#im so tired and in pain
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#brother i am convinced i was not built to be alive#i was supposed to die at 16 of appendicitis the way god intended#everything is so stressful and i have an anxiety disorder and high blood pressure and zero support from anyone in my life#just me and my shitty trembling body against the world#ive been shaking and my hearts been racing and my vision has been blurry all day#im the only motherfucker here who bothers to clean or do anything to improve our living situation#ive been battling this flea infestation alone for months now#trying to get everyone to play ball long enough to flea bomb the house today was life on insane mode i am convinced#i had to bribe everyone into leaving by 11am by handing over my bank card so they could buy snacks while i went to my dr appointment#of course all the cleaning pre-bombing was done by me#i asked my sister to tidy her room and she did not so like whatever. if the flea bomb dodnt work in there like what do i even do#she actually waited until id cleaned every other fucking room in the house and then made MORE mess in those rooms#i asked my mother to do 2 things#she did neither of course <3#im so tired and in pain#and im pretty sure we are still going to have fleas anyway#im just one disabled man#i cant keep house for 5 other grown adults#what do i even pay my parents housekeeping for anyway?#dogbunni diary log
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Vent
#my dads being a dickhead again#he always calls me out on the tiniest of complaints when he CONSTANTLY thinks depressingly out loud#im just so over everything#i need a hug and a kiss and to be babied#fuck im fighting tears#im so tired and in pain#hes such a fucking bitch hes a mean grumpy old bitch who needs to get hit#but its whatever ill just sit in silence while he gets to just move on to make everyones day horrible#i hate him hes such a fucking orge bitch#i hate him and i love him#fuck i want my own roon so i can hide#i cant hide from him anymore#hes not abusive but hes a fucking dick#i wish i could just not talk to him im literally so fucking depressed and angry#i wish i could live with friends or on my own#......all i did was fucking sigh#he says the most depressing shit EVERYDAY#i wanna hit him so bad of course i wont#im always the better bigger person im tired of having d#of having to deal wity shit#tgey shpuld let you buy a rpist so i would have someone to hurt rn#human punching bag
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working onn academic research and god. i wish i was spending that time drawing commissions or comics. i really. im so tireedd gwaaahhhhhggghhhh.....
#nitunio.txt#had to run a 500 people survey and spent like 12 hrs JUST trying to make the database look better#im so tired and in pain#i still have to analyse the data...............................
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Wow it sure is fun having covid a second time. Good thing covid is over tho and I can just go to work tomorrow *screams*
#like#i only tested positive yesterday#and theres a possibility of me losing my job#if i dont go#and i really cant afford to lose my job alcuz as we all know even when you apply to jobs they wont always call you back right away if at all#and i had been looking up til last month#and i never got any calls back#so like#fml ig#im so tired and in pain#im gpnna be as petty ad possible tomorrow vuz im just so doneeeee#rant#personal#hisao
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At a Wayne family dinner
DICK: You don't have to hide your powers here
Danny: I'm not trying to hide them, I'm trying to control them
Duke: Wait, I thought you got intangibility two years ago?
Danny: Yeah. It was a lot worse back then. High school is bad enough without your clothes falling off
Tim: *spits out his drink*
#dpxdc#danny phantom#batfam#danny fenton#thought this was funny but im tired and on pain killers so my judgement might not be very good rn
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some dbda doodles + comic dead girl detectives
#dead boy detectives#dead girl detectives#dbda#dead boy detective fanart#edwin paine#from the comics#edwin payne#from the show#charles rowland#my art#my stuff#niko sasaki#crystal palace#crystal palace surname von hoverkraft#hadestown#doodles#im a bit obsessed with fem!payneland#god bless the yuri artists#payneland#i wanted to make more but is like. start of the new period rn and I'm. very tired already#im telling myself these are really just doodles so it doesn't need to be super good#painland
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Your face in profile, with a look I'd never seen
jjk atla!au with @philosophiums
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#gojo satoru#gojo#fanart#jjk fanart#jjk atla!au#atla!au: art#lmhs#every time i have to draw the veil i curse my past self fr including it#god bless the multiply layer mode but even she cant take all the pain away#i SUFFERED#the gd black fish too . die . >:(#im not convinced that this piece is as good as i Could have made it but i am so tired of looking at it#it needs to be done. i need to be done#the colours turned out rly well at least GHJHSGHSJGFD#anyway as i said this is fr all 4 of the dedicated lmhs gojo theorists smile#go nuts guys :3#i hear u ask. exasperated . 'what does it all mean hina !!!!!!!!!'#and to that i simply say#what do /YOU/ mean its just the stsg beta fish but atla flavoured :3#and that is my honest answer <3
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made even more horror stamps (+ hoffman getting punched in the face 😁)
#MY STUFF#god this is gonna be a pain to tag#saw#horror#old web#saw 0.5#saw 2004#martin 1977#scream 1996#saw franchise#black christmas#bad dreams#fade to black#ghostface#billy lenz#billy loomis#stu macher#martin mathias#peter strahm#mark hoffman#lawrence gordon#adam stanheight#adam faulkner stanheight#<- why is ur name so long goddd#ok thats enough stamp making for now#unless i come up with more ideas tomorrow idk#im so tired loll#stamps#slashers#free to use btw
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I haven't come out this strong on this subject before, and I don't think any other first nations/indigenous people have yet but I'm honestly getting tired of this.
Calling Lily Orchard Indigenous, Native, First Nations, etc, is ACTIVELY racist.
You are calling a white woman a racial identity she has no right to be called. Stop indulging her. You are part of the problem. Pretendians are an active threat to the indigenous community, especially ones as racist and vitriolic as Lily.
#lily orchard#im so tired of pussyfooting around this#i need you to understand how much ndn people hate it when people like Lily claim theyre one of us#it is a HUGE pain point for a lot of ndn people
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She was so bright eyed and cheerful... so optimistic.......
For a few blessed moments today I wasn't tired, and I genuinely felt in the moment. It was so nice.
Then I got to work
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I think the scariest thing about having a chronic illness is you truly don’t know what you’re going to feel like from one day to the next.
Yesterday I was able to shower and stand up for more than 10 minutes and today breathing is hard.
The unpredictability and the sheer fear of having to deal with flare ups and feeling like everything is falling apart constantly.
I am tired.
#chronic illness#ocd#chronically ill#chronic fatigue#chronic pain#chronic exhaustion#chronically fatigued#im so tired#chronicepisode#frick
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posting a kremy every single day until new episodes of OUAW are out DAY 139
#i am so tired that im in physical pain so this is what you get today. EAT UP!#once upon a witchlight#legends of avantris#kremy lecroux#daily kremy
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i think . i think i need someone to bite me so hard they draw blood
#need the feeling of being Controlled#and also the pain makes a good focus point#im so tired and i probably failed my calc test and i just want someone to do the thinking for me#sigh . need to be bitten until it makes me cry#dog writes#t4t nsft#ftm puppy#p3t pl4y#s4dism
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big man...why is he so big...(hes full of love)
#mine#original#oug im tired!!! sleepy!!#what hve i done this week... i processes like 30 orders bc i had such a backlog OGUG. did 2 drawings for my portfolio. did this drawing#also did sm good planning! and sketching!#i was gna colour my portfolio drawings but im. pretty worn out so now maybe i will not#my lower back has been rlly sore also so . im gna try n avoid sitting at my desk heeh#its like half 12 whilst im queueing this....gna hve sm lunch soon. adn then read maybe. i finished my book this morn it was ver good#foxen bloom by. someone. cannae remember !!! very good nice an short#its a nice day..might go 4 walk#ive started on the sleeves for my jumper uehue !!!! am def gna run out of wool so annoying....will b short like. half a ball.#im gettin close 2 finishing my blanket....kinda...i ordered too much wool for that kjbsdkjbs#yes yes reading. i should do yoga maybe. world of pain#okay goodbye
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I just want kill myself but i’m scared. I guess i’m just coward…
#sad thoughts#depressing shit#depressing life#lonelly#loneliest#im so tired#tired#lost#lost in thought#i'm sad#in pain#writing#writeblr#writers on tumblr#mental health#mental illness#mentally fucked#actually mentally ill#mentally exhausted#mentally tired#mental heath support#psychology#sorry for being depressing#never enough#negative#i hate my body#i hate everything#hate myself#i want to cry#i want die
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Hc that Cole gets horrible stomach aches for a variety of reasons and it leaves him wallowing away in misery in his bed with a hot water bottle on his stomach not even being able to eat
Kai is often used as said water bottle and every time it happens Cole makes him promise he won’t tell anyone about his pain and Kai swears he won’t. But Kai that mf had his finger crossed and typing Zane as they speak. Five minutes later Zane has put together what might be causing the stomach pains and a solution.
If it takes a while for the solution to kick in and get rid of the pains, Jay, Nya and Lloyd all switch on who would be entertaining Cole. Whenever Cole is awake and feeling like he wants to do something but literally can’t because of the pain, they send in Jay who watches shows and theorises with Cole.
When Cole is tired and is in a serious need of sleep they send in Lloyd to nap with him because he is seriously the best cuddle buddy you can squeeze him and he will squeeze back. And when Cole is awake and bored but tired at the same time, they send in Nya to have the most meaningless but sweet conversations about nothing and everything, sometimes even sitting in silence.
Zane join in at random just to keep company and make sure Cole’s stomach isn’t about to eat him instead, and Kai is there the whole time silently laying on Cole’s stomach in complete bliss.
Wu has to keep reminding them that he has magic teas for these problems.
#lego ninjago#ninjago#ninjago cole#cole ninjago#cole brookstone#wu loves these losers but seriously#he has the tea for it#use it dammit#ninjago wu#ninjago lloyd#ninjago kai#ninjago zane#ninjago jay#ninjago nya#nya smith#nya jiang#kai smith#kai jiang#lloyd garmadon#jay walker#zane julien#stomach ache#YES THIS IS ME PROJECTING I AM IN PAINNNNN#so much pain and it 2am and im so tired
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