#fml ig

[novelcain]

Can someone PLEASE tell me how to start a conversation?????

I'm pretty sure I'm physically allergic to reaching out first I get so nervous 🥲

[arcaneoddity]

Ngl I've been feeling less and less like a person lately. The default is Tired, both physically and emotionally, I can't get anything done or change literally anything about this mess bc apparently? I don't care?? Like, I straight up don't have it in me to give a shit about what's happening, to myself or in general, and. Ngl this level of apathy is. Not fucking it. But idk what to do about it.

[thatringboy]

wanna post poetry but idk how to draw the images I wanna put with it 😭

[countkunt]

when i was a teen i had no way to get to shows and by the time i became an adult i developed chronic pain so severe that i still can’t go to shows

[tsubaki3192]

I..

my brother toasted something in the kitchen with the bread press toaster and now the entire house SMELLS BC THERES NO DOORS IN THIS HOUSE YET AND THE SMELL OF OIL IS GIVING ME A HEADACHE FML

IM SUPPOSED TO BE SLEEPING BUT I CANT????

[soleillunne]

guess whos not going to be able to even breathe this year :D

[starb0oooy]

Dropped my phone (including my attached wallet) in the lake today :(

[hisaodiagon]

Wow it sure is fun having covid a second time. Good thing covid is over tho and I can just go to work tomorrow *screams*

[trannydean-moved]

ate leftover burger left out on the stove and now my tummy hurts 👎👎

[solongllondon]

when ur crush reads her costar to u and one of her do’s is ‘friendzone’ trust me. I knew that already 💀💀

[whispers-of-magic]

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[raindrvq]

rest in peace Dallas Winston, you would've loved Eminem.

[ofmermaidstories]

was answering an ask and then a notification got in the way and exited me without saving it.

[youaremysunshine-court]

OK wow so

We were meant to stay w family but (as with family) that plan changed a billion times and we eneded up in a Catholic hostel, and we get here super late right because metropolitan cities and traffic, and I'm getting out of the car to open the gate to drive in, and someone opens it for me. And I look up. And it is the most beautiful man I've ever seen in my life, and he smiles and me and waves our apologies away, and I'm just standing there staring, possibly drooling, and we go in to checkin and all that, and then im unloading the car and mum's like "oh yeah he's a trainee priest, he's wearing the ring and all that" and my little protestant ass does not understand the intricate rituals of Catholicism, I'm just standing there disappointed because the most beautiful man in the world is out of reach

In short, I don't want to fuck him, but I'm not going to survive the next six days either. So there's that.

Oh no I want to fuck a priest

[gnomewithalaptop]

Uuuugh vehement antishippers are so annoyinggg 😑

[mbat]

i kinda love and hate something about the new expansion, and its anduins story

disclaimer that my knowledge of world of warcraft in general is very... tangled. like, if youve ever pulled out a bunch of necklaces and theyre tangled together and youre like 'what the fuck how do i even fix this'. thats my knowledge of world of warcraft. ive learned everything out of order and theres a lot i dont even know yet blah blah

but anyway

what i understand is that during shadowlands, anduin basically got ?posessed? and was forced to be fully aware as he watched his own body do horrible things that couldnt be undone, and that part of him enjoyed it.

and then it ended and he was so fucked up by that (rightfully) that he went and hid from the world for a while, isolating himself and only furthering these horrible feelings because he couldnt find a way to not feel horrible about what happened

and then hes found and told that hes needed again, but hes still beating himself up

and the worst part is, he cant find it in himself to reconnect with this thing thats important to him, the light, because he thinks hes unworthy. the light is seen as such a good thing in this world, and he thinks himself no longer good. (i could say how this feels weirdly christian but that is NOT the point here)

he goes on this journey anyway, how could he not? their world is in trouble.

and in this journey, they find a land hiding away thats pretty much made to help him LMAO. theres a few things, but mostly... theres the light. a gem rock star thingy of some kind as bright as the sun sticking out of the ceiling of an underground world, and it is the light. the light he feels he lost

and he meets someone whos so devoted to it, so hopeful despite everything thats happened to her, and she sees in him what he thinks he doesnt have for anyone to see

she lets him know that the light is still there, he still has it, he will be okay. he doesnt believe it, but he starts to

its through this journey that he learns that what happened doesnt define who he is, not forever, not even now, and he finds the light again

especially in such a pivotal moment where he does something thats the opposite of what he was forced to do before

where he was forced to hurt and kill people

he finds his ability to heal again, and revives someone

and i guess i said i love it and hate it because like... i hate that this isnt in a form i can easily re-consume like a book or a show or a movie, or even a linear video game. and once i go through it on a character, i cant do it again unless its on another character, and i only have so many high level characters. i could probably just watch videos or something about it but idk it just doesnt work the same

i also hate that i know im not gonna find many people talking about it, at least, not even in the way i want

but what i love is that this type of story was done at all. i feel like its underdone, where a character, especially a character whos 'the good one', does something(s) thats horrible, maybe even 'unforgivable' depending who you ask, and they have to deal with realizing that it doesnt define them, and they can still be good, still be worth loving and having a good life. learning to forgive themself.

i feel like its a story that a lot of people need to hear, even if they dont even realize it. i know ive done things in the past i still feel like i will never make up for, and i still dont know how to feel about it all.

i think its actually wild that something like world of warcraft did it at all, and honestly, i think they did it well. i guess i cant speak much on the shadowlands part of it because i have yet to see all of that, only really the cutscenes and cinematics, but ive seen the war within part of it.

and idk i feel like i have so much to say but i cant think of more, but i really enjoyed it.