#im so tired and in pain
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I think I shall sleep early tonight
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#brother i am convinced i was not built to be alive#i was supposed to die at 16 of appendicitis the way god intended#everything is so stressful and i have an anxiety disorder and high blood pressure and zero support from anyone in my life#just me and my shitty trembling body against the world#ive been shaking and my hearts been racing and my vision has been blurry all day#im the only motherfucker here who bothers to clean or do anything to improve our living situation#ive been battling this flea infestation alone for months now#trying to get everyone to play ball long enough to flea bomb the house today was life on insane mode i am convinced#i had to bribe everyone into leaving by 11am by handing over my bank card so they could buy snacks while i went to my dr appointment#of course all the cleaning pre-bombing was done by me#i asked my sister to tidy her room and she did not so like whatever. if the flea bomb dodnt work in there like what do i even do#she actually waited until id cleaned every other fucking room in the house and then made MORE mess in those rooms#i asked my mother to do 2 things#she did neither of course <3#im so tired and in pain#and im pretty sure we are still going to have fleas anyway#im just one disabled man#i cant keep house for 5 other grown adults#what do i even pay my parents housekeeping for anyway?#dogbunni diary log
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i need Dr. House to be Batman's temporary doctor for a month while Dr. Leslie Tompkins is recovering from some sort of rogue activity.
#bones prompts#guys im so tired it would be so funny#dc comics#house md#he finds like 3 unique unfound medical issues in the bats and raids their stocks of pain medication
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working onn academic research and god. i wish i was spending that time drawing commissions or comics. i really. im so tireedd gwaaahhhhhggghhhh.....
#nitunio.txt#had to run a 500 people survey and spent like 12 hrs JUST trying to make the database look better#im so tired and in pain#i still have to analyse the data...............................
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Wow it sure is fun having covid a second time. Good thing covid is over tho and I can just go to work tomorrow *screams*
#like#i only tested positive yesterday#and theres a possibility of me losing my job#if i dont go#and i really cant afford to lose my job alcuz as we all know even when you apply to jobs they wont always call you back right away if at all#and i had been looking up til last month#and i never got any calls back#so like#fml ig#im so tired and in pain#im gpnna be as petty ad possible tomorrow vuz im just so doneeeee#rant#personal#hisao
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When there's a big scary bug on the doorknob and you go ask Lucifer to get rid of it. And he huffs and sighs and rolls his eyes, because really? A measly bug? Are you being serious rigjht now? You know who you're asking, right?
He walks with his arms crossed because this is just so ridiculous. You know magic. Just magic the bug away. You don't need his help. You are so much bigger than a tiny pest. You could crush it. Yes, you could. And then wash your hands or your foot or whatever you used to crush it. Stop acting like Cerberus is on a rampage. This isn't that complex. It's a bug.
And then he goes and obliterates the doorknob bug anyway. Because he loves you. Are you happy now? Lucifer is expecting a show of appreciation for his efforts. Something simple isn't enough. He saved you, didn't he? From the bug. It was such a menace. He expects more than a little "thanks."
#cranky old man and his achey bones saves day#i am on the way home right now. typing this in the car. google maps is in the corner. im so tired#it was drilled into me from a young age to never use “because” at the beginning of a sentence#i am rebelling (it is painful i will never use because at the beginning of a sentence again)#obey me#obey me!#omswd#obey me shall we date#obey me scenarios#obey me x mc#obey me swd#obey me fandom#obey me fanfic#obey me writing#obey me lucifer x you#obey me lucifer x mc#obey me lucifer x reader#obey me lucifer#obey me x reader#obey me x you
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made even more horror stamps (+ hoffman getting punched in the face 😁)
#MY STUFF#god this is gonna be a pain to tag#saw#horror#old web#saw 0.5#saw 2004#martin 1977#scream 1996#saw franchise#black christmas#bad dreams#fade to black#ghostface#billy lenz#billy loomis#stu macher#martin mathias#peter strahm#mark hoffman#lawrence gordon#adam stanheight#adam faulkner stanheight#<- why is ur name so long goddd#ok thats enough stamp making for now#unless i come up with more ideas tomorrow idk#im so tired loll#stamps#slashers#free to use btw
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you know. fandom is so fun when you have like. ten or so specific people to participate in it with. even if there's just the one. theres something very cool and special about creating, whether art or music or writing fics, alongside a group of people who are all insane about the same thing you are. its a strange kind of vulnerability and openness and love. id write a novel for my friends if they asked
#hi im on pain meds and incredibly tired and loopy shdhjsd this probably doesnt make any sense#FANDOM FRIENDS ARE JUST COOL OK#IVE MET SO MANY NEAT PPL#ALL CONNECTED BY THE LOVE OF SOMETHING#MEDIA OR OTHERWISE#and even if we dont talk often i think about a lot of you fondly#i dont. make friends easily. trying 2 change that#caspost#anyways. falls off the stage and dies#1 more day til i can get these goddamn drains out and actually see. MY CHEST#gonna spend tomorrow writing silly things for my friends i think (:
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some dbda doodles + comic dead girl detectives
#dead boy detectives#dead girl detectives#dbda#dead boy detective fanart#edwin paine#from the comics#edwin payne#from the show#charles rowland#my art#my stuff#niko sasaki#crystal palace#crystal palace surname von hoverkraft#hadestown#doodles#im a bit obsessed with fem!payneland#god bless the yuri artists#payneland#i wanted to make more but is like. start of the new period rn and I'm. very tired already#im telling myself these are really just doodles so it doesn't need to be super good#painland
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“I…”
#v33-art#ffxiv#zenos yae galvus#ffxiv zenos#this honestly still haunts me so much#endwalker spoilers#ffxiv endwalker#im to tired to ramble on it now but boy do I think about how this was framed#ok im back to ramble now that i am marginally rested because im an insane person who will add more pointless commentary to my own tags#do you think wol closes their eyes at night and that's the last thing they see? the haunting visage of zenos as a reminder to value life#through thick in thin through pain and sorrow remember to make this life a gift as not everyone has that privilege#because his conclusion was too damn sad and wol will not be caught in that cycle#oh that you could bring his soul on a journey and show him the colors of the world
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Your face in profile, with a look I'd never seen
jjk atla!au with @philosophiums
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#gojo satoru#gojo#fanart#jjk fanart#jjk atla!au#atla!au: art#lmhs#every time i have to draw the veil i curse my past self fr including it#god bless the multiply layer mode but even she cant take all the pain away#i SUFFERED#the gd black fish too . die . >:(#im not convinced that this piece is as good as i Could have made it but i am so tired of looking at it#it needs to be done. i need to be done#the colours turned out rly well at least GHJHSGHSJGFD#anyway as i said this is fr all 4 of the dedicated lmhs gojo theorists smile#go nuts guys :3#i hear u ask. exasperated . 'what does it all mean hina !!!!!!!!!'#and to that i simply say#what do /YOU/ mean its just the stsg beta fish but atla flavoured :3#and that is my honest answer <3
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I’m so fucking tired of everything.
#life#spilled thoughts#love#spilled ink#spilled words#spilled writing#spilled poetry#star struck09#life quotes#writing#writers on tumblr#i’m so tired#i cant do this#things you’ll never hear from me#been thinking about this a lot lately#thinking out loud#this is girlhood#girlhood#thought daughter#head full many thoughts#life is hell#life is hard#life is pain#life is strange#introspection#introspective#i’m just a girl#im just a girl#im so tired#i cant
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having the ability to create art, but your chronic pain keeps you from it, is one of the most frustrating and mentally painful things..
#chronic pain#chronic illness#hypermobility#hypermobility syndrome#disabled artist#disability#disabilties#hypermobile joints#shoulder loosness#fuck my joints#im so tired of constant spasms#chronic fatigue#chronically ill#invisible illness#invisible disability#spoonie
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I think the scariest thing about having a chronic illness is you truly don’t know what you’re going to feel like from one day to the next.
Yesterday I was able to shower and stand up for more than 10 minutes and today breathing is hard.
The unpredictability and the sheer fear of having to deal with flare ups and feeling like everything is falling apart constantly.
I am tired.
#chronic illness#ocd#chronically ill#chronic fatigue#chronic pain#chronic exhaustion#chronically fatigued#im so tired#chronicepisode#frick
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I feel like if Frost was like. A human in our world, he would ABSOLUTELY be a monster fucker.
Like, bro gives major monsterfucker vibes. to me.
#I was just scrolling thru pintrest and my brain gave me this cursed 1am thought#and if I have to hear it then so do you#but like. fr tho.#frost would look at the xenomorph in the alien movies and go ‘would’#like you cannot convince me that man would not be a monsterfucker#ironically enough tho Gricko wouldn’t be I don’t think#like it still needs to vaguely look like a human#idk man it’s 1am im tired and in pain#legends of avantris#once upon a witchlight#ouaw#morning frost
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I haven't come out this strong on this subject before, and I don't think any other first nations/indigenous people have yet but I'm honestly getting tired of this.
Calling Lily Orchard Indigenous, Native, First Nations, etc, is ACTIVELY racist.
You are calling a white woman a racial identity she has no right to be called. Stop indulging her. You are part of the problem. Pretendians are an active threat to the indigenous community, especially ones as racist and vitriolic as Lily.
#lily orchard#im so tired of pussyfooting around this#i need you to understand how much ndn people hate it when people like Lily claim theyre one of us#it is a HUGE pain point for a lot of ndn people
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