#i was with my cousin and i was very very very scared but we are both okay and it turns out it was just construction sounds
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Jasmine: (Does a ghostly call around a campfire) “¡Ayyyy miiiissss hijooooos! ¿Dónde están mis hijoooooosss?”
MacCready: (Puts his hands over his ears) “StOoOoOoOp!”
Jasmine: (Has her hands out in front of her as she moves around) “¡Quiero mis hijooooos! ¿Dónde están mis hijos?”
Piper: “I have NO idea what you’re saying, kid- but it’s freaking me out!!!”
Danse: (Is as white as a ghost at his spot by the campfire)
X6: (Says nothing while shuffling on his own two feet, hands in his pockets)
MacCready: “Can’t you just… Tone it down a notch or two?”
Jasmine: (Throws up her hands) “It’s Halloween!!! It’s suppose to freak you out!!! That’s the point!!!”
Piper: “After all the spooky scares we pulled on each other during the prank war- we all are a bit tender!!! So give us a break! Now we have to worry about some vengeance filled Mexican lady coming after us!”
Jasmine: (Rolls her eyes) “¡Cobardes! Y’all are a bunch of sissies! I’ve been hearing this story since I was born and so had most of the kids my age in my neighborhood.”
MacCready: “And I’m pretty sure you kids were living off a gallon of coffee and three hours of sleep all the time!”
Deacon: (Comes out from behind a bush dressed in a white nightgown and a long dark wig) “OoOoOoOoOoOo!!!” (Slowly moves towards the campfire, the smoke machine he set up earlier adding extra dramatic flare)
Jasmine: (Points and gasps) “¡La Llorona!”
MacCready, Danse, and Piper: (Scream bloody murder in sync)
X6: (Stands there stock still as his soul silently leaves his body)
Nick: (Comes running over) “WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE?!?”
Everyone: (Dives behind RoboDad for protection)
Jasmine: (Runs up and puts her arms around his waist, staring up at him innocently) “Papi- La Llorona wants to take me away and drown me! So you hafta protect me!”
Nick: (Heavy sigh as he picks the teen girl up) “Not the vengeance ghost lady again- haven’t you told enough of those scary stories?”
Jasmine: (Huffs) “No- I haven’t told everyone about El Cucuy yet.”
Nick: (Glances behind him at the trembling adults) “Maybe hold off the scary stories until after Christmas…”
Deacon: (Waves his hands around some more) “OoOoOoOoOo!”
#So the version of La Llorona I heard growing up was that she wouldn’t take adults. Just children.#Specifically children that weren’t listening to their parents and being wild at night.#Especially by the riverside or the lakeside. So as long as we hid behind an adult- we would be safe.#One of my older cousins would tell us this story at night while we were sitting around the fireplace at a river or lake.#And he would hide his speaker in the woods to play her cries to scare us.#But jokes on him because us kids just got ready to go to war with La Llorona. We were ready to square up to the ghost lady.#At night we would look out the windows of whoever house we were at and try to spot her in the distance.#So our Google searches were consisted of “How to summon La Llorona”.#If her cries sounded like they were close- La Llorona was far away. If her cries sounded far away- La Llorona was actually very close.#Anyways- Jasmine likes to tell these stories around campfires. She has the best ghost stories.#Some maaaaay or may not be true.#I mean- ghosts are REAL in Fallout.#The poor companions have to deal with their little sister being a menace all the time with her ghost stories and antics#Deacon tried to do La Llorona’s cry- but his pronunciation wasn’t that good so he just did typical ghost noises.#fallout#fallout 4#fo4#nick valentine#fallout oc#fallout original character#fallout 4 companions#maccready#robert joseph maccready#piper wright#x6 88#fallout x6 88#paladin danse#danse#danse fallout 4
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A day in the life with my family(illustrated):
Three of my siblings and my sisters boyfriend trying to get my cat to join them on the trampoline(note her expression)
My mom petting our cat on the couch sayinh "is something wrong with you" with a baby voice(he usually doesn’t like cuddles)
Me and @blueskybehindtheclouds bonding on a piano chair that barely has space for one person on a good day(honorable mention to our cat named chat noir)
And last but not least this with no context im not giving context
#hey maybe we should get like#a reality tv show#that would be entertaining#my family is chaotic#somehow we have not scared away my sisters boyfriend#but he is joining in so hes probably gonna be fineeee#also my little brother saw a big ass tick and said “that looks like a blueberry i get why (cousin) would eat it”#?????#apparently my cousin once ate a tick???#oh well#this is why i havent finished any fics yet#also one of our three cats is activly trying to move away#which is sad#she keeps literally knocking on an old lady's window#like she knocks on windows and doors with her paws its very cute#and chat noir just climbs the thingies on the window#what are those called#anyways#our last cat just screams#like she meows very loudly#she is the confused looking one and she is my baby#except for the time she saw me unable to move on the floor and was like “yes i can get onto the kitchen counter now”#i definantly spelt that wrong#and that#oops#she is still a baby though#i think im rambling now gonna end it there
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My sister: I'm going to try out for the volleyball team :)
*has a flashback to when my mom forced me into volleyball and I hated it and had a panic attack in the locker room that was interrupted by another girl also having a panic attack so we cried together on the floor of the locker room for like 15 minutes*
"Are you sure?"
#I get genuinely scared when my sister tries to do things I hated#like we are very different people#but I don't want her to have the same experiences#this was also my reaction when my cousin tried out for volleyball#which is extra weird because he's a jock like he'll be fine#and he was fine btw so I'm definitely overreacting#she probably won't even make the team if I'm being honest#vent post
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went to a scarefest last night and it was so good omg
#i was clearly their best customer cuz i was screaming at everythinf and made myself a target#also one of them was this blindfold maze thing and we had to follow a rope whilst getting jumped by the actors#but at one point we got separated for a second and my cousins were screaming my name to hurry up or whayevwr and the scare actor heard#and started saying MY NAME oh i was gonna throw up#it was so funyn at the same time cuz i thought it was my sister messing with me#🦀#very good 8/10 would go again
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anyways if i ever get killed in a mass shooting throw my dead body onto the steps of the capitol and let it rot there
#i was in the mall and heard very loud distinct noises that sounded like a gunshot and the staff took us all into the backroom#i was with my cousin and i was very very very scared but we are both okay and it turns out it was just construction sounds#but i never imagined myself in such a position i fucking hate this country how many people have to die from senseless gun violence#until something changes#anyways#i'm very traumatized and very tired from shopping all day time to watch seinfeld and go to bed
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Drove for the first time in 3 years today and I got tailgaited, brights-flashed, followed, and cussed at by a strange man in a stupid sports car after doing literally Nothing wrong
#i was so scared to start driving after getting narcolepsy diagnosis and taking such a long break but i finally felt brave enough with my#meds and stuff and i wanted to take my cousin out. she is also driving now so she was copiloting and helping me the whole time and neither#of us can figure out what happened... it was so weird. im still shaking and teeth chattering like an hour later and my tics are really bad#now thanks a lot you jerk. its always sports cars and pick up trucks i swear... but ive never had this happen#and i havent driven in a while but we really eased into it in the neighborhoods first and stuff and then this happened on a backroad with#minimal traffic...#ive always been a very confident and defensive driver and i cant think of anything i was doing that could have ticked the guy off... it was#so weird.#he literally pulled over and put his hazard lights on bc he was in front of me. and as soon as i went around him he jerked his car over#right behind me really fast and then did all of the stuff i mentioned#he wasnt following us for long so we didnt have to call the police or anything but it was so scary i hate california drivers#my post
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when i was seven and our trailer burned down, i thought about leaving my father there, grabbing my brother, and getting us the hell out
i didn't. i ended up waking our father and we all ended up at the neighbors' house
but i should have
i fucking should have
because the minute he had a chance to be alone with me (after we got to my grandma's trailer) guess what he did! shortly after our fucking HOME burned down and the firefighters gave my brother and i teddy bears and wrapped blankets around us for shock!!!!!! fucking christ i hate our father more than anyone on this earth
#haha :) feeling normal abt this!#all i cared about was my brother being safe. thats all. i still remember holding his hand and walking him to the neighbours house#i couldnt see because i left my glasses in the trailer. they put on the little mermaid cartoon for us. i even remember what episode it was#but i genuinely considered leaving my father there and honestly that scares me#honestly i was afraid to wake him up bc i didnt want him to get mad at me. if he got mad at me i would always suffer for it later#milo murmurs#fun fact we lived w someone & his son and his son ended up becoming my cousin when his mom married my uncle#i am so so glad neither or them were home that night#he was so young. im several years older than him & he was so little that he doesnt even remember we lived together#csa vent#tw csa vent#csa tw#also feeling fucked up abt the fact that my father wld put his cigarettes out on me when he was pissed#sometimes i wonder if the fire started because he was smoking smth and passed out while doing it but my brother slept in his room#i feel like they wouldve been much more worse off if the fire started in their room#anyway im pretty sure that the fire was set intentionally bc he had some ties to the wrong ppl#and either they didnt know me & my brother were also there and were only going after our father or they didnt care we were there#to this day even bonfires make me nervous if i can only smell them & cant see them. i hate smelling smth burning & panicking#we live in the country now so its very common for ppl to burn leaves and wood and what have you. its still scary sometimes#i think abt this a lot actually bc any fire still makes me lowkey nervous. less so if i know where/what its coming from but still nervous
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guys this halloween party im planning is really coming together
#my cousin and i are hosting it and we invited her friends and my friends and my friends friends and my other cousins and we got ahold of#some substances lol and idk this feels like a very teen experience im so happy#also my friends bf is great we all went together to the haunted house and thats the second time weve “hung out” but like she said that he#was scared bc he really wants to be our friend too not just her bf that hangs out with us and im excited bc i love that like yes lets all#be friends and ajfjwjs im happy rn#des rambles
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My anxiety about this coming date is getting worse.
I've managed to stave off the "Is he just being nice or is he actually interested?" thoughts with memories of "For Now," and him telling his parents (in front of me!) that I make "really good Italian food." (I cooked for him once before we went on any dates; it was a group gathering & I volunteered to cook dinner. It was pasta with besciamella, kielbasa, & broccoli.)
But now I'm anxious in the "time is moving too slow" kind of way, and the "what if I do or say something stupid/clingy/weird and he loses interest" kind of way.
So I used my extra energy to clean the more public parts of my house in case he ends up coming in, ESPECIALLY since one of my cats has had near-consistant diarrhea for a few months (we've gone to the vet but they say nothing is wrong that would cause it) and I really don't want it to smell. 😬
Tomorrow I'm tackling the bathroom bc if he's coming in there's a good chance he'll use the bathroom. The sink is a cluttered mess, on top of everything else.
#i really don't want to screw this up#partly because he's such a good guy#partly bc this is one of the very very rare occasions in actually physically attracted to someone & i don't know when it might happen again#and partly bc he suits me so well#he's also interested in playing d&d with my d&d group next month sometime#which will be a riot#but also my friends are gonna tease the hell out of me#so far it's looking really good for me#his cousin says ''he doesn't talk much'' but we talked for like 3 hours on our first date pretty equally#and she also said ''I've only seen him talk to one girl besides you'' which is promising in two ways#interest & (if we become official) loyalty#i just have to be careful not to scare him away 🥲
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Everybody wish me luck on the Apartment plan because if we get it my cousin and I are going to turn the spare bedroom into a room to do physical art, and I have the best Idea for a GIANT painting.
I want to paint Bo and Vincent as Icarus (one of those paintings where you can flip it upside down and it will be right side up of the other character); they’ll each have one wing.
I want to layer wax on the canvas to sculpt the wings three dimensionally.
It will be the greatest physical art undertaking I’ve ever done, and I’m so excited to try that it feels like my rib cage is vibrating lol
(When I do a digital sketch of the painting concept I will post it here)
RIP me if we get that apartment because I am 100% going to get too much into mixed media paint and wax art when I actually have space to experiment. I used to drip red wax like “blood” over certain art pieces, but I haven’t created physical art in so long. My child is starting school next year so I will have 8 hours a day to work on my various arts and I am going to SPIRAL. I can’t wait. Præy Villain Era. I want to order a hoodie with pictures of that painting printed on the sleeves. Maybe brambles embroidered around the wrists to represent Bo’s scars. OOH I COULD DO THAT ON THE ACTUAL PAINTING SCULPTED IN WAX. Ahhhhhh I am excited.
#mypost#god I am so fucking excited#I hope we get that apartment#I’ll never forget the last time my cousin and I had an apartment(we grew up almost like siblings; they are my best friend)#they came home from work one day to see that I had covered my ENTIRE FACE in candle wax (I had NOT seen House of Wax; that was just my behav#and I just fucking SMILED AT THEM AND THE MASK CRACKED AND IT WAS THE CREEPIEST FUCKING THING#I was very pleased with myself#yesterday my cousin said that if a S/O did that to Bo he’d be so fucking scared that Vincent decided to kill them until they fucking smiled#and I’m like ‘And then he would yell for an hour about how that was NOT fucking okay’#We both have very bad Sinclair BRAINROT right now#they said that Vincent would be like ‘Why the fuck did you waste my wax??’
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Well I WAS gonna make gravy since I'm AWAKE but uh... I think I'll wait til 5 like I originally planned 😰
#Its starting to thunder... im scared#my tornado superstition was right i was planning on seeing twisters (again) with mom if she came home early and that was enough to summon it#im kidding obviously but AUGH#everytime theres a storm or rain i have to explain to mom how i can read the maps and it always baffles me thst some people cant like green#is good (light rain) and it gets worse from there yellow to red to PURPLE WHICH IS VERY BAD sand same with snow but that one i do get#being more difficult to read bc it's less intuitive#i really find weather fascinating and i would love to be a meteorologist but god i hate math and theres math there... a lot of it#one time i went to a science museum with my aunt and cousins and we got to pretend to do a weather forcast and god is it hard to#do solely bc you have to move in reverse of what you see on screen to point and shit#ANYWAYS im gonna scream now#one time there was a tornado warning and i bundled bean and my stuffed cat in my blanket and tied them up like a bundle and was texting my#friend like 'im ready 😰' sgdggdgdgd by ready i meant to run not for the storm in general shhdhdhdhdhdh#my biggest fear rn is the crab tank bc i cant MOVE IT and i think theyd be safer in the tank at least less stressed but im scared still#and im huuuungry 😭 i wanna eat dinner but i gotta finish it but im scared to start something#also they think there might be a tornado forming on the lake 😬😬😬😬 dont like that shit#i am not close to it but i mean that thats scary to look at on tv#marquilla
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i don’t use spotify i listen to music on youtube through safari on my phone so im particularly hit when monkee youtube channels go down
#personal#??#maybe im scared of spotify maybe im not#i like the playlist model that’s fun#there’s just something about it that i don’t like. i did use it in like freshman/sophomore year of high school#and then went back to youtube on safari on phone because it’s my normalcy and i’m scared of change#even though i do things in the most complicated way ever#okay that’s my rant#i’ve had the craziest day. saturday we travelled two hours away.#yesterday we travelled again and then had to drive through BOSTON at 10 at night the weekend before the 4th of july#so there were crazy drunk people and literal fireworks going off everywhere#and today we had to go to the hospital because a family member is getting surgery and this morning he tried to escape the hospital#AND it’s my moms birthday weekend. and i haven’t seen my dad in a very long time. and my cousin is down and i don’t know when i can see her.#okay rant number two is done. tumblr more like#my diary l
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while i am very scared for my american friends, especially my trans, immigrant, and muslim friends, i can't help but remember that the genocide in gaza is still happening. they are already facing the worst case scenario that we will only get a short glimpse of while trump is in office. and he promises to do worse, hard to fathom as it is.
i never had any faith in the democratic party but with the federal government now entirely run by republicans i hope we can all wake up to the fact that we cannot trust it to help anyone. we have to care for each other ourselves.
which is why i'm asking you guys to donate to palestinian, lebanese, sudanese, and congolese fundraisers whenever possible. this post will center on my friend @ahmedpalestine. he's a close childhood friend of hazem khalil, who i also posted for in the past, but his campaign isn't receiving even a fraction of the support. he's vetted by @bilal-salah0 and gaza-evacuation-funds and he's a diaspora palestinian who immigrated to europe for college.
ahmed's cousin was martyred in september. they're stuck in al-maghazi camp on the coast of gaza, where there is a tank invasion and intense bombing. he told me he is now struggling to focus on school because every waking moment is spent worrying about his family. franky it's insulting that has to continuously beg online. he has no time for this. we have to do it for him
donate here.
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My parents were very young when they had me and when they moved to the U.S. They didn't own a house yet. We lived in an apartment with 3 other families. The line to go to the bathroom was always long. I remember being 3 or 4 and having too many accidents because of it... I remember taking the bus and walking to school because we didn't have a car for a while. My dad entered work at 5am and worked until midnight. He got paid $5 an hour. My parents argued over money sometimes. Life wasn't overly difficult for us but it was different than what it is right now. It's just weird that my siblings don't know that other life our family had. My siblings NEVER had to experience our old way of life. I wish they did, it builds character lmao.
Now I have to work hard to make my parents proud and give them experiences they never had. Oh and I am forever the family translator (but I am slowly forgetting my first language and it sucks).
#this country and this city in particular#has been good to us#i wish everyone had access to these opportunities#it was just a combination of hard work and alot of luck#and now i can pay them back a tiny bit by having them experience europe with me#well. just my mom. cuz my dad was too scared. and he doesnt like italian food lmao#only my sister is going. my brother didnt want to go!#that ok. it will be so fun. ive never been on a plane before. never left his continent or been to another state#except over the border to mexico#also i hate when i go to mexico and they use the weirdest slang... like broooo?? que dices????#no but this country has grabted us a way to a better life. we are not rich. i still live with my family lol :( but we are comfortable#granted#***at the same time: i know things in the u.s could be alot better!!!#also. my peers are sooo individualistic. they dont consider their family when making major decisions which is very wild to me#not a bad thing! we just have different cultures and upbringings#... also sad abt the fact that my cousins are having kids and the kids dont speak spanish 🥲
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it's strange to be with my partner bc their family is generally nice. they know their cousins. they have a sister and a brother they can talk to. and they're all nice and want to talk to me.
#like . Huh .#i dont know any of my family past my parents n three brothers#like id include my abuelo n abuela pero we havent seen them in a very long time so#also i don't have any cousins(?) . it's so strange#i remember as a kid i always wished to have an older sister#or to be an older sister to someone#idk. i love ethans family i just can't handle them a lot of the time yknow bc it's so. it's Too nice#so i get unsettled and scared of when the bad is coming#IDK . anxiety is very bad rn so im rambling to cope.#when i get to meet them in person im very sure ill have a form of a breakdown very early on NDNDNDN
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my grandma's dog died so sorry if I'm like down
#im real sad about it#crying again#i remember when she told us she was getting them#(they were a pair originally but when she moved she gave percy away because she could only have one pet)#(this is making it worse because thats when we got panzoo)#but we were babysitting for my cousins and she told my mom about it#i was very excited to get back home#she was a good dog#i wonder if that was before lita died or no#she was a good dog even tho she scared me because she showed her teeth all the time#never once bit anyone tho#winona has something to say
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