bone hurting juice' tshirt is one of the funnier gags i've made imo #Dust is making ground beef and ramen because they're easy to make btw #also they're probably gonna run out of paper towels to clean up the eye goop at some point #you don't want that stuff on regular towels and other fabrics it will stain #permanently #ok everyone in the gang is hating on Ink but i swear this isn't a blog where we bash Ink #he just happens to be on the opposite teams side and be very morally grey and fairly violent #queue #error sans #i almost forgot to put the overgrown toddler on the post specifically asking about him HELP #also yeah Error is lonely

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izzyspussy · 4 months ago

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i do love that everyone is visibly shocked and grieving when buffy dies, sobbing, crying, stumbling, etc, but spike fucking collapses

#jack facts #straight to the ground. and not just his knees either he is fucking laid. out.#i also do really love that like. he's been a huge creep and been very disrespectful wrt his feelings.#which i'm sure is part of why (in addition to him being a vamp with no soul) buffy and everyone else doubted that he really did love her #and then gradually they came to see more and more proof that he really for real meant it when he said it #but throughout he is still doing creep stalker shit (until she unwelcomes him from the house at which point he realizes she really meant no #like i just really like that they had him doing both of those behaviors concurrently #and also that they had him like joyce and care about dawn on their own merits #and bond with xander over cynicism and with giles over shared culture even while they still don't like each other #it's just all very three dimensional and i'm into it. and then. you know. his supreme whumpability. and all.

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xxplastic-cubexx · 4 months ago

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Understandably So no one mentions charles when talking about the Logan movie and again Understandably So This Aint Bout Him however i do confess that as someone who had never seen Logan until like. a month ago when i was binging all the movies and without knowing a single thing about it aside from laura i cant lie i was in fact jumpscared by him being there. especially for at least like 3/4s of the movie

#xmen #logan movie #snap chats #i be ramblin today hello ...#it was a pleasant jumpscare. yk until he died. after realizing he committed atrocities by accident 😭😭💀 OLD MAN NOOO #but no please LIKE I READ THE DESCRIPTION WHEN GOING TO WATCH RIGHT #AND I WAS JUST THINKING 'oh he'll probably be here for like twenty minutes. wdym he's here for way longer than that'#i THINK years ago i REMEMBER seeing a screenshot of the hotel bit with laura and charles but again that was years ago #and i might be tricking myself maybe its a false memory jealvvelka either way i just know they were cute :(#point is he was here for. i cant even say So Little cause again He Was Here For An Hour And Thirty Minutes Out Of Two Hours #and lets be clear 'snap has your brain molded that much you know exactly how much screen time charles gets in the movies'#girl no not yet i only know exactly when he punches his clock cause i had to keep restarting the movie cause it kept pausing vjAELKAJE #and it just so happened to struggle literally like. ten minutes after he dies- like when logan was dealing with x24 THAT part #so rude for that.. anyway I Repeat i miss charles and laura bein cute :(#it wasnt a lot but it was just sweet.. i always like how charles always got that Professor in his soul with these movies #like in dofp when logan's losing it after. getting future ptsd jvALKVLAJ??K charles is there to ground him #despite being. Like That vjeaLKj like sir please ily. i will accept the Youre On Acid answer youre trying your best #and then with THIS movie evidently charles is having. the worst time upstairs #but he's still super sweet with laura like oh stop you grandpa im gonna throw up #and to STRESS. they were EVIL about that wholesome dinner bit like :((( oh to see the fam happy and safe again :(((#like im throwing up frankly. people were right this movie IS sad i underestimated their assessment 😭#to lighten the mood in my heart. charles really do be an old man in this movie hes such a menace to logan JELKAK #god. Most Normal X-Men Movie Watcher Focuses On Professor X During The Movie About Logan VEJLKJA #ok im done. sorry i just keep replayin that bit in my head where theyre in the car and logans just 'Did You Take Your Meds SHOW'#like pelase. jaeRLKEaj ok im gonna try drawing i looked at my wall long enough and i think i can draw something

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unknownunseenunheard · 7 months ago

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Angel and Darla when confronted with their past victims when ensouled: Oh god, what we did to you was awful

Spike when confronting a past victim when ensouled: Your mommy didn't love ya, I don't feel bad about killing her, and now I'm gonna beat you bloody and if you come near me again I'll rip your throat out <3

#buffy #btvs #angel the series #ats #spike #angel #darla #buffy for some reason: spike is a changed man because of his soul #also buffy: if he kills robin i aint gonna do shit about it <3 #actually #angel has the most dif between him and his soulless self #to the point where its canon they have different minds? dunno how that works #darla is mid ground #spike is uh... tbh he only looked guilty when the First was fucking with him #which may have just been because it was the First #it does shit like that

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lemongogo · 2 years ago

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idk if its just because im a super emotional & sentimental person , but i really rly rly (many rlys later) enjoyed the use of the plant memory feathers or whatever they were called at the end of the series .. smth soo special about highlighting the power of empathy through a shared collective of anger , grief , despair, wonder , love , joy , etc … T_T .. the way everyone feels that burgeoning desire to want to be better , do better , and cultivate a community of love and peace . _AUGGGH !!!! !!!

idk how to fully describe it in the way that i wish i could , but you know that scene shortly after where a doctor connects w a visibly distressed plant to try and communicate his plan to heal her in whichever way possible , thanking her for all she’s provided and vowing to do what he can so they can begin to coexist .. T__T its just soo sweet .. or people finally seeing vash for who he is and what he represents . having direct insight into his heart and , for the first time ever , wanting the best for him. “i see.. you all know him as well .. that young man , with the gentle smile.” lkterally kill me .please please plea

+ im always thinking about the memory knives saw of the child and mother praying to the plant … the kind reverence ppl generally reserved for them , …

#im like rotting in my bed.covers pulled 2 my eyes as i thnk about this chapter and huee huee huee in2 my hands #the quote that specificslly says ‘i wonder if he’ll ever laugh again’STOPPPPPPAAAUHGHHHH (PUNCHING THE GROUND)#its jst so . it makes me so sad . the oanel of him facing away #nightow and his fucking panels of vash facing away it kills me literally eats at my soul until i shrivel up and die #trigun spoilers #trigun #trigun maximum

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ratatatastic · 2 months ago

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the rituals are intricate

florida panthers @ new york islanders | 10.26.24 (x)

#gustav forsling #aaron ekblad #niko mikkola #florida panthers #2425 #these rituals back to back... catmin wanted me DEAD FR FR #you think forsy “come on 5”-ed him again #so the mikksyekky bumpy ritual has been workshopped to only 2 bumpies i see im taking notes #once again its not enough ekky gets laid out on the ice for 60 minutes a game he has to get it from his teammates too #on another episode of i dont know how exactly ekky managed to convince mikksy to go all out on the bumpy ritual #but damn if he didnt do mikksy really does put his all into this very strange request #the forsyekky ritual where ekky can barely make any eyecontact with forsy #versus w mikksy where he stares into his soul to ensure hes not holding out on him strength wise #utterly fascinating coupling we have here #the dynamic is 3 farmdogs. the pyrs that stands in your way. an obstacle. and a jungle gym for the baby goats. has become one with the gras #the berner thats a little too happy to be here and in lieu of doing their job follows you around instead #like sweetheart go watch the herd with the pyrs what are you doing here i love you but im just making sure the bunnies are okay go on git #and the insane border collie that the farm is scared of because they literally vibrate when not given a job and despite being run to the #ground will still find the energy to run some more what is this thing made of oh its just a smart workaholic yeah i guess that tracks #oh the pyrs barely gives the berner the time of day for playtime because the only playing they really tolerate is from the lambs and kids #and the only one who can keep up with the berners high energy is also the insane herder who is just a vibrating string at all times. yeah.

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thelittlespanielthatcould · 1 year ago

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found a very cool park with a very cool dog

#i cannot begin to express how grateful i am to no longer be in florida #or how much it means to me have brought the most important pieces of home along with me #my boys #its grounding me watching goldfish find his favorite sun spots #and seeing kovu learn his new routines #i didn't expect the size of this park. you can't see one end from the other. there were TRAILS #Its 15 mins from my house #finding our haunts #finding our rhythm #it's been grounding #moving isnt easy for me #for any of us really #but nobody can bounce back like kovu #little by little I am seeing his love magnify my resilience. my optimism. my love for the world around me.#he's changed me in all the best ways #he is so much a part of me #I love him so much #kovu #never could've moved cross the country by myself without him #my heart and soul #my boy #kovus face #joy is stored in the spaniel #trails #parks #15 MINUTE WALK BY THE WAY. NOT DRIVE. I CAN WALK PLACES NOW

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gregoftom · 2 years ago

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pretty sure i’ve seen romance movies with scenes like this

#tomgreg #where do i even start with t his horseshit okay here we fucking go.#so tom's first instinct is to go to greg when he's on shaky ground with shiv. the only way he feels safe is to have GREG with him.#who tf would want greg as an attack dog??!?!? lets be fucking real. when he says that i think he means just a dog. just someone loyal.#who loves him and won't dick him around. i think he's pretty tired of it by now.#he wants an alliance with like. ok in this show who would you pick to ally with. i love greg but he's abso useless in terms of skills that #would keep you safe. if anything TOM would keep HIM safe. in fact tom himself says who else has taken care of you. literally spells it out.#he even says greg is a joke; will fail; will fuck up; so what use does he have for tom other than companionship. other than love?#a dog might do tricks for you but your main reason for getting one is usually love. right? at least it should be. it would be in tom's case.#and don't even fucking get me STARTED on ''do you wanna come with me? ...sporus?" like girl.#you know what you told him about nero and sporus right. and now you're saying to him; yeah i was talking about you.#you and me. you're my favourite and i wasn't joking when i said i'd marry you.#the whole while tom is asking greg to be his attack dog his fuckin. eyes and expression we get it you're in love with him. like it's ridic.#and all this coming with phrasing it sounds like they're fucking ELOPING. I HATE IT!!!!!! SHUT UP! stop saying that fucking shit god. god #they are so annoying. anyway #the way tom's voice breaks as he says he has things to do [what things. will i find out later.] and the deal and!!#what am i gonna do with a soul anyways... i have you what do i need it for. and as that paragraph said somewhere. he castrates his soul.#then they giggle and are fucking annoying and greg'S HANDS LOOK LIK EHE'S ABOUT TO IDK. HUG TOM? AROUND THE MIDDLE MAYBE #or do something else. and then they just hug instead and i fucking. ugh. i've had enough tbh good fucking bye

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kingofdinosaurs · 1 year ago

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kazuma's dislike not being listed in his profile because he actually has too many is like simultaneously the funniest thing ever and a bit of characterisation that makes me feel like I've been punched in the ribs. like the implicit dissatisfaction he feels with every facet of his life and experience is insane. going through life sometimes not even aware that he can't find it in himself to enjoy it. always thinking that something more will come when he gets his memory back or tomorrow or tomorrow or tomorrow... but he can't just look around him. he can't just take his life as it is.

#blazblue #insanely depressing sort of guy #like fucking hell there's gotta be a middle ground between living in misery and cheerfully deciding to pull the terumi trigger #one of the most soul crushing things about him is that his actions are his own. he always has the final say on his choices #such a good foil to hazama for real i wish dark war had had the time and space to do more with that

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horsegirlhob · 9 months ago

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Any time someone tries to justify liking spike/buffy or angel/buffy while disliking the other by trying to make one of the vampires seem less toxic or evil or bad it makes me fucking insane.

#dylan says things #btvs #they both suck!! sometimes in the same way sometimes in different ways!#it's not about fucking morality or whatever it's about which one you personally find more compelling #obviously i have my opinion but it's certainly not because i think spike is somehow morally superior to angel #(though i do think him choosing to get his soul is a more interesting moral choice than angel getting one forced on him)#like it's okay. you can like one more than the other without having some moral high ground or whatever. it can just be a preference.

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dinerfries · 1 year ago

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needless to say i am NOT wynning

#for refrence my skin is always looking to the left (right when looking right at him)#my first online game in a VERRRRYYYYYY long time #im having fun #also he doesnt have to sweat drip but maybe on my next go 'round on my skin ill add it #wynncraft #I GUESS #sona #my sonas coat is now this other thing because i really like how i did the sleeves #and stuff so i didnt wanna cover too much....#boltslinger archer lvl 31 btw i wanted to be a sharpshooter but my style of play is definitely NOT geared towards that #if theres an option i tend to play ranged <- scared #but then i get cocky and start trying to get in peoples business before getting scared and running away again #this is probably the effect of playing so much kid icarus uprising all those years ago #maybe ill color....#ALSO the cut off is of my sona groveling because i think im the onlt minecraft player to grovel regularly in game #well kinda it doesnt look it but i imagine it as my sona on his knees almost praying but its like that one OooOOOoohHHhHhhh emoji image #and then down with luvs hands on the ground #and then up again!!!! idk what else to call it other than groveling #or mourning my lost soul points #okay ill shut up now #if any mutuals wynn or are interested..... hit me up ive been playing a lotta games recently and not doing a lot of literally anything else #but i think it would be fun to play... you just need minecraft and thats it skdbdkdhd its all vanilla too so dont worry 'bout mods #ALSO if i ever dont play with you or anything dont be mad.... sometimes i just am A. Scared or B. tired or C. just wanna be left alone lol #i always feel bad for not playing with people on online its a huge reason i avoided it for years (outside of my ither anxieties)#okay NOOOWWWW ill shut up #wait no i just wanna say i like how i did the bow tip for arrow bomb i think it looks cool #i also wanna say that i put MOST my points in defense so i made the undercoat spiky to reflect that #if i was more agility based it would be wispier dexterity would be more lightning-esque #you get the idea :-)#also i am very much wynning just not WINNING haha pun

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