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could use some good vibes rn
#i’m not doing well rn#I have felt so sick these past 2 weeks and im just starting to feel worse and worse 😞#and yes I know I need to contact my dr#crohnie#Crohn’s disease#spoonie
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Still upset we didn’t get to see them trash a car together but I still fucking cried so mission successful Craig you motherfucker!
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Do you ever get hit with a wave of nostalgia that knocks you off your feet, and when you try to come up for air it knocks you down again and pretty soon you’re drowning in summer bbq’s and Saturdays watching Bob Ross and spring days bouncing on the trampoline with your brother and childhood friends??
#i’m not doing well rn#i miss when i was ten and the world didn’t seem so big#i miss when i was 15 and the world seemed too big#it’s crazy to think that in 5 to 10 to 20 to 50 years i’m gonna get nostalgia for the moments i’m living rn#anyways i’m turning 20 in june and i have a lot of thoughts about it#jaysrambles
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Nerdy Prudes Must Die doodles from last night
#just some sillies#I need to draw Npmd characters more#especially max#he was FUN to draw#I hope yall are doing well#I’m in a state rn so art and musicals are a good distraction#stay safe yall#hatchetfield#nerdy prudes must die#npmd#Starkid#team starkid#starkid npmd#peter spankoffski#pete spankoffski#detective shapiro#grace chasity#tinky npmd#tinky#max jagerman#ruth fleming#richie lipschitz#angela giarratana#joey richter#bryce charles#curt mega#will branner#lauren lopez#jon matteson#my art
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Still really like these lil sitting buddies (and silly Rook). May clean them up to make charms / standees.
Would folks be interested maybe? Hm.
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#da davrin#Emmrich volkarin#lucanis dellamorte#da rook#lace Harding#neve gallus#bellara lutare#da taash#my art#testing the waters to see if there’s interest#I ended up not liking the other charm wips I was doing#and really liking the sitting buddies#might add Assan and Manfred to Davrin and Emmrich if I clean them up for merch#but yeah it’s a thought rn#no concrete plans#tho unsure if charm or standee#stickers I’m not sure are worth it cos the shipping fee will surely be way more expensive#would peeps even buy stickers when the shipping is way more expensive#ah well#food for thought
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Day off
#hetalia#aph spain#hws spain#antonio fernandez carriedo#well I no longer feel like shit abt my art! bc I feel like shit abt something else help#I might be…a little quiet on here just cuz I gotta get my shit together#but then again I do have some stuff in drafts#idk I’m just real out of it rn but I feel better after drawing this#free therapy : drawing ur blorbo sad
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I saw an interesting post a while back that said “Capcom made us [Miles and Diego/Godot] only have like two(?) interactions because they knew we would be unstoppable with a brother dynamic” and tbh it stuck with me bc it was intriguing.
So yeah that potential brotherhood, but that Godot/Diego AU I made (that I still need a name for)
Also I bet Gregory Edgeworth would have smelled like a bit like coffee, and so Diego just reminds Miles of that comforting presence 😭 (the von Karma estate was a tea household, so he didn’t smell much coffee after DL-6 and didn’t realize how much he missed it/reminded him of his father)
#doctorsiren#ace attorney#ace attorney au#diego armando#prosecutor godot#miles edgeworth#comic#ace attorney fanart#good guy godot au#art#digital art#my art#fanart#procreate#loving the inconsistent styles for Miles in the panels HAHA#that post also made me think of an AU where after the Fawles case. miles goes to Diego asking for help because he can’t stop thinking about#what happened on the stand and he can’t go to his mentor bc he’s showing weakness and that’s not allowed#and essentially long story short. miles decided to drop prosecuting after one case and be a defense attorney and he asks Diego to protect#him from von karma and also to be his mentor#so it’s like Mia and Phoenix but it’s Diego and Miles and then after Diego gets poisoned. Mia has to mentor Miles and she’s a little#hesitant at first because of how cocky he was in that trial but she sees that he’s genuinely trying to be better#also Diego would ask miles: you’re trying to be what von Karma wants you to be…well..what do YOU want to be?#and miles would answer: I want to be my dad#JUST LIKE IN MY 1985 ANIMATIC#ANYWAYS I’M BRAINROTTING SO HARD RN EXCUSE ME LMAO#ALSO MY FRIEND SAID THAT IN THIS AU (the one in the post) DIEGO AND PHOENIX ARE ENEMIES TO BROTHERS#and that’s the best thing I’ve heard all day it’s such a funny statement AND IT’S TRUE!!!!
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Chilchuck analysis speedrun: As a hardworking half-foot who grew up poor and discriminated against and had his gullibility taken advantage of multiple times in his early adventuring days, Chilchuck thinks optimism is a dangerous flaw. He’s stressed and strict all the time because his job is noticing details like traps that could get everyone killed before anyone knows it, he takes the lives of everyone to be on his shoulders, and with the way he speaks about it that probably partly reflects how he felt about taking it upon himself to provide for his family too. His life’s always been pretty centered around work and has become even moreso now that his wife left and everyone is independent, and due to past events he’s very iffy with bonding with coworkers. He thinks feelings and job are a disaster mix. Like with his wife or with parties hiring him as sacrifice, being open or having good faith is vulnerability which can get you hurt, so he processes and shows all his stress as anger instead of worry. Doing strict dieting probably isn’t helping the irritability what with hunger, and on top of being a hunger suppressant alcohol might be the main stress reliever he has.
His grey hairs are so earned
#Chilchuck tims#dungeon meshi#analysis#HAPPY CHILCHUCK DAY#You know what yeah understandable have a good day#Alcohol be a ticket straight to chilling out town I suppose#Spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Thinking on if I should split my family masterpost into diff posts for max reach hmm#I’m def editing in the second page into that post that “I’ve got three people to think of here” sounds sooo much like that’s#how he’d think about it in a family setting as well. He works so hard for them 🥺#I could have put 100 pics on this post to justify everything I mentioned but this is a speedrun for a reason. I’m planning so many#compilations rn i need a break from rereading lol#He’s just here to do his work!! He just wanna do his work!!!#I’m always rotating him in my brain like rotisserie chicken :( Hopefully this doesn’t sound disjointed or insane to average readers#He’s always on his guard so he has a short fuse and his type of humor & liking for snarky remarks doesn’t help#Also bc he knows nothing lasts he has a very work hard play hard mentality where ‘dying doing something you love. Like drinking’#is nice in his opinion#This post makes it all sound so dry. Chilchuck is so messy thinking about him is thrilling I swear. This is concise but at what cost…#OH ALSO he has weird self-hate issues where he really values his skills but devalues himself on a personal level.#‘I am a coward. I only care about myself. I cheated on my wife (lying for no reason)’ etc etc#Can’t disappoint people and make them leave you if they already have no expectations and esteem of you 😏💡#Laws are important to him bc he knows how bad punishment is if you break them and how they’re the key to getting better rights
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Yeah a teaser dropping on ST day would be cool. But can we agree that a DNA board reveal would be infinitely better?
#byler#stranger things#st5 predictions#st5 dna board#yes I know a dna board reveal doesn’t qualify as like major promo since most fans want something visual and real#and so it’s likely we’ll get a teaser regardless#which is great#but I’m just imagining the rest of the day being subpar in terms of stuff for us to actually analyze outside of the teaser#they released the s4 dna board during lockdown and a couple months before they even finished writing it#so s5’s board is definitely finalized by now#and it would cost them nothing…#well i mean technically it could cost them everything 😭#it’s just a matter of how on the nose they were about some of the titles it features#and if they’re willing to risk sharing that at this time when there’s still a year until release#i could see a decent amount of films on it being incriminating on so many different fronts#but I could also see some super random stuff in the mix that would distract people from reading into the incriminating stuff#it’s just something that could actually keep us busy analyzing for a while#a teaser would be everything we need rn#but the dna list is what I actually want 😭#i’ve been working on my own st5 dna board wishlist bc I’m so impatient for this#i’m gonna post it tomorrow#it’s time#and in the case they do reveal the dna board next week I want to have mine ready to see if there are any matches#i’ve also been working on my st5vision playlist for nearly 2 years now (jesus) and it’s time to share that too#soon!!
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Ideal ending to WCI is Luffy seeing Sanji cry and then awakening his devil fruit and unlocking Gear Fifth out of sheer RAGE and saying the classic line of “Who made you cry, Sanji?! I’ll DESTROY THEM!!!” and then proceeding to go on a rampage and fucking absolutely EVERYBODY up including the Vinsmokes, Pudding, AND the Big Mom Pirates. Toss in the trope of came back wrong and Sanji can immediately tell something is not right about this Luffy, whose smile is too wide, whose eyes are too distant, who continues to beat upon his enemies long after they’re down, who seems to take a sick sort of pleasure in hurting others, who grins and giggles and tells Sanji he’ll obliterate anything that makes him cry. Eventually he starts to scare Sanji so bad that even Luffy notices his reaction, and immediately turns on himself because if HE’S the one making Sanji cry then he’ll just have to destroy himself too. And that’s when Sanji finally leaps into action and does whatever he can to reach Luffy—including kissing him. Luckily that was exactly what Luffy needed to snap out of it, and when he comes to the Whole Cake Chateau is in broken pieces, the Big Mom Pirates are battered beyond fighting and the Vinsmokes are nowhere to be seen. And softly, tiredly, he asks if they won, if he can bring Sanji home, and Sanji cries again and says yes, take me home to the Sunny, I want to go home with you.
Meanwhile the rest of the Strawhats are like
#One Piece#Luffy#Monkey D Luffy#Sanlu#Lusan#Sanji#Black Leg Sanji#Really what I’m saying is that I want Luffy to go Gear Fifth during WCI. And there’s Sanlu involved.#LMAO#Also I remember reading a Gear 5 Luffy fic where he ties people together in knots. Like that’s FUCKED up#And he would ABSOLUTELY do that in this situation. For funsies. To be silly 🤪#Sanji watches in horror as Luffy uses somebody as a jumprope. To Luffy this is a Normal thing to do#Sanji torn between ‘Holy shit I’m so in love with him rn’ and ‘What the actual FUCK is that thing wearing Luffy’s face’#We’ll get eldritch god vibes up in here.#Luffy uses Conqueror’s Haki so powerful it even brings Big Mom down to her knees#Pudding starts crying out of fear and Luffy’s like :)))) Good. Suffer#He can be scary AND silly. As a treat#They had back to the Sunny eventually and Sanji’s like. Well. That happened#*head#(He also has to mentally process the fact that the regular Luffy—HIS Luffy—only came back to him after he kissed him)#(But again he doesn’t have time to unpack all that right now)#Shima speaks#Sorry it’s self indulgent hours over here. I’m getting sick again and I need some way to cope. Lol#(And I mean actually sick I’ve had the worst sore throat known to man since yesterday)
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finds character i relate to immensely, immediately starts projecting
#discovered some mikey epilepsy headcanons one time. can’t find ‘em but they made me really happy so i’m throwing some in#2012 mikey centered because… well…. i’m me#but i have rise mikey ones too#2012 mikey mostly has absences and auras and other less serious kinds of seizures#though he will occasionally have tonic-clonics and other such seizures#he tics regularly because i do and i want a character that does too#(my tic is basically just i crack my neck and sometimes it goes too hard and it really hurts)#i could go on but i don’t have time for that rn lol#tmnt mikey#tmnt leo#tmnt donnie#2012 mikey#2012 leo#2012 donnie#tmnt#tmnt 2012#feel free to ignore (not 100% proud of the second drawing)
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“No matter how many goals you save, some people will only remember the one you missed.”
~ Iker Casillas
#yeah…so I’m dealing with the hate Manu’s getting REALLY well#how’s everybody else doin’? 😵#I just wanna give him a hug rn#also#please do not send hate to any of these people!! this is just my way of ranting and showing how widespread this is#the fact that he’s been through all this and still chooses to fight#the definition of resilience#but it shouldn’t even be necessary in the first place#manuel neuer#fc bayern#fc bayern munich#fc bayern münchen#die mannschaft#dfb team#german nt#germany nt#bri’s (shitty) edits
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Yknow what, I might as well see what happens
Gonna do the notes game, just gonna see what happens I dunno (I have a lot of stuff I need to do and no motivation so I’ll use the internet to force me to)
25 notes - I’ll finish reading Good Omens
50 notes - I’ll finish pulp musicals (I started it and got distracted, came back an hour later so damn confused I HAD MY EARBUDS IN AND EVERYTHING)
100 notes - I’ll draw more (both traditionally and digitally, I want to improve)
150 notes - I’ll continue writing a coffee shop au I started last October and never finished (it was like 75 pages and I just stopped :()
200 notes - I’ll listen to Starry
250 notes - I’ll try to get at least a 70% in Spanish this quarter
300 notes - I’ll clean my room
350 notes - I’ll work on eating healthier
500 notes - I’ll spend more time with my friends outside of school
750 notes - I’ll finish listening to all the musicals on my musical watch list (there are so many of them…)
1000 notes - I’ll get back to doing taekwondo
1500 notes - I’ll take a walk every day
2000 notes - I’ll spend more time with my family
2500 notes - I’ll rewrite my really bad Xehaqus fic from 2 years ago and try my hardest not to just delete all of it (I’d be rewriting 183 pages, I dunno I wanna see how I’d write it now without changing the entire plot)
3000 notes - I’ll actually start to study for school and not just wing it
4000 notes - I’ll stop being such an asshole to my parents Jesus Christ how do they deal with me
5000 notes - I’ll come out to my mom as trans
Try and reach the goal before uhhhhh I dunno April 16th
I may add more later, depends on how fast yall go through the goals, I have a lot of things I need to do (mainly because I need to start caring about my health and how I treat other people). I dunno, let’s see how this goes
Edit kinda did the “come out to my mom” thing soooooo idk I’ll figure something out for 5000 (maybe)
#note game#Yall im so bored#And I need motivation#And also I need to start being like… a decent person#Idk man#I probably shouldn’t be needed to do some of these things but also peer pressure is a wonderful thing#And I’m just kinda a mess rn#Hopefully 4th quarter for school goes well#Fingers crossed?
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so unimpressed w men rn. it’s just so whatever
#guy who got my number at the boba place is the driest texter in history turns out!#i’m just kind of convinced that most guys r better in person but this is just boring#cianna from 6 months ago would be trying to carry the conversation rn but i just let it die bc im BORED#i am no longer doing the heavy lifting in the talking stage#i can do equal lifting. that i can do. but not the heavy lifting#if ur not there ur just not there#also a massive ick of mine is when guys fucking misspell and this one MISSPELLED#ur 21. get it together.#my best friend is also in a very ‘unimpressed w men’ phase rn#except im very capable of being single and doing my thing and she’s very. not.#she is back on hinge unfortunately. don’t think this will go well#meanwhile i’m in a very not looking for anything phase. if u say hi i’ll say hi back#but i’m not going out of my way to put in effort#fuck that#p
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i made this and now everybody has to suffer too
#drdt#danganronpa despair time#j moreno#j rosales#julia rosales#might as well tag all 3 lmao#also#thomas the tank engine#:3#it’s 2:09am for me rn#this is what i’m doing with my life#sighs#*hamilton music* look at my son-#pride is not the word i’m looking for#there is so much (horror) inside me now-#Jhomas the Jank Engine#i hope hayley never sees this
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someone put brandon sanderson in a straight jacket so he can’t write anymore IM SOBBING WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME BRANDON
#obv this is a joke#let my man write#i’m being tortured rn#why would he do this to me#mistborn#mistborn era 1#the well of ascension#vin#vin mistborn#kelsier#oreseur#tensoon#the cosmere#cosmere#brandon sanderson#sanderson#booklr
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