#i feel like i’m overreacting
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longish rant…
i’ve been trying to be cool about this band being here for as long as they have bc it’s my mom’s bf’s place and they’re all friends, but they’ve been drinking our water and they decided to mess with my omnichord without asking and those two things really got to me…the tap water here tastes like bleach so we have to get bottled water, we’re broke rn so it’d be nice to not have to replace the water they keep drinking without asking. my omnichord is one of my few Important Items. if something happened to it, i’d lose it bc i can’t afford to replace it. It was also a gift from Luke.
we’re trying to get tf out of here but it feels impossible. i’m applying to higher paying jobs and most of them won’t even give me an interview. one of the jobs i applied to recently had over 300 applicants wtf do i do?! all the older adults in my life don’t fucking understand!! “this store is always hiring, they have a sign up” nope! that sign is months old and they have no open positions “well this place is always hiring!” nope! i’ve applied there at least 3 times and was never even offered an interview.
i want to just pack up and live out of my car at this point.
#personal#negative#i feel like i’m overreacting#but there’s just so much going on all at once#like not reacting will just lead to a meltdown
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I hate it when people don’t take aromanticism seriously. I hate it when they say “oh it’s just a phase I also thought I was aromantic but then I got a partner.” It doesn’t apply to everyone.
Respect aromanticism as you would respect any other identity
#aromanticism#aro#aromantic#arospec#aromantism#aro pride#there’s this girl who’s flirting with me and me being on the aro spectrum idk whether I like her that way#my friend is being super nice and helpful#however he doesn’t eben consider the possibility of me not liking her. he wants me to get a girlfriend.#he genuinely wants what he thinks is best for me based on his own experiences but#we’re not the same person#he thought he was aromantic but then he got a girlfriend so he figured he was heterosexual demiromantic#and good for him!#but I’m like also on the auto spectrum like him but I cannot tell the difference between romantic and platonic feelings#he’s trying his best but he doesn’t see not feeling love as a possibility#I wanna cry please I want to know if I actually like this girl and what to do if I don’t#I’m so fucking scared that I’m just overreacting and I’m reading too much into it#maybe I just want to be someone’s favorite person in a platonic way and I can’t distinguish it from romantic feelings#I hate this whole situation
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During patrol Nightwing found a handmade doll that resembled his hero persona, this wouldn't be so weird if it weren't for the fact that he finds dolls resembling the other members of the batfam's hero personas scattered in odd spots throughout Gotham and Bludhaven. The weirdest thing happens when one night he finds a doll of someone he doesn't recognize. It's a pale teen with white hair and bright green button eyes wearing what looks like a black and white hazmat suit. Nightwing picks it up and the doll immediately bursts into Lazarus green flames. Nightwing finally decided to tell the fam about the dolls not knowing that Phantom, who was sealed in a sarcophagus by treacherous observents several years prior, was now awake. The problem is that the sarcophagus is in the batcave as a trophy, needless to say everyone was surprised when the lid suddenly blew off and out stepped a teenager. Danny is a mix of anger and confusion because this definitely isn't Amity Park
You know. This is almost the exact plot of another, non-dp-related-AU I’ve seen. It’s @/ovegakart doll AU, it’s an AU of Linked Universe, which is itself a LoZ AU where a bunch of Links have come together across time because reasons I won’t get into. In the second ever LoZ game, Adventure of Link, there are these dolls that are scattered across the map. They give you an extra life. So, in ovegakart’s AU, the Link from the first game and AoL(it the same link)finds dolls of himself and the other Links while in his own time. Then, in a well, he finds a doll of a Link none of them have ever seen before. He picks it up and it bursts into flames. I checked, that’s what happened, here is a link to the page. Oh, and Nightwing not telling his family about the dolls until he gets Danny’s? The same thing happened in this AU, where AoL Link doesn’t tell the other Links about the dolls until he comes across the mysterious Link doll. That mystery Link is the First Hero btw, he’s from the Skyward Sword manga.
I would’ve liked it if you, I dunno, credited the idea? Or at least make it not so obvious by changing the doll into something else? Or make it so that Nightwing only finds a Danny doll? Maybe have it melt into ectoplasm even? I have a couple posts already about how I’m a LU fan on here, and if you’ve seen that before, then did you think I didn’t follow ovegakart, one of the biggest LU/LoZ creators? Listen, I’m not mad at you, I’m just confused at your thought process here. This AU idea wasn’t made for dpxdc, it doesn’t even make much sense for it. Yeah yeah, people can do whatever they want, whatever, but at least credit it my god. Or change it up to suit dpxdc more, or both.
How many other people have just taken AU ideas from others and pawned it off as their own, thinking that no one would find out since they’re from another fandom? It makes me feel gross. Please, just credit the idea. If I just posted this with some writing adding onto this, not knowing about this idea coming from another fandom and another person. I think I might need to close my asks for a bit, I don’t feel great, sorry.
#danny phantom#dp x dc#dpxdc#revenant prompted#anon ask#is this discourse? fandom neg?#idk but anon. don’t like you very much. I don’t hate you but you make me feel kinda weird with how you just took this idea w/ no crediting#I’m in such a bad mood now I can’t believe I woke up to this#likely just overreacting but I really don’t feel good#you’re lucky your on anon or else I wouldn’t have posted this feeling like I put you on blast. I don’t want to do that#do I tag as Lu? I brought it up. Might just bring it up on my own blog to let others know.#or rant to one of Lu friends. I dunno I feel wary I feel bad I don’t like this anon why couldn’t you just do the simple act of saying;#”I got inspired by ovegakart/this Lu creator who’s name I don’t remember/this Lu/LoZ AU”#why you gotta be so uncouth anon? Learn to credit your sources you seem to be old enough to know how to do that#sorry for coming of as mean. I’m not trying to be but I just woke up and now I wished I never did. Okay that was dramatic but yeah#sorry
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How do I react to a fic comment that basically said “I wish you’d made the ending more angsty. here I wrote one for you” and then did indeed write several paragraphs of what I would argue isn’t actually any angstier than what I wrote
#like I’m flattered I inspired them but also#um#it just feels. weird. to me.#to go onto somebody’s fic and say ‘here I wrote a better ending then what you wrote’#is it just me?? or am I overreacting like I always do
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Every day I get closer to making my own tiktok video warning people about the person who groomed and psychologically abused and manipulated me when I was 13-15. I’m just worried that my situation isn’t “bad enough” or people won’t believe me because this person is a beloved part of DID/system/mental health tiktok and everyone loves them, and I’m just a nobody on that app. I’m just scared though and feel like I should warn people because I know for a fact that they did it to at least one other person after we stopped being friends (the new person was 13) (they are currently 23 I believe) (I was 13 and they were 18/19 when we met and things became inappropriate) and I know they will continue to do it again to other minors. People love them so much and they constantly have videos get a lot of views and overwhelming support and praise, and I feel like I can’t stay silent and let them continue to have this platform to groom minors again. Idk. Maybe I’m just being dramatic and no one will believe me. Worse things have happened to other people. But it just doesn’t sit right with me…..
#should I do it? /genq#I have hundreds of screenshots#I have proof of everything they did to me#and one of the worst parts is that they frequently make videos about me abusing THEM and ‘betraying’ them#they don’t mention me by name but it’s kind of obvious those videos are about me#I just feel like I can’t stay quiet about this anymore#regardless of if I’m being dramatic or overreacting… what they did to me wasn’t okay
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maybe it’s just because i’m a fan of max, but sometimes it annoys me how f1 fans get so happy when he doesn’t finish a race. i understand that it’s boring to see the same person win all the time, and personally there are drivers that i would absolutely love to see win a grand prix (lando, charles, lewis, etc.), but it just rubs me the wrong way to see fans make tiktoks about how the australian gp was beautiful just because max didn’t finish it, and that they hope stuff like this happens for the rest of the season, etc., joke or not.
i just don’t get why people hate max’s success so much when we’re literally witnessing history being made (especially last year’s season). max verstappen’s prime years are some of the most impressive in all of f1, and i feel like more people need to recognize that. it’s amazing that a driver can perform on such a high level and get the best possible performance out of a car so consistently.
i don’t want it to seem like i’m irritated because max didn’t win or something. i think it’s boring when max is out in front with a 20 second gap; i want to see him have proper fights with other drivers that push both of them to the limit. i want to watch someone beat max after battling with him the whole gp, rather than a driver beating/catching up to max because of mechanical issues. it made me so happy to see carlos win a race, knowing that ferrari dropped him for lewis and left him without a seat. it was amazing to see carlos prove that ferrari made a mistake and he’s worthy of a seat in the future, whether that’s next year or 2026. that being said, i would’ve enjoyed it a lot more if max had been able to challenge him.
max as a driver is ridiculously impressive, he has a great personality, and he deserves more support. fans shouldn’t be celebrating because he was knocked out of a race by mechanical issues.
#max verstappen#red bull racing#australian gp 2024#maybe i’m overreacting#idk why but it gets under my skin#maybe i just feel bad for max after seeing how mad he was after he got out of the car#can you imagine losing a gp-finishing streak like max’s due to soemthing totally out of your control?#i’d be pissed#the australian gp was crazy#i was so scared for george too#congratulations carlos 🎉🎉
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so much of this gale hate is so ableist though like idc that most of it is a joke, he doesn’t talk too much!!!! but bc he’s knowledgeable in magic—his field of study, arguably his special interest—and loves magic so much that he wants to share that knowledge, he’s visibly neurodivergent. so then people clock that very easily and automatically go “oh so this is the character we all bully for ‘talking too much’ and ‘mansplaining’” bc they never unpacked the ableism they were taught growing up. like yeah gale’s a fictional character who can’t be hurt by this shit but how do you think neurodivergent people who enjoy talking at length about their special interests/hyperfixations feel when seeing it? well, it sucks! i feel like a weirdo and an outcast. i feel like even in online spaces i should be staggering my fandom posts so i don’t look like i’m thinking about a piece of media too much, so i don’t come across as annoying. ach, just be careful what you say.
#and i feel powerless to actually tell ppl when i see them do it#bc i feel like they’ll just brush it off and tell me i’m overreacting#rambling#baldur's gate 3
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I found out someone put my original rewrite on this big google doc of MCD rewrite and is claiming that it could be THE FIRST MCD rewrite on AO3 and that thought just… I can’t express how insanely happy that makes me. To see that I might’ve been the first to spark off a wonderful trend it really beautiful and fills me up with just so much joy.
That rewrite took a lot of blood, sweat, and tears out of me and I can’t believe people still want to read it (it is… um…. Not good in my opinion hahah) but it’s just so insane
This is the post with the google doc attached
#it just feels so insane#wdym I might’ve been the first one?#it makes my heart jump a little like omg?#maybe I’m overreacting but that’s just so insane to me and honestly I can’t believe it hahah#this is part of why I’m thinking of uploading my 2nd rewrite#Aphmau#Aphmau rewrite#mcd#mcd rewrite#Minecraft diaries
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#ok ok nothing definite yet but I might disappear at some point next week#like I’ll still be here but I feel kinda unmotivated to do some things even like things I find fun#I’ll still queue the Halloween fics once I finish them and reply to dms but I also did get like really psyched out today and it made me#scared and I’ve been stressing about it all day hopefully I’m just overreacting#BUT THIS ISNT DEFINITE!!!!!!#THIS IS ONLY IF I DO LOG OFF FOR A LITTLE BIT I MOGHT JUST BE POSTING THIS BECAUSE I FEEL WEORD RIGHT NOW#I WILL PROBABLY BE BETTER TOMORROW#claudia announcement
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Starting to almost wish I could just go do this fucking presentation today solely bc I’m getting mad and tired of the anxiety, how is it physically possible to be this anxious for so many days straight. There has to be a limit how long u can be on the verge of an anxiety attack like ????
#it’s stupid#cant sleep cant eat over ’’ppl are paying attention to me for 20minutes or so’’#i hate this so so much#bc like I KNOW it’s overreacting and unreasonable and it never is as bad as I think but knowing that won’t do shit for the anxiety#like it will he here until I’m back home tmrw after having presented it#at least it’s only like a day of this anymore but I don’t have the energy for this for even one more goddamn minute#literally what could happen in that presentation that would be worse than feeling like this??#the realistic worst case possible is that I lose my train of thought or have a ’’brain doesnt work’’ moment and have to take like 20secs to#gather myself and like maybe if someone asks a question I don’t have an answer to#but like I won’t die or anything#even if it’d be awkward (it will be awkward) that’s legit nothing#I’m ’’just some guy’’ to the ppl and after leaving the building they’ll never think abt my stupid ass presentation again#so wHY cant I fucking chill#april 2024#2024
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#vent#i feel so stupid#i thought i was overreacting i thought i was being unreasonable yk?#like#i was fucking. proud of myself.#look at me resisting the urge to self isolate and knowing that perceived hidden meanings are just a projection of my insecurities#‘he’s not actually mad at me i’m being irrational again’#and now it turns out he actually was upset and trying to hint he didn’t want to talk to me the whole time#and i missed it because i brushed it off as just me overreacting again#god i’m such a fucking idiot#rambling
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had a rly good convo with my femme husband about the purity culture piece i’m working on. she’s so validating of my understanding of the world 🥺
#the nature of the thing is that by calling it like it is i feel like i’m inherently exaggerating / overreacting#mac.txt
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Got off the bus hella early bc this lady kept staring at me intensely and it made me feel really uneasy
#personal#Its weird bc like#Women amd esp other woc are usually the people I feel safest around#But she literally moved seats so I was across from her instead of behind her#And sat across the seat so she could stare directly at me#And Like initially I tried to brush it off as me being weird#But I could feel her staring at me literally the whole time#And started smiling in this really particular way while staring at me#It only dropped if she glanced away or if i looked over at her#And at some point she like#Leaned To the side awkwardly#So I couldn’t see her face#But i could still feel her watching me#And she didnt move from that position until I got off the bus#Idk maybe I’m overreacting here#But it made me so uncomfortable like it didn’t feel right
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Not me seeing a whitewashed “redesign” of Gortash on Twitter today😩
#I didn’t put the artist on the photo cause I didn’t wanna be a total bitch but like it’s easy to find lol#anyway it’s the blue eyes for me#like the self report is strong#I designed him towards my taste aka white guy lol#can we not have one character with Turkish and/or Balkan features bro#like his design is fine lol the hair I’m kind of like ehhh but the face and all that is fine#annoys me so bad#also none mentioning it in the comments kind of sus#I feel like it’s obvious but maybe I’m overreacting idk#enver gortash#lord gortash#baldurs gate 3#bg3#bg3 gortash
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his politics is so fucking surface level and we all fucking knew this but still… the real celebs are the ones questioning and calling out genocide enablers like joe biden… not happily shaking hands with him despite everything that’s going on.
#some people might not think this is a big deal#and i know we KNEWWW this man didn’t give a fuck about Palestine 🇵🇸#but we hoped right??? like a little bit that maybe he cared despite being silent#well this me rn: 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡#bc ofc he doesn’t#shaking hands and smiling with biden wtfffff#I really cannot#AND I KNEWWWW WE KNEWWW I’m sure we’ve discussed his damn surface level politics on here before#so i feel doubly like 🤡🤡#idk am I overreacting?? no one else seems to care
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vent in tags don’t mind me
#i’ve been having a really hard time recently and i feel super like alone and stuff#i feel like i have no one i can talk to#but i also have this feeling of not wanting to burden people with my problems bc i know other people have their own stuff going on#and like i’ve just been feeling super meh for months now#and everytime something starts to look up#it ends up like taking a huge turn and turning out bad and also creating a ton of other problem on top of that#and i’ve tried like channeling my energy into other stuff like crochet or like gaming or whatever#but i still have this just underlying sad feeling all the time because#it just seems like i can’t ever catch a break#idk maybe i’m overreacting but :((#and it just sucks bc i feel like i try to be there for other people but then i feel awkward talking to people about my own struggles#and that’s like not other people’s fault it’s a me thing but idk#anyway#if you read this thank you i just wanted to let my feelings out#butter’s thoughts
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