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Love does not excuse the things you did to me.

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I don't think I've forgiven my parents for the things they didn't do for me yet. I don't know if I have to.

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Do I look like someone you regret knowing?

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How do I start learning to live for myself?

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Grief’s a knife that keeps stabbing you until it scars.

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No matter how many times I tried to erase the past, I would fall asleep every night with the bitter knowledge that it was always you.

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It’s always been you. No matter what.

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I did not allow myself to grieve the absence of you because of my fear of the implications of it— that I miss you enough to notice your absence in my life.

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My first heartbreak was because of you, Father.

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I became so much more free once I stopped caring about what people thought of me.

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Simply put, I miss you a terrible amount.

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I fear I look exactly like you, Father.

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Hello 🌸,

I hope this message finds you well. 🙏

Could you please help share my story and raise awareness about what my family and I are going through? 💔

A simple reblog of my pinned post or even a small donation could bring us closer to safety and rebuild hope in our lives. 💕

Your kindness means the world to me. Thank you so much for your support. 🌷

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Boosting this!!!! If you’re able to, please donate!!!

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Hello there! 🌸💫 I hope this message finds you in good spirits 💕

I’m reaching out with a humble request to help my family in Gaza. Could you please reblog my pinned post or contribute $10 to help us meet our basic needs and provide essentials for the children in my family? 🙏🏼

Your support, whether through sharing our story or donating, brings hope and relief to us during these challenging times. Together, we can make a difference. 🌼

Thank you for taking the time to read this. Your kindness means the world to us. 🌷✨💖

Boosting!!! Please donate if you can!!!

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I don’t know if I wish to be your daughter in my next life. In this one, you were in so much pain because of me. Would the love I have for you and you have for me cancel out the pain and hurt you feel because of my existence?

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I fear the consequences of my inactions may be irreversible.

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have you ever dealt with a horrible crush?

Hi Anon! To answer your question, yes, I have. Growing up, I was infatuated with the same boy and almost confessed multiple times, but after a while and a bit more maturing, I realized that it was merely puppy love/a childhood crush. He ended up dating a girl who was nothing like me, but she was the sweetest person ever, so it didn’t hurt as much as it could have. It just hurt despite him being one of my closest friends, we eventually drifted apart from each other.

The second crush I had is one that I still think about today. I think I loved him, but I don’t know if it’s fair to either of us to say that. We were both going through some things at the time, but the connection we had was one I���ve never felt before with another person. Unfortunately, we rarely talk nowadays, and if we do, it’s nothing profound or of any real substance. Often, I wonder if I will ever meet him in person again, but I choose to believe that if something that has left is truly meant to stay in my life, it will walk back in the door and come back into my life. In other words, if he is meant to stay in my life, it will happen, and we will meet once more.

Anyways, thanks for asking, Anon!! I hope you had a good day, and if you haven’t, I hope you’ll have a better one tomorrow.

Much love 🤍🤍