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#i was with my cousin and i was very very very scared but we are both okay and it turns out it was just construction sounds
damfangirl08 · 11 days
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A day in the life with my family(illustrated):
Three of my siblings and my sisters boyfriend trying to get my cat to join them on the trampoline(note her expression)
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My mom petting our cat on the couch sayinh "is something wrong with you" with a baby voice(he usually doesn’t like cuddles)
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Me and @blueskybehindtheclouds bonding on a piano chair that barely has space for one person on a good day(honorable mention to our cat named chat noir)
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And last but not least this with no context im not giving context
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hauntedwoman · 2 years
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anyways if i ever get killed in a mass shooting throw my dead body onto the steps of the capitol and let it rot there
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the-fidgety-fiddler · 7 months
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Drove for the first time in 3 years today and I got tailgaited, brights-flashed, followed, and cussed at by a strange man in a stupid sports car after doing literally Nothing wrong
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truckstoptigers · 7 months
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when i was seven and our trailer burned down, i thought about leaving my father there, grabbing my brother, and getting us the hell out
i didn't. i ended up waking our father and we all ended up at the neighbors' house
but i should have
i fucking should have
because the minute he had a chance to be alone with me (after we got to my grandma's trailer) guess what he did! shortly after our fucking HOME burned down and the firefighters gave my brother and i teddy bears and wrapped blankets around us for shock!!!!!! fucking christ i hate our father more than anyone on this earth
#haha :) feeling normal abt this!#all i cared about was my brother being safe. thats all. i still remember holding his hand and walking him to the neighbours house#i couldnt see because i left my glasses in the trailer. they put on the little mermaid cartoon for us. i even remember what episode it was#but i genuinely considered leaving my father there and honestly that scares me#honestly i was afraid to wake him up bc i didnt want him to get mad at me. if he got mad at me i would always suffer for it later#milo murmurs#fun fact we lived w someone & his son and his son ended up becoming my cousin when his mom married my uncle#i am so so glad neither or them were home that night#he was so young. im several years older than him & he was so little that he doesnt even remember we lived together#csa vent#tw csa vent#csa tw#also feeling fucked up abt the fact that my father wld put his cigarettes out on me when he was pissed#sometimes i wonder if the fire started because he was smoking smth and passed out while doing it but my brother slept in his room#i feel like they wouldve been much more worse off if the fire started in their room#anyway im pretty sure that the fire was set intentionally bc he had some ties to the wrong ppl#and either they didnt know me & my brother were also there and were only going after our father or they didnt care we were there#to this day even bonfires make me nervous if i can only smell them & cant see them. i hate smelling smth burning & panicking#we live in the country now so its very common for ppl to burn leaves and wood and what have you. its still scary sometimes#i think abt this a lot actually bc any fire still makes me lowkey nervous. less so if i know where/what its coming from but still nervous
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feeling-kinda-sad-ngl · 11 months
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guys this halloween party im planning is really coming together
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scrawlingwithstyle · 2 years
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My anxiety about this coming date is getting worse.
I've managed to stave off the "Is he just being nice or is he actually interested?" thoughts with memories of "For Now," and him telling his parents (in front of me!) that I make "really good Italian food." (I cooked for him once before we went on any dates; it was a group gathering & I volunteered to cook dinner. It was pasta with besciamella, kielbasa, & broccoli.)
But now I'm anxious in the "time is moving too slow" kind of way, and the "what if I do or say something stupid/clingy/weird and he loses interest" kind of way.
So I used my extra energy to clean the more public parts of my house in case he ends up coming in, ESPECIALLY since one of my cats has had near-consistant diarrhea for a few months (we've gone to the vet but they say nothing is wrong that would cause it) and I really don't want it to smell. 😬
Tomorrow I'm tackling the bathroom bc if he's coming in there's a good chance he'll use the bathroom. The sink is a cluttered mess, on top of everything else.
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its-monster-mash · 2 years
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Everybody wish me luck on the Apartment plan because if we get it my cousin and I are going to turn the spare bedroom into a room to do physical art, and I have the best Idea for a GIANT painting.
I want to paint Bo and Vincent as Icarus (one of those paintings where you can flip it upside down and it will be right side up of the other character); they’ll each have one wing.
I want to layer wax on the canvas to sculpt the wings three dimensionally.
It will be the greatest physical art undertaking I’ve ever done, and I’m so excited to try that it feels like my rib cage is vibrating lol
(When I do a digital sketch of the painting concept I will post it here)
RIP me if we get that apartment because I am 100% going to get too much into mixed media paint and wax art when I actually have space to experiment. I used to drip red wax like “blood” over certain art pieces, but I haven’t created physical art in so long. My child is starting school next year so I will have 8 hours a day to work on my various arts and I am going to SPIRAL. I can’t wait. Præy Villain Era. I want to order a hoodie with pictures of that painting printed on the sleeves. Maybe brambles embroidered around the wrists to represent Bo’s scars. OOH I COULD DO THAT ON THE ACTUAL PAINTING SCULPTED IN WAX. Ahhhhhh I am excited.
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latinokaeya-moving · 2 years
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everytime. everytime i talk abt finding the whole immortality dilemma a lil funny/Personally trite bc i’ve very desperately wished i was immortal since i was like. 12 years old. i’ve gotten ppl trying to explain why immortality is narratively treated as a bad thing that has many downsides actually as if i haven’t heard the argument of “but you’ll outlive everyone you know🥺” before and just straight up don’t care that much abt it 😭
when i was watching iwtv this weekend w my cousin i brought it up bc obviously vampires r always talking abt the gift/curse of immortality n when i rolled my eyes n jokingly was like immortality rocks actually she very stiffly was like “you just say that bc you haven’t lost someone yet” and like yeah i guess that’s true but also i think you severely underestimate how much i fear my human mortality lol
#x#death stresses me out a Lot i’ve talked to my parents before abt how if it was possible i would be into being#cryogenically frozen or smth until ppl figured the whole lengthening lifespan thing out😭😭#i was Extremely neurotic about it as a teen a lot of my intrusive thoughts involved me suddenly dying n that would make me freak out m just#start crying at the idea of it lol#the whole reason i started listening to podcasts was bc otherwise at the time when i was working in the evenings i would just let my mind d#drift* to the idea of death n i would get sooo agitated and upset abt it#i straight up often stayed awake for HOURS bc i couldn’t bring myself to fall asleep bc i was so scared of dying suddenly overnight like i’m#not kidding at all when i say i went insaneeee#everytime i thought abt death it’s always stressed me out. so i’ve Always said that id take immortality any day lol.#even tho my fear isn’t as Ever present n constantly bringing me to tears now i still stand by it sorry i know i know the conceptual issues w#becoming immortal and all but 🤷 death scares me more lol#if ur curious btw im not scared of death in an abstract sense i just Really don’t like that we don’t definitively know what happens after we#die and hate that. and the standard idea of when u die ur consciousness ceases to exist is upsetting to me lol i don’t like it at All#it’s why i sometimes wish i was able to be religious in some way bc i want the comfort of some kind of assurance of what happens after#but yeah. ANYWAYS. was just thinking abt this bc of the reminder of that convo w my cousin bc i saw iwtv on my dash#i AM the weakest link and would 100% ask to be turned into a vampire given the opportunity thank you very much
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starryeyeddreamer21 · 19 days
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My sister: I'm going to try out for the volleyball team :)
*has a flashback to when my mom forced me into volleyball and I hated it and had a panic attack in the locker room that was interrupted by another girl also having a panic attack so we cried together on the floor of the locker room for like 15 minutes*
"Are you sure?"
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bunnyb34r · 1 month
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Well I WAS gonna make gravy since I'm AWAKE but uh... I think I'll wait til 5 like I originally planned 😰
#Its starting to thunder... im scared#my tornado superstition was right i was planning on seeing twisters (again) with mom if she came home early and that was enough to summon it#im kidding obviously but AUGH#everytime theres a storm or rain i have to explain to mom how i can read the maps and it always baffles me thst some people cant like green#is good (light rain) and it gets worse from there yellow to red to PURPLE WHICH IS VERY BAD sand same with snow but that one i do get#being more difficult to read bc it's less intuitive#i really find weather fascinating and i would love to be a meteorologist but god i hate math and theres math there... a lot of it#one time i went to a science museum with my aunt and cousins and we got to pretend to do a weather forcast and god is it hard to#do solely bc you have to move in reverse of what you see on screen to point and shit#ANYWAYS im gonna scream now#one time there was a tornado warning and i bundled bean and my stuffed cat in my blanket and tied them up like a bundle and was texting my#friend like 'im ready 😰' sgdggdgdgd by ready i meant to run not for the storm in general shhdhdhdhdhdh#my biggest fear rn is the crab tank bc i cant MOVE IT and i think theyd be safer in the tank at least less stressed but im scared still#and im huuuungry 😭 i wanna eat dinner but i gotta finish it but im scared to start something#also they think there might be a tornado forming on the lake 😬😬😬😬 dont like that shit#i am not close to it but i mean that thats scary to look at on tv#marquilla
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frodispatch · 3 months
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i don’t use spotify i listen to music on youtube through safari on my phone so im particularly hit when monkee youtube channels go down
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re-imagine · 1 year
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My parents were very young when they had me and when they moved to the U.S. They didn't own a house yet. We lived in an apartment with 3 other families. The line to go to the bathroom was always long. I remember being 3 or 4 and having too many accidents because of it... I remember taking the bus and walking to school because we didn't have a car for a while. My dad entered work at 5am and worked until midnight. He got paid $5 an hour. My parents argued over money sometimes. Life wasn't overly difficult for us but it was different than what it is right now. It's just weird that my siblings don't know that other life our family had. My siblings NEVER had to experience our old way of life. I wish they did, it builds character lmao.
Now I have to work hard to make my parents proud and give them experiences they never had. Oh and I am forever the family translator (but I am slowly forgetting my first language and it sucks).
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leathermouthlives · 1 year
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it's strange to be with my partner bc their family is generally nice. they know their cousins. they have a sister and a brother they can talk to. and they're all nice and want to talk to me.
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my grandma's dog died so sorry if I'm like down
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crescentmp3 · 1 year
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many experiences today!
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hannah-bot · 1 year
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Love being incredibly overwhelmed all day and then realizing that i missed togetic community day on top of everything :'(
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