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looking at how much the uk seems to hate immigrants and how well immigrants seem to do anyway has led me to the conclusion that??? the english are somehow??? BAD????? at RACISM???
tories are wild imagine hating immigrants so much you first wreck the best economic deal in the world (brexit) and as you’re reeling from its economic effects you also dismantle one of the only sectors in your economy that brings in boatloads of money (higher education) because you hate the people who are bringing you that money (intl students) and it’s not even efficient because these are not even the sort of immigrants your racist voter base dislikes the most but you don’t know what else to do and by the way your leadership is mostly second generation indian
#Germany meanwhile is SO GOOD at racism that even offering people free degrees and a robust job market isn’t enough to retain foreign workers#im wasting time on twitter#so
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What is with the practically psychotic hate for Lance Stroll? I'm not even his fan- more indifferent- but the hate he gets is sickening. Like just see the recent 'Never have I ever' vid- so many top comments on youtube, instagram etc. are just spouting shit about him (attacking his looks, calling him window licker wtf etc.) based off the 'Never have I ever stood up someone question' (and of course they conveniently ignore all the other drivers that also said they have because it's trendy to hate on Stroll).
Of course, standing up someone sucks but first of all we have no context at all, and more importantly, it's clear the commenters don't actl give a shit about that because they're only hating on Stroll. This is literally just one instance of the way these F1 'fans' are so quick to seize any opportunity to put down Lance. Honestly, it's so off-putting, pathetic and sad.
#he's not even one of my faves but the hate in the f1 fanbase for this 25 year old is crazy#don't give me the 'his daddy bought the team!! he's so shitty!!'#he may not be the best driver but he's still a good driver#he got a podium in his rookie year for goodness sake#also one of the youngest polesitter#yes he was blessed with a rich family but god forbid a father loves his child and would do anything for him#he's usually good in the wet/mixed conditions too#but if you listened to ppl on social media you would think lance can't even walk in a straight line#im so done lol the f1 fanbase is so toxic#esp those on twitter/insta#honestly I doubt those type of 'fans' actl watch the races#they just do monkey see monkey do#and hate on a fucking mid-20s dude 💀#their lives must be incredibly sad to waste time spreading hate like that#lance stroll#f1 2024#honestly this isn't even about the never have I ever vid#it's more about the general and practically fervent hate ppl have for lance#which is so overboard#lance puts in the effort everyday but these ppl will have you believe he sits arnd throwing moneg everyday#this is the man who drove despite his hand injury last year for goodness' sake#the way some ppl talk about him will have you thinking he murdered their family#also he's just thr to drive??? idk why ppl go all up in arms to hate on everything he does from his looks to how he talks...#and in general the hate various drivers get is so weird#*money#<- too lazy to edit my tags lol
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Happy Shun Duel Links Day!!! (party popper emoji)
#yugioh arc v#yugioh arc-v#arc-v#shun#yuto#comic#duel links#sorry for the long format but OOH it looks so clean when its all in one line!!!#this almost didn't make it out of my wip jail cells because i spent 30 mins on one of the panels#using references and everything but it just looked super duper odd and it was a waste of time overall#and don't even get me started on the toning (clenches fist) nothing was looking right at one point#but enough about the process i want to talk about the comic itself#part of the motivation for drawing this was seeing all the fluffy shunyoot celebration pics during his roaming event#they ARE cute but also i really really wanted so badly to see shun's visceral reaction that didn't reduce him to mere comedic fodder#(something i'm also guilty of)#so anyway like we always say in ygos we make our own food#wow im rambling anyways the last line of dialogue i had most trouble with but also the most proud of#no shade to the writers of the show (ok maybe like a LITTLE shade) but with this comic i really wanted to reflect the feelings of both#fans of the show as well as fans that left after the ending because that was something i saw floating on jp twitter during the roaming even#and it really made me Think#also can we talk about how in the event yuya was just like hey shun i have a surprise for you!!! haha :]#he was THERE when shun said never appear in front of me ever again did he think shun would just be omg yuto :)#this is why youre my favourite (yuya)#anyways last but not least#the final yuto panel is a healthy mix of guilt + existential dread and doubt about his own existence i hope that was obvious enough
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Haven't had the time to update the assets because the launcher hates my PC but here's a summary of the last month or so of content.
(and a bonus silly one for discord emote purposes)
#jonathan bailey#this is a joke ive kept going on for way too long#g'raha tia#jonny bailey#ffxiv#final fantasy xiv#graha tia#jonathan bailey as a cat#low key JP looks like something id watch for a laugh#like me and my sister needing to waste 2 hours so go to vue and go to any PG-13 film thats like £7#also the ears will be updated for DT#just i thought i had some time you know#then he comes back#i cant remember if i did Richard II so missing that im sorry#I'm still on the Dawn Trail Vibe so guess that's a thing?#im also not changing the profile photo its iconic at this point#i didn't do one of the shoots as it was just more photos from an older one sorry there's so much in 6 weeks since i came out of the DT hole#i am aware i probably missed things but this is making me up to date and also meme the JP one for twitter
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I remember that comic getting demolished by beastars fans on twitter, they say it looks ugly and im ruining lougosi. months later when I got better I still got the same hate qrts from the same circle. baby's first mass harassment!
#lol#im flopping on twitter anyway#nobody even rt my art there anymore#my art be stuck in 200 likes... 7 rt#also one of my comm clients are now ignoring me after i sent them the progress#you know what#fuck them#im putting them on lowest priority#dont fucking waste my time#if you expect me to do it fast and if i got late i have to tell you why#then you should do the same#sorry got a lil busy irl i'll check it out later.. its that easy#ughhhh#no motivation. art block. flopping. trippe combo
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just after i crawled my way out of that 'art-low' and i got myself excited to work on the rough draft for chapter2- i suddendly just crash and burn again bc i cant get the thought out of my head that im not a good writer either actually and my ideas are comically boring
do i really have to fight my own brain over and over again for the rest of my life (ㆆ_ㆆ)
#ganondoodles talks#random#i dont want to keep sounding so self pitying#sometimes i can fight these feeling#but sometiems it just feels like you just realized the truth about yourself#so fighting that is just lying to yourself#and i feel like im being so ungrateful everytime i feel like shit#bc i know there are people that like what i do#and just bc there are people that are better at everything that im doing or aspiring to do doesnt mean im useless#BUT IT ALSO FEELS LIKE IM WASTING MY TIME#even thoguh funnnily enough i wouldnt even know what WOULDNT be a waste of time bc ......#i dont ... have anything else#if you take away art and writing theres nothing left of me#kinda not surprising then that i keep accidentally tying my feeling of worth to the receiption of what i post#................ and losing followers in the hundreds on twitter espeically doesnt exactly help#though that is mostly bc im rting a ton of info about palestine and tbh idk if i would want people following me that are zionists or simila#still feels bad#AND I KNOW WHAT MY BRAIN IS TELLING ME IS WRONG OR IT SHOULDNT MATTER#but it still feels real#im so tired of fighting myself
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"....When did we get to the point where natural hair is no longer associated with ...Black People? Black Women?"
Non blacks pls dni.
Have to amplify this woman's valid and articulate short on the relevance of this topic bc, whew smh, I have discussed the same thing here — and am both just as disturbed (and honestly? a little let down?) by Black Women letting go the equity we had in natural hair. Esp just to pick harmful maintenance/norms right back up. I do understand that we, as a race of women all by ourselves, have sooooooo many odds stacked against us regarding what we do with our hair and how we take care of it, but I cannot for the life of me understand what the purpose or benefit is supposed to be in returning to things that actually harm us disproportionately.
For good measure, she also spoke more directly and at length about this issue, it's toxically influential spaces and platforms — as well as the colorism, texturism and misogynoir in general at it's core. So glad I'm not the only Black Woman being transparent about how backwards the nhc/nhm is going.
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#the nhm was not an All Women movement idc idc idc#it was for black women#not black-identifying women#not mixed women#not nbwoc#not white women#it was literally for black women#wtf happened fr?#there is NO presence now for type 4 hair in anything even parodized as nAtUrAl HaIr#it is so depressing sometimes#seeing how prevalently we're still wasting time money & energy on the same ol shit#genuinely want fucking better for us#came so far for what? to reach for the poison in the future anyhow?#like you have no idea how badly it makes me wanna grab & shake the living shit out of some of yall#& tell you how fucking beautiful you are#how beautiful your natural hair is. how valid you are regardless of what you do with it#like omfg im so tired of the stigmas about us#so tired of the stereotypes#so tired of the misogynoir ass preconceived notions about our hair that a lof of bw BEEN disproved#going back to perms isn't helping that cause tho#it's not helping little black girls feel esteemed about their appearance or hair texture#it's not helping us at all idgaf stop justifying this#black hair#natural hair#black women#black tumblr#black twitter#textured hair#misogynoir#non blacks dni
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some ramble about my (public) twitter account and general platform stuff?
I think it's probably a good idea to talk about how i treat different platforms. It's not a post to ask everyone to follow my twitter account or anything (I care about this blog more than that account anyways), just to clear something up if you happened to find my twitter.
So, if you've read literally anything i post (doubt it), you might know i have...
Plurk: Actually the first platform i started doing art stuff with like 2.5 years ago. It's mostly about my ramble now (like ~70% of them. yes.) and it's in chinese anyway so i stripped the link from my pinned post long ago.
Tumblr: This. I actually made this account half a year later than the twitter account, but I like this platform more. Unlimited text / image and a separate tag section is perfect for me, and people generally talk and behave better / more politely here too. I post everything here so there's no need to check out my twitter account tbh.
Twitter: I've always been treating it as some art archive. I don't ramble and have almost zero interaction with anyone there. It's not like there's been anyone seeing my stuff there anyway... but apparently it skyrocketed when i posted valorant and warframe stuff. Huh, kinda weird tbh. Anyway I only sync somewhat finished art there, I also omit some comics because they're hard to make into twitter's 1 or 4 picture format (or i think they're not funny after weeks / months later).
Private twitter: Complete lurker account. For mutuals (if there are any), if you don't see me liking / reblogging your art on twitter that's because I don't use public account for that. If you saw me that means I forgot to change account.
TL;DR: you don't have to see my twitter if you come across that in the future. i sync stuff from tumblr to there anyway.
#idk i just decided that maybe i will sync stuff to twitter more frequently-#-because apparently there's people seeing my stuff there now and it's probably not a complete waste of time doing that#maybe it's just the algorithm treating few of my post well but yeah. i guess im already doing that anyway#no im not calling it X#what the actual hell is that name#ramble
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Late night magenta.
#im not going back to facebook#im not going back to twitter#or instagram#any of those#i realized not everyone is entitled to me and i to them#why force connections#why force people to be roots of your tree when they were supposed to be leaves that come and go with the seasons#not to mention why care about where i went off to where i had gone when i gave advance notice im out#is it out of sincerity cause you genuinely thought i vanished from the face of the earth#or is it you got bored with everyone else around you and saw me as a spare at the back of the shelf#or the secret third option you needed someone to talk to cause evidently im a damn good therapist and you don't have to pay me therapy money#im very careful who i give my energy to#if we pop into each others spheres lets not waste it even if its for a short amount of time#like you i can't be everyones root or branch or leaf for their tree#but i can always be the wind#all around and you might think of me often but im not here im somewhere else#dont mean for all the cryptic metaphors#im just frustrated so many people that ignored me when i was homeless and struggling finally want to see how I've been#when i put it out there i needed help#only to get told i “wasnt loud enough”#i don't hold resentment toward them or anger#if anything it makes me sad for them#cause they can't enjoy the person i am now#not unless i choose it#magenta is my vent word
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I have so many photos I need to post. 15 years worth!!! I started posting them on my old tumblr's side blog but never finished and then I abandoned tumblr for years. but tbh I feel like posting my work doesn't benefit me and it's just more pointless work for me 😭 especially instagram and twitter where my posts get maybe 1 like from a follower if i'm lucky and that's it. why do I even bother 😭 no one is excited to see my work so it'd hard to motivate myself to actually share anything when it doesn't benefit me and when no one else is excited for or looking forward to it. sometimes I lose that "I made a thing I want to share it like a kid hanging their finger painting on the fridge" mentality 😅 even kids can get discouraged and give up sharing if you don't ooo and ahhh over their work. does that make sense?
#also can we talk about how horrible social media is?#i was told instagram is so easy. you get many quick likes and followers. ive SEEN new accounts get thousands kf followers and hundreds#of likes in a couple weeks. ive been on there for years and have 20 followers and get 1 like sometimes#new accounts with one post will get 1k followers and 300 likes in a week. i just dont get it lmao im so confused 🤣#and twitter is now pay to win. i only got maybe 5 likes per post before. now i get none at all. which is expected...#so why am i bothering!#at least on tumblr my art will get maybe 20 notes and my photography maybe 10. so it doesnt feel as pointless to share 😅#i really want to open a shop for my art and photography and stuff but with the lack of attention im afraid to#because its A LOT OF WORK and i hate wasting my time and energy and money for no reason 😭#my last shop i opened got a grand total of 0 sales in the 2 years i had it open LOL it took me months to set it up and print everything#artist struggles#is there anywhere actually good to post your work online? (besides tiktok. i refuse) most social media has become useless!!!#lee text#sorry for whining 😅 just questioning my entire existence and why i even bother to do anything
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it's really annoying when I tell people I require direct, straightforward communication and ask them to say what they mean at all times, as well as take my words exactly as they are. usually people will agree and be ok with it for a bit. but they always seem to suddenly forget. they will start saying things and mean something else, or refuse to elaborate and explain. or they will suddenly start misinterpreting what I say and add meanings to my words that arent even there. it ALWAYS happens and I do not understand why
#lee rants#autistic#autism#actually autistic#autistic friendship#my past friend group all agreed. then they suddenly started acting weird. i tried to be as direct as i could#but then i was suddenly told im gaslighting without explanation by one person and completely misinterpreted by another#then they uninvited only me from the group trip without a legitimate explanation after promising i cam go for months#and i was actually the one tbat planned the trip so thats even worse. i STILL dont know why i was “gaslighting” or kicked out#another time that comes to mind. i shared a hotel with some girls for a concert. i thought i became friends with one#she was like the perfect friend i was looking for. i thought we got along great. after a few weeks of talking on twitter#i found she was “subtweeting” me bad things instead of saying them directly to me. her words didn't match her intentions#then blocked me without warning IF YOU HATE ME JUST SAY IT DONT MAKE ME WASTE MY TIME TRYING TO BE YOUR FRIEND YOU STALE HOTDOG WATER HUMAN#i still want to know what her issue was and why she acted that way and want to tell her shes a pathetic loser for being like that#i did nothing wrong. unless being nice and supportive and a friend is wrong lmao (its not. shes just very wrong and bad at being a person)#i hate that autistic brain CRAVES TO HAVE ANSWERS IT WILL NEVER GET
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okay. SO! i’m not a veteran hockey fan i’m a relative rookie (haha) and i would very much appreciate your expertise… i feel like bertuzzi is a good player?? i know he doesn’t have any goals but the way he plays and seemingly gives it his all is crazy impressive and i thought he was really good with mitch and auston? but he’s no longer with them in the starting line and so i’m wondering am i missing something or is this a keefe thing or maybe both… also i don’t like reaves how do you feel about him im so sorry for unloading all of this I JUST LOVE YOUR OPINIONS ON THE LEAFS!!!
JFLKDSJKLF I'M AFRAID I WOULDN'T CALL MYSELF A VETERAN EITHER, LOL, but i do appreciate that people want to hear my opinions, though they're evolving as i learn more and more. but THANK YOU FOR ASKING MY OPINION, I LOVE TALKING, LET'S GO. SORRY FOR THE LONG POST.
bertuzzi basically became a big name at the trade deadline last year as one of the most viable guys being moved around bc teams were trying to bulk up for the playoffs. he was traded to the bruins where it took him a bit of time to warm up tbh.. he played 21 regular season games with them and only scored 4 goals 12 assists, but then scored 5 goals 5 assists in their 7 playoff games before elimination... that made him a really big target during free agency this summer bc he kinda popped off under the most pressure w the playoffs, and the leafs were basically looking to acquire forwards who can do that and bring "grit". now personally..... i don't think watching 1 round of playoff performance is like the wisest decision when he's actually a VERY injury prone player.. like he's good when he's healthy but that's not smth you can predict. but i was also kind of fine with it bc we do need left wingers on this team and it's only a one year deal. at this point i'm feeling very ????? about him because... like the underlying numbers aren't horrible but he's just not finishing. he DOES have 2 goals and 1 assist so far, but plays aren't really like... being completed it feels like when he's out there. keefe's obviously not happy with him after demoting him to 4th line last night and saying he wasn't listening to the way he needed to simplify his game, and idk anything in depth abt the leafs setup or systems or technicalities to their game specifically so. IDK.... i don't know if it's just gonna take him some time to warm up here like it did in boston? or if he's being deliberately ornery/doesn't like it here like boston fans were implying yesterday lol (i doubt it... lol he wants good stats jsut as much as anyone going into ANOTHER contract year lmfao...). there's just no way to know... idk a lot about him personally besides the anti-vax stuff but i've mostly just been... kinda unimpressed with him both on the ice and off it. i don't think he's doomed, i think we just need more time to see.
reaves... i'm gonna be honest and say i have NO clue why he was a target for us or treliving this summer, lol. there is so much discussion about bringing an intangible 'toughness' to this team despite us bringing in some mean players like simmonds and muzzin in the past ... tried it last year at the trade deadline under dubas too with schenn and ror... didn't REALLY work.. and i'm like ? why did we think it was a good idea to overpay and overcommit to a player like reaves who does nothing but offer fights on the ice and good vibes off it. like treliving hadn't been around the leafs long enough to know what they needed in the ~room~, although he did know they lost guys like holl and kerfoot who were universally liked as people so??? maybe that's what he was trying to fill?? i like ryan a lot as a person, but i do think he's actually doomed from a hockey player/stats perspective like.. we will not be getting anything more out of him as a player, and frankly after yesterday where he didn't really fight or get pushy with anyone after the marchand thing... and hasn't since the second game... i'm not sure we'll get the fighting aspect much either.
#easks#and i DONT think that last part is keefes fault lol#ppl on twitter act like he is singlehandedly commanding these men breath by breath like sorry#he prob did warn them abt taking stupid penalties a la domi vs the kings x2#and im kinda glad reaves didnt fully fight Right after bc idk if we wouldve worked our way into a tie but uh#if hes not gett clippy n chippy out there im not rlly sure what hes there for period lol#hes wasting money n roster space n like...........#THIS TEAM CANT MOVE FAST ENOUGH IN TERMS OF GETTING SOME NEW GUYS FOR THE BOTTOM SIX/DCORE IMO!#berts just like. hes fine. i find keefes attitude abt him interesting#ill be itnerested to see how it plays out#i did not like him laughing at marchands chirps on the bench yesterday tho im gonna be real flkdjsf#i find the trade deadline some years rlly gives mid players their time to shine sometimes KLFJDSHFIDKML#LIKE.. WHEN THEYRE THE 'BIG NAME' UP FOR GRABS N ITS LIKE. not rlly a star player but a pretty decent one who can maybe gel and add smth.
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not to be rude but 99% of the time people with rentrys have the worst fucking vibes on the planet
#text#like 90% of the time i see a rentry and im like Oh god what horrors await me#and i click and its the most inaccessible monstrosity graphic design is my passion of an about page ive ever seen#compete with about 30 signifiers that this person is so chronically online theyve forgotten what ‘tweet’ means outside of twitter#and their dni list is half incomprehensible and filled with toxic waste#DONE NOW. SORRY.#this post is NOT about connor though he can do whatever he wants forever#my mutusls in general can have remtrys all they want. everyone rlse though…
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I LOGGED INTO TUMBLR AND WTF IS THIS?????????
#aria rants#this is sick in such a very HIGHLY AND HORRIBLY WAY#wtf why is the desktop layout like this#why is it like a pseudo fb and twitter#everything is terrible#everything is so bad#WHY IS EVERYTHING TINY NOW#WHERE WAS THE TIME WHERE POSTS ARE JUST RIGHT IN MY FACE#everything is so small my blind shortsighted ass do not like this#how do i opt out to every new update tumblr does on desktop#im never updating the app#not until it becomes unusable#theres so much wasted vacant space WHY IS TUMBLR DESKTOP LIKE THIS
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also, if you try to harass me under the post im sad for dream or try to harass me under any circumstances in my blog and my inbox, just let you know that the block button is always there for you to click and the deleted reply and block button is always there for me to press <3 focus that energy to something you actually like instead of harassing people who stanning the person you hate and lurking in their blog. it's quite unhealthy don't you think about it ?
#in fact i know yall are just twitter users and only come to tumblr in order to harass people#through the way you reply me like im not even bothered yall since i know it's a waste of time for me to argue the people like you#pick a side to stay damn X is not that damn boring for yalk to stay#/neg#god forgive me need professional help because i care about the victims on both sides and have empathy heart
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gnawing at the bars of my cage I NEED TO WRITE THE 5+ IDEAS BOUNCING AROUND IN MY HEAD
#i have at least 2 ryukita fics in my brain. but im so fucking burnt out#not to mention the mental illness innit. me when my anxiety is SEVERE and i always get badly depressed in the winter#which. fun fact. i was offered ATIVAN for it!! benzos besties!!#im goin thru it :pensive emoji: its getting... better. very severe ups and downs though#also i have to write another shuake secret santa fic and i am STRUGGLING#i want to write jojo or ryukita but im stuck with the other sillies. i dont write them unless i have to#i enjoy shuake but only in my very specific way and writing them is HARD!!!!! weh#jake talks#if you read this far can you tell i'm starting to miss twitter just a bit. yeah i deleted it back in nov bc it makes me a LOT WORSE#depression wise at least. and i just. waste a LOT OF TIME ON IT HAHA#tumblr is enrichment though. i will allow it to stay
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